Ryans Little Secret
Ryans Little Secret
Author: W DillyPART 1Ryan had just gotten home from school. He was home alone for quite a while until his parents got home from work. He ran out and got the mail and was looking through the ads when he saw a picture of a boy about his age 13 wearing Goodnites. All of a sudden he wanted to get some, he remembered wanting to wear diapers when he was younger but he didn't ever do it for fear he would be caught. Ryan rarely wet the bed when he was younger so he hadn't worn diapers since he was three. He was an only child. The more he thought about it, the more he wanted to wear diapers. The next day he planned to ride his bike to the store and buy diapers.I went to school the next day and my friend DJ wasn't there. I just figured that DJ was just sick and would be back at school the next day. At about third period I remembered what I was to do after school. I was getting nervous as I walked home. It seemed like days before I got home. Finally I reached the front door unlocked it and walked into my room. I picked up my wallet and got my bike out of the garage. It was only about a half mile to the store but it seemed like forever until I got there. I locked my bike up and went to the aisle where the diapers were. I knew I had about 20 dollars saved out of my allowance so after waiting for the line in the front of the store to clear out, I picked up a package of the Goodnites I saw the day before and a package of XL Pampers. As I was walking up to the checker of course someone walked in front of me. As the man ahead of me checked out, I was getting very nervous. After waiting five minutes or so for the man ahead of me to check out, I was next. The clerk gave me a kind of funny look."Shopping for your mother?" the clerk asked."Uhhh...yes," I answered nervously."I haven't seen you here before," The clerk returned."Well I don't often shop here," I answered quickly."Are these for you?" he said as he pointed to the Goodnites."No, they're for my cousin whose staying over this weekend," I said.I don't think the clerk believed me as he handed me the bag and I ran out of the store. I unlocked the bike quickly after I looked at my watched and noticed how long I had spent in the store. I got there at 4:00 and I was now almost quarter to five. My parents usually get home at 5:30 and I wanted to have time to wear the diapers. I got on my bike and pedaled as fast as I could until I got home which was only in a few minutes. I was thinking for sure that something was going to go wrong but nothing had. I ran into my room and closed the door and pulled out the package of Goodnites and Pampers. I hadn't thought of where to put them after I got them. I just stuck them under my bed where my parents rarely ever go. I pulled out the Pampers and put one on. Amazing! It fit perfectly. I am a little skinny at 5''3 and 100lbs but they sure enough fit. All of a sudden I thought I heard a car...no I thought, no one is supposed to be home until 5:30. My watch says 5:00, it must be a passing car. Then I heard the front door open."Oh no!" I said. "Please don't let her come in my room."I was still in a diaper so I quickly put my shorts back on just in time for my mom to open the door."I'm home early," she announced."Oh hi Mom," I replied.She walked out and didn't seem to notice the bulge under my pants. How could you miss it I wondered. Quickly I took the diaper off and shoved it under my bed. At 6:00 it was time for dinner and I ate without saying much."Are you feeling all right, honey?" My mother asked."Yeah, I'm fine," I answered.But she decided to take my temperature anyway."Well, you don't have a fever," she said."I know...I'm fine, okay?" I said.Right after dinner I went into my bedroom and decided I didn't want to wait until bedtime to put on another diaper. I decided to try one of the Goodnites. I opened the package and pulled one out."God these are big!" I said to myself. "They might even be too big."So I put one on and stayed in my room and watched TV. After about an hour I realized I had to go to the bathroom. I contemplated on whether I should use it or not. I decided not to because my parents had not yet come into my bedroom to kiss me goodnight. I thought that they might smell it. I held it for a while until my parents came in. They kissed me goodnight and after my mother hugged me she stopped for a second. "Uh oh," I thought.She then continued on to leave my room. I had to go so bad that I could hardly hold it. As I proceeded into the bathroom I bumped into the edge of the door with my leg."Damn it!" I shouted and all of a sudden I could feel my bladder emptying into the Goodnite that I was wearing. "Oh great...now what am I going to do?" Then I had a thought, I took off the used "underpants" and put them in a Zip-Loc baggy. "That should keep the smell down," I said. But there still was the little task of getting rid of it. I thought about it until I realized that I just had to take out the trash and slip the Goodnite in it.The next day at school I could hardly wait to get home. The day seemed to take forever and worst of all my best friend DJ wasn't there. Finally 6th period arrived and I hurried home. When I got home I checked for sure that there was no car in the garage and I took out the trash as planned. I found the same diaper that I wore yesterday when I got home. I wore it until 5:15 and then I decided...my parents surely didn't notice last night that I was wearing them, so I think I'll just keep them on all night and see what happens.......PART 2After a few hours doing my homework in my diapers, DJ finally called me."Miss me?" he asked."Oh hi DJ,"I said ignoring his first question."Got our homework?" he asked."Yep...just Algebra. Page 135 1-15."I said. We had some different classes and I always ended up getting a lot more homework than he did."OK cool. So what are ya doing today?" he asked."Well uhhh.Nothing," I said nervously. I had decided not to tell him my secret until later when I was more ready."What? Don't you want me to know what you're doing?" he said annoyed."I'm just doing my homework, why?" I answered."Just asking," he said."Oh, well I gotta go and finish my homework, okay?""Sure," he said and we hung up.All I wanted to do was to get off the phone and finish my homework. Not to mention that I was wondering what would happen if my parents caught me wearing diapers. I never thought about that. Maybe they wouldn't care or maybe they would take them away from me. Better to be safe than sorry. I decided to try to conceal what I was hiding. After I finished my homework I turned on the TV. Finally at 5:30 or so I heard the familiar sound of my front door opening and my Mom walking towards my bedroom."Hi," she said."Hi," I returned."Finish your homework Ryan?" she asked."Yep, I had a lot to do today," I told her."Oh, good to hear it!" she exclaimed and she walked out of my room and into the kitchen where she ordered the pizza. I was one not to do my homework and put it off as long as possible. Not that I was a bad student or anything, I got good grades. I was just a "lazy-ass" as my mother would call me sometimes. My father didn't usually get home until late and I hardly ever saw him. I heard the doorbell ring and I yelled "I GOT IT!" to my Mom as I answered the door. I still had my diaper on and I was pretty much oblivious to the sound it made. The man gave me kind of a funny look as I handed him the check but he didn't know what I had on. He just acted as if something wasn't quite right. Well, I thought. I've already gotten by my parents and some pizza guy, maybe it's not as noticeable as I thought. We sat down at the table and my Mom gave me a couple of slices of pizza and we talked about school and my father and our plans for the weekend. She never seemed to be able to figure what was wrong with this picture.After dinner I really had to go to the bathroom but it wasn't as easy to get rid of the diaper as it was before because the trash was just taken out and it wasn't even full. So I decided to take the diaper off for a while until shortly before I went to sleep. It was a rather boring night as usual but there was never anything on TV on Wednesdays. As it approached 10:00 I knew that my Mom would soon be going to bed so I slipped on a new Goodnite and laid in bed waiting for her to come in and kiss me goodnight. After about 10 minutes she came in and kissed me goodnight as usual not saying anything about the crinkles she heard earlier. I thought about maybe wearing a diaper to school and what would happen but I knew that I was not brave enough yet to do it. I had P.E. and if I changed someone would surely notice my diapered behind. And if I didn't dress I would have to make up an excuse for not dressing or I would be forced to dress by my teacher. I hadn't even told my best friend about it so I definitely wasn't prepared to have the whole school find out. It was about 11:00 or so when I finally fell asleep. I thought about wearing diapers and why I had always been wanting to wear them. I had a dream that night about going to school with a diaper on and having someone pants me and find that I was wearing a diaper. Then everyone laughed and I woke up.To my surprise I was wet when I woke up. I had soaked the Goodnite I had on. I hadn't wet the bed in years and just now I did. It was a good thing I was wearing what I was or I might have to hide wet sheets. I didn't know what to do with the soaked Goodnite. I had kind of panicked since I had not wet the bed in so long. It was a good thing that my parents didn't ever wake me up because I'd be in big trouble. I checked my clock and the alarm had not gone off yet. It was still only 6:20 and my parents didn't get up until shortly after that, usually. It was a chance I had to take. I ran out into the kitchen and got another Zip-Loc baggy and just as I was coming back down the hall I saw my parents opening the door."Uhhh good morning Dad," I said quickly to avoid suspicion. I just wanted to get back to the safety of my bedroom. He groggily said hi but I was already half way into my room. I quickly took of the goodnite and stuffed it into the bag hoping that I would have an opportunity before Friday or I would have to risk it being found during the weekend. I was really getting nervous after that encounter. I almost got caught, I just hope he didn't smell it because I could smell the strong odor of urine already. I opened up my drawer and took out a pair of underwear which I noted to myself that it had been a few days since I had worn them all day. I ended up walking to school wondering what would happen to me next.....PART 3I walked to school as I normally would thinking what I would do after school today. I couldn't believe that no one found out I was wearing diapers. I thought that my parents must be deaf not to hear the crinkling sound that they make. Then again I also didn't hear them sometimes when I wasn't even thinking about having them on. It scared me that I wet the bed this morning. I just hope my parents don't find out that I did. Why worry though, the only evidence I had of it was the soaked goodnite. As I walked past the office I saw DJ and walked up to him."Hey! Its about time you get back to school," I said."Yeah I guess so, I've been out for three days. I didn't even have a choice about coming to school today. Stupid three day rule!" DJ replied."Well, I better get to class. See you in Algebra!" I told him."Yep, later," he said as I walked towards my History class."Ahh my boring history class," I said to myself as I walked in. I took my seat and started doing the assigned work on the board. The class seemed to fly by surprisingly since I wanted to go home so bad. I left History and walked to my Science class. Before I knew it I was already out of my Algebra class and heading towards the lunch line. I met DJ in it and took cuts like I normally do."So, what have you been doing after school lately? I've been kind of bored." he said. Of course I hadn't planned him asking me questions like on the phone the day previously. I just kind of gave him the "same old, same old" answer and we got off that subject. During P.E. we played basketball and finally my day was over. I got dressed and waited for the bell to ring. Finally it did and I didn't bother going to my locker with this being one of the few days I didn't have any homework. I walked home and ran into my room and put the diaper on that I had on the day before. I just sat in my room and watched TV until all of a sudden..."DING DONG!" It was the familiar sound of my doorbell."Oh no! Who could it be?" I walked up to the door being as quiet as possible and checked to see who it was. It was DJ. Just perfect. Then I saw him walk over to one of my windows and he saw me."HEY! Open the door," he said. What could I do but open the door. I unlocked the door and let DJ in."Hi Ryan!" he said."Yeah, what's up?" I asked nervously. This was the biggest test I had to endure yet. I was praying that he would not notice the crinkle that the Pampers made under my shorts."I just wanted to see if you wanted to go see a movie?" he asked. There are some pretty good ones out. I was going to go see one and my Mom is waiting out in the driveway.""Uhh well..."I couldn't think of a valid excuse. This was really starting to suck, I could get caught in public wearing diapers. What would I do when I have to go to the bathroom? As a million thoughts raced through my head I found myself saying yes. "Let me call my mom and ask." There wasn't much I could do. Unfortunately she said yes and I found myself going with them to see a movie.It seemed to take forever until we got to the movie theater. I tried to move as little as possible so that my pampers wouldn't make any noise. Unfortunately I saw DJ look over at me after I had adjusted my seat belt. I noticed that he was deep in thought instead of being so talkative like he normally is. When we got to the theater we decided on Apollo 13 since it was still playing and neither of us had seen it. I found out it was almost 2 and a half hours long so I knew I was going to have to go to the bathroom at some point during the movie. Also, if I used my diaper my Mom would be home from work when I got home and she might find out. It seemed like nothing could get worse and I knew for sure that there would be no way out of it.We got some popcorn and sat down. I thought for sure that he would hear the diaper but he didn't. To my relief there was not very many people in the theater because Apollo 13 had been out for a while already. About half an hour into the movie I noticed how thirsty I was from the rather salty popcorn."I'm really thirsty, want anything?" I asked him."Nope," he said. I was dreading the fact that I had to get up. I quickly got up and scurried out of the theater. I turned around to look back at where we were sitting when I noticed he was giving me kind of a funny look. I knew that he had heard me then. When I came back he didn't say anything, he just gave me a funny look. I tried to not look at him because I was really embarrassed and I thought that he knew for sure now. Then I noticed the smell of my diaper. The smell is unmistakable, how it smells like baby powder and perfume. He then noticed the smell too and asked,"Do you smell that? It smells kind of like diapers.""No, not really," I lied."Maybe it's just my imagination," he said."Guess so," I told him. About a half an hour after that, the Pepsi that I drank started to "take effect". I noticed that I was going to have to go to the bathroom soon and that there was no way around it.PART 4I knew that I was going to have to go the bathroom soon, I just didn't know when it would happen. I decided to try and hold it for as long as I could which I soon found wouldn't be long. About an hour and thirty minutes into the movie I knew that my chance of holding it was none whatsoever. I was getting really nervous when all of a sudden I knew that I couldn't hold it any longer. It just flowed out of me. I knew that it was going to smell like piss in a few minutes and there was no one around us that would smell it, but then there would be no one to blame it on. Luckily for me DJ's Mom didn't come in and see the movie with us."It smells like someone took a leak." DJ said."Ummm, uhhh, "I said stuttering. DJ took notice of my being nervous and stuttering."Did you wet your pants Ryan?" he asked."OH SHIT" I thought, I knew that I was dead. I couldn't even change out of the wet diaper until I got home and I knew that could be a while since we still had almost an hour left in the movie."I...uhhh," I just couldn't say anything, I freaked."Oh my god!" He said rather loudly. "Did you really?""Well...not exactly," I said."Then what?" He said with his mouth almost completely open."I ummm, well, I wear diapers," I explained."You what!?" DJ asked."Yeah, exactly what I said," I told him."Why?" he asked."You're going to think I'm really strange when I tell you this but, I like to." I explained."You've got to be kidding!" he whispered trying to keep his voice down."No, the other day I saw an ad with a boy who was wearing a sort of diaper. It brought back memories from when I was younger. When I was younger I wanted to wear them, I just never told anyone or did it.""Do you wet the bed or something?" he asked surprised."No, well I did this morning for some reason." I said. "The reason I didn't tell you was because I thought you would think I was a freak or something.""Well, I think I might understand why." He told me. "I never told you this, but I was a bedwetter until I was 8. The diapers seem comfortable and when I wore them, they weren't that bad. I kind of actually liked them, but that was then and this is now.""Well, now what do I do?" I asked him."What do you mean? Haven't you told your parents? He asked."No way!" I said a little too loud."Lets see...if it was Friday I would ask you to sleep over. But it's not so I don't really know. You should've told me, I understand." He said trying to comfort me."I didn't know what you would do. I wasn't planning on seeing a movie with you today." I told him."If you keep it on then my Mom will notice the smell and will probably tell your Mom." He said."Great! But what can I do?" I said to myself. Once again I was trapped and I knew it. At least DJ didn't laugh at me or announce it to the whole world. Now we know a secret of each others. I could just not wear anything under my shorts until I got home but I wasn't too sure about that. It might be my only hope though. I remembered the store where I bought my diapers wasn't too far from here. But then I wouldn't be able to sneak the rest of the diapers home. Eventually I got up and went out of the theater and down the hall to the bathrooms. Lucky for me there was no one in there at the time. I went into one of the stalls and removed my wet diaper and as I walked out put it into the trash. This was a little too close for me. I could've been caught by my parents but instead I was caught by my best friend."Next time this won't happen," I assured myself as we finished the movie and got into DJ's mom's car. When I got home I was thankful that my Mom hadn't gotten home before me but I expected her any minute. Trying to ignore what happened earlier, I put another diaper on and waited for my mother to get home. I was really thinking about what my parents would do if they caught me wearing diapers. Maybe they would take them away, I hoped not but I didn't know what they would do. They might even just laugh it off and then I wouldn't have to hide it since my best friend already knew. That was kind of a relief letting him find out. As long as he doesn't care I won't worry. Then I heard my Mom's car pull up into the driveway, she walked in and said hi to me as usual still not taking any notice of my hidden diaper. I went through the whole evening with a diaper under my shorts. I even watched a movie on TV with my mother and she never said a thing. Come to think of it...would she even say anything if she knew? I wondered about it for a long time thinking of what might happen if they found out. It just stuck on my brain, it was kind of exciting trying to hide something so embarrassing. When I went to sleep that night I just couldn't stop thinking of my little secret. The next morning I woke up as usual having to go to the bathroom really bad, I decided that I didn't want to have to hide another diaper because of my accident yesterday morning. I guessed that I might have had a dream about wetting a diaper and unknowingly wet myself in real life. Then I thought about something else...should I try to wear a diaper to school?PART 5I thought about it...if I do it and get caught, what will happen? Everyone I know will be laughing at me forever and my parents will surely find out. If I don't get caught it will be quite an adventure. I decided against it, maybe I will if my parents ever find out. I just wouldn't know what to do if I was caught with them on. My best friend found out and didn't make fun of me. But not everyone is my best friend. The Friday went fast since Fridays are usually good days when we don't have homework. I talked to DJ a little more about wearing diapers the day before at the movie theater."You really like to wear them?" He asked me. What could I say but "yes"? He didn't act as if it was such a big deal. I was glad to hear that at least he wore diapers until he was eight and that I wasn't completely alone. After I went home I took out the trash which contained my accident from 2 days ago and put on another pampers. It felt good to be back in diapers, a half an hour after I got home I heard a rap on the front door."Not again!" I said out loud. It was just DJ, he wanted to just hang around. He came in and we went into my room and started watching TV."Are you wearing diapers right now?" He asked. I was prepared for the question this time, "Uh huh," and I showed him my diaper."Want to sleep over?" He asked."Ummm," I stuttered."Do you want to wear your diapers at my house? It's not like I have any siblings who are going to find out." he said."Well, okay. Let me ask my mom when she gets home." I replied."Okay," he said. We continued watching TV for another hour or so and we started talking again."Does anyone else know you wear diapers?" he asked."No one other than you," I told him."Oh, when does your Mom get home?" DJ asked."Anytime, now." I said after taking a glance at my watch noticing it was 5:15. Five minutes later my mother walked in surprised that DJ was here."Oh, hi DJ," she said, "I wasn't expecting anyone else to be here.""Hey Mom?" I asked."What?""Can I sleep over at DJ's?" I asked."Is it okay with his Mother?" she asked. I looked at DJ."Yeah, she asked me if I wanted you to sleep over." DJ told my Mom."Okay, its fine with me." She said and left."You didn't even act nervous about wearing a diaper around her!" DJ commented."Oh yeah, I guess I didn't even notice. I wear them so often around her that it seems natural." I said."You better pack your stuff for my house," DJ said. We got the games we wanted to play. I got a backpack and stuffed the video games in it. With my clothes I packed another diaper, a Goodnite and a pair of underwear just in case. My Mom drove to McDonald's on the way to DJ's house and we ate dinner there. I was kind of nervous being around so many people. It felt like everyone was looking at me but in reality no one was and no one cared even if they had noticed. I was very surprised that my Mom hadn't heard the crinkles that my diaper made. Then again maybe she did and was just pretending not to hear it or she was waiting until we were away from DJ before she said anything. We ate and finally got to DJ's house. We immediately went to his room and turned on the Super Nintendo and started playing video games. I noticed that I was going to have to go to the bathroom soon but I knew I couldn't use the diaper because we would never be able to sneak it by his mother. I told him I had to go to the bathroom and left his room. He gave me kind of a smirk. I couldn't tell what he was thinking but it was something I would soon find out. I took of my diaper to go and just put it back on when I left the bathroom. DJ was still smiling."What?" I asked."Oh, nothing," he said simply. We continued on playing games until 9:30 when we got sick of them. We ended up watching TV not really talking about anything. At 10:00 his mom called him into the living room. I just stayed there watching TV. I had only slept over a few times and we would stay up until 12:00 sometimes 1:00 but his mom got mad at us and since it wasn't summer we decided to go to sleep earlier than we had been. He came back into the room after about five minutes. I could tell he was going to say something. I just didn't know what, maybe it had something to do with that big smile on his face earlier.....PART 6"Hey Ryan, I have something to tell you.""Yeah?" I asked."Well, this is a little hard to say and I feel funny saying it but I wear diapers too. Remember in the theater when I told you that I wet the bed until 3rd grade?""Yeah," I said."Well, I lied a little. I still wear diapers." He explained."Are YOU serious?" I asked."As serious as a heart attack," He said. "What do you think I was doing in the last five minutes?""Oh, this is strange." I told him. "We have this in common too.""I told my mom that you were wearing diapers..."he started."You what?!" I asked loudly."It's okay," he said. "She's cool about it. She said that you can even wear one of my disposables if you want.""So you still wet the bed?" I asked."Yep." DJ replied. "I kind of like wearing the diapers. When I nearly stopped wetting the bed completely, I did it on purpose just to stay in diapers." I had to have a second to think this over. This was coming so fast. So my best friend likes wearing diapers too. We stayed up talking about what we wish would happen. He pretty much had his wish, no one knew. I'm his best friend and even when I slept over I never found out. This is kind of cool, at least I know I'm not the only one who likes wearing diapers. I couldn't really sleep. I had so many thoughts running through my head that I wasn't tired. I finally fell asleep after 45 minutes or so. What would happen the next day? I woke up the next morning feeling odd. I was wet, "What's going on?" I thought. Then I heard DJ wake up."Good morning," he said. "What time is it?""It is...8:15." I told him."Oh, okay.""Hey DJ," I said."Yeah?" he answered."Ummm, I woke up wet this morning. Ever since I started wearing the diapers I've been wetting the bed, that's twice this week. What can I do?" I asked."Welcome to the club!" he announced. "You can either ask my Mom to change you or tell her that you've wet and she'll take care of the diaper for you.""I felt kind of funny asking DJ's mother to change me so I was against that idea. I had never been changed by anyone else since no one else knew about my diaper fantasies. I wondered why I kept wetting the bed. I hadn't in so long and all of a sudden I was, it was a thought that plagued me for quite a while." I ended up taking out the pampers that I brought with me and I changed right in front of DJ. I had nothing to be afraid of since he already knew. Then I went up to his Mom and nervously said."Ummm, I had an accident this morning and DJ said that you could take care of this," I said as I showed her my wet diaper."Sure," she returned as she took my wet diaper and disappeared. I went back into DJ's room and he was still lying in the bed."I'll be right back," he said."Time for a change?" I asked."Uh, huh," he replied. After about 10 minutes he came back and I was watching TV."She thought that I should stay in diapers today." He told me. "I mean what was I going to say? No?" So DJ ended up spending the day in diapers."I hope my parents are as understanding as your Mom is." I told him."That would be pretty cool, my parents don't care as long as I don't screw up the mattress and the sheets. They would rather have me wear diapers than have to buy new bedding every week.""You are so lucky." I said."I am until someone from school finds out." he said."Yeah." We watched TV for the rest of the morning since there wasn't much else to do."Let's go to the arcade or something," DJ said."With diapers on?" I asked."Yeah so, I've done it before and no one ever noticed." he replied."Really, aren't you afraid anyone is going to find out?" I asked."Not really. Do you want to go?" He asked again. "I don't think that anyone is going to notice. I can hardly tell that you're even wearing those.""Well...okay." I gave in. We left to go to the arcade at noon and I was getting nervous shortly before we left. The night before I had gone to McDonald's with a diaper on but I wasn't planning on that. Now, I was really taking a chance. A lot of people from school would be there and if anyone found out it would be the end of me. We got in the car and his Mom drove us down to the arcade which was only about five minutes away. We got there and it wasn't as busy as it normally was. We took out our money. I only had a little more than 6 bucks after spending some money on diapers. We played pinball for a while but that was getting boring so we walked over to the MK II machines. That's where the crowd was. I was afraid that if I was bumped into someone would hear the crinkling Pampers under my pants. It was loud but I still didn't want to take many risks. We just stood back and watched for a while. After about an hour we were getting hungry so DJ called his Mom to pick us up. Finally she came and we stopped at the same McDonald's that we had been to a night earlier. Luckily we went to the drive through and we didn't have to go inside. We got home and ate. Before long I noticed that I was going to have to pee. I didn't have anymore diapers, only the Goodnite with me. But then I remembered that DJ said that I could use one of his. So I just let it go while we were eating. Before we finished I saw his Mom looking at me."It smells like you need a change," she said."Well, actually I do," I replied."Come with me, ill change you," she said as she walked into a room I had never been in."I...uhhhh, well," I stuttered. What could I do? I had never been changed by anyone and I didn't even feel like I had a choice. I just got up and followed her. As I walked into the room I could smell the distinct smells of baby powder and diapers. I saw a bed which looked like it was more of a changing pad."Lay down over here," she said. I did just that. As I lay there helplessly, I looked around the room and noticed all the diapers and a TV. There were some clothes, not baby clothes, but like he just came in and dressed here everyday. I wondered how often he wore diapers. Then I shocked back into reality as his mom pulled off my soaked diaper and powdered me. She was so gentle and kind that I didn't say anything. I just enjoyed it. I thought it would be really embarrassing but it turned out to be fine. She put one of his diapers on me. It was a little big but not enough to make a huge difference. She left me without my pants on and told me to put the shorts that I had yesterday on. It had warmed up a lot and was too warm for pants. I had to walk by DJ to go to his room and retrieve my shorts. I was kind of embarrassed seeing that it was the first time I had been changed by anyone and when I had diapers on I always wore clothes over them. I flew by him and entered his room. I found my backpack and put my shorts on. He ended up coming back to his room after obviously being changed himself. When he came back in he asked me,"Do you want to sleep over tonight?""Sure," I said. "If it's all right with my parents." I called my mom and she didn't have a problem with it. She seemed kind of happy since she would have a home alone with my dad which is something rare."It's fine with her," I told him."Good!" He returned. I looked forward to being changed by his mother again. Apparently DJ's parents were divorced and he enjoyed living with his mom. Now I see why...PART 7At dinner we just ordered pizza which was really cool. But the pizza made me really thirsty and I was afraid I would wet the bed again. I don't understand why I was doing it. I just was. I ended up drinking a Pepsi and a few glasses of water. I knew that if I didn't wake up tonight I would wet the bed again. I didn't have to be changed before bed because I was changed again by DJ's mom earlier. I want to be changed by her every time. We just stayed up and watched TV again. At about 9:30 I was getting really tired so I just told him that I want to go to sleep. We ended up going to sleep at 10:00 and I didn't wake up during the night. When I was waken up by DJ the next morning I could feel the warmth from my diaper being wet. I don't know why I wet the bed. It just boggled my mind."Wet again," DJ asked."Huh? Yeah," I said groggily."Well it looks like you'll need to find my mom." He said."Yep," I said as I went out into the living room. "Ummm." She cut me off, "You need to be changed?""Yes," I replied."Okay," she said and walked into that room. I followed her and I lied down on the bed again. She took off my shorts and removed the extremely wet diaper."You wet almost as much as DJ!" she exclaimed."Well, I don't really wet the bed often." I said not really knowing what to answer. She changed me and I went back into DJ's room."She doesn't really mind changing diapers. It makes her feel like I'm still her baby." DJ told me."Really?" I said surprised."Uh, huh." We went out into the kitchen and were greeted by the smell of pancakes."Ahh" I thought. He had a really cool mom. I wish mine was like that. Now I understand why he told her that I wear diapers. She was really laid back and didn't really care or have any opinions about it. If she would've told my mom I would've had to kill DJ. Luckily she was cool about it. I was wondering what I would do if I continued wetting the bed. I wet the bed 3 times in the last week. At least my mom didn't find out which gave me more time to think of a solution. We ate for a while and went back to his room and watched a movie that was on HBO. DJ told me that his mom still wanted him to wear diapers today and DJ was really starting to like this."Have you ever worn them to school?" I asked."A couple of times," He replied."And you didn't get caught?" I said amazed."Nope...I'm surprised that not even you noticed." He said."So am I," I said."Are you going to wear them to school?" He asked."Ummm...I don't know. I'm too afraid that someone will catch me and then everyone will know." I told him."I was afraid to the first time too, but my mom made me wear them. She doesn't make me wear them during the day very often but I'm not one to complain." He said. "Actually I hope this continues.""It just might," I said."When are you going to tell your parents, Ryan?" He asked. I stopped and thought about it. "Never I hope!""Good luck, you're gonna need it!" The day was cut short when my Mom wanted me home. It was about 12:00 when she called. This dream at DJ's house was going to end. She came and picked me up, I think she heard the crinkle of DJ's diapers since they were different than mine and they made a lot more noise. I stayed pretty still until we got home. When we got home I went straight to my room. I was kind of glad to see it. No one had been in here so no one could have found my diapers. I noticed that I had to go really bad so I scurried to the bathroom hoping that my Mom wouldn't notice. I guess she didn't and if she ever noticed that I had diapers on, she never said a word. We ate dinner at the table tonight and I decided to take off the diaper I had on and save it for later. We ate hamburgers and before I knew it, it was 10:00. I was exhausted for some reason, maybe it was because I couldn't fall asleep the other night. I decided not to bother with the diapers. I just wanted to fall asleep. I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I didn't want to get up because I felt so warm and comfortable. Then I realized why it was so warm. I had wet the bed again!"Oh my god!" I said having realized that I wasn't wearing diapers. My whole bed was completely soaked. What was I going to do? I knew that I couldn't smuggle new sheets and blankets on the bed. I got up quickly and took a shower earlier than I normally do knowing that I would have to get the smell off of me. This was worrying me that I was wetting the bed so much. I got out of the shower and dried off. I started into my room when.. I saw my mother in here."Oh shit!" I said."What was that?" She asked."I...uhhhh" I stumbled."Why didn't you tell me about this as soon as you woke up?" She asked."I, I, I was embarrassed." I told her."And was this the first time it happened?" She asked."Well, no." I said."And how many times has it happened?" She asked."Well, three times," I lied"And how did you clean the sheets?" She asked."After school I put them in the washer." I lied again."I see." she said thinking things over."If it happens again I might have to do something about it." She said and she walked out of my room with the bedding."Now what did she mean by that?" I asked myself. At least she didn't find out about me wearing diapers. Some consolation though. Now I had to go to school...PART 8I couldn't get what she had said off my mind as I walked to school. As I entered the school grounds I saw DJ."So what did you do about wetting the bed?" He asked."My Mom found my wet sheets this morning because I didn't put a diaper on last night. I was so tired that I didn't even bother with the diaper." I said."What did she say? Did she find out about the diapers?" He asked."Fortunately no, but she said that she would do something if I wet the bed again," I said."What?" DJ asked."I don't know...I might just have to find out whether I like it or not. I'm going to run out of diapers at this pace." Then the bell rang and we both went to class. I couldn't stop thinking about what she would possibly do. During math my teacher even called me up."Ryan! Can you answer this question?" my teacher asked. I looked up."Huh?" The class laughed."If I catch you not paying attention again I'm going to send you up!" She warned. I just blew that off and kept closer attention to what we were doing. What could my Mom possibly do? Put a rubber sheet on my bed? I might just find out. Before I knew it the bell was ringing for school to get out. Time just flew by since I started wearing diapers. I got home and put a diaper on as usual. I just lounged around and did my homework. After 5:30 my Mom got home. She came into my room."I'm sorry that I went off this morning. I wasn't in a very good mood." she apologized."It's okay." I told her. It looks like I'm not going to have to worry about what would happen if I wet the bed again. It felt like a burden had been lifted off my shoulders. After we ate I went through my normal Monday night. Nothing on TV, no homework to finish, and nothing to do. I just sat there and read a book all night. I had to go to the bathroom again so I just let it go. It felt so good not to have to get up and do it. I just continued reading the book like nothing had happened. I knew that I really needed a change so after about 15 minutes of soaking in the wet diaper I switched into regular underwear which was a rarity except for school. My mom kissed me at 10:00 and went to bed herself and I sat there wondering whether I should wear a diaper to school tomorrow. I drifted off to sleep pretty fast which was still pretty unusual for me. I woke up the next morning soaking wet. "Not again!" I yelled as I woke up. "What am I going to do?" I thought. I took an early shower like I did yesterday and when I opened my door to go back into my room, my Mom was standing there with one of those "I warned you" looks."I told you that if you wet the bed again, I was going to do something about it." She said."Yeah but..."I tried to rebuttal."But what?" She asked."I thought that when you apologized, you...""No," she said flatly."What are you going to do?" I asked."You'll find out tonight," She said. So I was stuck there worrying about what she was going to do. "Why couldn't I have worn a diaper last night?" I asked myself. I took my normal walk to school with more on my mind today than yesterday. DJ approached me."So, what happened?" He asked."Well, I wet the bed again. She found the wet sheets and she's going to follow up on her threat." I said."What's she going to do?" DJ asked."She won't tell me.""Bummer," He said."I better get to class. So, later," I said and we left each other for our classes. Today was an extremely long day as far as school goes. It just wouldn't end. My first class seemed like it took until lunch just to finish. I had a lot on my mind wondering about what my Mom would do. After third period the day seemed to speed up a little. I had a lot of homework for a Tuesday since Monday is when we got the most. After what seemed like days, I finally got out of school and started home. I was surprised to find that my Mom was already home."What are you doing home?" I asked."Just felt like taking the day off I guess," She replied."Oh," I said and I walked into my room. I put on one of my remaining diapers and started on my homework. Algebra, English, and a Science assignment. Yuck! I really wanted to get my homework done while I could concentrate on schoolwork. I figured that my Mom took the day off to prepare for whatever she was planning for tonight...PART 9I just kept wondering what she was going to do tonight. She did a good job not letting a word out about it too. She ordered out Chinese and I took it into my room. After making me wait so long to find out my"punishment" if it even was punishment. She finally called me into her bedroom. She told me to go sit down on the bed and to wait for her. I waited only 30 seconds before she came back with a little bag. She pulled out a diaper and some baby powder."Oh my god!" I said."Not expecting this?" She asked."Uhhh..." I stuttered."If you're going to wet the bed, then you need to wear diapers. I don't want you ruining the bed!" She said. She diapered me and sent me back to my room. I sat on my bed thinking 'Oh my god!' Was this for real? She was going to put me back in diapers at night! I wonder what she'd do if she caught me wearing diapers during the day! I decided to call DJ."Hello." I heard him say."Hi DJ!" I said enthusiastically."You're in a good mood!" He said. "What happened? What did your Mom do?""She put me back in diapers at night." I answered."Really?""Yeah, just like your Mom." I said."For how long?""She didn't say. I guess for as long as I wet the bed." I told him."Unbelievable!" He exclaimed."I can't believe it, I'm still in shock." I said."I bet," He said. "Well, I've got to go for my own diaper reasons.""Okay""Bye," he said."Bye."I can't believe this. I'm going to bed in a few and I don't even have to worry about being caught with a diaper on. I think I'm going to love this.My Mom kissed me tonight and that she'd be in when I woke up to change me. I just said okay and went to sleep.I woke up to the soggy feeling that I had been getting used to in the mornings. I wet the bed again! What was my body doing to me? I just laid in bed for 5 minutes until my Mom came in. She pushed me into position and changed me. It had been the second person I had ever been changed by. I really preferred to be changed by DJ's Mom but I'm glad that my Mom is putting me back in diapers at least for part of my day. I enjoyed every minute of getting changed without showing it. I wasn't real keen on the idea of having her find out that I liked wearing diapers. It looks like I have something else in common with DJ now. I got ready for school and started on my walk. I wanted to wear a diaper to school but I was afraid to try because I thought that I would surely get caught. But that's what I thought about the arcade too. I saw DJ and walked over to him."Did you enjoy last night?" He asked."Yep, every second of it." I answered. "I want to wear a diaper to school too but I'm afraid I'll get caught.""You won't." He said plainly."How do you know?" I asked. He pulled up his shirt and showed me the top of his diaper."Wow! I can't believe that you are doing that now." I said as quietly as possible."It wasn't my idea." He explained. "Remember when you slept over and my Mom kept me in diapers for the day?""Yeah.""Today is one of those days," He said."I see.""Better get to class," DJ said."Okay, meet you at lunch!" I replied. I went to my History class and we had a sub so we ended up watching a stupid video about the civil war. The day went pretty fast until lunch. I met DJ in the lunch line."This sucks," He said."What?" I asked."I have to go to the bathroom and if I go then I'll have to sit in it for three hours." He said. "I might not have a choice though. At least in P.E. I'm not going to dress. My Mom gave me a note for obvious reasons." The day was pretty boring except in P.E. I think DJ had an accident. He acted kind of embarrassed about it but no one seemed to notice. At the end of school we started talking again."I told you that no one will notice." He said."I believe you," I said."I thought for sure that someone would notice my little inconvenience. But no one did. No one ever does." He said. "You'd think it would be so easy to pick out!" We ended our conversation there and I got home wondering if my Mom would be there. She wasn't so I went about my business taking out the trash and taking care of my trash. I put another diaper on noticing that only had about 5 or 6 left. I need to either buy some more or get some from wherever my Mom is "hiding" them. (Of course she wasn't really hiding them, she had no reason to.) My mom got home and greeted me, telling me that she was going to cook instead of eating out like we had been doing so much."Was it hard to sleep last night?" She asked."Not really, I was extremely tired." I answered."You do know that you're going to be wearing them again tonight?" She asked."I figured that," I said."Does it bother you?" She asked."No, it's not like I'm the only 13 year old in the country who wears diapers at night," I said."That's true, but I don't see many," she said chuckling a little."Can DJ sleep over this weekend?" I asked."That shouldn't be a problem." She said. I didn't have any homework tonight so I watched TV until she called me into her room. I was careful not to keep the diaper that I was wearing on. I didn't want her to end up finding out that I liked to wear diapers. I went in and lied down on her bed. She went through the same steps as yesterday and I was glad to be in diapers without having to hide it. She didn't even give me my shorts back, she just let me go into the living room and munch before bedtime. I usually didn't go out in the living at night but I had the feeling that my Mom wanted me to. After an hour or so of nice and boring Wednesday TV. She told me good night and that she would be in the next morning to change me. It was going to become part of my daily routine. I went to sleep thinking about how lucky I was to be able to wear diapers and not have my Mom know that I loved it.PART 10I woke up to the feeling of being changed. I thought it was a dream at first but then I really woke up."Huh?," I said groggily."Good morning Ryan." My mother said. I looked at my clock and remembered that I forgot to set the alarm for my clock. It was a good thing that she had to come in and change me or I might have overslept and been late to school. If she hadn't put me in diapers, she might have noticed that I was wearing one when she would've come in to wake me. There are many upsides to wearing diapers. You don't have to be interrupted all the time by having to go to the bathroom, they're very comfortable, and they're relaxing. Who wouldn't mind wearing them except for the embarrassment from your peers. I sat up after she gave me my underwear, I was so tired that I wanted to just go back to sleep. Unfortunately I had school, which I was still debating whether I should wear a diaper to school or not. It was the ongoing question. DJ was pretty convincing yesterday. "Okay," I thought. Tomorrow, I will wear one to school."It's not like my decision was set in concrete. I can always change my mind." I said aloud. I took my shower thinking about what could happen tomorrow. Either I would get caught and forever be made fun of, or I wouldn't get caught and enjoy every minute of it knowing that I would do it again. I took my normal walk to school. I saw DJ and we started talking as we walked to our lockers."Tomorrow...I think that I'm going to try wearing one to school," I said not trying to let anyone else hear us."Really?" He said showing me his."Again?" I asked."Yup, again." He said sighing. "It can be a pain wearing one to school, you think that you'll get caught but you never do.""If I get caught, I'm gonna die here." I said."Don't worry, you won't get caught." DJ said. "At least you have a choice of wearing one!""Time for class! Later!" I said leaving him for my first class. I thought about it all day leaving another six slow classes. I was kind of nervous about it. I didn't want to suffer through getting caught but I really didn't think I would. The day was uneventful except for that it lasted forever. DJ still wasn't caught wearing diapers and I was convinced that I wouldn't either.When the final bell rung I quickly got home and changed into a Goodnite instead of a diaper. I was running low on the diapers so I wanted to use the rest of the Goodnites. They crinkled considerably less than the diapers and they didn't bulge nearly as much. Maybe I should wear one of these instead. At least until I got the nerve to wear a real diaper to school. I didn't think that it would be as noticeable if I wore a Goodnite. They were supposed to be a substitute for underwear. My plans were almost completely finished. The only problem would be that I wouldn't dress for P.E. and I might get in trouble for it. It was well worth the risk. I waited for my Mom to get home and she cooked dinner tonight. I finished my homework in a Goodnite and she never seemed to notice. What would I say if she caught me wearing a diaper now? "Are you having daytime accidents too?" But I don't think that she would care. At least I hope not.At about 9:00 I took off the goodnite and went to the bathroom. She came in a few minutes later and I went into her room to be changed into a diaper. I just loved the feeling that I could wear one without her caring. She diapered me and sent me into my room. I sat there in a diaper and a T-shirt watching TV until she went to sleep. I spent the few minutes before I fell asleep wondering why I was wetting the bed. Maybe it was normal...DJ had the same problem. I fell asleep knowing that I was almost surely going to wear a diaper to school the next day. Tomorrow was Friday and even if I was caught then I would have the weekend to not be laughed at. At least I wouldn't have to live through it for the two days on the weekend. But...I hoped that I wouldn't get caught.I woke up the next morning and waited for my Mom to come in and change me. After a few she came in and removed my diaper."You're not wet." she said looking at me."Maybe I stopped wetting the bed now. I could've just been stress or something." I said. I really didn't want to stop wetting the bed because then she wouldn't diaper me and I would be back to the same place that I was before."Well, I still want you in diapers tonight. It could be just a one night thing." She said.I was relieved that she wanted to keep me in diapers, I didn't like waking up in a wet bed and I didn't know why I was wetting the bed. Maybe not wetting was a freak thing. After a week of wetting the bed it makes you wonder what's going on.Then I remembered that I was to wear a Goodnite to school. I didn't have to worry about anyone noticing it on the way to school since I rarely ever saw anyone on my walk.I took a Goodnite into the bathroom to take a shower instead of underwear this time. I wondered how my luck would turn out...PART 11I took my shower and put on my goodnite as planned. My Mom didn't notice that I was wearing one when I left and I wasn't afraid of that. If she was going to find out, she would've found out a long time ago. I walked out the door realizing that there was no turning back now. I was quite a bit nervous as I entered the school grounds. I immediately saw DJ and walked over to him."Well?" DJ asked."I'm wearing one," I said quietly."Yeah, well guess what...""What?" I asked."She made me wear one again!" He said annoyed. "I mean, I like wearing one but not to school. I wonder why she is doing that.""Do you want to sleep over at my house tonight?" I asked."Sure, if my mom lets me." He said happily. "Now I get to find out what your mom does to you!""I'm still wondering what she will do if she finds me wearing a diaper during the day." I added."Nervous?" He asked."Oh yes, definitely.""Don't worry, no one will find out unless you make it obvious," He said."I hope so," I said as I walked to my first class.I walked into my class and sat down as I normally do. I was worried that someone might notice the slight crinkle that it made when I sat down. Fortunately no one did. The one thing I was afraid of was being called up to the front of the class to do something. Then someone might notice that I wasn't quite the same as yesterday.Through the first two classes I fretted and fretted that something might happen but nothing ever did. I wondered what I might do if I had to go to the bathroom before the end of the day. I could try to use the bathroom but I would have to pray that no one would see my "special" underpants. Or, I could just use them like I normally do and hope that nothing happens. It was quite a debate. During my fourth class; Algebra, I wasn't called upon to do anything but sit in my seat and listen to the teacher. At lunch I met DJ in the lunch line..."How did it go?" He asked."Fine DJ, just fine," I said reassuring myself."Good. See, I told you that nothing would happen!""The day isn't over though," I said."True."My next class was P.E. and I was really worried that even with my baggy clothes, I could be detected if my teacher made me dress. I made my way through lunch and went with DJ to the P.E. building. He didn't dress but then again, he had a note. I wasn't so fortunate. I didn't dress and prayed that nothing would happen to me. Then, my savior. We had a sub!!! It was a relief to me but if I ever did it again then I might have a problem. But that could wait. The sub didn't make me dress and it looked like I was going to make it through the day. P.E. finished and I wandered into my English class. Because of the anxiety of P.E. I completely forgot about having to go to the bathroom. I was in need of a bathroom pass. I raised my hand."Yes Ryan?" My teacher said."Can I have a pass for the bathroom?" I asked as politely as possible."Well...make it quick," He said acting as if he would regret it. I really had to go and I didn't know if I could make it. I walked as fast as I could with out running but that just made it worse. After one of my steps I just couldn't hold it any longer. It just came out. I stopped and stood there for a second wondering what I was going to do. I walked into the bathroom like I was planning to. I couldn't think of anything that I could do right now. I had a half an hour until the end of school. But thirty minutes is a long time and I didn't want anyone smelling any distinct odors.I knew that the only thing that I could do was walk back to class like nothing happened. I also wondered if the underpants would leak. I sure hoped not.I walked back to class and prayed that I wouldn't be noticed. I had been doing a lot of that...hoping that no one would find out. Maybe DJ was right and no one would ever notice that he or I was wearing a diaper. So I tried to act as if nothing happened and it seemed to work. After the final bell rang I got out of the room as fast as I could. I stopped only to talk to DJ."No one found out did they?" He asked."Nope, but I thought someone would since on the way to the bathroom last period I couldn't hold it.""You probably should've just let it go in class. It's a lot more convenient! I'll call you tonight if I can sleep over. Bye!" We parted ways and I took my walk home. The soaked goodnite was really heavy. I hoped that it wouldn't tear or leak or anything so I didn't have to deal with it. Luckily nothing happened and I made it home safely. DJ ended up calling and he was going to come over at 5:30. I called my mom and told her an she seemed okay with it. But she didn't know that DJ wore diapers too. I immediately changed into a fresh diaper when I got home and disposed of the one I wore to school. My mom came home and shortly after, DJ knocked on my door."Hello," I greeted."Hey." He returned."I didn't tell my mom that you wear diapers.""No?" He asked surprised."I'll go do it now then." I said and walked into the living room."Mom?""Yes?" She answered."Mom, ummmm. Well, DJ wears diapers too." I said nervously."Really?" she said not acting surprised."Uh huh," I said."Okay, can he changed his own diapers?" I looked at DJ."Sure," DJ said. I didn't have any homework since today was a Friday. I was glad that we didn't so I wouldn't have to worry about it. We played on my Super Nintendo and watched TV for a while until my mom ordered us pizza. And so began my sleepover with DJ.