The Day I Started Wearing Diapers Every Night -- (Author) Skunkdude
The Day I Started Wearing Diapers Every Night -- (Author) Skunkdude
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Author: Skunkdude
Timestamp: Jul 11, 2020 at 6:15 AM
Content: I started wearing diapers when I was 10. Sometimes I would wear the diapers all day, and sometimes I would wear them at night. But it was something that would go on for a day or two, and then I would put it aside for a few weeks or months. The older I got, the more often I would wear them, but it was still like once or twice a week.
One day when I was 35, I had a court hearing with my ex-wife, but over the telephone. This was because I was living in Illinois and my ex-wife was in Vermont. It was a simple hearing where we would officially transfer custody of our children to each other. One of my kids had come to live with me for a while, and custody was given to me. After a while, this child was transferred back to my ex-wife by mutual agreement.
The court clerk called my house at the appointed time, and I was placed on speaker phone before the whole Family Court. The judge came on and asked me to state my name and acknowledge the purpose of our hearing, which I did. He was just finished with saying that custody was transferred to my ex-wife, and asked if there was any other business. My ex-wife then stated to the court that my child had heard me masturbating in my diapers one night at 1:00am. There was total silence.
The judge asked me if this was true, to which I replied, "I thought this was a hearing for transferring custody." To which he replied, "So did I." He then asked my ex-wife why this was relevant. Apparently my ex-wife had some pent up anger toward me and decided to use this hearing as an opportunity to cause me suffering. She stated to the court that I had a long history of wearing diapers, and also using them for sexual pleasure. The judge asked me what I had to say, and I replied that, yes, I had been wearing diapers all my life, and that I had told my ex-wife this fact one week after we met, and long before we married. I told the judge that I wanted to be upfront with her about my wearing diapers back then so it couldn't be brought up against me in the future, such as at this hearing.
The judge asked my wife to respond, and she said, "Yes, he told me about this before we got married;" the judge then asked why it was an issue now. She really didn't have a good answer and stumbled over herself. I then told the judge, that not only did I wear diapers all my life, and told her about it before we got married, but she wore diapers of her own free will along with me. She then defended herself by saying she only did it because she wanted to please me at the time. The judge reminded her that we were married for five years, and asked why it didn't bother her then, and the judge wondered why she waited seven years after our divorce to bring the topic up. She stumbled over herself, again.
The hearing was ended with the order that custody had been transferred by me to my ex-wife, but nothing ever came from her stunt in the court about me wearing diapers. Fortunately for me, I was on the telephone, whereas she was visible to everybody else in the courtroom. She apologized to me several years later, and said she felt real dirty for pulling that, to which I forgave her.
However, after the call ended, my psyche started to undergo a significant change. I had just had to admit to a judge in a full courtroom in an official public record that I wore diapers all my life, and that I wore them for sexual pleasure. It felt like my mental wiring was being completely rearranged. Whereas I used to wear diapers only on quiet weekends or when I was otherwise motivated, I now felt like I had to make a commitment to either give up diapers altogether, or wear them all the time. Something about the dynamics of that event became like a birthday, or a marriage ceremony; it became a defining moment in my psyche where I had to make a life-long commitment, which would alter my lifestyle evermore.
I was nervous, and I started reviewing my entire life, particularly as it pertained to wearing diapers. I started contemplating my future through my remaining days. A nexus had formed in my body and mind that was going to fundamentally alter my life. The psychological pressure built up, and automatically, I went for my diapers and laid them out on my bed. I folded them up, almost on some kind of automatic mode. I took off my underwear and threw it away, and pinned the diaper on. I put on my plastic pants. From that moment, I knew I was going to be wearing diapers every day. From that moment, I wore diapers every night when I went to bed, no matter if I was at home, or travelling, or staying at other people's houses.
Several years afterward, I shattered my leg in an accident, and was bedridden for four months before I could use a walker. I just naturally chose to wear diaper for my urination, as it was too difficult to get out of bed on my own. When my family and neighbors called on me, I had a stack of cloth diapers next to my bed, and a diaper pail with dirty diapers. One elderly lady with no personal shame, and who was a dear friend of mine, asked me outright while visiting if I was peeing in diapers during my convalescence, to which I matter-of-factly said, "Yes." A couple weeks later, she brought her adult son, wife, and their kid over on the pretense for just wanting to say hello, and then in front of them and me she said, "See, there are his diapers." Her kids were embarrassed, but it didn't bother me at all. She seemed to be enjoying herself in a positive way, as though she was glad to know a grown man who wore diapers.
I have never had any regrets about being thrust into the open about wearing diapers, and neither have I felt embarrassed. When I was confronted on that phone call to the court about wearing diapers, I had no warning this event was coming, and I just spoke honestly and without shame. The judge did not seem to think it was a problem for me to wear diapers. And from the way my ex-wife talked years later, she apparently received a lot of grief from people for making it an issue.
Today, pushing 60, I still feel very comfortable and normal about wearing my diapers and using them. I am happily remarried, and both my wife and myself wear diapers. I wear them 24/7, and she wears them every night, because she thinks diapers are comfortable.
It was easy for me to forgive my ex-wife, because she had given me one of the best gifts of my life; freedom to wear my diapers out in the open, and without fear.
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Author: Skunkdude
Timestamp: Jul 11, 2020 at 4:17 PM
Content:
littlemoosey said:
Your ex sounds very, “special” I’m glad she is out of your life.
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So am I.
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Author: Skunkdude
Timestamp: Jul 11, 2020 at 11:15 PM
Content:
PrincessCera said:
I'm sorry your ex wife was so mean to you! But I'm glad you got your happily ever after
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I think she just had a lapse in judgment. She was actually quite pleasant to work with for the most part. Looking back, I never saw her as a mean person; and even now, I think she is a very decent person. In fact, she drove over 1000 miles to be at my wedding to my second wife, and was quite pleasant. As part of our honeymoon, my present wife and me drove back to Vermont and stayed with her and her husband for a week. To be honest, I also had my own weaknesses, which contributed to the divorce.
Regardless, she set in motion an event that pushed me out into the open with regard to my diaper life, and I am grateful for it.
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Author: Skunkdude
Timestamp: Jul 11, 2020 at 11:18 PM
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PrincessCera said:
How are you doing now Skunkdude?
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My wife and me are definitely seven years into our happily ever after. Our anniversary is coming up in a couple weeks.
I have had many ideas about how I would live during my elderly years when I was younger, but the life I have now far exceeds anything I had imagined.