Little William -- (Author) siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 9, 2020 at 10:29 AM
Content: ( Hi all.
I enjoyed my last story, so I started a new one hope you enjoy reading it.
Hugs.
Siysiy)

Little William

Chapter one my induction

This is my story of accepting myself.

My name is William. I'm 22 years old and I have hypogonadism Disease.
This means I look like I am about 12 years old or maybe younger because of my condition I have had lots of treatments to get my body to mature however nothing has worked. So now I just must live with the fact that I will always look like a child.

Over the years, I found it easier to let people think I am still a kid who tells them all about the condition. Plus, this means I can get away with being mischievous.

I also have lost my Farther in a car accident so, I have become very close to my mother. She likes that I still look young and calls me "her forever boy."

There are advances to looking like a kid. I still enjoyed being able to go to places and get in on a child's ticket. I also still secretly wanted activities that were meant for children. things like play on the swing and slides and going on soft play equipment.

As I accepted that my body was not going to mature, and I was going to be stuck in a child body I just got more and more use to being treated as a child. I even started to wear a school uniform again when I went to university, though this meant proving that I am over 18 next to impossible, as my ID card would then raise more questions, as most people just thought it was a fake. It made being a child all more possible; mum liked me in school shorts. She said that I look so young in them, like I was a tall 8-year-old.

However, being back in a school uniform when out in the community on my own could through up some difficulties as I would need a story to say if I was asked why I was not in school. Usually saying, "I just going to meet my Mum." Worked.

I heard about people that liked to be in diapers when mum and I watched a documentary on tv about this community. My mother teased me, saying that I was such a little, but by now, I was working hard as I managed to get a job in the IT department. And I was trying hard to look the part as well, I was known as the IT Kid, but I was good at my job.

Soon, mum got me an adult pacifier to help me calm down after work, or if I got frustrated, I would always be in a child's body. But nothing can be done about it; I just have to accept that I will always be in the body of a child.

At first, I just gave it back to her, lathing it off and telling her not to be Selly, and that I look like a 13-year-old, not a 3-year-old.

Then one day, when I was frustrated about all this, mum turned to me and said. "You are acting like a 3-year-old and this will help you cram down." I cart remember when it was that I put the pacifier into my mouth, but I was surprised at the wave of relaxation it gave me how much I enjoyed suckling on it. Also, the small on my mother face as she saw me starting to suckle.

I have got used to being treated as a kid as part of my normal life but being stuck in a child's body does have it drew backs, getting a girlfriend is hard, no one wants to date someone that looks like a kid.

getting a job was interesting as my condition had to be explained and proof of my age but explaining it all to the traffic police made learning to drive an interesting experience sometimes. I don't have a driving licence.

At night I like to have a suckle on my pacifier now and a drink out of my bottle I think mum would bottle feed me if I let her; sometimes, I wonder what would it be like to have a diaper on. What would it be like to wet myself?

I got some samples and when I went to bed, I put a diaper on suckle on my pacifier. The feel of the diaper between my legs and around my body felt so nice and comforting.

I got away without my mother know for a while but of course, she found out that I had diapers in my room.

I had to explain that I like to wear at night sometime, I could tell she was worried that my condition had got worse and I was starting to become incontinent.

I know that something would start to fail on me as I got older and that my life expectancy was not great it would be very unlikely that I would see 40, I agreed to talk to my consultant about it and to find out if becoming incitant with my condition.

I found out that as I got older that it would be posable that I would lose control over time. And he would refer me to a urologist.

Great I thought more tests.

little did I know that I was going to find out what it's like to be treated in a way that made me feel like a kid with special needs, much to my mother amusement and delight.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 9, 2020 at 1:46 PM
Content:

JaysonTheRegressor said:

Great story!
It's incontinent though not inconsent

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Will do on finding the one that got pass the spell checking

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 11, 2020 at 9:25 AM
Content: Chapter 2 The Holiday that changed everything.

Going on holiday on my own was a no go because sooner or later, someone would be calling someone else because I was a child on my own without a parent. So I got Mum to come along this way; she got to be my parent.

Anyway, we had found an activity holiday for children with special needs; I would have a one to one career which gave mother a break; well, it would give us both a break; the only thing was I would have to pretend to be 12 years old.

I am still not sure if Mum had planned all this, but I am glad because I had a great experience as things turned out.

So it all started the first night we were there sitting outside next to the swimming pool, and we had just finished having an evening meal, my mother found a lady called Anne to talk to.

Earlier that day, I had been playing with a boy called Ricky; he was very active, and we had a game of tag over the play equipment; he had told me that he had A.D.H.D. and asked me what I had, I just said that I am a real-life Peter Pan. Ricky asked if I had been before; I told him no, that this was my first time and I was with my mother on a family holiday. Ricky just Laughed and said. “Ho poor you having, that kind of parent that won’t let you go, mine needs a rest from me as I just get too much,” then he said let’s try and find out what group we are in. “as the activities they are more fun with someone that could keep up with him.” He said, running into the hotel. Looking at the activities board, we had been put together his Carer was called Jo and mine was named David. “I never had a career before; what is it like,” I asked him. “The hire helps,” he said. “you be OK; you got David looking after you; he is really nice”, he informed me. All the activities sounded fun.

Ricky was called by the person I assumed was Jo, his Carer Ricky said to me “I have to go and eat and have my medication. The meds slow me down so I can eat, but then they make me tired. Hopefully, I will be able to play with you tomorrow.” We said our goodbyes, and Ricky went off. I could not remember the last time I had so much fun playing like a child. If this was anything like the rest of the holiday, being 12 again is going to be OK.

I had told mum what had happened over dinner; she seemed pleased that I had found someone to play with.

After our meal, I needed to go to the toilet. I tried to find a point in the conversation when I could say. “sorry, I need to go to the bathroom.” I was trapped between Anne and my mother, who were chatting away, but I was starting to get uncomfortable.

My mother turned to me and said: “Stop fidgeting.” Then carry on talking to Anne. “Excuse me,” I told, Standing up.
But as I stood up, it happened. The sudden rush of warm pee started to flow down my denim shorts. And I was not near enough to the swimming pool to just jump in as I was still trapped between my mother and Anne.

I quickly turned my back on them so that they would not notice I was wet. But I still had to squeeze by my mother.

The feeling of walking in wet shorts brought back memories of when I was 4, which was probably the last time anything like this had to happen to me.

I got back to the room I was staying in and put my wet clothes in the bath to wash them off. Putting them to one side, I pulled on some shorts, then laid on my bed and started watching YouTube on my phone.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. It was my mother. My heart sank as she came into the room.

“OK, what happened.” She asked. “I am sorry, mum. I guess I left it too long,” I explained.

“Well, you left me having to explain to Anne what had happened and why you had not been wearing a pad,” Mum said, looking at me. Suddenly I noticed that she was holding diapers, passing them to me. She continued.

“The long and short of it is that she thought that you were extremely high functioning, autistic, it seemed easier to just go with that. “Mum continued finding my pacifier and putting it into my mouth. I immediately started to suckle.

Mum then continued, “The other thing is that they want you to be Padded when you are out with them as they don’t want you having accidents,” I just looked at the diaper and sucked on my pacifier. Not knowing what to say. And trying to work out why mum had passed me a diaper now. “so it looks like you are going to be back in diapers for the rest of this holiday, little boy; you might as well put it on now, William, and just get used to being back in diapers from now on, your body is just going to betray you more and more as your condition develops anyway.” Mum continued.

I looked at my mum, trying not to cry. Mum could tell I was getting upset, so she asked If I would like her to do it for me?

I shook my head and went back into the bathroom and put the diaper on; the soft material hugging my body seemed to comfort me somehow, looking in the Mirror at the boy that was looking back at me dressed in just a diaper and suckling on a pacifier. I wondered how young I now looked; pulling my shorts back on made it a bit better.

Mum was still in my room when I came out of the bathroom. “There you are; it’s not so bad being back in diapers? You are a good boy. Now in you pop.” Pointing to my bed, that she had turned the sheets back for me. She knows that talking to me made me uncomfortable. But right now, it seems to be OK. I got into bed, and mum tucked me in. Then she said something that made me feel strangely good about what was happening. “good night, little guy, sweet dreams, “Mum said to me.” And she then turned off the light and closed the door. I do not know why but it just made me feel like a small child again, and I for the first in ages, it felt good. I turned on my side and closed my eyes.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 12, 2020 at 7:59 AM
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pierrylouys said:

Awww so cute !!! Great chapter I hope there more

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Yes there is more to come.
William muther get William to accept that he no longer going to be treated as an adult.

And William accepts his now role of being look after by a caregive.

Glad you are enjoying the story.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 12, 2020 at 11:13 PM
Content: Chapter 3: A new day, and a new look for me.

It seems like I had only just closed my eyes when I was woken up by my mother, gently shaking my shoulder and saying, “Good morning sleepy head.” I started to stir and the light coming through the window Announced it really was morning. “Morning mum, where is the fire?” I said, searching.

“You have a play date with your new friend Ricky, and you don’t want to be late do you?” Mum replied. Passing me a Sippy cup. “What do you mean play date, and why have you put my tea in a baby’s mug?” I questioned sitting up.

“You’re on your activates holiday remember, you are going off with your new friend Ricky, and your carer David seems to be very nice, he is going to be looking after you; I had a lovely chat with him last night after you had gone to sleep. I explained all about you.” Mum said with a grin. “Don’t worry they all still think you are 12 and David knows that you may need reminding to use the toilet and to change your diaper. “Mum continued

“You are enjoying this, aren’t you, mum?” I said, Drinking my tea through the sprout. “Yes, I am, you will get to go off and play like the forever boy that you are and I will get to relax without having to worry about what mischief you are getting into, Now are you still dry?”

“What are you on about am I still dry?” I question.

“Come on up you pop now and into the shower,” Mum said packing some of my Diapers into my day bag.

I remembered I still had the diaper on from last night I put my hand down and felt the soft plastic. “It’s OK if you are wet William it just something that is going to happen as your condition gets worse.”

Being stuck in this child’s body is one thing becoming incontinent is quite another, I thought to myself as I went into the bathroom, Suddenly I really needed to pee so I pulled everything off and sat on the toilet. “Well done.” I heard my mother say from the other room. “You made it this time.” “I not a toddle,” I told her from the bathroom.

I got into the shower and as I washed myself, I thought about what I had gotten myself into. I’m on a play date with a kid half my age. And I have got someone lined up to look after me who thing the I am only 12, looking down at my young hairless body, going off and doing some activities that could be fun.
I decided to just go with it all and have fun.

I got out of the shower raped a towel around me and went into my bedroom. By this time Mum had made my bed and had laid out an outfit for me to put on, a pair of light blue casual shorts with the legs turned up so that they were really short, a yellow t-shirt with red sleeves and blue trim around the neck, a pair of green socks and my blue trainers. and on top of all that was a fresh diaper. “I have packed a change of clothing for you in your bag; now, would you like me to help you with your diaper and getting dressed or do you think you can manage.

I just gave out a sigh and said. “No, I can still manage to dress myself,” I said looking at the outfit mum had put out for me and knowing that I would feel like a small child in it. But I guess that was the point. I need to look like 12, but this will mack me look even younger. Then I looked at the diaper. “How long are you going to punish me for wetting my self yesterday? “I asked

“Ho William you are not being punished. Mum explained. “You couldn’t help wetting yourself, I should have made sure that you had a diaper on. I am deeply sorry that you got in the situation.

I now know that you are a little on the inside as well as the outside, I promise to look after you better. But you are going to have to stop trying to be a 22-year-old man. Because as from now on, you’re only a 12-year-old little boy, and you still need to be in a diaper as you struggle to get to the toilet. Now get dressed like a good boy and I will meet you down in the dining room for breakfast in 5 Minutes.”

“But I am going to look weird in this outfit mum, do I have to put this on,” I asked hoping that I could just get away with sports shorts and a plain t-shirt. And no diaper.

“William!” Mum said in a stern voice. “you are a 12-year-old, and you will dress like a 12-year-old; I will look after you, and you are going to be treated like a child from now on, now lay down so I can put your Diaper on you.”

I looked at mum and I could tell she meant it Looking back at the diaper. I said to mum “It’s OK. I will do it; I will put the diaper on and get dressed.”

“That’s a good boy, I will be waiting for you in the dining room, but if you are not down in 5minets, I will be back up to get you dressed”, Mum replied. I just stood there with my mouth open, as she left the room. I thought to myself did I really need to put this outfit on maybe I could get away without the diaper, I went to the drawer where I had put my, underwear but it was full of diapers. I looked through all the drawers, where has she put my underpants? I thought? Then I Realised I had no option but to diaper up.

I laid on my bed and taped the diaper on then I put the shorts on, but the shorts did not completely cover my diaper as the waistband came up higher than my shorts.

Fortunately, the t-shirt came all the way down covering up the diaper waistband. But I was sure that people could tell I was in a diaper under my shorts. I finished by putting the socks and trainers on. I then went to look at myself in the Bathroom Mirror. I really do look like a little kid I thought to myself, and I feel like a bit of a kid, “I am just a 12-year-old kid that wets himself,” I said to myself, looking in the mirror, but I felt even younger than 12, I was not sure how young I felt. But it was much younger than 12. Mums’ words rang in my ears “stop trying to be a 22-year-old man. Because from now on, you’re are a 12-year-old little boy.” If I am only 12 or maybe even younger then, this outfit is OK for a little boy like me, then I felt myself cheer up; I picked up my room key and went down the hotel’s hallway to the dining room, Skipping as I went.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 13, 2020 at 5:26 PM
Content: I not going to keep a chapter a day up but I get into the grove.
never thought I would get into creative wright with my dyslexia

Chapter 4 Games at Breakfast and meeting my new caregiver.

I met mum in the dining room for breakfast. “there you are sweetheart.” Patting my diapered bottom and smiling at me,

“Yea like I had any choice in the matter,” I said to her Muttering

“Now sweetheart you know it’s for the best, you don’t want to have an accident and miss your activities do you.”

I just looked down to the floor and mumbled “no.” and passed Mum the room key.

Taking the room key and putting it into her handbag then Mum said to me “I’m sorry what was that sweetheart, don’t mumble and look up.” The way that Mum said it made me feel like I was being told off. I also knew if I did not play along, I could be, sitting in a corner of the dining room on my own, suckling on my pacifier. Having time out. For everyone to see.

I then thought OK then you what me to be a little boy I will be a little boy for you.

So, I looked at my mother with a big grin and said in a noticeably clear voice so everyone could hear “Yes Mummy I am your forever boy!” and then still graining I took hold of either side of my shorts and twisting my body back and forth, “And thank you for letting me go out to play today, I promise not to talk to any strangers and be a good little boy for you!” I continued.

This time it was my mother’s turn to give out a sigh, she knows that I was willing to play along and I didn’t care who was watching.

“come and sit down,” Mum said showing that she was not going to continue this game.

We sat down and order our breakfast. But my mind was starting to race, what could I get my mother to do for me, how far do I take this.

Our breakfast arrived. I looked at my bacon. Then looking at my mum, I started to smile, then in a clear voice, I said. “Please Mummy can you cut up my breakfast for me. I don’t want to make a mess on my nice colourful t-shirt.”

Mum just looked at me and then cut up my breakfast for me into bite-size pieces.

“That's a very good boy for asking so nicely, know let me do your toast as well,” Mum replied with a smile.

“Thank you, Mummy!” I replied. Starting to enjoy myself.

“Maybe I should feed you, William. Or do you think you can manage not to spill anything.” Mum said looking at me.

I know that I had taken this as far as I should.

So, I said, “No, it’s ok mum.” “well eat your breakfast nicely then. And I like you calling me Mummy instead of Mum do you think you can do that for me, sweetheart.” Mum said to me to ensure that I understood not to push any more.

I looked at her and thought that she is really going for it this time. And she is enjoying every minute of this.

“Yes, Mummy I can do that,” I said. smiling back at her.

“Good boy!” Mum said back to me ruffling my hair.

We had just finished breakfast when Anne appeared at the table.

“Good morning William you look very smart today.” She said to me.

Mum gave me a knowing look as I felt my self go red.

“What do you say to Anne, William.?” Mum said to me.

I looked at Anne and said, “thank you.”

“This is David, William he is going to be looking after you today.”

Standing next to Anne was a guy.

The first thing I notice about him was how fit he looked. And there was just something about him that made me feel safe.

“Hello William, how are you today?” He said to me.

“I, I, I am ok, thank you” I replied in a shaky voice.

“And good morning Mrs West.”

“Morning” Mum said back to him then smiled back at me.

“Would you like to know what we are going to be doing today, William,” David said to me.

Is this for real I thought I am really going to be taken off somewhere to do some activities?

I looked at mum. Mum smiled back at me and nodded reassuring at me.

I looked back a David and said, “yes please.”

We are all going to meet at the hotel reception for 10 o'clock this is to give you and your mother time to make sure that you have everything that you may need, it’s going to be a nice day, but I don’t want you getting burnt. So you will need to bring along some sun cream.

Then you and Ricky are going to be doing go-kart racing, this morning.

“Go-kart racing” I repeated excitedly.

“Yes, that right.” David continued. “And after lunch, you both are down for bike riding. Don’t worry if you are not able to ride a bike there are a lot of different ones.

Also, if it is ok with your mother it is film night tonight. But that may not be with Ricky because of his medication. “

I did not know what to say. I had not done anything like this for a while.

“What do you say to David. William.” I heard my mother say to me.

“th, th. Than, thank you.” I said to David.

“Wher, where is Ricky?” I asked.

David replied “He is sitting over there but he is still eating his breakfast. He finds it hard to eat because of his condition so you can talk to him when we all meet up. But right now, he needs to focus on eating.

Now you go with your mother and make sure you have everything you need for the day and I will meet you later.”

I was lost in so many thoughts and excitement,

Mum brought me out of my thought by saying to me “let's go back to your room now William. So, I can check you and make sure you have what you need for the day”

Check me I suddenly thought, ho yea I am padded. Looking down at my blue shorts. I then notice how short the legs of the shorts where,

I had forgotten how I was dressed, with all the excitement, I had forgotten that everyone thought I was just a kid still.

Getting up from the table and heading back to my room I thought that I looked ridiculous, I thought to myself. Mum has got me to dress and look so young, what must everyone in the hotel think.

Maybe I can get changed back in my room.

But Mum as put a lot into this, she is enjoying having me be her little forever boy. Maybe I could just go along with it, so mum gets to look after me if that is what she wants to do.

I know I thought I'll let mum check my diaper when we get to my room, if she does then I will know that this is my fate and I just need to relax into my new status as a child, but if she doesn’t check me then I will be able to change into something else.

I will still go out for the day, if mum does check me, I will need to just let her do it. I can do this, I can be a kid again if that is what she really wants. No one back home needs to ever know.

I looked at mum and said “OK.” “OK What?” Mum said back to me. “Ok Mummy you can check me before I go out to play,” I replied looking at her. And waiting for her to open my hotel room.

As we went into the room and closed the door. Then undoing my shorts and letting them fall to the floor.

I said to mum “I think I am still dry Mummy.” Then laying on the bed with my legs apart and my knees bent I just looked at mum. To see what would happen.

“You are going to let me check you, William?” Mum said Surprised.

“Yes, Mummy you said you wanted to check my diaper before I went off playing for the day,” I replied enjoying seeing mum taken back.

“I know William, but I am surprised that you are just going to let me do this without making a fuss over it.” mum replied.

Sitting up I said “But, Mummy you when to a lot of trouble last night getting all this sorted for me, you must really want me to be your special little forever boy for the holiday. So that is what I am going to be for you from now on. “ Then I laid back down, looking at her.

This was the moment of truth, was she going to check my diaper or was she going to end it all? Then I could put something else on and take this diaper off.

Then Mum came over to me and said: “you are being really good about this William at first I thought I would have much more of a struggle getting you to accept all of this. I know it is a big step for you as well, but I am sure that as you become used to being a small child again you will see it was for the best, I am sorry that you never got to be a man but it just was not to be.”

Then mum put her thinkers under my diaper feeling the inside of the material I could feel her fingers rubbing next to my penis. The shock made me jump a bit. But I just closed my eyes and try to relax letting it happen.

Then mum took her hand out and said. “Yes, you are still dry. Pop your shorts back on now William. Well done that was a big step for you.”

I jumped off the bed and pulled my shorts back on. As mum washed her hands. She did it I Thought in disbelief she checked me.

Picking up my day bag Mum started to explain to me.

“I have put two fresh diapers in your back and diaper bags I will suspect that you will need to have at least one change at lunchtime I will be checking your bag when you get back. And David is there to help you.

You have a change of clothing as well, also sun cream I will put some on you in a moment, I have given David £10.00 for you, so you can ask him to get you a drink or an ice cream. Your lunch is also all sorted as well.

David has my phone number should it all get too much for you.

Now stand still for me please William."

Mum then started to rub sun cream into my arms and legs. "skin a rabbit." mum said as I felt her take off my t-shirt and rub cream into my body. "All done!, arms up." as I put my arms up mum pulled my t-shirt back on.

Pulling my t-shirt down over the diaper poking out of the top of my shorts. I said, “so everything is paid for?”

Smiling Mum said, "would you like to have another go at that question sweetheart?”

Looking at her I said “Humm, won't I need some money to pay for the activities? Mummy”

“That was better, it's just so you get used to calling me Mummy again sweetheart. And everything is paid for.” and if you want to get something David will help you. So, you don’t need to worry about not having money on you, you just have lots of fun with Ricky and do as David asks.” Mum replied. Looking at her watch.

“you have about 20 minutes before you need to be at the hotel reception, would you like to watch a cartoon before you go down?” Mum continued putting on the TV.

Before I knew it, I was sitting on the floor suckling on my pacifier, watching some cartoon and getting into it.

But I could not help thinking that Mum had just checked me. She really did want me to be her little boy again, and perhaps this was my fate, nothing had had really worked to get my body mature, and go through puberty I was halfway through my life now, I might as well enjoy what I had left.

When the cartoon finished Mum said to me “it’s time for you to go and find Ricky now sweetheart.” handing me my day bag. And turning off the TV.

I got up, put my day bag on my back and started to head to the door.

“I think someone might be forgetting something!” Mum said as I reached the door.

I turned to face her what have I forgotten?

“unless you want Ricky to see you with your pacifier?” mum said to me smiling.

I was still suckling on it; I took it out of my mouth and shoved it into my pocket.

“Sorry Mum, Hur I mean Mummy I forgot.”

“it’s Ok, you have fun now and I see you this evening when you get back. Now off you go and play.”

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 13, 2020 at 11:04 PM
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pierrylouys said:

Awwww someone is getting fun !!!

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glad you are enjoying the story
William is going to find out what it is like to have a gare give look after him. and he has to come clean with Ricky. but it might be over the weekend I have to go and protected to be a grown-up my self tomorrow.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 15, 2020 at 5:52 AM
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bxtchPlease said:

Love the story! But the grammar kind of Sucks -Sorry-

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relly sorry about that and spelling might be great I have severe diskexia, so I use voice to text alot. a reading progam and Gramely to ensure what I am putting out is readable.

never though that I would get in to creative wrighting and injoy wrighting ABDL storys.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 15, 2020 at 6:41 PM
Content: I have done the best in proofreading this. hopefully, you enjoy reading it.
it does get a bit sad in places though. you might want a stuffie to hand.

Chapter 5: Getting to know my friend and becoming more used to being a kid again.

I was thinking, on the way to the hotel reception, what it is going to be like to be treated like a child again.

How is David going to look after me?

Would mum set a bedtime for me?

If this carry’s on after the holiday what about work and all that stuff?

How much say am I going to have over my life now?

As I arrived at the hotel, I remembered that I had left my phone in my room, and I had no money on me, also mum still had my room key.

I was just about to head back when I heard David say to me “Hi, William, are you all set? buddy, let’s get you in the car.”

“hum yea I forgot something in my room,” I said to him

“ho, what?” David asked me. “I don’t have any money on me,” I replied.

“It’s ok you don’t need to worry about money, William,” David replied. “Your mum said you might worry a bit as this is your first time but I promise I am going to take good care of you, and you are going to have so much fun. Now Rickey is already in the car with Jo, Jo and I work together, you can her for help too.”

The car was a big people carrier, Rickey was strapped into one of the seats in the back next to a window, but he was glaring at Jo. I went to the other side of the car and David open the back door for me.

“Hi, Rickey,” I said. Rickey just looked at me and said, “Hi.” Then went back to glaring at Jo.

Jo said to Rickey “I don’t think anyone wants to sit next to you while you're in a grumpy mood I hope you cheer up for William”

“It’s ok.” I said, “I don’t mind sitting next to Rickey”. Wondering what has gone on.

Then Rickey turn to me and said. “They like to strap us in William, so we don’t escape and run away.”. Then he went back glaring at Jo.

“To right.” David said, to Rickey “like I want to do all that paperwork, that’s why I am looking after William, bet he doesn’t make a fuss over his morning medication.”

Now Rickey was glaring at both David and Jo.

I took my day bag off and gave it to David, Who put it in the back of the people carrier. Then Said to me in you pop then kiddo.

I sat down in the seat next to Rickey and tried to find the seat belt.

David said to me, “let’s get you strapped in then, buddy now one arm through hear as He put one of the straps over my shoulder, and the other arm, through this one, as he put a strap over the other shoulder, then David pulled a strap up between my legs, pulled the west strap though and click I was strapped into the car seat.

“That’s it now, William, you are here until they choose to let us out,” Rickey said to me.

I looked at where David had fastened the straps and tried it, but I could not work out how to undo it.

I'll work it out when I get to the go-karting place I thought.

“Put your hands up if you are not here,” David asked us with a Smile. We both looked at each other and put our hands up.

“that’s good, I am glad we are not all there,” he said as he got in the front and put the radio on. As we set off. Jo was driving.

“Ho no! Jo is driving!” Rickey taunted, ”We'll never get there, the Pedal by your right foot is called the accelerator you might want to try it once in a while.” Rickey continued tormenting.

“I thought that you weren't going to be talking to me today. Rickey?” Jo replied.

No sooner as we set off Rickey looked at me and said smiling “Jo. Are we there yet ! ?” Jo just said to him “No and can you stop it now, you are becoming annoying.”

Then Laughing out loud Rickey said, “Yea I am annoying, it not nice when people annoy you, is it JO!”

“what’s happened? Why are you giving your, carer a hard time?” I ask Rickey. “Yes, Rickey why are you giving me a hard time, is it because you know I was right. “Jo replied.

“I tell you later when the hired help Isn't listening! “. Rickey replied.

Then he said, looking at what I had on. “You're dressed very colourful, I like it.”

I felt my self-go red. “Humm, Mum made me put this outfit on. I wanted to put on something like what you have on. You look ok. I look like I going to a gay pride of something.” I replied. Rickey had a pair of sport shorts and a normal t-shirt on”

Rickey chuckled and said. “you look fine, I have I have simpler clothing, and you not in a dress, tell you what I dress really colourful tomorrow, I wear the loudest outfit I have." "Jo?" he continued. Tomorrow I wont to put on the most colourful clothing I have on, can you get Anne to judge who the most colourful between us?" is this just between you two or is it for everyone that wont to join in?" Devid asked. "Yea let get everyone involved, will you ask Anne if it ok." rickey replied.
"OK you two we ask Anne when we get back ok."

I did I get involved in this? I wonder

" Rickey, why would I be in a dress? ” I question.

“one year I was with Alex, he liked to dress up, you know, wear a dress, he said, he likes the way it felt on him. He was ok once you got to know him, one evening on that holiday we decided to paint each other’s nails and I let him put some makeup on me, I had to go home with my nails painted. That really gave the hired help something to wright about me.” Rickey said with a mischievous grin.

Suddenly I didn't feel so bad with what I had on.

“I don’t’ think I ever put a dress on,” I said. “Rickey then said, “I got upset once and through all my clothes out of my bedroom window, so my Mum made me wear one of my sister skirts for the day.”

“Why did you throw all your clothes out of the window?” I asked

“I don’t know, my condition makes me do Silly thing sometimes,” Rickey replied.

“Glad you two are getting along in the back,” Jo said.

Then Rickey Laughed and gave me a nudge then said. “Are you going the right way?” both Jo and David looked at the satnav. “yes, we are.” They both Replied.

I smiled and joined in. “I think you should have taken that right turn we went past.”

David and Jo looked at the satnav again. “Well, we are going this way now!” Jo replied, seeing us to in the rear-view mirror trying not to laugh.

“I am pleased we have been put together this holiday is going to be so much fun,” Rickey said to me still smiling.

I must admit I was starting to have fun.

“So, what happened Rickey,” I asked.

Rickey replied “Ho nothing really my ADHD kick in this morning I was not able to eat my breakfast. I really wanted to come over and say hi to you and have breakfast with you. But I was not allowed as I have to sit facing a wall so I can focus on eating, afterwards, they decided I needed PRN, that’s a pill they give me to slow my brain down.

I didn’t want it, but Jo was not going to bring me unless I took it. And that’s why I was giving him the silent treatment.

Then Rickey asked me “are you wearing a diaper? And what that in your pocket?”

I went bright red again and looked at the floor, was it that obvious I am in a diaper? I thought to my self.

“Don’t worry I have a diaper on too?” Rickey said pulling his shorts down to show a diaper with a dragon character printed on it. “What kind are you wearing?” he asked me, “I,I don’t know,” I said not willing to undo my shorts.

Why is he wearing a diaper I wondered?

“So, what have you got in your pocket?” Rickey asked I could feel the pacifier in my pocket and the mouth guard was making a lump in my shorts.” It’s, It’s, nothing. What is in your pockets?” I replied trying to change the subject.

Rickey Pulled out a Cardholder and passed it to me.” They make me have this on me all the time.” Rickey said.

In this cardholder was all the information someone would need to get in touch with Rickey’s carers, it also a card that said in red letters “I HAVE ADHD.” It then went on to explain what Rickey struggled with.

After reading it I put it all back in his cardholder and gave it back to him, not knowing what to say.

“They will probably be getting you one soon.” Rickey said putting it back in his pocket. “and a harness.”

“what a harness?” I question “Yea.” Rickey replied. “It so that they can keep a hold of me. You'll see sooner or later, once my PRN starts to wear off.”

“Come on then I showed you mine, what is that?” as he, put his hand on my shorts and felt my pacifier in my pocket. “Ho I know what that is! they tried me with a pacifier to see if it would help me calm down before bed. it worked a bit, but I still needed medication to shut my brain off so I can sleep.”

“What happens if you don’t have your medication?” I asked. “My brain goes really fast; I cannot focus on anything and I keep moving. I just cannot be still or take in anything that people are saying.” I know what I am doing might be Silly, but I cannot stop myself. With my Medication, I at least stand a chance, but they think I am always going to need someone to support me.” He said looking at the floor. “my meds make me feel tired. They tell me it, not the meds it is my body that is tired trying to keep up with my brain. But I think it the meds”.

He then asked, “Why have you brought your pacifier with you?”

“I, I, I forgot to leave it in my room,” I said to him.

“why don’t you have a suck now,” Rickey asked.

“No not in front of David and jo,” I replied.

“they are not going to see, they are too busy chatting upfront, go on let’s see you have a suck on it.” Rickey insisted.

Giving out a sigh I said. “Ok if I must.” And getting the pacifier out of my pocket, putting it into my mouth I gave it a quick suck, then I put it back in my pocket.

“What did you say your condition was?” Rickey asked.

“it is called Fabry Disease I said. it is very rare.”

It means that I never going to grow up, in my case I am growing down I will slowly become more dependent on people doing things for me as my body slowly loses control.

Last night mum got talking to Anne and they arranged all this for me. And this morning I agreed to just enjoy my life as I am instead of trying to be something I not.

It was my turn to look at the floor. Then I felt Rickey’s hand on my leg. “you are all right.” He said reassuringly.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 16, 2020 at 5:50 PM
Content: I not going to be able to deliver the next chapter as quickly because of work commitments.
but it will be this week at some point,

hope you enjoy this chapter.

David states to suspect that William is an infant/ baby mentally

Chapter 6: A game of dare; that had consequences.

“Harr, dare you to have it in your mouth when we get there,” Rickey said with a Smile.

Quickly thinking I replied, “Hummm, Herrr, Well, I dare you to, to wet yourself then.”

“OK then. I will wet my diaper if you suck on your pacifier when we stop but David and Jo have to see it, you have to keep it in your mouth from when we stop to when you get out of the car.” Rickey said and giving me his hand to shake.

I did not what to lose face, So I said: “Humm I don’t Know, let me think for a moment.”

He is already in a diaper, I thought so just wetting himself is not going to mean anything to him, if I am going to suck my pacifier in front of Jo and David, I have to get him to do something that is going to be just as embarrassing. I could get him to tell everyone as well. I thought.

“Ok, then I said. “I will suck on my pacifier as you said but not only do you have to wet yourself, you also have to say so that everyone can hear you, that you are wet and you need to have your diaper changed before you get out of the car.”

Then I offered my hand for him to shake.

“Ok, that’s easy,” Rickey said shaking my hand.

He then sat back in his seat and lent forward; I could see he was thinking, “Hum, I dare you to Spell ice cream down your t-shirt.” Offering me his hand again.

Mum had packed a change of clothing for me so spelling ice cream down my t-shirt was not going to be a big deal. I thought to myself. “When are we going to get ice cream?” I asked.

“They usually ask me if we would like to have ice cream if I manage to eat lunch, so you be offered one then as well.” Rickey replied. “go on then, your turn.” He continued.

“I, I, don't know.” Trying to think quickly this had to be better than just wet your diaper.

“If I spell my ice cream down me then you do something similar like spill a drink over your t-shirt and shorts, and not just a bit, like the hole drink,” I replied.

“Just name the time and place,” Rickey said to me. “I don't know but it has to be before we set off to go back to the hotel,” I told him.

Sitting back Ricky then put his hand on his shorts between his legs and slightly rubbed, then looking at me he said, “that's the first part done, I have just peed in my diaper, it is now nice and wet. Then with a grin and in a loud voice, Ricky said, “I’m sorry Jo.”.

“What happened Rickey?” Jo replied. Looking at us both in the rear-view mirror.

Then in a clear voice. Rickey announced he was wet, and he needed to be changed.

then with a look of achievement on his face, he said to me. “Now it's your turn or are you, chicken.”

Before I could reply, we pulled up at “Let’s Race.”

David turned to us and said, “We have arrived.”

Rickey prodded me in the side and started to make chicken noises.

I quickly got my pacifier out of my pocket and started to suckle. And prodded Rickey back.

As Rickey looked at me, I pointed at my Pacifier, then back at him, and made a chicken impersonation at him.

By this time Jo had opened the side door where Rickey was sitting and was undoing Rickey’s, car seat Straps.

As Jo was helping Rickey to get out of the car, I heard Rickey say again “I’m sorry Jo, I have had an accent, I am going to need to be changed.”

Jo just said to him, “you are a good boy for letting me know. Let me get your changing bag and your harness and we will get it all sorted out for you.”

Then David said to me. “William, I need you to stay in the car for a moment because. Rickey has not got his harness on and I just need to walk with him and Jo to the toilet. I will be as quick as I can, Ok, Buddy.”

I just looked at David and nodded.

Ricky gave me a triumphant, side look as he was escorted away.

As I sat there, I tried to undo my car seat straps, how did this thin come undone, I just could not work it out. So, I just sat back and suckled on my pacifier.

Perhaps I could ask them to do me one of those cardholders, with information explaining everything about me then I wouldn’t have to explain to people why I still look like a child. I thought as I sat there.

Suddenly I was brought out of my thoughts by David opening my car door, “thanks for waiting for me William, Now let's get you out, Shall we.”

I still had my pacifier, in my mouth as David undid the straps, how did he do that I wondered.

As he was helping me take the straps off, he asked, What up buddy? Why have you got your pacifier in your mouth?”

He then lifted me out of the car and put me on the ground.

Taking my pacifier out of my mouth. I looked up at him trying not to cry and said, “I, I, that is, I, I’m a bit frightened!, I, I don’t have my phone on me, and, and, I, I don’t have any money, and all this is happening to fast.”

It was all true I had not brought my phone with me or any money. And I was here completely at the mercy of someone higher just met. What had I done? How did I get myself into this situation? And how was I going to get myself out of it?

I could feel my self-starting to cry so I put my pacifier back into my mouth and started to suckle again to stop myself from crying.”

Kneeling next to me David put his hand on my shoulder. “I understand you feel frightened kiddo, but I am here to look after you. I promise that nothing bad is going to happen and you are going to have a lot of fun on your holiday, now I am going to get your bag and your harness from the back, then I will help you with go-carting, ok little guy.”

Taking my pacifier out of my mouth and putting it back into my pocket, I turn to David, who was now getting my bag out of the back of the Vehicle along with something that had a lot of straps coming from it. “what do you mean my harness?” I asked.

“It’s just so we don’t lose each other buddy.” David said as he placed something over my head, “stan still for me, while I do you up.” he said as he started to do up the straps behind me.

It had a Square piece of Leather plastic with what looked like seat belt straps coming from it, on top were two straps one on each side that when over my shoulders and on to my back, two more straps were on either side of the square.

David brought them around my chest and under my arms and the same with the other one, click, click, click, David had the harness on me so fast I didn’t have time to really think or react to what he was doing to me.

“Good boy,” David said to me,” now I just going to make adjustments so it’s on you right.” As he made the adjustments the harness became more snug, fitting around me.

“There, how’s that kiddo?” David asked.

“I didn’t know about this.” I said, then asked “Do I have to wear it? I, I will be good for you! I, I promise”

“It’s for your own safety buddy, I don’t want to lose you, now let’s go and get you into a go-cart.

Feeling the straps going over my shoulders I thought what else is going to happen I don't know anything about. The harness wasn't uncomfortable it was just unsuspected., and David obviously thought it was for the best.

Looking back up at David, who was now standing in front of me, I noticed he had around his wrist what looked like the end of a dog lead, looking around I Realised that the other end of the Lead was attached to my harness, I looked back at David not knowing what to say when I notice he was offering me his hand.

Trembling I put my hand in his, and looked up at him wondering what was going to happen to me, he smiled at me and said: “you are going to be ok, William, nothing bad is going to happen.”

I started to feel better hearing him say that.

“Why don’t you have a suck on your pacifier, it will help you calm down.” He asked me.

I Said, “It’s ok just don’t let go of me.”

“I won’t let go of you until you are in a go-cart, ok buddy.” He replied reassuringly.

I just nodded, feeling better holding his hand, as we went into the building.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 17, 2020 at 10:43 PM
Content:

dwayne said:

such a good story so far

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Thank you sorry about the the word that got pass the the several read through and gramley. And word speel check..

But I am enjoying Wrighting this story. Glad people are enjoying reading it.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 20, 2020 at 2:24 PM
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dwayne said:

such a good story so far

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thank you

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 20, 2020 at 2:31 PM
Content: Chapter 7: safety first! This race now has a forfeit.

We walked into the building Rickey was already in a go-kart going around the Circuit. Jo met us on the way in and said to me. “Sorry kiddo, Rickey couldn’t weight for you any longer. But we will make sure you have just as many turns as he gets.”

“It’s ok, I still going to beat him anyway,” I replied.

Then looking at David, Jo asked, “Is everything ok I was beginning to get worried, because of the pacifier.”

“Yes, everything is fine,” David replied. “No one had told him that he had to put a harness on, and he was worried about what we are going to do to him. Like we are going to tie him up or something.” Looking down at me and smiling.

Jo then said to me. “We only tie you up, if you don’t go to bed when you are told.”

Not sure to believe them or not, I said, ”Tie me up at bedtime?” in a questioning manner.

“Only if you don’t go to bed when you are told, then Anne lets us tie you down to your bed, so us grownups can have some peace,” Jo replied with a straight face.

I looked at David for some reassurance, but he had turned his head away, and then coughed,

Then turned to me and said, “let’s get you into a go-cart kiddo.” Picking me up then putting me into a Go-Cart and strapping me in.

Would David really tie me to my bed, if I play up at night I was wondering? I was brought out of my thoughts by Jo putting a helmet on me. “safety first kiddo.” He said to me, as he did up the chin strap.

“lean forward for me buddy,” David said as he unclipped the dog lead from my harness.

Just as Rickey pulled up.

“Ready for me to thrash you at this, William?” he asked me

“in your dreams. “ I replied. “I am going to leave you for dust.”

“Ho Yea, Want to make it interesting then?” Rickey then Asked.

“yea like what,” I replied.

“Hum, I know, the looser as to sing I’m a little teapot, at dinner time, back at the hotel,” Rickey suggested.

Seeing him in my mind’s eye singing I’m a little teapot made me, laugh at him, and said. “Ok with actions as well,” I replied pulling up to the start line.

“yes of course,” he said, then turning to Jo and David, he said, “You are both witnesses to this.”

But before they could answer him the light went green, and I was off, leaving, Rickie behind.

Rickie did his best to catch up with me, but I won easily.

Yes, I win, I win, I chanted.

No fair, I was not ready.” Rickey shouted back at me

“Snooze and you lose little teapot,” I said with a big smile

“OK, best of three,” Rickey Shouted back,

Buy this time David and Jo had all so got into go-carts,

Jo said, “you two now stand no chance.”

Rickey was Really focused on this one on this race not only did he need to Beat me, but he also wanted to beat Joe and David.

I did see who it was that won this round, as I took a corner to sharply and found myself last.

It was all on this one, I know that Rickey would be calling me a chicken if I lost and I didn’t sing for my dinner, But I would have something to use over him if I won, or I could just enjoy watching him at dinner.

We were off, neck to nick around the first corner,

just do not let the hired helps win, Ricky shouted to me.

We were pretty much in the lead. But then David overtook both of us. This made us put our feet down and going as fast as we could we both went over the finish line with Jo coming in last.

Who had won, witch one of us is going to be sinning for their dinner?

This ended up by us having another race, I would win one and then Rickey and each time we would come up with some reason why we needed to have another go.

Soon David and Jo informed us that this was the last race before lunch.

I needed the toilet anyway, but I thought I could hold it for just one more race.

This race was so intense between us, going around corners, touching each other’s carts. We ended up spinning out as we went around a corner, as I did, I felt my self-starting to go in my diaper.

The guy at the go-cart centre stopped our last race making us drive in slowly.

Which one of us had won, witch one of us is going to be singing “I’m a little teapot.” at dinner this evening.

Tell you what Jo said let’s all do it, we will all stand in the centre of the dining room and sing. I’m a little teapot.

Rickey and I looked at each other, then I said, “I will if you do it.”

Looking up at David and Jo, Ricky said you both have to do it with us, and the actions, Ok!”

“Ok,” David said. Smiling and giving Jo a nudge. As they got out of there go-carts.

Jo went to Rickey and help him out of his go-cart.

“Ok lean forward for me, kiddo. I heard David say to me.

As I leant forward I felt the warm pee come out into my diaper, David clicked the dog lead on to my harness, then undoing the seat belt of the go-cart, he then said to me, “ready one, two, three and up you come.” As he lifted me out of the go-cart.

I instinctively, wrapped my arms around his shoulders and my legs around his waist as he put his hands around my back, I whispered in his ear, “thank you for a great time, I will need to change my diaper before we go.”

He carried me to the path, then patting my bottom said, “down you get now little one, would you like to get lunch now or shall we get you changed first?” He asked me.

“Humm, Lunch first please” I replied

What did he mean by getting you changed? I wondered; I can change myself I thought. But this is something that could wait to after I had eaten.

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Sorry this chapter is not as long as, but if I can I will get the next one out before the weekend.

in the next chapter, William stats to misbehave himself. and get told off.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 20, 2020 at 8:16 PM
Content: Hum Ok let me have another go. please bear I am using text to space and speech to text for proofreading along with Grammarly.

so something will get through the net.

kind of wish I did this in the first two chapters, but I think people can picture I seen and understand William background story.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 20, 2020 at 8:50 PM
Content: I found a cupel but not being able to spell or read to good my self, if the word the computer reads back to sound right and it goes thought MS word spell-check along with Grammarly spell-check, I have done everything I can to for the reader.

I just hope you are enjoying my story.

anyway, I have been a Bizzy boy so today you guys get two chapters. and just maybe you might get the next one at the weekend if you are good.
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Chapter 7: safety first! This race now has a forfeit.

We walked into the building Rickey was already in a go-kart going around the Circuit. Jo met us on the way in and said to me. “Sorry kiddo, Rickey couldn’t weight for you any longer. But we will make sure you have just as many turns as he gets.”

“It’s ok, I still going to beat him anyway,” I replied.

Then looking at David, Jo asked, “Is everything ok I was beginning to get worried, because of the pacifier.”

“Yes, everything is fine,” David replied. “No one had told him that he had to put a harness on, and he was worried about what we are going to do to him. Like we are going to tie him up or something.” Looking down at me and smiling.

Jo then said to me. “We only tie you up, if you don’t go to bed when you are told.”

Not sure to believe them or not, I said, ”Tie me up at bedtime?” in a questioning manner.

“Only if you don’t go to bed when you are told, then Anne lets us tie you down to your bed, so us grownups can have some peace,” Jo replied with a straight face.

I looked at David for some reassurance, but he had turned his head away, and then coughed,

Then turned to me and said, “let’s get you into a go-cart kiddo.” Picking me up then putting me into a Go-Cart and strapping me in.

Would David really tie me to my bed, if I play up at night I was wondering? I was brought out of my thoughts by Jo putting a helmet on me. “safety first kiddo.” He said to me, as he did up the chin strap.

“lean forward for me buddy,” David said as he unclipped the dog lead from my harness.

Just as Rickey pulled up.

“Ready for me to thrash you at this, William?” he asked me

“in your dreams. “ I replied. “I am going to leave you for dust.”

“Ho Yea, Want to make it interesting then?” Rickey then Asked.

“yea like what,” I replied.

“Hum, I know, the looser as to sing I’m a little teapot, at dinner time, back at the hotel,” Rickey suggested.

Seeing him in my mind’s eye singing I’m a little teapot made me, laugh at him, and said. “Ok with actions as well,” I replied pulling up to the start line.

“yes of course,” he said, then turning to Jo and David, he said, “You are both witnesses to this.”

But before they could answer him the light went green, and I was off, leaving, Rickey behind.

Rickey did his best to catch up with me, but I won easily.

Yes, I win, I win, I chanted.

No fair, I was not ready.” Rickey shouted back at me.

“Snooze and you lose little teapot,” I said with a big smile

“OK, best of three,” Rickey Shouted back,

Buy this time David and Jo had all so got into go-carts,

Jo said, “you two now stand no chance.”

Rickey was Really focused on this one on this race not only did he need to beat me, but he also wanted to beat Joe and David.

I didn’t see who it was that won this round, as I took a corner to sharply and found myself last.

It was all on this one, I know that Rickey would be calling me a chicken if I lost and I didn’t sing for my dinner, But I would have something to use over him if I won, or I could just enjoy watching him Perform.

We were off, neck to neck around the first corner,

just do not let the hired helps win, Ricky shouted to me.

We were pretty much in the lead. But then David overtook both of us. This made us put our feet down and going as fast as we could we both went over the finish line with Jo coming in last.

Who had won, witch one of us is going to be sinning for their dinner?

This ended up by us having another race, I would win one and then Rickey and each time we would come up with some reason why we needed to have another go.

Soon David and Jo informed us that this was the last race before lunch.

I needed the toilet anyway, but I thought I could hold it for just one more race.

This race was so intense between us, going around corners, touching each other’s carts. We ended up spinning out as we went around a corner, as I did, I felt my self-starting to go in my diaper.

The guy at the go-cart centre stopped our last race making us drive in slowly.

Which one of us had won, witch one of us is going to be singing “I’m a little teapot.” at dinner this evening.

“Tell you what.” Jo said. “let’s all do it, we will all stand in the centre of the dining room and sing. I’m a little teapot.”

Rickey and I looked at each other, then I said, “I will if you do it.”

Looking up at David and Jo, Ricky said. “You both have to do it with us, and the actions, Ok!”

“Ok,” David said, smiling and giving Jo a nudge. As they got out of there go-carts.

Jo went to Rickey and helped him out of his go-cart.

“Ok lean forward for me kiddo. I heard David say to me.

As I leant forward I felt the warm pee come out into my diaper, David clicked the dog lead on to my harness, then undoing the seat belt of the go-cart, he then said to me, “ready one, two, three and up you come.” As he lifted me out of the go-cart.

I instinctively, wrapped my arms around his shoulders and my legs around his waist as he put his hands around my back, I whispered in his ear, “thank you for a great time, I will need to change my diaper before we go.”

He carried me to the path, then patting my bottom said, “down you get now little one, would you like to get lunch now or shall we get you changed first?” He asked me.

“Humm, Lunch first please” I replied

What did he mean by getting you changed? I wondered; I can change myself I thought. But this is something that could wait to after I had eaten.

Chapter 8: Lunchtime, misbehaviour and getting into trouble.

David and Jo took us to the eating airier that was attached to the Go Cart place, they had put on lunch for each of us, we both had a plate of food, mostly consisting of finger food like sausage rolls, sandwiches and slices of pizza and the like.

Sitting me down at one end of the seating, David sat down with my plate of food and His, and said to me .”William, Jo and I, need you to be a good boy for us, can you help your friend eat his lunch, Rickey needs to concentrate on eating his food, and you can help him by not talking to him while he’s eating, do you think you could do that for your friend. “he asked.

I just looked at him and nodded, as David gave me my plate, and I began to eat.

Rickey reminded Jo that he had to sing, I’m a Little Teapot back at the hotel and also did the song with the actions, several times but each time Jo made him focus on his meal.

David did the same with me, each time I turned around to look at what Rickey was doing, David made me turn back around so I would have my back to Rickey and facing him, he also made me eat slowly one item at a time, it was like eating with someone who was extremely strict, making sure that I learnt table manners.

Soon I had finished my lunch, “good boy, for eating all your food so nicely, now would you like some ice cream.” David said to me.

On hearing this Rickey and I turned around, our eyes met before Jo brought him back around to face the wall. Along with David bringing me back to face away from Rickey and Jo.

I sat there thinking, if I do not move, I cannot get into trouble, soon Rickey had finished his lunch, “how did I do, do I get an ice cream please.” He asked Jo.

Yes, you can have your ice cream, but I need you to stay facing the wall please Rickey. Jo replied

Ice cream, Ice cream. Rickey repeated Jumping up and down and nearly falling off his chair.

“Turn around please, William. Now I am trusting you to sit still while I get yours and Ricky’s ice cream, ok kiddo.”

I really wanted to look at Rickey, but I just sat there not daring to move.

David came back with boles of ice cream for each of us, giving, Rickey his and then he gave me mine, I picked up the spoon and eat some of the ice cream, and wondered how I was going to spill it.

Then the idea came to me to drop the spoon.

I picked up a scoop of ice cream onto my spoon and then dropped it, the ice cream went plop, on my shorts. But no one noticed as David was checking the time.

“Ho, no,” I said and tried to scoop it back up, in doing so I pulled the ice cream up my t-shirt and over my harness, then I put what was left in my mouth.

For some reason, David was watching Rickey instead of me.

So, I tried again. Picking up the biggest scoop of ice cream I could manage on to my spoon and then, plop I dropped it again, this time it went on to my legs, the coldness of the ice cream made me jump.

I picked up the spoon, putting it back into the bowl. Then I tried to pick up the ice cream that was beginning to run down my legs, but it just squished between my fingers, dripping onto my clothes and down my arms.

“WILLIAM!! WHAT! ARE! YOU! DOING!” I heard David say to me. I was in trouble. As I looked up at him, I felt my body let go. “I, I, I’m sorry!” I said, as I felt more pee filling my diaper, “I, I, that is I’m sorry, I made a mess, and, and, I’m sorry!” I cried

“It’s ok Baby, let me feed you the rest of your ice cream, and sort you out,” David said in a reassuring but slightly patronising way. Then he Picked up my spoon and said. “Open up wide then, Baby boy!”

I protested. “I am not a baby, I am a big boy, I just had an accident.

“Do you think that big boys, spill their ice creams and make a mess?” he asked.

I looked down at myself, I was really, messy with melting ice-cream, all over me, along with a diaper bulge pushing through my shorts. I looked back at David who was looking at me very sternly, I then looked at Jo and Rickey, Rickey was smiling Obviously enjoying the moment and Jo was starting to make Rickey turn back around.

“Do they! young man!” I heard David repeat himself.

Looking at the floor I said. “No David, I mean, No, Sir. “

“No, Sir.” I Heard him repeat back to me. "That is why I am going to feed you the rest of your ice cream.”

Picking up the spoon and some ice cream. He then said in a patronising voice.” Here is an aeroplane, coming in for a landing.” As he put ice cream into my mouth, and so he carried on feeding me,

By the time I had finished, I had ice cream running down my chin onto my t-shirt and harness.

Once Rickey had finished his, it was pointed out to me how well Rickey had done not to make a mess, Because he was a big boy, and How much of a baby I had been getting my ice cream everywhere.

I think they thought Rickey was going to tease me over it, but this backfired on them. Rickey could see I was amount to cry, but instead of teasing me, he said, “It’s Ok William, I get messy sometimes too. Your Hired Help, will clean you up.” Giving David one of his glairs that he was giving Jo this morning.

David then said to Jo. “Humm maybe, you like to get Rickey back into the car, while I clean William up.”

“Hurrr, yea.” Looking surprised at Rickey, then said, “come on kiddo let’s get you strapped in while David gets William clean.” Rickey gave me a smile and winked at me as he was led off.

I looked at David, then down at myself, then back at David and said “I’m sorry, David, I guess I have been a bit of a baby. But, But I didn’t mean to do it, I don’t want to be treated like a baby, Please.”

David looked down at me and then smiled “let get you cleaned up and changed, then just maybe, just maybe, you will manage to regain your status as a little boy, instead of the very messy baby I see before me.”

I wished I had never agreed to that dare, I thought as David led me to the changing room, but at least Rickey cannot call me chicken, and now it’s his turn to misbehave.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 23, 2020 at 11:50 AM
Content: Chapter 8: Taking the consequences

Going into the changing room, I said to David. “Please don’t tell mum when we get back about this.”
I have to write a report about what has happened throughout the day kiddo, your mum can read it if she likes, sorry it just the way it is, so if you are naughty when out with us you have to take the consequences.

The changing room had a bench with a shower over the top, a washbasin, and a toilet. Along with a bin, and everything else a disabled person would need.

I had not been in one of these rooms before and was wondering what David was going to do to me, I was starting to get uncomfortable in my wet sticky clothing, I thought about getting my pacifier out of my pocket, but I was not going to take my eyes off David. I had to prove to him that I was not a baby and sucking on my pacifier wouldn’t help or so I thought.

David started to get things out of my bag. My change of clothing mum had packed for me, was another pair of shorts they were the same as the ones I had on only these where pale yellow in colour, and a blue t-shirt with green sleeves. I thought why didn't mum but out that t-shirt with these shorts then I wouldn't have looked like a set of traffic lights, I guess dressing me like this makes me look more like a kid than I do already.

Once David has got everything out of the bag, he started to run a flannel under the hot tap in the washbasin. While the sink was filling up with warm water. I felt David undo my harness then lifting it off over my head, he requested that I got undressed.

I just stood there. He wants me to get undressed in front of him I thought, what was he going to do to me?

David must have seen the look of fear on my face. “It’s Ok William, I just need to give you a wash.” He said to me reassuringly. “Come along now, lift up your arms for me.”

I put my arms up as he took off my t-shirt. Then in one swift movement, he had undone my shorts. I watched, with my arm still in the air as they fell around my ankles.

“now up you pop then kiddo.” As he lifted me up on to the bench.

Taking my shorts off he must have felt my Pacifier in my pocket, taking it out and putting it on the bench next to me, he then rolled up my dirty clothes and put them in one of the diaper bags mum had given me.

“Let’s get you all nice and clean then.” He said, as he got hold of the wet flannel and Rang it out. Starting with my face. He put one of his hands behind my head supporting my neck, as he washed my face. He had such a gentle touch, but he was very thorough as well soon he had washed every part of my face Including behind my ears.

Picking up my pacifier and wiping it off with the flannel, He said to me, “this might help you relax while I do this.” Then he put my pacifier into my mouth, as I began to suckle, I closed my eyes.

I could do all this myself, I thought, but when was the last time someone washed me, I just couldn’t remember, so I decided to just sit still and let him do it for me.

David would rinse the flannel out under the warm tap each time as he started to move down my body, washing my back, my chest and tummy. Again, rinsing the flannel out under the warm tap, he washed, one of my arms working down to my hand. Then over the palm, then each of my fingers.
He repeated the same action on my other arm.

Then rinsing the flannel out, he said, I am going to do your legs now buddy, can you lay down for me. By this time, I was so relaxed suckling on my pacifier and being washed, I just nodded but didn’t move. Putting his arm around my shoulders and his other hand on my chest. He said, “Just lay down for me now buddy.” As I let him lower me down on to the Changing bench. Then lift each leg up leaving them with my knees bent.

Another rinsing of the flannel and he washed my legs.

I was feeling so relaxed now, laying down on the bench quietly suckling away. “Now on to that diaper,” David said. I’m just going to let him do it, I thought not wanting to move, I’m just a baby now, I thought to myself, I am laying on a changing bench in a wet diaper waiting for my carer to change me, No wait, not my carer more like, my babysitter. Yea that’s what I am now, I thought, I have been turned back into a baby, a baby that’s is going to have his diaper changed. But for some reason, it felt good, like I didn’t have any stress.

I opened my eyes and looked at David who was unfolding a fresh diaper ready to put on me, seeing him made me feel safe, I just knew I could trust him to take care of me. I smiled at him and closed my eyes again.

“are you ready for this buddy,” David asked, stroking my hair. I just nodded my head, then I felt his hand on my diaper. Rip, rip, rip and rip again, the tapes had been undone, then I felt the front of the diaper being pull back and cool air rushed in and the Smell of pee filled the air.

“someone is a soggy boy!” David Stated. “let give you a quick wash down.” as I heard the flannel be rinsed out under the hot tap, then I held my breath as I felt the warm flannel being pushed over and around my penis and testicles.” I exhaled as I heard the flannel be rinsed out again.

“I am going to do your bottom now buddy,” David told me. Then lifting my legs up David wash my bottom, he then took the wet diaper away and put my legs back down.

A sudden realisation that I was naked filled my head, what have I just let happen. I just let someone that I only met this morning, undress me, give me a wash and now they are changing me, what if mum finds out about all this. I have just let David do something that I wouldn't let my own mother do for me this morning.

“Lift up your bottom for me please William” David instructed me, as I lifted up for him, he pushed a fresh diaper underneath me, then pulled it up between my legs making sure my penis was pointing downwards and was between the two leaked guards, he then taped it in place, making sure it was a snug fit around my legs and waist.

How am I going to explain this to mum when I get back? I thought. Maybe I just won’t say anything, this gave me hope, but I knew I was going to have to explain why I let someone who I had just met that morning completely changed me and wash me down, without putting up a fuss, I had just let him do all this to me, and I felt ok about it. I completely trusted him for some reason.

I put my hands down onto the soft plastic that crinkled under my hand and between my fingers, I move my hips side to side and the diaper moved with me, “Everything OK buddy?” David asked. I looked at him and nodded. What must he of thought? Ho yea he thinks I’m a baby, well I feel like one and I look like one as well.

While I was thinking, David had put my clean shorts on me and had pulled them up. “Can you lift your bottom up again for me please.” I looked down to see what he was doing, and now he is going to dress me as well I thought, I lifted my bottom up and David pulled them up over my diaper and did them up.

“Ok kiddo, sit up for me.” I sat up and put my legs over the side of the bench
“Arms up” as David pulled my clean t-shirt over my head.

Then he picked up my harness which he had already wiped clean. He put it over my head and did up the straps. Then I sat on the bench and watched David put everything back in the bag apart from the diaper which was put in the bin.

Clicking the dog leach on to my harness. He said to me. “Already Now?” Running his fingers through my hair. I just nodded and put my arms out for him to life me down, lifting me down he said. “Come on then, Little one, let’s get you into the car.” putting me on to the floor. David checked the changing room making sure it was all clean.

Then picking up the dog leach and putting it around his wrist, he offered me his hand to hold.
Giving him my hand, I thought being a little kid again is alright really

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 23, 2020 at 6:00 PM
Content: that two chapters today, hope you enjoy reading them as much as I have written them.

Still, to come, games on the bike ride, Rickey and William sing for the dinner and Rickey introduces William to Alex.
also, a special moment with William and Rickey hat made me cry writing it.

Chapter 8 What is a carer?

Ricky was already strapped in the car and had a sing-along CD playing, I think he was doing head, shoulders, knees and toes.

But as soon as they saw us, Jo changed it to his phone playing, why are we waiting. To which Rickey sang along to at the top of his voice.

I put my pacifier back into my pocket and tried to get into the car, but I hadn't noticed that David had gone to the back of the car to put my day bag in the back, my harness pulled me backwards stopping me going any further, it was as if it was saying to me, “you have to wait for your carer.” “Hang on kiddo,” David said to me then lifted me into my car seat.

I looked at Rickey and said, “it’s your turn now.” Putting my arms through the seat belt straps and leaving forward so David could unclip the dog lead from my harness.

Rickey just looked at me and started to grin. Then said. “Jo, JO! David is putting a strange boy in the car next to me.”

Turning the song off Jo turned around and looked at me, then said, “Humm he does look a bit strange Rickey, have you asked what his name is?”

Rickey looked at me and said, “Excuse me strange little boy but what is your name?”

Looking back at him while David finished doing my seat belt up and closing the door. “You, know what my name is,” I said to him

Then Rickey’s grin just got bigger as if I had fallen into his trap. Turning back to Jo he said, “he says his name is Younow, that’s a funny name,”

giving out a sign I said, “My name is William.” Ricky’s grin turned into a mischievous smile, not only was I in his trap but he was moving in for the kill. “but you don’t look like William, William is covered in ice cream.” Then turning to David he continued, “did you change William, for Younow the strange, David? Or is it another William?” then looked back at me still with that mischievous grin to see my reaction.

David had now got into the front seat. Turn around and smiled at me then looked a Rickey and said, “Yes I have changed William for this much cleaner model and no before you ask. I didn’t get much for the old model. Now is everyone still up for a bike ride or shall we go back to the hotel, because I think it might be nap time for mischievous, little boys. what do you think Jo?”

Jo turns to look at us both and said. “Humm, I don’t know what do you two think, shall I take you back so you both can have a nice afternoon sleep, or shall we go for a bike ride?”

Rickey and I looked at each other, and both said together. “Bike ride!”

Jo and David Looked at each other and then Jo said, “What do you say then?”

I looked at Rickey Confused. But Rickey gave out a sigh, then said “Please can you take us both to the Bike riding centre, Jo. Pretty please with brass nobs on, thanks you kindly.”

Jo just gave out a chuckle. “ok then as you asked nicely.” Then set off.

Rickey then turned to me. “Some carers really are high Maintenance!” he said.

“Why do you call our carers, the hired help?” I asked him

“because it annoys them, and because that is what they are, they are getting paid to support us on our holiday. To help us have a good time and not to get into any difficulties.” He Explained

“But they are both so nice,” I said. “I feel so safe with David.”

“That because he is good at his job, they both are, sometimes we get someone that well not right, someone that you just don’t like.” Then we tell Anne, and she put someone else with us if she can. The good ones stay but the bad ones don’t.”

I couldn’t help but think about what had happened, how relaxed I had been over it, how much I enjoyed being looked after, how good I felt afterwards.

I sat looking out of the window. I could feel my pacifier in my pocket. I wanted to suckle, I thought everyone in the car as already seen me suckling on it, so I got it out and put it in my mouth and continued to look out of the window.

How can I explain this to mum when I get back, she seemed to be happy this morning to look after me, but how much would she want me to be a baby again? Do I really want to be a baby? I know that as I got older I would need more care anyway, I need to talk all this out with mum tonight, but how am I going to tell her?

Suddenly I felt Rickie touch my leg. “Are you ok? You have been suckling for a while and you have gone quiet on me.” He said with a look of concern.

Pulling my pacifier out of my mouth I said: “yea I’m fine, it’s just that I haven’t had a day like this, It's always been me and mum, this was my first time I have had a carer looking after me.”

“Was he OK with you?” Rickey asked.

“What do you mean? I said.

"Was he humm, well, like Jo is with me sometimes, you know like this morning, I wouldn’t have been allowed to come if I hadn’t taken my PRN,” Rickey replied.

“No, but I didn’t really argue, I just let him do it, I just let him undress me, wash my body, change my diaper, and get me dressed again. I can do all that for myself, but I just let him do it for me as if I am some kind of baby again, It all made me feel like one, but for some reason, I’m enjoying being treated this way as well, as if I have been turned into some kind of infant again, being looked after by his baby sitter. Mum got me this pacifier to calm me down, at first, I didn’t want anything to do with it, but now I am suckling on it more and more. I just don’t understand what is happening to me? What am I being turned into?” I told him.

“I don’t know.” Rickey replied “I have always needed to have someone around, just to keep an eye on me. And sometimes I have hated it I also hate my brain because it won’t stop and it makes me do the things I do, but other time I enjoy having someone looking after me. I had David once looking after me in the evening and putting me to bed, he gives really good bath times, and he really good at telling bedtime stories he does different voices for the different characters. I don’t know if it was him or something else, but my brain lets me sleep when I have him looking after me there is just something about him. I guess being looked after is something you just get used to.’ He told me. “But I don’t think you are a baby, William, Babies don’t do go-cart Racing or bike riding, or get into mischief as you do,”

“you get into more mischief than I do,” I replied.

“Well yea, I am the best troublemaker of all time, I am the king of mischief and trouble, but you come in a close second like a loyal subject of my realm.” He said to me smiling.

“yes, your Royal Highness,” I Said bowing to him. Playing along. I said, “thank you for letting me be in your presents.”

“you may stay your presents amuses me.” He said doing his best to look down at me.

“Thank you, your Majesty” I replied.

The thought of being given a bath and being put to bed intrigued me. I wonder if mum would, let David put me to bed one evening on the holiday. So, I could experience it for myself.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 27, 2020 at 6:23 PM
Content: Chapter 9: Bike Riding

Finally, we got to “Biking It,” a place that hired out pushbikes, behind it there were some trials too right along.

“I don't want to be on a tricycle I said to Rickey if they put me on something like that, I am going to refuse to get on it. I can ride a normal pushbike.”

“I can’t!” Ricky replied. “My brain won’t let me stay on, it’s ok though they have cool bikes here. I get to ride an M009 3 Wheel Recumbent Tadpole Trike; you cannot fall off them. I want to get one, but they are expensive”

“I don’t know what one of those is,” I said.

“You'll see what I'm on about soon.” Hopefully, they have one for you to try" Rickey said Excitedly.

Jo and David got us both out of the car, and I was attached to David again, and Rickey to Jo,

“Before we go in, we need to put sun cream on you both,” Jo Said as I felt my Harness pull me to the back of the car so David could get our bags out. “You don’t need to pull me like that, I not going to run away,” I told him. readjusting my harness.

“I know,” David said to me passing Jo, Rickey’s bag and getting the sun cream out of mine.

Letting him rub the Sun cream into my legs and arms, I asked: “Why do I have to be attached to you all the time?”

“It's so we don't lose each other kiddo, I don’t want to explain to your mother that I have lost you. You don’t see Rickey complaining about his do you.” He told me putting cream over my face and neck.

“Yea,” I replied. “But he needs to be attached to Jo because he probably would run away.”

“No, I wouldn't!” Ricky argued. Giving me one of his glairs.

“Humm like no one played hide and seek with Tina once and was late getting back to the hotel,” Jo said looking at Ricky.

“That wasn’t my fault.” Rickie replied, “She forgot to attach the lead to me.” Rickey continued looking at the floor.

“She thought it was funny that I was attached to her on a dog lead.” Then looking at me. “She said, it like taking a puppy for a walk then tried to do dog training with me, it was fun at first but then she started to take it too far, she made me sit up and beg for some sweets and bark like a dog, then I got bored with playing sit and stay, so I hid from her, then she couldn’t find me.” He said smiling.

“That’s why you are attached to me, just like a good puppy dog,” David said to me patting my head.

“Yea I’m a puppy dog, Garr woof,” I replied

This ended with both me and Rickey portending to be puppy’s and barking at each other as we went in.

“Hello, I’m Samuel, I have your bike ready Rickey,”

Rickey replied with “woof, Woof!”

Samuel looked Puzzled at Jo.

“Rickey and William are portending to be puppies. Jo explained.

Samuel just smiled. then looking at me he asked, “Can you ride a bike or would you like to try one of our special ones.”

“I can ride a normal bike, but I would also like to try a bike like Rickey’s please” I replied.

Then Samuel, said to Jo and David. “shall we get Rickey on his bike then he can ride around the small Circuit at the back, Then I'll get a bike for William.” To which they nodded in agreement.

I watched as Jo and Samuel got Rickie into his bike. He looked so comfortable sat back in his saddle, he was then pushed out the back by Samuel while Jo got on his bike.

Putting my helmet on, David asked if I could really ride a bike.

I told him I could, but I would like to try a bike like Rickey’s, But I not going to get on a child’s tricycle.

“Why don’t you want a tricycle?” David asked.

I looked down at myself Why didn't I want a tricycle, because I, not a baby dint seem to be a good Explanation anymore. “I, I, I just don’t,” I explained

“If you don’t get on the bike then we just have to go for a walk while Rickie has his ride,” David warned me.

I just carried on looking at the floor, I wanted to go on a ride with Rickey, if I do end up on a tricycle I know I not going to like it but it would be better than just a walk, but I can ride a normal bike I thought to myself this shouldn't be an issue really.

Coming back Samuel pulled out another M009 3 Wheel Recumbent Tadpole Trike; and said to me. “Let’s get you set up.” David picked me up and sat me on the saddle, but my feet did not touch the pedals. My heart sank, looking at Samuel then at David, “I can't reach the pedals.” I said disappointedly.

“It Ok William,” Samuel said a grown-up must have had this bike out last, I just make some adjustments then you will be all set.”

Soon I was ready, and Samuel explained how it worked, and David got on a normal pushbike as Samuel pushed me out to the back to join Rickey and Jo.

Samuel Showed us all the different routes on a map that was on a bored.

Our route went through some woodland then around a lake that had a dam at one end with a straight piece of road on the top.

As we set off my pushbike seem so easy to use sitting back in the saddle.

Soon we were in the woods with the sunlight coming through the trees I just felt so comfortable feeling the wind on me as I went along.

“I spy with my little eye something beginning with T,” Jo said

“Trees!” both Rickey and I said together.

“Ok your turn,” Jo said. “I spy with my little eye something beginning with H, H” It took us some time trying to guess what he was on about.

“they are usually attached to me in some way.” Was one of his clues.

“H, H.” I asked again, “yep H, H,” Rickey replied. “Give up.” “Is it the Hired Help,” I said. “Yepa!” Rickie said cycling as fast as he could.

Soon we got to the Straight piece of Rd that went over the dam, we stopped, and Davie passed me a drinking bottle. And told me not to spill.” Jo did the same for Rickey. I Remembered the dare I made with him this morning.

Taking my drink from David I said to Rickey, “Yes Rickey don’t you dare spill your drink will you.” giving him a knowing look.

Rickey looked back at me and said, “I will race you over the dam.”

“What do I get when I win, apart from watching you spill your drink,” I asked.

“What are you two planning now,” David asked looking at Jo.

“Nothing!” we both said. “It Doesn’t sound like nothing to me,” David replied.

Looking at each other and smiling, “Rickey thinks he can beat me over the top of the dam.” I said to David and Jo.

“So, you two want to have a race, and what does the winner get? Jo asked.

“Humm knowing you two more like, what does the loser have to do?” David asked

“Humm bragging rights for the rest of all time?” I said thinking quickly.

Ok then Jo said I will go to the other end of the dam and set up a finish line and David will make sure you both have a fair start,

Then jo went off to the other side of the dam. And put Rickey’s lead over the road indicating the finish line. And David did the same for the starting line.

We gave David our drinking bottles back and lined up hang on is this just one race or is it the best of three, I asked Rickey.

I could see Rickey thinking, then David said if you make it the best of three then you end up on the right side of the dam.

Ok, the best of three we agreed.

Then David said, “on your Marks, get set, GO!” and we were off Cycling as hard as I could we both went over the finish line. Jo said that Rickey had Just Beaten me.

Yes! Rickey Taunted then we lined up for the second race I don’t think Rickey was ready as I won this one.

It came down on this one David made sure that we were both lined up. And we were off going as fast as we could. it a Draw you both win Jo exclaimed.

Looking at Rickey I said, “You still must do it or are you chicken, then I made chicken noses at him.”

“WILLIAM! Be nice to Rickey.” I suddenly heard Jo say to me.

“Yes, William be nice to me.” Then turning to Jo, Rickey said. “William is being mean calling me a chicken.”

What do you say to Rickey, William?” Looking at Jo’s stern face, I looked at Rickey, who was trying to act all upset but I could tell he was also trying not to giggle.

So, I decided to put on a show to see if I could get him to giggle.

Bowing to him as much as the bike saddle would let me, I said: “1000 apologies ho great assaulted one, I was only inquiring whether you had laid any eggs, or is it just the way you are sitting.”

Rickie gave out a chuckle at by the way I was waving my hand and arm in a small circle.

“Now shake hands and whatever it is you two are thinking of doing don’t. “Jo instructed us both.

“But I might, I might catch Chickenpox,” I said with a grin.

“He did it again he called me chicken,” Rickey complained Looking at Jo.

“Sorry I must have got over Eggxcited, I was only cracking a yolk,” I said smiling at him.

“That’s it, William, if you’re not going to play nice with Rickey you have to go back on your leash and cycle back with me,” David said clicking my leash on. At this Rickey face lit up, seeing me attached to David.

“Ok, ok, I'll behave I promise.” I cried, trying to reach the leash to unclick it from me.

Too late for that young man you are going to have to stay with me.

“If I hear one word out of you Rickey and your leash will be going on as well,” Jo said to him sternly.

Let see if we can get back without any more naughty behaviour shall we.” Jo said to both of us. As we set off back to the centre, my harness would pull me back towards David if I got too far ahead.

“I know,” David said. “Let’s have a sing-along, who knows I put my hand in a woodpecker’s hole,” to which Rickey shouted, “NO. PLEASE NO!!!”

It's okay I'll teach you, David said, then started to sing,

I put my hand in a woodpecker’s hole,

And the woodpecker said, “God bless my soul,

Take it out. take it out,

REMOVE IT.”

I removed my hand from a woodpecker’s hole,

And the woodpecker said, “God bless my soul,

Put it back. put it back.

REPLACE IT.”

I replaced my hand in a woodpecker’s hole,

And the woodpecker said, “God bless my soul,

Turn it around, turn it around,

REVOLVE IT.”

I revolved my hand in a woodpecker’s hole,

And the woodpecker said, “God bless my soul,

Turn it back, turn it back,

REVERSE IT.”

I reversed my hand in a woodpecker’s hole,

And the woodpecker said, “God bless my soul,

Once again, once again,

REPEAT IT.”

I repeated my hand in a woodpecker’s hole,

And the woodpecker said, “God bless my soul,

Pull it out, pull it out,

RETRACT IT.”

I retracted my hand from a woodpecker’s hole,

And the woodpecker said, “God bless my soul,

Take a whiff, take a whiff,

POOO! REVOLTING!”

All together now: - as we all started to sing.

When we finished the song, I asked David “How much longer am I going to be Punished?”

“Well, I guess you know what is going to happen if you are mean to your friend now don’t you?”

“yea I guess,” I replied, “we are all here to have fun and enjoy ourselves, we are not hear, to be mean, calling each other names.”

“I’m sorry, I'll be a good boy, I promise.” I said, “Ok stop hear for a moment and lean forward,” we stopped, and I leant forward, then David said to me, unclipping me from the leash. “William you know you shouldn’t make promises that you won’t be able to keep.”

Then looking at Jo, David said. “William just promised me that he is going to behave himself, do you think he will manage it.”

“Probably not!” Jo replied, “I am sure that one of them will find some mischief to get into before we get back to the hotel.”

Then Jo said.” Who know Shell be coming round the mountain?”

Rickey and I just ended up joining in and soon we were back at the bike hire centre.

Did you guys have fun? Samuel asked.

“Yes thank you,” I said. “Apart from Jo and David Insisted on singing to us on the way back,” Rickey complained. “I think that it could be child abuse.” He said looking at Jo and David.

“If you want some child abuse, we can always find something to tie you down with,” Jo replied.

How was the bike for you Samuel asked me, I really enjoyed it thank you, for letting me try it out.” I told him.

Suddenly David was standing next to me. Lean forward for me please buddy.”

Knowing what he was going to do, I leant forward, and let him put my leash on then I lifted my arms up and looked at him waiting to be picked up.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 28, 2020 at 8:44 AM
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pierrylouys said:

Awwww someone wants cuddle ! So cute Willian wants to be held by David !
i loved the way you describe the antics between willian and Ricky ! Now I curious to see The reaction of willian mom when she see all that willian do with Ricky

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Coming up:- Rickey completes his dire. tells William haw he deals with being cared for all this time.

William:- Is given a present. and becomes friends with Alex and is put to bed by David.

Alex and William prank Rickey. on the last night.

plus there is a reveal about Williams mum and how William had been at the hotel with all this going on, along with anything else my imagination can come up with.

glad you are enjoying the story.

the next chapter will be comming out soon.

Hugs Siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 28, 2020 at 8:45 PM
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pierrylouys said:

Ansious to see what gonna happen next

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Ok then just for you.

Chapter 10 The drive Home and Rickey’s way of dealing with being looked after.

“Upessy!” I said. As he put his hands either side of me, he lifted me up and put me over his shoulder. With one arm around my legs.

Rickey thought it was funny seeing me over David’s shoulder. Then said, “David, Williams diaper is showing.” I could feel that my shorts had started to come down over my bottom.

I started to struggle. And saying, “Put me down now Please.”

“Humm, nope, I got you now, little boy.” As he carried me to the car park with Rickey laughing, and saying it better if you relax as there is nothing you can do about it.”

He was right my diapered bottom was on display for all to see, and I was at his mercy.
Getting to the car park he span me around and said. “Can you unlock the car please Jo?”
Then span me around again.

“Please stop! And put me down.” I pleaded.

“Sorry, what was that spanning me around again,” David said.

“PLEASE PUT ME DOWN, DAVID!!”

“OK,” he said putting me down.

As I pulled my shorts back up over my diaper. Rickey said to me “at least it was not me this time.” Then smiling at me he winked. And turned to jo and said, “can I have a drink please.”

“Yeah sure.” Jo Said Passing Rickey his water bottle.

David asked if I would like to have a drink as well,
“Humm yes please, David,” I said,

Rickey took a drink from his bottle, then gave me a nudge as David passed me mine.

As, David and Jo, were also having a drink, quickly Rickey undid the lid to his bottle, then in one swift action pored his water over his harness, t-shirt and on to his shorts.

“Then turned to Jo and said. “JO, the lid came off!”

“Good job we are going back to the hotel now. Let’s get you in the car.” Jo said to him.

“Yea you to buddy,” David said to me, but I was still transfixed on Rickey’s wet clothing, he did it I thought, we are even.

I felt my self being picked up again and the next thing I knew I was sat in the car being strapped in.
Jo had found a towel from the back and had put it on Rickey seat.

“You can go back shirtless,” he told him helping Rickey take his harness and wet t-shirt off. Leaving him in just his wet shorts. Then Jo said. “Actually, it might be better if you take your shorts off as well, I'm trusting you to hold my hand when we get back we will be going straight to your room to get changed.”

“What just be in my diaper?” Rickey replied, shocked into disbelief.

“Yea in just your diaper, no one is going to pay any attention. Come on let's have these wet shorts now.”

I could see Rickey was Embarrassed taking his shorts off and sitting in just his diaper, being strapped into his seat.

As we set off back to the hotel Rickey turn to me and smiled. “now who’s the chicken.” He asked me
“Yea ok I let you off, you are not a chicken, but you are nearly naked, what are you going to do?” I asked.

Rickey looked down at himself and said. “Humm, Yea, I am naked.” I could see him thinking about his situation, “ho well, I’ll just go with it I suppose,“ He said with a grin, “If anyone says anything to me about it, I'll just tell them my carer took my clothes off me.” He then chuckled to himself, and I could see his mischievous mind working overtime.

“What are you planning now, Rickey? “I asked concerned that this would end up with me getting told off somehow,

“I might put something on before dinner, or I might just stay like this, I haven’t decided yet, might just let everyone see my nice cool diaper and tell everyone that Jo made me do it.” He said to me with a big grin on his face.

“Ricky, No, that’s really mean to Jo,” I said to him.

“He made me have PRN this morning when I didn’t need it, so it’s payback time,” Rickey replied.
Then taking off his shoes and socks as well. “If I am going to be in just a diaper, I might as well go all the way.” He told me as he was taking them off.

“What, you just going to walk around, in just your diaper?” I asked

“Yep sometimes, you just have to relax and find the fun in what is happening.”

Getting my Pacifier out of my pocket I started to suckle. That is a good way of looking at things, just relax and find the fun in what is happening. I thought to myself, but pore Jo, I was wondering if I should tell on Rickey when David asked us.

“Do you know how to play car cricket?” “I played it last year with you,” Rickey said.
“What about you William?” he asked, taking my pacifier out. “Car cricket?” I questioned, so David went over the rules of the game with me.

The rules are simple, one person at a time comes up to ‘bat’, and they score ‘runs’ when vehicles are sighted. cars are worth one run, motor homes are worth four runs, and trucks are worth six runs. Any vehicle towing anything collects an additional run. And red cars, they get you out.
For cars to count as runs they must be moving and travelling in the opposite direction. The first to get one hundred runs wins. If no one reaches one hundred runs, the person with the most runs wins.

Soon, we were back at the hotel car park. I told David that I let Rickey win because he is just in a Diaper now.

Unstrapping me and helping me get out of the car. I could see David had the leash ready to put on me. Looking at him I said. “If I hold your hand, can you take the harness off please, I don’t want mum seeing me in it.”

Looking at me David could see I really didn’t want to have it on anymore and Jo was going to walk Rickey in without his on. “As you have been good for me, I will take the harness off, but you hold my hand until we find your mother, ok.”

“Yeah ok,” I replied I thought holding his hand would be much better than mum seeing me in a harness attached to David by a dog lead.

David then undid my harness and lifted it off over my head then putting it in the back of the car and getting my day bag out. “I see you before dinner.” Rickey said to me, “we are still singing I’m a little teapot in front of everyone.”

“Really are we still doing that?” I asked as we walked to the Hotel reception “yea unless you are too scared,” Rickey Said smiling at me. “No, I’m not scared, I'll see you before dinner, and put some clothes on!” I told him.

“yea but why?” he asked as he left to go to his room with Jo.

It really did not seem to bother him that everyone could see him just in a diaper.

I was starting to need the toilet myself but soon I would be in my hotel room I thought to myself.
Mum came to meet me at the reception, “Did you have a good time playing today sweetheart.” “Yea I have had a great time; can I go again tomorrow Please mum?”

“Have another go at that sentence sweetheart and think how you need to speak,” Mum said to me.

I thought for a moment. “Yes, thank you, Mummy I had a good time out playing, please can I go and play again tomorrow?”

“That was much better William and yes, I booked you on every day, now what do you say to David.”
Looking at David and said, “thank you, David, for having me.”

Your welcome William as he passed mum my day bag, “Do you want to tell Mummy what we are doing before dinner?” he asked

Looking at mum I explained. “We are going to be singing I’m a little teapot, Mummy, So I need to be down for dinner early.”

“Well that will be a nice thing sweetheart, I have a surprise for you waiting on your bed.” Mum said to me taking me by the hand and leading me off to my room.”

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 29, 2020 at 10:56 AM
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LifeGoesOn223 said:

Very nice story so far.

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Thank you

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 29, 2020 at 11:05 AM
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pierrylouys said:

Whatttttt a mean cliffhanger!!! I want to know what is the surprise

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It something every little boy needs.

If you are good and I get time to do all the spelling checks. I put out the next chapter after the weekend.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Aug 31, 2020 at 9:57 PM
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Chapter 11 Singing for my dinner.

“What is the surprise mummy,” I asked

“You have to wait and see.” She said as we walked to my room.

By the time we got there I was really needing to wee, opening my room, there was a box wrapped up on my bed.

“Mum, I mean mummy I need the toilet,” I said rushing into the bathroom, pulling my shorts down but David had put this diaper on me so well I struggled to pull it down, Sitting on the toilet I could hear Mum going through my day bag, the shorts and t-shirt covered in ice-cream I thought.

“I had an accident at lunch Mummy, David helped me get cleaned up.”

“Yes, I can see you needed to change your clothes, looks like someone has been having a lot of fun.”

“you not, cross with me?” I question.

“why would I be cross with you sweetheart, were you a good boy for David?”

Thinking quickly. “Yes, he helped me lots today. And Jo, Rickey’s carer they are both really nice.”

“so why was Rickey in just a Diaper when you got back?” mum asked.

“He spilt his drink over him on the way back and Jo said he get him changed in his room,” I replied.

Pulling my Diaper back up, and then my shorts.

“Remember to wash your hands' sweetheart,” Mum said from the bedroom.

“Yeah ok,” I replied. “NO not, Yea OK. Try again,” Mum said in a sterner voice. Thinking about my reply, I said. “Yes, Mummy.” And washed my hands.

I came out of the bathroom and mum took one look at me and said. “Ho William what am I going to do with you, come overhear.” She instructed me.

As I stood by her, she adjusted my clothes, “there that’s better!” She said, looking down at myself I did feel much more comfortable, looking back up at her and smiling I said, “Thank you, mummy.”

“Good boy, do you want to open your president now?” mum asked.

“what is it, mummy?” I asked excitedly

“Why don't you open it and find out sweetheart.” Mum reply

I sat on my bed crossed legged and opened my present, I found in its own little a box, a build a bear, bear, getting it out, I looked at mum, and “said thank you, mummy, what is its name?”

“you need to name it, sweetheart it's your bear, it to help you as you revert in to being a child again,” Mum said.

Looking at the bear, trying to think what name to give it I suddenly felt the need to suckle, getting my pacifier out of my pocket, I put it in my mouth,

“I have also got you some better diapers,” Mum said, Showing me ones that had similar animals prints on them as Rickey’s, pulling my pacifier out, I said, “Rickey has those Mummy, thank you.” Then I put my pacifier back in and started to play with my bear, for some reason it reminded me of the bear they have on Barny cakes. So, I decided to call him Barny bear.

“What all this about singing for your dinner then?” Mum asked

As I played with Barney making him jump over my legs, letting my pacifier fall out of my mouth.

“Rickey and I thought of a forfeit this morning when we did go-carting racing, the loser had to sing. I’m a little teapot and do the actions in front of everyone. But now we are all doing it that’s why I can’t be late down for dinner, Mummy.”

Then I looked at mum thought about how I was going to put this question to her. “Humm, mummy how old am I becoming?”

“What do you mean sweetheart?” She asked.

“well, ever since this morning when I stopped trying to be 22, and just let my self be a child, I been feeling very young, like I just getting younger and younger, I’m doing things now like sucking on my pacifier, and playing with toys, not because I trying to act like a kid it because I want to, I was just wondering how old I will end up being, Mummy.”

Mum sat on the bed with me and put me on her knee, then put my pacifier back into my mouth and gave me Barny. Then giving me a cuddle said.

“Your consultant, said that your body is that of 11 to a 13-year-old boy, but, if you revert you could become very young on the inside, no one is going to know how young as it will depend on you, I understand that at times it might seem confusing and scary for you, but I promise that I will look after you, William. It seems to me that you are reverting into an infant, but you really don’t need to worry, just let your self go, as it is better this way. I don’t want you to make yourself ill fighting it.

I just sat there on mummy’s knee feeling very contented, then I started to fall asleep.

“Come on William, you need to wake up now it’s time for us to go down to the dining room,” Mum said moving me off her knee.

Then taking me by the hand we left for the dining room.

Holding mum’s hand and Barney in the other, we went down to the dining room. Where we met Rickey with Jo. He was talking to a girl.

Putting Barney under one arm and taking my pacifier out and putting it into my pocket, I said excitedly “look, Mummy, there is Rickey, I glad Jo has got him dressed.”

Going over we introduce our selves; the girl Rickey was talking to was Alex. She was telling Rickey that her doctor had approved her medication and she was now going to be able to transition to be fully female.

“Right you two,” David said appearing from nowhere. “Anne is going to give out some notice about quiz night and then we are up. Do we want to rehearse before?”

That might be an idea just a quick run through.

I looked at mum and said, “please can I go and rehearse with Rickey, Mummy.”

“Be back here before we go in to have dinner,” she told me.

Rickey, David, Jo and myself went into a side room to practise singing I’m a little teapot.

After, we rehearse I did feel a bit silly, but I was not going to back out, as long as Rickey was going to do this so was I.

As we went in for dinner, Rickey went with Jo to sit in a corner on his own so he could face a wall. “I said to Mummy I wish Rickey could eat with us.”

By this time mum was chatting to Alex’s parents. And they all came to sit with us.

Alex and I were given the children’s menu. To choose from.

Just then Anne stood up and said that quiz night had been moved to the last night. And this year there was going to be a fancy-dress competition as well with prizes for the best-dressed boy and girl. The theme was rainbows. Each child had to try and wear something that had either a rainbow on it or have as many colours of the rainbow on them as was possible.

I thought that this was going to be easy with all the colourful clothing that mum had got me.

Then Ann Said. We have a special performance before dinner, Rickey and William, have been out all day playing with their carers Jo and David, and they would like to sing a little song for us.

Jo and Rickey went up to the Middle of the room and David came up to us and said. “Ready kiddo?”

I got off my chair and held David’s hand as we went to join Rickey and Jo.

“Ok on the count of three,” Jo said “1, 2, 3.

(this is the song with the actions we performed.)

I'm a little teapot, (Pointing to myself.)

Short and stout, (with hands outward with the palms of my hand facing down and patting the air.)

Here is my handle (right hand on my hip.)

Here is my spout (Left hand with my elbow bent and my wrist bent making the spout.)

When I get all steamed up, (wiggle hips.)

Hear me shout, (SHOUT on the word shout)

Tip me over and pour me out! (Ben to the left as if I am pouring out liquid.)

I'm a very special teapot, Yes, it's true, (Pointing to myself.)

Here's an example of what I can do, (with hands outward with the palms of my hand facing up this time and patting the air)

I can turn my handle into a spout, (Swap over hands so left hand is the handle and right is the spout.)

Tip me over and pour me out! (Ben to the Right as if I am pouring out liquid.)

In the end, everybody clapped and shouted for more and we all stood there giving bows.

Then I held David’s hand as he took me back to my table.

“Well done sweetheart.” Mum said. “it’s so nice seeing you like this, you seem to be much more happier, and carefree now.”

I just looked down at myself, she was right, I was enjoying being a kid again like all the pressure of trying to be an adult had been lifted,

I looked back at Mum and gave her a smile knowingly.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 1, 2020 at 1:38 PM
Content: Chapter 12 New friends.

Through dinner Alex’s and her parents were very open about what she was going through and what she is going to face, This made it easier for mum and me to be open about my condition, the fact I was never going to grow up, and that I had decided to enjoy what life I had left as a child.

For now, Alex and I did have something in common, where my body refused to go through puberty no matter what we did, Alex was taking medication to stop her body going through puberty, this was to stop her body becoming masculine and to give her some time to live as a girl.

Alex’s Dad Ask me where I went to school. School I thought would I now be going back to school? what about my job, I just did not know what to say, Mum jumped in and said that Alex is homed schooled as it was a lot easier. With my condition.

This led to what job I could get. Mum told them how much I loved computers, then turned to me and said, “why don’t you tell them about what you can do with a computer sweetheart.”

I was able to tell them all about my job in computer programming as if it was something that I did at home, I stopped once I could see the glazed look on their eyes. And they were giving mum side looks.

Knowing I had left them behind I finished with, “So what do you do?” Mum gave her little laugh and said. ” Some people with Autism just have a special gift.”

After dinner Alex and I got talking about Rickey, who had now gone to his room, she told me that she enjoyed watching our show before dinner.

“His evening medication makes him tired,” Alex told me,

“Yea, he told me about his condition earlier when we were out,” I said

“He is good fun to be with, did he try and get you in trouble,” she asked.

“Well, we kind of got each other, in trouble today,” I told her.

I found out that he still wears diapers, Alex told me. “I tried to baby him because of it, so he got me to spend some time in them, so I knew what it was like to be in one.

It ended up badly though, I had to explain to my parents why I was in a diaper, then they made me be in them for the rest of that holiday.”

I went red and looked at the floor.

“As payback,” Alex continued, “I got him to let me put makeup on and to paint his nails. I tried to get him in a dress for a day as well, but that just did not happen.”

“I have never been in a dress,” I told her.

“I can remember the first time I put on a dress, I felt so good, I loved it, and now I get to live as a girl I feel so much better like this,” she explained.

I cart remember how, but it ended up me asking mum if I could try out a dress for the fancy dress quiz night, Alex had agreed to do some nail art on me as well.

Mum said. “that she would think about it and see.”

Alex and I watched the film together as it were film night, halfway through I needed to

have a wee, but it would have meant disturbing Alex, and everyone else, so I just let myself go.

As I felt the warm wee, being absorbed by the diaper. This is so much easier I thought to myself, I can just go in my diaper and change later, then I decided to just let myself go when I needed a wee and not to worry about it anymore.

Once it had finished Mum told me that it was bedtime and to say good night to Alex.

“I see you at breakfast,” she said as I left with mum to go back to my room.

I found myself skipping down the corridor back to my room.

Opening my door Mum told me that she had got everything ready for me and it was not going to be a long bath tonight.

Sure, enough everything was ready for me my bed had been turned down and barney was waiting for me on my pillow. New Pyjamas on top of my bed along with a fresh diaper. And in the bathroom, there was a Bubble bath waiting for me.

"Get undress for me, sweetheart, I want to get your laundry to the hotel Launderette tonight.”

I did as she asked and soon, I was just in my diaper. “It doesn't look like you made it all through the evening does it, sweetheart,” Mum said to me as she passed me one of the diaper bags.

I looked down at myself I had forgotten that I was wet, “Humm Sorry Mummy I forgot.”

“It’s ok sweetheart, you're not in trouble, now into the bath you get for me,” Mum replied.

I went into the bathroom, then taking the wet diaper off I put it into the diaper bag mum had given me then into the bin, then I stepped into the warm bubble bath.

Mum came into the bathroom, sitting next to the bath, she asked me. “Do you really want to put a dress on William?”

“I, I, I just want to try it out Mummy and Alex made it sound fun,” I told her.

“Humm, well if I get you a dress and everything you are going to need, and then you back out and change your mind I will not be happy with you. I want you to really think about it tonight. and we will talk more in the morning.”

“Now I have read David’s notes that he sent me in an email.” My heart sank mum knows everything I thought, “It sounds like you have had a lot of fun,” she continued. “But can you tell me what happened after lunch?”

“Humm, David helped me, Mummy,” I said.

“I think he more than helped you it says that he supported you to have a wash and to change your diaper is that right?”

“looking down at the Bubbles of my bath I said, “yes Mummy, Sorry.”

“You not in any trouble William, you only going to be in trouble if you lie to me, now would you like me to help you get washed and into bed,”

How could I now say no, I have let David wash me, giving out a sigh. I looked at mum, and said, “yes please Mummy.”

Mum then started to wash my body, she was much rougher than David was, soon she was drying me as

I just stood there watching the water drain away, then she covered me in baby talcum powder, making sure I was dry all over.

“There you are, now you even smell like a nice clean baby, let’s get you all tucked up in bed,” Mum said to me Lifting me out of the bath and on to my bed.

Laying me down on top of a fresh diaper, she started to do up the tapes, but it was not the same as David had got it.

“Please mummy.” I said, “It’s not on right.”

“what do you mean Sweetheart, it’s not on right,” Mum asked.

“It’s not like David got it, he got it snug,” I complained.

“Well, perhaps we should get David in to put your diaper on you,” Mum replied, undoing the tapes, and pulling it really tight around my waist and legs.

Looking at Mum I asked, “Could he, one evening put me to bed, Mummy, Rickey said he really good at it and he does good bedtime stories.”

“Ho so know You want a professional carer to look after you do you, I just not good enough anymore, is that what you are saying.” Mum looked at me waiting for an answer.

Trying to think of what to say. I said. “Humm No, it just I, I, though you might like to have some time off from looking after me, and maybe David could support me, Mummy,

just so I know what Rickey was on about, I am still your forever boy.”

“well we just have to see about that won’t we,” Mum said with a smile, now look what I got for you. It was Spiderman pyjamas, a T-shirt with a picture of Spiderman and bright red shorts. Putting them on, then putting my pacifier in my mouth and gave me Barney bear.

“Ho my, you look so adorable William. Have a look at yourself in the Mirror.” Looking at myself, made me feel like a small kid.

Mum Insisted on taking a photo of me sitting cross-legged on my bed in my Spiderman pyjamas, suckling on a pacifier, holding Barney bear.

Once she had finished taking photos of me. She tucked me in and got a storybook. “but mummy I usually watch YouTube now?” I question. “No sweetheart its sleep time for you,” she replied.

I was feeling sleepy. I thought I’ll let her read to me then I will watch YouTube once she has gone.

Mum sat on the edge of the bed and started to read to me. All about The Very Hungry Caterpillar.

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there you are, now that is going to have to hold you for a bit, as I have to do adulting.

but there is still lots to come.

Hugs Siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 5, 2020 at 4:25 PM
Content: Chapter 13 A new day.

I pushed myself down into my bed hugging Barney as mum tucked me in. “Goodnight sweetheart,” mum said. “Goodnight mummy,” I replied as she turned off the light and I turned over.
I was planning on watching YouTube, but I was so comfortable I started to fall asleep.

The next thing I knew, I woke up needing to have a wee, my room was completely dark. I got up and stumbled into my bathroom and put on the light as the light came on banishing the darkness, I saw myself in the mirror with spiderman swinging in on his thread, pulling down the bright red shorts I tried to do the same with my diaper, but mum had really put it on tight, as hard as I tried I could not pull it down, it was as if it was stuck to me.

Then I wondered what I am doing, I don't need to worry about this anymore. pulling my shorts back up, I can just go in my diaper and worry about it in the morning. My pacifier was on the floor along with Barney Bear, I picked them up and put them back on my bed. How is this going to feel I wondered; this will be the first time I wet myself in bed in years, going back to the bathroom I turned off the light, plunging my room back into darkness again, feeling my way back to bed, I began to really need to go, putting my pacifier into my mouth and Barney Bear under my arm I laid on my back and waited for my body to release.

But for some reason it just wouldn't I tried to lay on my side. But nothing, I needed to go, but I couldn’t do it laying down.

Giving out a sigh I sat up in bed with my legs crossed. Looking at Barney Bear, I asked “what am I going to do,” keeping my pacifier in my mouth as I spoke to Barney, It was as if he heard me because as soon as I said this, I felt my body release, I put my hand down between my legs as I felt the warm pee go down to my bottom and be absolved by my diaper, as I fell The soft plastic between my legs I could feel that my shorts and sheets were still dry.

Settling back down in bed I could just make Barneys grin out, holding him Tightly to myself suckling on my pacifier, I soon fell back asleep.

Daylight was coming through the window as I woke up again. What time was it, I wondered looking for my Mobil, where, had mum put it? As I turned over, I could feel something between my legs, I put my hand down between my legs, to feel what it was, what was it, sitting up and pushing back the covers I looked down at myself what did I have on? spiderman Pyjamas, pushing the shorts down I realised I was also in a wet diaper, falling back on to my bed I slowly started to remember what happened yesterday. That must have been a dream I thought to myself it couldn’t have been real, but I am in spiderman Pyjamas and in a wet diaper.

Looking around me there was a cuddly toy that mum had given me yesterday, I grabbed hold of him. And began to feel better, looking at Barney I said, “I have agreed to be a kid again, through the holiday, haven’t I?” As the events of what I got up to started to come back to me, I gave out a chuckle as I Remembered covering myself in ice cream. But did I really agreed to try out a dress for quiz night, and that Alex was going to be painting my nails, that must have been a dream, I thought looking at the back of my hands to check my nails.

If Mum doesn’t say anything about it then it must have been a dream I thought to myself, but what if it wasn’t a dream and Mum is going to get me all dressed up as a girl, did I really want to go through with it. Then I remember what Rickey said to me yesterday, “sometimes you just have to find the fun in what is happening.” I could Prank him. I thought if I get dressed up as a girl and get him to dance with me, it would be so funny, and it would be payback for getting me into trouble with David I thought to myself.

Just then mum came into my room.

“Good morning William, did you have a nice sleep?” “Morning mum,” I replied.

Let have another go shall we sweetie, “good morning William.”

What was she on about I thought to myself, then I remembered she wanted me to call her Mummy, and talk more childlike. Giving out a sigh I said, “good morning mummy.”

I looked around for some sign that said that I was an adult. But nothing. My clothes, my diapers, Barney Bear and my pacifier all said that I was now just a little kid again.

“Mum, herrr I mean, Mummy where is my mobile?” I asked.

“Sweetheart who are you going to call at this time in the morning?” mum replied.

“I, I, just need to check my emails,” I said thinking of a reason.

“Ho William, you are on holiday you don't need your tec, you can have all that back when we get home. Now did you manage to stay dry?"

Looking down at myself, at my Bright red pyjama shorts and the sheets on my bed. I said, “Sorry mummy I, I, I think I am wet.”

“Well, your sheets and Pyjamas are still dry,” Mum said feeling them with her hand. “Less get you into the shower, sweetheart,” Mum said taking my top off. “now up you pop,” as I stood up, mum took my pyjama shorts off, revealing my wet diaper, neatly folding my pyjamas, and putting them to one side. I tried again to push my diaper down, but it was still stuck, Mum watched me struggle with it for a moment then asked, “Would you like some help with that sweetheart?” I stopped struggling and looked at her smiling at me, “It’s, it’s stuck on me, Mummy!” I felt myself starting to cry, was I going to be stuck in a wet diaper forever I wondered.

Grabbing my pacifier and putting it into my mouth, mum said to me, “closed your eyes and I see if I can get you unstuck with some mummy magic.”

Closing my eyes and suckling on my pacifier. I heard Mum Say. “Unstick!” and then I hear the tapes of the diaper being ripped off and the diaper removed. “there all done you can open your eyes now.” Why hadn't I thought of undoing the tape sooner I wondered. “What do you say?” mum asked, taking my pacifier out of my mouth, and putting it next to my bed.

“Thank you.” I replied. “Ho I think you can do better than that William!” mum replied. “Thank you, mummy,” I said thinking that is what she was after.

But she was enjoying the moment, and the fact I was naked did not seem to bother her at all.
“try, thank you, mummy, for using your special magic to remove my night-time diaper, and I believe in ferry’s, mummy.” She replied.

“do I have to,” I asked.

She replied with a big grin. “Humm, yes, yes, say it, say it and believe it, little boy, my little, Peter Pan!”

Giving out a sigh. I said. “Thank you, Mummy, for helping me with my diaper!” “and the rest of it sweetheart,” Mum said, waiting patiently. sighing again I looked at the floor and muttered “I believe in ferry’s” then looking at her I asked, “can I get a shower now, Please, Mummy!”

“I think you know what I really want to hear you say don’t you William,” Mum said with the look of you will regret it if you don’t.

“OK, Ok, Mummy, I am Peter Pan, I can not grow up. I will be your forever boy, and I believe in ferry’s.” I said in a clear voice, Looking street at her.

“Good boy, now into the shower you pop,” Mum replied.
As I took my shower, I could hear mum getting things ready for me. I remembered the outfit she put me in yesterday.

“Please mummy, don't dress me up like a set of traffic lights again,” I asked.
“You looked very smart yesterday in your nice colourful little boy cloves, William, now come along let's get you in a fresh diaper before something happens.”

As I went through mum had got out a green per of shorts and a blue t-shirt with a red collar and red sleeves.

“I find you some yellow socks then you have all the colours of traffic lights, now come and lay down for me.”

I know what she was going to do, and arguing about it now seemed pointless, I had already told her that I am her forever boy and now she is going to dress me like a little boy again, I gave out a sigh, and went and laid down on my bed, waiting for her to put my diaper on me and get me dressed in the outfit she had chosen for me, then I sat up on my bed and grabbed Barney Bear.

I need to make sure that you are all nice and dry first, and that you smell nice too. Then covering me in-baby talcum powder and rubbing it in all over my body, there that better not only are you going to look like a nice clean little boy, but you will also smell like on to.” The smell tock my mind back to when I was an infant,

Now I have a dragon, or a giraffe, or a Husky and a Raccoon on these diapers I got you, are you going to be a scary dragon today. Getting on out with a dragon character peeping at the top of the diaper.

Smiling at her I just lifted up my bottom and let her slide it under me. “breath in for me sweetheart and close your eyes, I know you like to have it on nice and tight.” Mum said pulling the taps around me as I felt the tightness of the diaper around me, then I heard Mum say “Stick! There now William you not going to be able to take it off unless you have a grown-up to help you.” I opened my eyes and looked at her and then at the diaper confused, “What do you mean Mummy” I asked. “I mean that that you are going to have to ask David to help you if you really need a change, as you not going to be able to push it down, it’s now stuck on you with my special Mummy magic.”

“Ho, Ok then, Mummy,” I said just playing along. As I sat up, I notice how much thicker this diaper was than the one I had on yesterday, pulling my shorts on over the top and then my t-shirt. Mum found some yellow socks to put on me and then helped me with my shoes.

Adjusting my clothing and combing my hair she said, “just one moment sweetheart.” then she attached something to my pacifier. “I readied how much you needed your pacifier yesterday, so this will help you not to lose it.” As she clipped a pacifier clip on the collar of my t-shirt then put the pacifier into my mouth. This was longer than a normal pacifier clip and was made of letter beads the spelt out my name.

“There we are I think we are all ready for breakfast now William,” Mum said passing me Barney bear.
I was feeling so little, by this time, I knew that I was safe, but I was also just a small kid that really did need to be looked after, suckling on my pacifier and cuddling Barney, just made the feeling of being a little boy again, more real, but it was ok I also felt totally relaxed about it all, I just Nodded, then holding mum’s hand and barney in the other we went to find breakfast.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 6, 2020 at 1:14 PM
Content: Hope you enjoy this chapter, it has taken me several rewrites but at last, I am happy with it.

It may be a full day before to write some more. but as you can tell there is a lot still to come.

Thank you for all the enlargement as this really does help to know that my story is brought pleasure to others.

Hugs

Siysiy

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Chapter 14 Breakfast with Alex.

We met Alex and her family for breakfast.
Alex was in a skirt and a t-shirt that read “sugar and spice and all things nice is what little girls are made of.”

I looked to see if I could see Rickey, but he wasn't in his usual place.

Mum was talking to Alex’s Parents but every so often they would stop and look down at me and at Alex, then carry on talking, I was not really paying much attention, where was Rickey, I carried on looking around the dining room, there didn’t seem to be a trail of destruction or any sign of him, I was amount to ask Mum where he was when I noticed Mum had stopped talking to Alex’s parents and they were all looking at me.

Then mum Crouched down in front of me so that she was looking straight at me, am I in trouble I wondered, what have I done to get a telling off, “I, I, Humm, am I in trouble ?” I asked.

“No Sweetheart, not unless you do something naughty that I don’t know about, I need to ask you something, You know that on quiz night, there is a competition for the best-dressed boy and girl, in as many rainbow colours as possible and that after the quiz there is a disco?” I suddenly knew what she was going on about, this was all about me dressing up as a girl. “You asked me last night if you could dress up as a girl, and I told you to have a think about it.”

Looking at the floor and holding Barney close to me, I said, “Yes mummy.” Well, Alex has told her mummy and daddy all about it, if you really what to I will go shopping for you and buy you a party dress with all the rainbow colours.”

Then lifting my head so that I was looking straight at her. “Is this something you want to do? To have a dress on for the evening?” She asked.

“Please mummy, please, I don’t want you to be cross with me,” I said pleading.

“I am not cross with you William as long as you tell me the truth, because if I go and by you a dress and this is something you don’t want to do, then I will be upset with you.” mum replied.
Looking down at myself. I thought about it, get dressed up as a girl, and pranking Rickey would be fun.

Then looking at Mum I thought about how I was going to say this.

"Humm, Mummy, Humm, I would like to, but I, that is can you help me play a joke on Rickey as well, If it posable I want him to think I am a girl, I want to see if I can get him to dance with me at the disco after the quiz."

“Ho that would be so funny.” Alex said “can I help please,” She said looking at mum.

I was still looking at mum, what have I got my self into, everyone was looking at me, so I tried to hide behind barney. I also wanted to suckle on my pacifier, but I wasn’t going to get it out with everyone watching me.

“If I get everything, you are going to need William, I don’t want you backing out.” I heard Mum say. “you have to go through with it.”

I stood there for a moment, thinking about it, this was my last chance to back out, but there was a part of me that didn’t want to, I wanted to put a dress on, just for one night and have fun, I looked at Alex. “Ho go on William it will be such fun, please let me help you do it.” She said to me.

Then looking at mum I said “Ok Mummy, if you get what I need for the evening, I will do it, I promise”, then turning to Alex, “But you have to help me pull this off, Alex!” I told her.

All through breakfast Alex and I planned how we were going to prank Rickey in thinking I was a girl.
Mum told us that my name would have been Rebecca if I had been born a girl.

Alex was telling me about pronouns I would also have to get used to as well as being called Rebecca things like get used to she and hers and so on. “But I will help you with all that.” She said.

Alex's mum told us how good Alex had got at doing manicures, showing off her nails.
“I might become a beautician when I grow up,” Alex said. “I might get you to do mine as well Mum said you are really good, would you like that William, would you like Alex help you with your nails and makeup,” Mum asked me.

Looking at Alex’s painted nails and her mother’s I Thought this will help me convince Rickey. “Humm, yes please mummy if that is ok,” I replied.

After we finished breakfast. David came up to us.
“Good morning everyone.” He said, “Morning David,” we all said back to him, “I am glad that you too have already met,” he said, “because you have been put together for today, Rickey is not in a good place at the moment. You both have horse riding this morning and this afternoon you have the climbing centre. William you will need to change into trousers if you want to go horse riding as you cannot do it in shorts but you can change back before lunch if you like, and you will need to put some leggings on, or something to cover your legs as well Alex. David told us.

“His name isn’t William anymore,” Alex said excitedly. “Not now Alex!” I said, “we need to keep it quiet until the night.” I told her.

“Ho, so what is your name now?” David asked, smiling at me. “I tell you later when we are alone.” I said. “we are planning to prank Rickey.”

“Ok, can you tell me all about it later, just so we know what’s going on,” David asked.

“Can I go and see Rickey,” I asked David. “I will have to go and check first,” David said to me, with a smile. “Why isn’t he well,” I asked? “He is just having a really hard time with his ADHD this morning, William,” David replied.

“Can I have a quick word with you and Anne?” Mum asked, David.

“Can you watch William for me, I won’t be a moment?” mum asked Alex parents as she went off with David.

“We will tack care of her.” Alex’s dad said as she left. I looked at Alex’s dad. “I am still a boy I said to him. And it a secret.” I said.

“Girls are much better than boys anyway, William, can I call you Rebecca Instead?” Alex asked, “No they not!” I said.

“And, No call me William,” I continued “I really want to pull this off right, the fewer people know the better if this is going to work, please don’t spall it for me. If Rickey finds out, then it won’t work, and I will be all dressed up as a girl for nothing.” I replied.

“Sorry William,” Alex said. “I guess I got overexcited.” She continued, “yes sorry kiddo I can see this is important to you, we will all help you where we can.” Alex mother said to me reassuring.

Mum soon came back and said to me, “We best get you changed out of your shorts then William. I have got just the outfit for you though, I got it yesterday, I think you will love it.”

“It’s not Pink is it?” Alex’s dad said, “Daddy!” Alex Said, looking at him. “you can see how important this is to the little guy, just behave yourself.” Alex’s mother said to him. “I think you will look very pretty no matter what happens, and I think it lovely that you are willing to give it a go William.”

Alex’s mother said to me, as I got up from the table “Thank you.” I said to her then turning to Alex I said, “I will see you later.” “yea I see you later, I need to get changed as well, if I am going horse riding and climbing,” Alex said. “I don’t want Horrible little boys looking up my skirt. She continued smiling at me.

“I, I, I, Not horrible!” I complain.

“No, it’s ok sweetheart I think she meant other boys.” Mum said reassuring “Are you looking ford to your actives sweetheart?” She continued as we made our way back to my bedroom.

“Yes, Mummy I haven’t been horse riding before,” I said as I got back to my room,
I looked down at myself and said, “I think I am still dry.” Thinking that Mum would want to check me.

“It’s ok Sweetheart you won’t need checking until lunchtime, with these special diapers you are in. Now take off your shorts for me.” She asked me as she started to look through some bags.

I took off my shorts and put them on my bed. the soft plastic of the diaper felt so smooth as I ran my fingers over it, wondering what mum was going to put me in, as she pulled out a set of dungarees.

“What do you think sweetheart?” as she held them up to me, “I think they are going to fit you nicely.”
Smiling at her. I said. “I will look like a farmer in these Mummy. Farmer William, on his horsie.”

“I need to give David a camber so I can get some photos of you on your adventures,” Mum said. As she helped me put the dungarees on over my diaper and t-shirt. And did up the straps that went over each shoulder the bit at the front had a pocket that I could put my pacifier in, it was still clipped to the collar of my t-shirt, there was a bit of the dungaree that came up at the back.

Mum adjusted the straps making it fit me, I looked in the mirror, I look, ok in these, I thought to myself, I really liked them. “Thank you, mummy, I love them,” I said turning to her. “I have put your shorts in your bag so you can change into them to do climbing.”

“I might just keep this on all day Mummy,” I told her looking in the mirror and twisting my body around,

“Now William.” Mum said, sitting on my bed and pulling me towards her, was I getting smaller I wondered as she was still taller than me sitting down, “I have something to tell you, I will be out shopping with Alex’s Mummy, so I have arranged David to look after you this evening and he will be putting you to bed. So, I want you to be a good boy and do as he asks, ok Sweetheart.”

“When will I see you again? Mummy.” I asked Concerned. If it not too late I will pop in to kiss you good night. But if you are fast asleep, I see you in the morning.” Mum explained. “now I need you to be mummy’s brave little soldier, for me and be a good boy for David.”

“Yes, ok Mummy I will try,” I said thinking that David would be putting me to bed.

“Now do you what to take Barney bear with you, or do you think he will be better staying here on Guard duty, so you don’t leave him behind somewhere.”

Looking at Barney bear I thought maybe it better that I don’t take him, although I wanted to.
I went over to him and said. “You need to stay hear Barney, and I give you extra hugs tonight,” I said to him, sitting him up on my pillows.

Then I turn to Mum and said. “Can we leave the TV on for him, so he doesn’t get bord.” Mum was really smiling at me now, Ho Sweetheart you are such a thoughtful little boy, let me put a cartoon on for him then I will give him the remote control so he can turn to TV off when he needs a nap, Ok sweetheart.” Putting on some cartoons then putting, the remote control under Barney’s paw. “Now you be a good bear while William is out playing and remember to take a nap,” Mum said to Barney.

Then Mum picked up my day bag as we left to go to the hotel reception. “Wait, there for me please William.” She said as she locked my bedroom door, then took me by the hand as we walked down the corridor.

Mum said, to me as we headed to the hotel reception. “You seem to be enjoying being a child again, William, and I do like you like this maybe we should make the change permanent, would you like that?” Mum asked me. “you mean Stay like this! Mummy. Forever?” I replied.

Could I? I though stay as a little boy. I was enjoying myself. “But what about things like work?” I asked her. “Well, we will have a think about it all and see what can be done.” She said as we arrived at the reception.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 6, 2020 at 4:57 PM
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pierrylouys said:

Great chapter ! The big question is the dungarees have snaps to make easy diaper changes rsrsrs

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I didn't think about that, but I will write it in at some point.
And thank you

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 9, 2020 at 7:42 PM
Content: Chapter15: Visiting Rickey, 50 Questions and a pinkie promise.

“I like your dungarees William,” I heard Alex say from behind me as we waited at the reception, “This is Mary, my support worker,” Alex said standing next to a lady.

“Hello, you must be William. I enjoyed your Little show yesterday.” “Thank you.” I said filling embarrassed, “I understand you are coming horse riding with us this morning.” Mary continued.

“Yes, I haven't been horse riding before,” I said looking at her. There was something about her, like a nanny, I just know I would be safe around her.

“Don't worry we will all help you,” Alex said, bring me out of my thoughts. Just then David arrived, giving David my day bag. Mum said. “He is all sorted, and he knows you are going to be looking after him tonight.” I am still here I thought looking at Mum.

Then looking at me mum said, “I will see you later if it is not too late or I will see you in the morning you be a good boy for me while you are out playing with your friends.”

Then she kissed me on the forehead, I just squirm with embarrassment, “Mum!” I said.

“That not my name,” Mum said going in for a tickle. “Yes, mummy, I will be a good boy, for you! Please let me go.” I said knowing everyone was watching me.

“Good boy,” Mum said as she stopped tickling me and ruffled my hair, she left.

“Now William.” David said to me, “you can come with me and see Rickey for a moment before we head off to the stables. Can you hold my hand please?” He said as he led me to Rickey’s bedroom, “now remember Rickey is not in a good place at the moment, so he probably won’t respond to anything you say to him. He might remember that you visited him, or he may not but I’m sure it will mean the world to him that you came to say hi. Jo will tell him that you came to see him when he can take it in.”

Going into his room the first thing I notice was a tray with a bite taken out of a piece of toast and a half-drunk Sippy cup of juice. Ricky was sitting at a table with some crayons and paper drawing circles with different colours. He just had his diaper on. Joe was busy tidying up his room.

“We had some breakfast, David,” Jo said, “but we couldn’t focus long enough to decide what to wear. So, we decided everything had to come out of the wardrobe and on to the floor. he seems to be hyper-focusing on his, colouring at the moment. When he is ready, I will try and get him to have some more breakfast and get him dressed.”

Then looking at me, Jo said: “Hi William, Rickey, William is hear.” But Ricky just continued drawing circles with his crayons. “Hi, Rickey you are going to miss out on, horse riding this morning. Hope you can make the climbing centre this afternoon.” I told him. “I’m with Alex this morning she sends her regards,” I continued.

There was absolutely no response from Ricky, he just changed the colour of his crayon and then continue drawing circles on the same piece of paper.

I ask Jo if I could have some paper.

“Yes, of course, you can,” Jo said, passing me a piece of paper.

I then picked up a red crayon and drew a teapot.

Then I wrote, “From one little teapot to another, I will see you later.”

Jo said that he would make sure Ricky sees it when he is able to focus more.

I said goodbye, for now, buddy and left. Holding David’s hand.

“That was a very nice thing you did for Ricky just then William well done,” David said.

Getting to the car Mary had already put Alex in the backseat and was sitting in the driving seat they were listening to fun Kids on the radio. “Ready, buddy,” David asked as he picked me up and sat me in the car next to Alex. I put my arms through the straps and let him fasten them up.

On the way to the stables, Alex asked, “What is that clipped on your t-shirt?” pointing to my pacifier clip.

“Ho, it just something that helps me calm down when I get overwhelmed or upset,” I said.

“Is it your pacifier she asked,” I went red and looked at the floor. “I thought it was a pacifier clip, Rickey told me you still used a pacifier last night before dinner, can I see it?”

“Humm maybe later,” I told her. “How often do you suckle? She asked. “And what is it like?”

“Humm don’t know, but often.” I admitted and it feels good like all my stress goes away.” I told her.

I felt the urge to start to suckle, but I didn't want to get it out in front of her.

“Also are you wearing a diaper?” she asked.

“Rickey has a big mouth,” I complained, looking out of the window and feeling embarrassed.

“Ho Rickey didn’t tell me, that you still wear diapers, I worked that out for myself, you kind of gave it away during film night when you wet yourself,” Alex told me.

“How, how did you know! Was, was I that obvious,” I asked her.

“No, just a lucky guess.” Alex said smiling at me. “your, not the first ABDL Little I met, you don’t have to try and be big, you can be yourself,” she continued.

“What is an ABDL Little? are there other like me?” I asked

You don’t know what ABDL Little is? Alex asked looking at me Puzzled.

I just looked back at her and shrugged my shoulders.

“ABDL Stans for Adult Baby Diaper Lover or in your case you are a TBDL.” She continued. “Teenage Baby Diaper Lover it’s when someone reverts back to being a young child and uses things like pacifiers, along with other things that a toddler might use. I go to a transgender support group. there is a little that comes with their caregiver. He is female to male and he is like you. really adorable,” I just went red and looked at the floor.

“Do you have your stuffie with you, would you like it to hold, little guy,” she said to me.

“What is a stuffie?” I asked. “You know your stuffie, your soft cuddly toy. I know that you littles usually have one.” She continued, looking in the back where my day bag is.

“Humm, no I don’t, well not on me anyway.”

Suddenly, I really wanted Barney, and I wanted to suckle on my pacifier.

“Can we stop with the questions now,” I said, looking out of the window.

“I sorry I did mean to upset you, William,” Alex said.

After a bit David noticed I had gone quiet in the back, turning to me, he asked if I was OK.

I just nodded, “why don’t you have a suckle?” he suggested. “Because I don’t want to play 50 questions,” I said, half looking at Alex.

“Don’t worry if she starts asking questions, I’ll tell her to leave you alone. I promise that you are safe with Mary and myself.” David said reassuringly.

Looking at Mary who was now chatting to Alex,

I looked at David and said. “I wish I brought Barney with me.”

“Who is Barney?” David asked. “He is my bear, mum got him for me.” As I put my pacifier in my mouth and begin to suckle.

Moments later Alex noticed I was suckling, “What does it feel like? She asked.

“Alex you need to let William work things out, just leave him to suckle for now,” David told her.

“OK I was just asking as I would like to know what being a TBDL is like.” Then turning to me Alex said, “it ok little one we will all, look after you.”

I not her dolly I thought to myself, as we pulled up to the stables.

Mary helped Alex get out of the car. But did not put a harness on her, instead she just held Mary's hand.

David got my harness out of the back along with my day bag.

Taking my pacifier out of my mouth and putting it back in the front pocket of my dungarees, I ask David as he was undoing my seat belt straps, “Do I have to put the harness on?”

“We went all over this yesterday, didn’t we William,” David replied lifting me out of the car and putting the harness over my head.

“What if I promise to all ways hold your hand instead?” I asked.

David stopped doing the harness up and knelt down in front of me, so he was looking straight at me. “Why don’t you want to have your harness on today, you were fine with it yesterday, and you know why you have it on?” he asked me.

“I, I, I don’t want Alex, hold my rains, only you.” I said, then asked, “Why isn’t Alex in hers?”

That because Mary trusts her to always hold her hand.” But she will be in hers if she doesn’t do as Mary tells her.

“Please can I just hold your hand instead,” I asked.

“Tell you what then, if you have your harness on for me today and you also hold my hand and do as I ask, showing me that you can be trusted also. Then tomorrow I won’t put you in your harness.” David replied.

“Ok, I promise I’ll be a good boy for you David,” I said. Trying to adjust the harness, I pulled it down so I could get to my pacifier and it wasn’t pushing into my chest.

“Do you want to make that a pinkie promise?” David suggested, “what’s is a pinkie promise?” I asked

“Pinkie promises is a binding promise of trust,” Dave explain you cannot break pinkie promise, and if you do then the person that you made the promise with will never believe you again. If you promise to hold my hand when I ask you to and do as I ask like a good boy, then I promise that tomorrow you won’t have to wear your harness. but if you break your pinkie promise with me the harness will be going on and staying on, do you understand William.” He said holding out his little finger to me.

Putting my little finger around his, I looked at him. “now we say I so pinkie promise” David Instructed me, “I so pinkie promise!” We both said together.

Then David stood up, finished putting my harness on me, then he offered me his hand.

Putting my hand in his we went into the stables.

Moments we got inside, Alex said. “Howl! William, you do look adorable, can I hold your rains?” I just looked up at David,

David looked at Alex and said. “No, I don’t think William wants you to at the moment, he is still getting used to things, Alex.”

“I, I, I like you as a friend,” I said, “but I, not your dolly, I don’t want you to baby me.” Just because I have turned into some kind of infant, I’m am, Humm, I’m, I’m still 12 years old.” I told her. Nearly blurting out my real age.

That was close I thought, I don’t know if anyone would have believed me if I had told them I was 22. Looking down at myself there was nothing I had to prove I was 22 years old; I know I didn’t look anything like 22, more like a 2-year-old, I thought to myself.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 10, 2020 at 6:33 AM
Content: still to come

William go horse riding and the reality of giving up being an adult starts to seek in

David doesn't listen to William request for the toilet and he finds that David expects hi to wet himself.

Rickey finds out about the pinkie promise then tries to get William in trouble with David

William gets his party dress

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 12, 2020 at 7:58 PM
Content: Chapter 16 horse riding

“Hello everyone, I am Kathy” Then looking at me She continued. “you must be William,”

“Hello,” I said standing close to David, then she looked at Alex, “Hello again Alex how have you been?”

“Can I have Holly again please, Cathy?” Alex asked.

“Yes, ok and I going to put you, William, on Hither, they are all ready for you, now remember we never go at the back of the horse we always approach them from the front. So, they know who is going to be on their back, I am sure you want to know who it is that is your back if you were a horse.” Cathy continued, “now everyone needs to have a helmet on. Because if your brain falls out when we are out riding, then we can find it and pop it back in.”

We spent some time putting on helmets and meeting our horses. Hither was brown with a white patch on her nose and she had white feet. She put her nose down to me and I let her sniff me then she let me stroke her soft nose,

David asked, “are you ready to get on Hither, William” “Yes, please” I replied

Then I felt David unclip my rains, and lift me up on to the saddle, then Kathy helped me put my feet in the stirrups and showed me how to hold the rains.

Soon, everyone was on their horse, and Kathy led us to the training paddock, the training paddock had different pitchers of fruit that were around the edge of the fence.

Kathy told us how to sit in the saddle and I learnt how to get Hitherto walk forward, to stop, and to go right and left.

We did this by going in a figure of 8 than Kathy said that Hither and I needed to go shopping for some fruit, then Kathy called out different fruits and I had to walk Hither around the training paddock to the different fruits that Kathy called out.

When Kathy thought we had the hang of it. We went for a walk down a track, that led to a lake, I turned to David and said, “I know where we are, we cycle around this lake yesterday.”

“Yes, that right but I don’t think it’s a good idea to race Alex on your horse over the dam.” David said to me smiling “No maybe not, looking down at Hither. “I’ll race her on the Climbing wall instead,” I said with smiling back at him.

“Have you been climbing before?” David asked me as we carried on riding around the lake,

“yea but it was years ago,” I said not thinking, “I had a friend from school that had a birthday party and we went then.” I continued. “So how old were you then?” David asked “I was, Humm, I, I, don’t know,” I said.

I nearly got court out again, It was a 16th birthday party and I was 17 the last time I went, but even back then I looked like 10 all my friends had got taller than me, I looked like someone’s kid brother, when I was out with them. I gave out a sigh and tried to change the subject,

“Mum said you are going to be looking after me this evening David?” I asked.

“Yes, that right she is going to email me what to do and what time she wants you to be in bed,” he replied. “But, I’m on holiday so I get to stay up,” I suggested.

Then David said to me “Well remember our pinkie promise, you promise me that you will do as I ask and that includes going to bed when I tell you.”

“Ho,” I said looking down at my harness, then at Hither rains, “I guess we have something in common.” I said to Hither,” “And what is that?” David asked. “We both must do as we are told,” I replied looking back up at David. “It’s not that bad,” David replied. “I just need to keep you safe, William.”

We got to the road that went over the dam but instead of going over, we went up the road, then up another track that led back to the stables.

I was wondering what my friends that I went to school would think if they could see me now, still just a kid, I thought about trying to find them on Facebook this evening if I can get hold of my Mobil, that is, looking at David.

then David asked “Are you ok? William, you have gone quiet on me again,” I just kept looking at him, and nodded, he really has got me, he is in charge of everything I do now, I thought. Looking at where we were going, I realised the only choices I get to make are the ones he gives me, just like Hither,” but she knows what to do and where we are going.

Dropping the reins, she dozen need me telling her anything I thought.

Immediately Hither stopped walking, “walk on then I said, to her. But she just stood still,

“Are you Ok, William?” Kathy asked me concerned. “yes, but Hither as shopped walking!” I replied, “that’s because you have let go of the rains William, so she doesn’t know what you want her to do for you, pick up the reins again and tell her to walk on.” Kathy told me.

Picking up the rains, then telling, Hither to “walk on,” she started to walk again. Was this going to be me soon I wondered, not moving unless someone as a hold of my rains and telling me what to do?

“Will soon be back at the stables, William then you can have your Pacifier,” David told me. I gave out a big sigh, he just confirmed what I had been thinking.

Soon David was helping me down off Hither. “Did you enjoy your horse ride William,” he asked me “Yes, Thank you. I replied, then I went and thanked Hither. Letting her sniff, me, “I think she likes you, William,” Kathy said. “Well, I like her too. Thank you for a lovely ride.” I said patting her neck.

“I thought something was wrong William,” David said as he put my rains back on, “You see Hither you not the only one that has to have rains on, I have them too,” I said. “It’s time to say goodbye to her now William,” Kathy said to me, I gave her one last pat before Kathy led Hither back to her stable, and we went back to the tack room.

To take my helmet off, David dropped my rains on to the floor behind me, then I felt some one-gram hold of my rains and my harness gave a jolt backwards then I heard Alex say to me “walk on horsie.” I tried to turn around to say No Alex, only David, but she had hold of the rains to tight, “horsie! Giddy Up! she demanded, I looked at David to ask for help!

“Alex! what are you doing!” I heard Mary say in a stern voice that sent shivers down my spine.

Alex immediately dropped my rains, and I when to stand as close to David as I could.

“William only wants David to hold his rains,” Mary told Alex, and David grabbed my Pacifier and put it in my mouth.

“I, I, sorry William, I was only playing with you,” Alex said. holding David's hand and taking my pacifier out of my mouth. I said to Alex. “It’s ok Alex, but you need to ask me first. You don’t have a harness on so I can’t get you to pretend you a horse as well.”

“Sometimes I just get over-excited.” Alex explained “can we still be friends?” she asked.

“Come on you two, shake hands and make friends again.” David asked, pushing me forward, I put my hand out and we shook hands, “now give each other a hug.” Mary said, I looked up to see both of them smiling Back at Alex and me, I looked back at Alex, then we hugged each other. “And maybe a kiss!” I head David say we both looked at him and even Mary was looking at him as to say don’t push it. I could also see that David, was enjoying seeing us making up. “Do I have to?” Alex said. “Well, maybe not if you don’t want to,” David replied.

“I think you can let me go now Alex,” I said, “Ho, so no kiss then,” David said, I looked at him. Then I turned to Alex and said: “I have made a pinkie promised to do as he tells me, I am going to have to give you a kiss if he tells me to.”

“You made a pinkie promise?” Alex said questioning, “What did you promise him? William!” “I promised to do as he asks and to always hold his hand, them tomorrow I won’t have to wear this harness,” I told her.

“Well then you best kiss me, William,” she said pointing to her chick. Kissing her on the chick there was a flash and David had taken a photo of us. “What did you do that for?” I asked.

“Well, it will be some for you to explain to your mother,” David said laughing.

I look at him, “Please don’t!” I pleaded. “Please Delete it! David.” Alex said. “Ok as you both said please, I will delete it,” David said playing with the camber.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 12, 2020 at 10:56 PM
Content:

pierrylouys said:

David is so mean rsrsrs

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Like other caregive I have known. But although he teases William, he won't do anything to heart him, and will keep him safe.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 17, 2020 at 6:47 PM
Content: Chapter 17 Finding Lunch.

“Now we have to find out where we are going for lunch,” Mary said.

“The lunch game!” Alex said. Jumping up and down excitedly.

“Yes, that’s right.” Mary said, looking at Alex, “but the cards are back in the car so let’s get you two strapped in and then we will find out what the cards have in store for us.”

I felt my harness pull me as David picked up my rains, and then offered me his hand, putting my hand in his, I felt completely safe, with him, I just can’t explain it, it was like although I had lost something, but, I had gained something else, but what had I lost, I didn’t care, I was with David and I was happy, as we walked back to the car I got my pacifier out and begin to suckle. It just felt right, my head fogey but in a good way.

I just stood next to him, suckling on my pacifier, as he opened the car door for me, I looked up at him and gave him a smile behind my pacifier, putting my arms up and waiting for him to pick me up, “Are you ok buddy?” he asked I just looked at him and nodded, “ready than 1, 2, 3, up you come and in you pop.” He said as he lifted me into the car.

I then putting my arms through the seat belt straps and looked at David to do them up for me.

“That’s a good boy, William,” he said. As he did the straps up and unclick the rains from my harness,

As I sat back, taking my pacifier out I said, “I am going to need to go toilet before lunch,” I said to him, then I put my pacifier back into my mouth. David looked at me then with his finger he touched my pacifier and said, “Boop!”

This made me gigged, so I touched his nose and side “Boop!” behind my pacifier, David smiled as he ruffled my hair and said. “I will change you after lunch, buddy.” I looked down at myself, I not going to be able to hold it, I thought, I will need the toilet before lunch, or I will be wetting myself again, I'll ask David again when we get there I told myself.

“When you two have quite finished Alex and I are getting hungry,” Mary said.

Getting into the car David said to her, “You're only jealous because I get to look after a babe.” “Yeah, whatever!” Mary said shuffling the cards.

The card game was simple it was like snap or pairs.

Each player turns over the top card from the set that they have been dealt. then when there are options, one for each player. The rest of the cards are discarded. Then the next round the first pair is the choice. This meant that the cards decided where we went to eat.

Which was pizza Hut.

On the way to pizza hut, David asked who knows the McDonald's song.

“I do, I do.” Alex Said, “Are you, joining in William?” she asked me, “I don't know the song.” I said take my pacifier. thinking what’s next, the wheels on the bus or something. by now my head was clear and I was also getting hungry, they all began to sing “McDonald's, McDonald's, Kentucky Fried Chicken and a Pizza Hut.”

I wished Rickey were with us just to hear what cheeky comment he would come out with. “Come on William, Join in!” David said looking at me. Putting my pacifier back in my dungarees. I gave out a sigh and join in copying the actions.

When the song had finished, I asked David, “We have been good, why do we need to be punished?” Alex just looked at me with her mouth open. “come on William you got a lovely singing voice. And everyone enjoyed it last night when you did, I’m a little teapot. Perhaps you and Alex could do the McDonald's song.” David suggested.

“How about,” thinking as quickly as I could, “how about singing something like, Humm, I Know we could sing, Take a walk on the wild side by Lou Reed." It was one of the songs that my mother and I like to sing along to, I just hoped I could remember all the Lyrics.

“You all have to do the chorus,” I told everyone. “It goes:

Do, do-do, do-do, do-do-do
Do, do-do, do-do, do-do-do, do.

Can you all do that.” I asked.

“Ok, we can do that,” David said; I think he was taken back because of my choice of song.

"Ok, it goes something like this," I said and began to sing:

"Holly came from Miami, F.L.A.
Hitch-hiked her way across the U.S.A."

Then looking at Alex: I sang;

"Plucked her eyebrows on the way
Shaved her legs and then he was a she.
Hey babe, take a walk on the wild side.
Said, "Hey honey, take a walk on the wild side"

“Hay! Mary, William being mean, he singing, songs about me becoming a girl.”

“William!” David said, “are you being mean to your friend.”

“No! I was just singing a song.” I replied grinning at Alex. This would have been so much more fun with Rickey to share the Joke with, I Thought. Alex just glad back at me.

“Ok, you two I got an ABBA CD we can all sing along to,” Mary said putting it into the CD player.

“Yea,” I said. “put on dancing queen,” Looking at Alex and grinning away, I was enjoying myself, this is what you get for grabbing my rains, I thought to myself.

“William!” David said in his stern voice “Does someone need to have time out?”

“No,” I said. “What do you say to Alex then!” David asked me.

Looking at Alex I said, “I sorry Alex, I forgot, what a sissy you are.” Smiling at myself.

“That is, it, Mr, you are in timeout, starting now!” David said to me.

“How can I be in time out when I’m strapped in the back of the car?” I asked.

“I did not give you permission to speak, William.” You are to sit there and think about being a nice boy to your friends instead of being mean, the rest of us are going to have fun singing along to the CD. Every time I joined in with the song David would pause the CD, and tell me off, and Remind me I was in timeout.

Sitting there listening to them kill Abba songs, I thought to myself; this is no fair I was only having fun with Alex. And He is a sissy, he is a boy dressed up as a girl and getting everyone to treat him like one. I folded my arms and stared out of the window, I did know what I wanted to do the most, get something to eat, go to the toilet, or throw that Silly CD out of the window.

They were killing, give me a man after midnight when we arrived at pizza hut.

David turn to look at me and said, “Are you going to be a nice little boy again William? Or do we need to leave you strapped in the car because we cannot take mean, horrible, little boys into pizza hut.”

I just sat there and glared at him “I need the toilet!” I demanded in reply.

“you have your diaper for that, now answer my question are you going to be good? Or are you going to stay in time out?” he asked me.

“I, I, I will be a good boy,” I said, realizing that I could be left in the car, while everyone had pizza.

“What do you say to Alex then, William.” He asked me.

“I, I, I’m Sorry, I guess,” I replied.

“And are you sorry for being mean, William?” He asked.

“Humm,” Looking down at myself, thinking I am going to wet my diaper soon if I don’t get to a toilet.

“Yes, I am, I don’t what to wet myself again and I need the toilet,” I replied.

“Humm,” David said, “I think being in a wet diaper will teach you that teasing Alex over her chosen gender is not what we want you to do, we are all going to have pizza and a drink, then before we go to the climbing centre I will change you, I think this will be better than you having time out.”

“But, But!” I said trying to think of a way out of this.

“One more But! out of your young man and I see if Alex would like to change you instead, would you like that? Would you like Alex to change you with Mary and I teaching her how to put you in a clean diaper?” David asked me.

“Nooo! Please no, please, I will be a good boy and do anything you want but, Please I don’t want Alex to change me, Please, Noo!” I pleaded with David

“Well in that case you say, Yes David or No David, not But or maybe or any of these on liners that you think is going to get you out of trouble.”

“Looking at him I said, “Yes David.” Ok then unclipping my car seat straps and lifting me out.

I wondered if I could hold myself to after lunch or maybe find an opportunity to get to the toilet.

Closing the car door David offered me his hand, I took hold of it. And We went inside the restaurant.

Alex and Mary had just come out of the toilet and were waiting for us. “I’m sorry for being mean to you in the car Alex.” offering her my free hand.

“It’s ok William!” shaking my hand, “it’s not my fault I was born in the wrong body though, it’s not my choice to be like this.”

Suddenly I realised that we had more in common, Alex had no choice over being Transgender, and I had no choice over not growing up. I felt really sorry.

“Can I give you a hug?” I ask. “I promise not to be mean to you anymore. I am sorry.” I said with tears rolling done my cheek.

“You were only playing, little one,” Alex said to me, giving me a hug, “I guess I forgot that you are a Little, and sometimes you might not understand. Why don’t you sing for us on the way to the climbing centre, you do have a lovely singing voice.”

“If I Know the song I try,” I replied.

“Can you watch William for me please Mary while I go to the toilet?” David asked Mary.

Yes of course,” she replied. “Come on you two let's go and sit down, Alex, Mary and I sat down and Mary passed me and Alex a children’s menu to choose from, then said to me do you need me to read it out to you,”

“Hum, no thank you I can do it,” I replied.

As I let forward to read what's my choices are, I felt my body release into my diaper. I looked at Mary, and then at Alex, then slowly put my hand down between my legs to check my clothing, they were still dry, giving out a sigh of relief, I let my self just go, there is no point in holding it any longer I thought to myself, looking at Alex everyone treats her as a girl even though she is a boy, dressed up as a girl, and everyone is treating me like a Little boy, everyone knows I am a Little so I guess there no point in trying to be anything else.

I got my pacifier out of my pocket and began to suckle, and I felt my head go strangely foggy as I sat there suckling trying to read a menu.

“Are you ok buddy?” David said joining us, I, I, I’m wet I said, I don’t want to be like this anymore.” I started to cry, David put his arm around me, pulling me into himself, putting my pacifier back into my mouth, then letting me sob.

“how about we get you the breaded chicken and chips, William as that will be easy for you to handle,” I just nodded,

“Then I think that I will take you back so you can have a nap.”

I immediately stop crying and looked at him, “Noo Please David, please let me go climbing I am not tired I was just upset over, Humm, Humm, something else.” I replied.

“Well we'll see,” he said, “But I don’t want you to get messy again William, I just going to put this around you.” as he fastens something round my nick, as I looked down I sewer I was now wearing a bib,

This is going to be over soon I told myself, I have no choice in this they all think I am a baby, and I have no way of changing any of it. So, with David sitting next to me I eat my dinner.

“Would you like ice cream, William?” I heard David ask me, “yes please!" I replied. And this time I made sure didn't spell any of it.

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Timestamp: Sep 18, 2020 at 1:39 AM
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pierrylouys said:

Great chapter !!!

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Thank you

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 18, 2020 at 9:54 PM
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blowydiaper said:

More please

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Glad you are enjoying the story.

I put up the next chapter over the weekend.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 18, 2020 at 10:00 PM
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blowydiaper said:

just so u know thats so confusing. i wasnt trying to be rude just saying how much of a good story it is and cant wait for the next 1. sorry if i offended u

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Sorry for any confusion it was just me pushing the wrong button on my phone.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 19, 2020 at 8:53 PM
Content: Chapter 18 On the way to the climbing centre

“You eat very nicely William, well done,” David said to me, taking my bib off me and cleaning me, around my mouth, then my hands, with some wet wipes.

“Thank you, David,” I said looking at him, wishing that he just gave me the wet wipes, then let me clean my own mouth and hands, but I guess the fact that I had a meltdown before lunch, just confirmed to him that I was still just a baby. All though Lunch I was deep in thought, how long could I keep all this up, there was a part of me that was enjoying being like this, and didn’t want to end it until it was time to go home,

But there was also a part of me that just wanted to relax by the pool with a nice cold pint, even though I got strangers giving me that look, the look that said you're too young to be drinking alcohol where are your parents?

There is no way, I can end all this right now, Mum had gone to so much trouble for me to arrange all this, and I was having fun, All I had to do was revert back to being a 12-year-old, mentally and what about Rickey and Alex how can I tell them that I am 22, and what about David.

Reverting back, did mean I have had to give up, freedoms, and the biggest was the freedom to choose, and my harness and rains was a constant reminder, that I only had the choices that Mum or David gave me, as an adult I had the freedom to choose, but as a child, I had to prove that I could be trusted.

And that what the pinkie promise was all about, I need to prove to David that he could trust me, maybe I can over time, I can get something’s back to normal, by playing the long game, David is just doing his job looking after me, and I know that over time I would need someone to support me, and someone like David, someone that made me feel safe would be great.

I had made this picky promise with him, if I keep this promise to do as he asks and to hold his hand then I get out of wearing this harness, just maybe it would work on other things like being made to have a diaper on all the time. Maybe just maybe over time, I could get some freedom to choose, but for now, they all think I need to be looked after like an infant, and having a meltdown and crying is just going to confirm their beliefs.

I looked at David and said, “thank you, for helping me,” “That’s ok kiddo, is there anything you want to tell me, I could see you were working something out in your head, through lunch.”

“Humm maybe later I have to think about how to put it in words,” I replied.

“It must be hard sometimes for you, kiddo trying to work things out, without your mum with you to help.” He said to me.

I just smiled and nodded. As we got up, “what about paying?” I said, “mom said you had my money, I hope it’s enough!” I said concerned.

“It all taken care of you don’t need to worry about money, little guy, if there is something you want to get you just need to ask me, ok buddy,” David said to me Reassuringly.

I reached up and put my hand in his, I think that shocked him as he did not have to ask me, “hold on kiddo.” He said, reaching behind me and picking up my rains.

“Are you still ok to sing to us in the car, William?” Alex asked,

“Don’t push him, Alex,” Mary said, “William could still be calming down, from getting overwhelmed.”

“It ok’s, I can sing for you but after David, as changed me,” I said as if it was the most normal thing in the world,

“Alex and I will go and look at things while you get yourself changed, then we will meet you back at the car,” Mary said to me, as David and I headed off to find a changing room.

Walking along the shopping centre holding David's hand no one seems to notice me, there was no pointing, no laughing at the kid in diapers holding his caregivers’ hand with a harness on. Everyone just carried on with what they were doing.

Soon David was unlocking the door to the changing room, as we went in, I heard David lock the door behind me. And I went to get undressed, but I couldn't because of the harness, unclipping the harness and lifting it over my head I was able to undo the shoulder straps for the dungarees and take them off.

Standing there in my t-shirt and diaper I handed David my dungarees.

“Ho, they are that kind.” he said, “you didn’t need to take them off, William.” “What do you mean?” I asked confused.

“Look they have poppers around here, and the leg has a zip so if you won't we can unzip the legs making them into shorts and when you need changing we just un pop this part and then just pull it up, your mum as packed a pair of shorts for you, but you have kept your dungarees clean, what would you like to do?” I just looked at him, he was giving me a choice of what to put on.

“I think you are going to be more comfortable in shorts on the climbing wall, William,” David said folding up my Dungarees,

Seeing the choice starting to disappear I said, “please David, can I keep my dungarees on”

“Yes, if you like I will just unzip the legs for you, I think you will be more comfortable.”

Unzipping the legs making them into shorts he turned up the legs revealing a tassel that did up on a Butten on the outside seem, “I wondered what that button was for.” I said, trying to pull my diaper down.

“Let me sort that out for you.” Picking me up and putting me on the changing bench. “Just lay back for me buddy like you did yesterday.” As I laid back for him. Pulling my t-shirt up and bending my legs.

“Any more to come kiddo he said pushing his hand on my tummy.” As he did, I felt my self-release more pee. Feeling the pee go down to my bottom, and into the diaper, I looked at him and said, “I think I have finished now.” “Good boy.” He said undoing the tapes and removing the diaper.

I felt good not to have it on. Even though I knew that soon David would be putting me in a fresh one. I closed my eyes and relaxed has David busied himself cleaning me up and putting the fresh diaper on me. They're all done buddy I looked down at the diaper hugging me it had a blue dog character looking at me. Looking at David I said, “Thank you for changing me, David.”

“Your welcome buddy.” He replied putting my legs in my dungarees. Then sitting me up on the bench he did up the shoulder straps, then went to grab my harness, and then stopped and looked at me. “Can I really trust you to be good for me?” he asked. “I trying to be good for you and keep my end of the deal,” I replied. “Humm ok I going to trust you, William, to hold my hand but if you misbehave then the harness will be going back on and staying on.” He said in his stern voice.

“Yes, I know. I’m trying to be a good boy, for you David.” I replied, I’ve got out of the harness I Thought, now I just need to keep it off.

Seeing myself in my dungarees that now had been turned into dungarees shorts, David was right I did feel more comfortable, and I still like the way I looked in them. This could be a way that I could make all this work, I was still just a toddler in everyone’s eyes. But if I did this right, I could prove that I can be trusted.

“Is there anything you would tell me than William,” David asked. “Humm I, I, don't know.” Wondering what he was getting at, had he worked out that I was an adult?”

“Am I in trouble?” I asked.

“No, you not in trouble,” he replied. “I just want to know, what the prank you are planning to play on Rickey is you and Alex seem to be planning something earlier.”

“Ho that; Alex and mum are going to dress me up as a girl for quiz night, also if I can pull it off and everyone thinks that I am a girl I am going to see if Rickey, will dance with me.” I replied, smiling, “That sounds like fun. But do you think leading Rickey on is a good choice? How would you feel if Rickey was just pretending to be your friend just to prank you?” David asked.

Looking down I realised that Ricky could get upset, I didn’t want to upset him, I just wanted to have some fun with him. “Ho perhaps it, not a good idea but I have promise mum, I would do it, dressing up as a girl that is, and Alex is going to help me too,” I said.

“Having Fun playing dress-up is fine but I think you might have more fun if you invited Rickey to play dress up as well.” Then he continued. “How about this for an idea why don't you dress up and enter the competition and I let Anne know, what is going on? Then you sing to everyone that way would have pranked everyone not just Rickey, plus if Rickey wants to, he can join in.”

“Humm, what song do you think I should sing,” I Asked.

“I not sure!” David replied. “What about this one?” he asked. This Is Me, from the showman film, was playing in the background.

“Hum yes, but I will need to practice,” I said. “Please don't tell too many people, I really want to surprise everybody, and if I know my mum, she will go all out on it.”

“I promise only to tell the people that need to know, but you do need to tell me about a thing like this so I can make sure that you can do it safely, ok buddy,” David said to me, by this time we were back at the car, I haven’t realised all the time I was walking back, holding David's hand without my harness on.

“Look at what I got,” Alex said showing a pair of golden ears studs with diamonds. “I got them for Rebecca do you think she would like them,” she said looking at me and winking. “Humm yea, but Humm, ear piercing? I said looking at her.” Do you think that going to be a problem?” Alex replied.

“I don't know I will have to ask if mum would let me.”

Mary looked at me. “Alex said that they were for her friend Rebecca, William.”

“Humm, Ho, that nice Alex I’m sure that Rebecca is going to love them.” I said thinking quickly. “she is coming to visit one day on my holiday,” Alex said joining in the pretence.

“Ho that will be nice,” Mary said suspiciously.

“Can you sing again for us, William?” Alex said as we head to the Climbing centre. “Humm would you like to hear Neverland by Zendaya, Mum likes me singing that one. It goes something like this.

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“That was really good, William,” David said. “Would you like to be a singer when you grow up?”

“I am a computer programmer,” I said not thinking. “Humm I like to get computers to do different things when I finish school, at home.” I continued trying to cover it up. as Mary pulled up at the Climbing centre.

“Now who is that, behind us?” Mary asked. Both Alex and I turned around and looked out of the back window, “Ho No! its trouble!” Alex said.

“Rickey!” I shouted excitedly. “It’s Rickey and Jo, David” I continued jumping in my seat.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Sep 24, 2020 at 8:52 PM
Content: Chapter 19 Meeting up with Rickey and trampolining.

By the time we had pared up and David had got me out of the car, Jo already got Rickey out of their car that they were in and was putting his harness on him.

Holding David's hand, I nearly pulled him over in my rush to get to Rickey. “Not so fast you, there are other cars,” David said pulling me back, “Now walk nicely with me or I will be getting your harness out.”

“What have you got on,” I said in shock, as I got over to where Jo had parked this car, Rickey was wearing a pair of really bright fluorescent orange beach shorts, that did nothing to hide the faxed that he was in a diaper, a brilliant Yellow t-shirt and had in big red letters.

AWESOMELY!
DIFFERENT!
HIGHLY!
DETERMINED!

“Does that come with volume control?” I asked him, pointing to his outfit. “No, it just stuck on VERY LOUD!” he shouted, jumping up and down, then, Rickey said to me “Sorry I had to bring my hired help because I needed someone to drive the car for me.” Looking at Jo and Smiling.

Jo gave Rickey’s harness a tug. Pulling him backwards. Then said, “Just you remember who it is that has hold of your rains Little boy, I still not sure that bringing you to the claiming centre is the best idea.” Jo said, then letting the rains out giving enough room for Rickey to carry on jumping.

“I told you! I told you! I have colourful clothes as well.” Then turning to Jo and then Mary with Alex and then to David, he asked. “Who is dressed the most colourful me or William?”
Everyone agreed that he was dressed the most colourful, out of everyone there. “See! I win! I win!” Rickey shouted and started to jump up and down again.

“What is this all about?” I asked. “Why are you so excited about wearing really bright clothing? Are you frightened that no one would see you or something?” I asked, then continued. “Because not only can we see you, we can hear you as well.”

Rickey shopped jumping looked at me with his hands on his hips. “Remember yesterday on the way to bike riding, you didn’t like the way your mum had dressed you.” “Hum yea,” I replied then looking down at what I had on,

Mum had got me loads of new clothes for the holiday because I didn’t like going shopping, but not only, were they all children clothes, I am sure that she had picked out the most colourful outfits she could find. I had packed some of my normal clothing, but they had strangely been replaced with the out fits mum had got me.

“Well now I dress in really bright clothes, so you won't feel so bad about the way your mum likes to dress you, I really like your dungarees though,” Rickey said, looking me up and down. Then turning to Jo and saying, “can I get some dungarees shorts.”

“you have to ask your parents, Rickey,” Jo replied. “But that is so sweet of you,” Jo continued. “Now, I understand why you wanted to dress like this.”

By now we had walked into the reception of the claiming centre, and all six of us were standing in the queue.
Rickey then decided to do star jumps from crouching down as he jumped up, he shouted “BOOM!”

“Are you sure that you Wouldn't prefer to go trampoline instead with all your energy?” Jo asked him.
“No, no, please Jo, please let me stay and play with William and Alex.” Rickey replied, “but your brain is all over the place at the moment, Rickey, do you think climbing is a good choice at the moment.” Jo asked.

Looking down, Rickey said. “I want to play with my friends, it hard to find someone like William and Alex, they are OK with my crazy behaviour.”

“I don't mind going trampoline instead if that is OK with everyone,” I said, looking at David and then at Jo.

“What about you Alex?” Mary asked. “I don't mind. She answered. “I’ll go to trampolining, instead of climbing if that is what everyone else is going to do.”

Giving out a sigh. David said. “Ok, everyone back in to the cars.” Ruffling my hair.

Suddenly Ricky flung his arms around me and said. “Thank you so much for coming to see me this morning, I did know that you were there but my brain was in the middle of a hyper focusing session, not only did I want to where the brightest outfits I could find, but I also wanted to sort out a rainbow outfit for quiz night.” Then he looked at Jo, and continued “my so called hired help, was no help whatsoever as he kept putting all my clothes away once I had got them out. but you coming and drawing that picture just helped me to focus on getting an outfit for today. Thank you so much.”

“I'm sorry Ricky, I didn't realise what you were trying to do, I know when you get like that You find it hard to communicate, if I know what you were doing I could have supported you better.” Jo told him.

“Yes, I know but my brain just wouldn't let me speak, when it is hyper focusing on something I just need to work things through, next time I'm getting something out, like all my clothes, it would be better if you just leave them where I put them until I start coming out of my hyper focusing state of mind,” Rickey informed him.

“Do you want to tell William what you did with his picture?” Jo asked.

“I have put it in my memory box William,” Rickey Replied, “it is a box that I keep my happy memories in. When my brain crashes, and I am unable to move my memory box helps me through it as it has loads of happy memories in it.” He continued.

I just smiled at that, that is something that I am going to do I thought to myself.

Once I was strapped back in the car, Jo, David and Mary started to have a chat about where to go. Rickey and I started to pull faces at each other, through the car window.
“Stop that you two!” Mary demanded, in a way that brought everything to a stop. Everyone just looked at her then at Rickey and me, looking at each other. Then, back and Mary, I then, looked at David for protection and reassurance that I wasn’t in trouble.

David just smiled at me and then winked at me. So, I turned to look at Rickey, then when I thought that no one was looking at me again I stuck my tong out at him.

“WILLIAM !” I heard Mary say, “Be nice to Rickey,” I looked at David, but this time he was shaking his head in disapproval. So, I just looked at the floor.

What song are you going to sing this time William Alex asked me. “Humm, I wont to learn This Is Me, from the showman so I can sing it on quiz night, are you ok if I sing it a couple of time through, It might not be too good as I have to learn the lyrics and I don’t have my mobile to help me,”

“I love that song; can we learn it together?” Alex asked as David and Mary got into the car. Sorry Mary, I said. “It Rickey you need to say sorry to, William.”

“He started it.” I said arguing, “and I am finishing it, David said turning to me, “you really are a brat at times, William, under that sweet Innocent, little boy, butter would melt in my mouth, look.”

“But, But, I being good for you David because you are nice to me,” I replied. “yes, but that because you think you are going to get something out of it, I am going to write on your notes, Although William is very polite, he does need constant supervision, also he can think things through and try to turn situations around to his own advantage. If left to his own devices, he will get into mischief. That way another care will know what to suspect.”

“I don’t want another carer; David I want you to look after me!” I said thinking that someone else was going to look after me. “don’t worry I am going to look after you for the rest of your holiday. But if you come again you might have someone else. So, I need to let them know what you are like, William.” David replied.

I just looked at the floor if I come again how long could I come back before questions are asked about my age I wondered. I wish I could come clean with David, it just did not seem right, to keep this from him, but then all the questions would start again.

Alex, broke the silence, “William and I, would like to learn This Is Me, can you get it on your phone Please David.” She asked.

“Yes, of course, Alex?” David said getting it up on YouTube with the lyrics. Alex and I sat there, singing along to it. And I started to Imagining quiz night, all dressed up, performing this song “Is it possible that you get us a printout of the lyrics with the musical score please,” I asked, David. “You really take things like this seriously, don’t you,” he replied.
“If I am going to perform, I want to do my best, I know Mum would want me to,” I told him.

“I will see what I can do for you when we get back to the hotel ok buddy.” David said, “can I have a copy as well?” Alex asked. As we arrived at go bounce.

standing in the queue I could see Ricky was trying, not to jump up and down. “It’s Ok now kiddo you are out of the car, just not too high because I am on the other end of your rains,” Jo said to him.

Then he started to jump, and sing at the same time,
“I like bouncing, boing, boing, boing,
Up and down until I get a pain in the groin
Trying to be happy, so when it really counts
I Turn into a rubber ball and bounce, bounce, bounce,”

Then he looked at me and Alex “are you going to join in its my bouncing song.”

“I think William is waiting until he gets on the trampolines, Rickey” David said, looking at me.

“I have some to tell you, Rickey,” I said, “but it’s a secret so you can't tell anybody else if I tell you, but if you want you can join in, Alex and I are planning on surprising everybody, on quiz night.”

“Ho yea, I was going to ask you, Alex, I don't have anything purple, I was wondering if you could paint my nails,” Rickey asked her. “Hum mum is getting me some nail art so I could do the rainbow if you like Rickey.” “Yes, Please!” Rickey said excitedly and started to jump again.

“what about makeup? Alex asked. “I could do a rainbow eye makeup as well, would you like that?”

“Yea, ho that would be cool, I got my sister to teach me, but I keep making a mess when I try to do it, and my school doesn’t let me have my nails painted.” He replied.

“So, what the big secret then Rickey,” he asked me, “Humm, can you stop jumping and I will tell you what we are planning and if you won't you can join in,” I told him.

Rickey stopped and looked at me. “go on then is it something fun.” So, I told him what I was going to do and the song we were going to sing.” I could see him think about it for a moment and then said, “yeah why not, but I don’t have a dress.”

“you can borrow one of mine if it is OK with my parents,” Alex said. “I'm sure it will be,” but what about you Alex, Rickey said, if William and I are going to get all dressed up what are you going to do.” He asked.

“I don’t know.” she said, “I haven’t thought about that.” Looking at me, by now we were taking our shoes and socks off. Than Jo pulled Rickey to one side, “I am going to trust you not to play me up when it is time to go, I want you to promise me that when it home time, you let me put your rains back on.” Yea ok, Jo Rickey said, “No Rickey, say I promise to let you put my rains back on, when it is time to go.” Jo insisted.

“I promise to let you put my rains back on, when it is time to go, and to play you up.” Rickey said impatiently.

“And NOT to play me up.” Jo repeated. “OK, OK, And not to play me up.” Rickey Replied. Signing Jo said, “close enough.” Then Jo unclipped, Rickey's rains and we were off playing tag, then we had a game of Dodgeball with Jo and David, then we tried to see who could jump the highest and a game of hide and seek. We told Rickey to go and hide and we try to find him.

Jo said if you trying to do what I think you are trying, it won’t work, Rickey cannot stay still long enough to hide,

After a bit I was feeling tired and Thirsty, I went to find David to ask for a drink, “are you having fun Kiddo?” he asked me,
“I think this is the best holiday ever,” I said still out of breath. “I have let Jo and Mary know what you plan is William, so they can support Alex and Rickey, and I had to let Anne know as well, she is printing off three copies of This Is Me, for you and getting a room for you to have some rehearsal time before lunch. and maybe afterwards but it will depend on Rickey and his medication.

Just then Rickey and Alex joined us to also have a drink, “Hay guess what Alex is going to do for quiz night.” Rickey said.
“What, you going to do then Alex?” I asked, “well if you two are going to dress up as girls, I going to dress up as a boy, but I am going to need to borrow some clothes, and work out how I am going to have each colour of the rainbow.” She said. “I am sure that between us we can put something together,” I said.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Oct 1, 2020 at 4:53 PM
Content: Chapter 20 On the way back

“OK, you lot, it’s time for you to put your socks and shoes back on,” Mary said handing Alex hers.

I looked around for mine but couldn’t see them, “William come and sit down,” I heard David say to me, “But I can't find my socks and shoes, David.” I replied

“I have them hear come and sit down,” he said, so I went and sat down on the bench next to him.

Lifting my legs up he started to put my socks on, and then my shoes doing up my laces.

“I can do that myself,” I claimed, but quietly I kind of liked David doing it for me.

Ricky came and sat next to me, ”Poo! what's that smell!” He said pinching the end of his nose, “probably your cheesy feet” I replied. “No it's not my feet it’s yours!” he said pretending to sniff the air around me, so

I did the same pretending to sniff the air around his feet and then said, “Nope it's definitely yours Rickey.” Then, looking at Jo I said, “When was the last time you washed his feet.” Rickie looked at me and then at David and said. “You need to wash William's feet they are really smelly.”

“If you two don’t stop, we will give you both a bath together,” Jo said. “That a good idea it will save water if we put them in together, William has a bath in his on sweet.” David Replied. “Well, that settled then,” Jo said. “I’ll bring Rickey around after his dinner for a bath with William,” Jo said to David.

Ricky and I looked at each other not knowing whether to believe them or not.

“Do I have to?” I asked David. “It will save water and time and there is enough room on your bed for the both of you. We can give you both a bath and put you both to bed, at the same time.” David said with a straight face.

I looked at Rickey, then Rickey looked at Jo, trying to work out if he was being serious.

By this time David and Jo had got our socks and shoes on, and Jo was clipping Rickey's rains on to his harness. “Am I really sleeping in Williams bed tonight?” he asked Jo.

“Humm maybe we need to clear it with Anne first,” Jo said but as David is looking after William, I can’t see it being a problem,” Jo replied.

I looked at David has I held his hand, “Humm, I don’t mind Rickey coming over, but I not sure about being in the same bath and sharing my bed.” I said to David.

“Really!” David said, “but sharing is caring!” he continued “Then you too should sleep together!” Rickey piped up. Becomes you too are carers.

By now we were heading to the cars.

“Hey, No Fair!” Rickey Suddenly complained as he noticed that I hadn't got my harness and rains on. “David you need to put William’s Harness on him.” He said pointing at me.

“No, I don't Rickey, I have come to an agreement with David putting my hand in his.” And smiling at him.

“No fair! Jo how come, William gets out of wearing a harness and I don’t,” he asked.

“That because David is trusting William to behave for him, and hold his hand,” Jo replied,

“But I thought that was because William is a Little, and he needs to hold David's hand,” Rickey said to Jo,

then looking at me he said. “Harr, does Little William, need to hole his caregivers’ hand, like a good baby.”

I looked at him and Glad, “I NOT A BABY!” I replied.

“Yes, you are William, you are a Little, you are a Little, baby, boy, with his pacifier,” He tormented.

I could feel my self-starting to cry, “Why are you being so mean!” I shouted at him.

Then turned to David and lift my arms up to be picked up, I wanted to be held, and I wanted David to do something to make Rickey stop being mean to me.

“Harr, Look, Little Baby William, is crying, he wants his caregiver to carry him!” Rickey continued tormenting me.

Then I heard Jo say. “You are in time out Mr, and you are going to stay in time out until you can say sorry to your friend! You really know better than this, Rickey.”

Then I saw, Jo, almost frogmarch Rickey back to his car.

crouching down so he was eye level with me, David asked: “are you OK buddy that wasn't very nice was it.” I just looked to the floor and shook my head, then looked at him with tears in my eyes and put my arms up to be picked up, “Hugs?” I asked. Come hear then David said getting my pacifier out

of my pocket and putting it in my mouth, then picking me up and hugging me. After a bit, I realise that Alex and Mary had got into the front of the car and wear waiting for me patiently.

“I’m, I’m, sorry,” I said letting David put me in the car and do up the car seat straps for me. “It’s Ok William, I sure Rickey did mean to be mean,” Alex said.

Getting in next to me David said, “Jo and I didn’t mean it about getting you two, to have a bath together. But you could join in and make Rickey think that he is going to.” He said with a smile.

“What do you mean?” I asked, “if we stop and get some water pistols and some bath toys, When we get back you can show them to Rickey and portend that you are going to have a water fight with him. And play with the bath toys,” He answered smiling at me.

“honestly, David, you and Jo are as bad as each other,” Mary said, looking in the Mirror.

“Just portend?” I said Looking at David. “ho go on.” Alex said, “I think Rickey deserves to be tormented after what he did to you.”

“Ok but just portend, I, I have you looking after me tonight David, I don’t want Rickey, or Jo, just you,” I said looking at him.

We stopped at a toy store, Alex and I stayed in the car and ran through This Is Me while David went and got me water guns and Bath toys.

Coming back, he said “I got you this,” Showing me a bath toy that made bubbles and had a Water wheel attachment which you could change to make the water do different things, also got two super soakers, water guns.

“I haven’t had a bath toy for years, and the water guns look great I want to use them on him, I want to get him soaking wet. Thank you” I said, looking at David,

“The water guns are only to be used outside the hotel, William you will be in big trouble if you use them, inside, do you understand.” He said to me sternly. “Yes, I understand,” I said Picturing Rickey having to walk through the hotel soaking wet in just his diaper, and everyone looking at him.

as we set off, I looked out of the window, smiling to my self-thinking of Rickey's face as he thought he was going to have a bath with me.

“William, William, you need to wake up buddy,” as I opened my eyes and gave out a yawn, where was I? I wondered as I looked around, I realised that we had arrived back at the hotel, unstrapping me. I gave out a stretch and got out of the car. David closed the car door and picked up my day bag and handed me the bag with the toys in.

“Do you need a change before Dinner?” He asked me. I looked down at myself, I had no idea if I was wet or dry. “I, I, don’t know.” I replied, “I don’t think I need to go toilet,”

“let me check you, then you will have some time to Rehearse your song before dinner,” David told me.

It turns out that my Diaper was wet, but I could not remember wetting myself, David told me that I probably did it when I was asleep in the back of the car.

Laying on my bed, I asked David if I could go to dinner without a Diaper on, and could he help me find a pair of jeans to put on, He found my jeans but we could find any under pans,

“Are you sure that you have underpants William, all I can find are your Diapers?” David asked, what had Mum done with my clothes and where is my mobile. I wondered, griming one of the diapers, it looks like I just going to have to get used to this I thought, as I tried to put it on.

“It Looks like you need some help, Kiddo” David said as he adjusted the tapes making it tight around my body and legs, “thank you,” I said to him as I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror,

“Does Rickey wear Diapers all the time I asked?" David, “yes he does.” David answered, “Is he a baby like me?” I questioned. “No, neither of you are babies, you are 12,” he said, as a matter of fact.

But I am in diapers, I suck on a pacifier, I have Barney pointing to my bear, My Mum likes to dress me like a small kid,” Opening the drawers of my chest of draws in my bedroom showing all the bright colourful clothing mum had got me, “they are all children’s clothing and now I have toys to play within the bath, that is meant for children 3+” I said looking at him “So Alex and Rickey are right I am a Little! I just a Little, Teenage, baby.

“Kiddo,” David said sitting me on my bed and passing me Barney bear, “I heard Alex, explain it to you in the car about being a Little, you are not a baby, but you like things that are meant of children younger than yourself. also, some of them you kind of need like your pacifier, being a Little is nothing to be ashamed of.” He said to me reassuringly.”

“I have known other Littles that have tried to be grown up all the time.” He continued; “they just make them self’s, incredibly sad. But the Littles that, accept who they are, find it much easier, to cope with life, I think your mum knows this and that is why she has got you these clothes so you can start to accept yourself.”

“I really want to tell him the truth right then, but something stopped me.”

“Do other Littles have caregivers like you?” I asked him. “Some of them do, but some don’t, some Littles try to hide it all away, it all depends on the situation. But I am pleased that your mum is ok with you being a Little and is supporting you.” David replied.

All this time I was sitting on my bed

cross-legged, in just my fresh diaper and t-shirt holding Bonnie bear.

“come on if you what to rehearse your song we best go down to the dining room.” David said, to me, I got up off my bed and pulled on my jeans, “do I look, Ok?” I asked him. “you look fine.”

He said tucking my pacifier inside of my t-shirt, “do you what to show Rickey your toys’ and lead him on a bit about staying in your room tonight.”

“Do I!” I said Excitedly grabbing the bag with the toys.

“Ok then, but if I say, that’s Enough, to you, then it’s time to stop, okay,” he said looking at me. “yes, Ok David.” As I put my hand in his and headed off to the dining room.

Suddenly felt two arms wrapped around me, it was Rickey, “I am so sorry for making you cry William, and being mean to you, I was just Jealous that you don't have to wear your harness, Jo was really cross with me.” It’s Ok I got into Trouble today as well with, David, because I made fun of Alex being a sissy.” I told him, “ho I wish I was there,” Rickey said, “What happened?” he asked, David put me in time out, and made me sit all through lunch in a wet diaper. To teach me a lesson.” I told Rickey.

“and what lesson was that William?” David asked me. “not to be mean to little girls?” I said smiling, “humm it not to be mean at all.” David replied, “unless they're one of the hired helps, then it’s open season, right” Rickey added with a grin on his face.

“Anyway, you get the tap end tonight,” I told Rickey.

What do you mean the tap end? Rickey asked me. “the tap end of my bath,” I replied. “you remember we are going to be put in the same bath, together tonight, and you are going to be sleeping in my bed.”

“What, for real?” He asked then looking around for Jo, who was chatting with David.

“As it's my room, it's my rules,” I told him. “Also, I get to sleep next to the window, Hope you don't snore,”

“I think they were kidding William,” Rickey replied.

“No, look at what David got for us tonight,” showing him the water guns and the bath toy. “we are going to have so much fun tonight,” I said trying to keep a straight face.

“Is this for real?” Rickey said looking at David and then at Jo.

“We still need to get the ok from Anne first she is phoning your parents to make sure it's ok with them,” Jo answered. “I know mum it will be fine with her,” I said cracking a smile, “can we try out the water guns, now please David?”

“I know my parents will be fine with it they are just glad to have a break from me,” Rickey said, looking at me, and then getting some of the drinking water to put in the water pistols.

“not before dinner you don’t,” David said taking the bag off me with the toys in. “And I thought you were here to rehearse.

“I thought I could hear your voice,” Mary said as she appeared from the office, with Alex they had got the printout of the song.

I quickly explained how to read the musical score, then we read it through, decided who was going to sing which bit, and then we had a run-through,

Just then people started to arrive for dinner,

“Can I please stay up and practice, after dinner,” Rickey asked Jo, Jo agreed that he could for a while,

Rickey went off with Jo to sit facing his wall. And I joined Alex with her dad, for dinner, “where’s mum?”

Alex asked, her dad, “she is still out shopping with your mother.” he said looking at me. “What have you two been up to?” he asked, and then listened to everything that had happened to us all through dinner.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Oct 1, 2020 at 4:56 PM
Content: I not going to be able to write so much as other things have to take priority.

but I will be back as this story has still got some chapters to go yet.

thanks for reading

Hugs

Siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Oct 7, 2020 at 5:07 PM
Content: Chapter 21 A Water Fight With Rickey.

“Can you come out to play for a bit?” Rickey said, appearing from nowhere.

“What about your medication Rickey?” I replied. “Jo has delayed it so I can burn off some more energy before he helps me with my evening routine.” he said, “I cart believe that they told us, we wear going to be bathed together,”, I could still hear his uncertainty in his voice.

“I better tell David that I am going out to play with you first,” I told him, looking around to see if I could find David who was talking to Anne.

“Excuse me, everyone,” I said, getting down from the table. Then went off to ask him if I could play with Rickey,

“Hello William, David has been telling me all about your adventures, are you having fun?” Anne asked me.

“yes, thank you” I replied “is it ok if I go and play with Rickey, Jo is letting him play for a bit before his medication.

You can go and play on the hotel playground equipment and in the garden, but you are not to go outside the hotel grounds. And you come in when I call you,” David said to me.”

“I hope you two are being nice to each other Anne asked”

“Ho doesn’t worry, they are like best of friends now, they fall out, and then they are off finding mischief to get into,” David told her.

“Can I have my water guns?” I asked David, “They are in your room.” David replied.

“Yea, Water, fight!” Rickey said excitedly and started to jump up and down.

Looking at us both David said “I best get you ready if you too are going to have a water fight, come on then let go to your room so you can put shorts on and get the water guns.” then walking Rickey and me to my room.

Once we were there David said to me let’s get you into a pair of swimming shorts William, take off your jeans.

“What’s your bear called?” Rickey asked, “his name is barney.” I said taking my jeans off and passing them to David,

Rickey gave out a chuckle and looked at the floor, “what are you laughing at?” I asked him, “I just had a thought of having a water fight in just our diapers,” he said looking up at me, and then said you got the same brand that I have I am team dragon at the moment pulling his shorts down. I looked down at mine with the character of a giraffe peering over the top. Then taking the swimming shorts that David was passing me, I said. “Naan, you are all right.”

What was the point in changing before lunch? I thought to myself as I pulled my t-shirt down over the top of my shorts, Rickey was still dressed in his orange beach shorts and a yellow t-shirt.

“I thought you would have more toys to play with William, being a Little,” Ricky said, looking around my room. “And you sleep in a normal bed?” he questioned.

“What else would I sleep in?” I asked confused

“A cot!” he said. “Humm no, not yet I don’t,” I told him, quickly getting the water guns, out of the bag,

“Now listen to me, you two,” David said sternly “you only get each other wet with these and only outside the hotel, do you two understand.”

If I have to tell either of you two off because you were using them inside the hotel or that you got someone else wet deliberately”, you won’t get to play with the water guns for the rest of the holiday” he continued.

“Yes, yes, we understand,” Rickey said, impatiently, “can we go and play now.”

“Go on then run along and play, nicely!” he said as we both grabbed a gun each, then ran out of the hotel to load them up with water.

In the hotel garden, there was a water feature and an outside tap. The swimming pool was inside a courtyard.

Unscrewing the plastic container from my water gun I plunged it in the water feature filling it as fast as I could, this was a race against time, if Rickey got his done first, I would be the first one to get wet, and neither of us was going to take prisoners,

screwing mine back up, I could see Rickey was rushing to do his up, as we both took cover behind some bushes.

Peering out I could see rickey hiding, I quickly pumped up the pressure on the water gun and open fire, seeing a stream of water hit where Rickey was.

Suddenly water from Rickey’s gun hit the bush I was hiding behind. I need to get closer to him, I thought. So, I made a run to a statue, giving my gun full more pumps, and then I let him have it, but he was not there. Where had he gone? Suddenly I felt a stream of water hit the back of my t-shirt. I returned fire hitting rickey clean on the chest. As we both emptied our water guns on each other, getting each other absolutely soaking wet.

As we refilled our water guns I said, “the first one at the top of the climbing frame Wins!” as we both run to the play equipment my wet t-shirt began to feel uncomfortable so I pulled it off, as I started to climb up, as soon as we both got to the top. We both gave each other a squirt with our water guns.

“see if you can hit the swing from here,” I told Rickey, soon we started to run out of things to hit, and our water guns had begun to run out of water.

Swinging from our leg’s upside down from the top of the climbing frame and spraying random things around the play area Rickey said to me. “you are making this holiday so much more fun, William usually I have just to run around to burn off my energy.

“you are making this holiday fun for me as well, I usually just sit at the pool, but then I would get bored, and I always get into trouble somehow,”

“I am going to get a refill,” I said, jumping down from the climbing frame. Rickey joined me as we went to find the outside tap.

Soon I heard Jo calling Ricky in for his medication and to get ready for bed. Then I heard David say, “William, it’s time to come in now.” Looking at Rickey, I said, “I know, let’s get them wet.”

Running to them, we squirted each other but then turned them on to Jo and David getting them both wet.

“Right, that’s it! Mr you’re in trouble now.” David said to me, picking me up with one scoop and putting me over his shoulder again. Then I looked to see Rickey and found that Jo had done the same to him. Giving Jo and Rickey one last squirt from my water gun, I said, “I guess I’ll see you in the morning.” As Jo carried him away, with Rickey waving at me.

Putting me down, David asked me what I had done with my t-shirt. Looking down at myself, what had I done with it. Looking back up at him, I said: “don’t know.” Taking my water gun off me and emptying the water over me, he said. “Well, we best go and find it then,” taking hold of my hand and walking me back to the playground.

“Well, that was a lucky guess?” he said, pointing to my t-shirt that was on the ground covered in mud. Letting go of my hand, he told me to go and get it. I went and picked it up, then looked at David and said, “it’s dirty!” holding it up, “it will all come out in the wash William,” he said. Then chuckled to himself. “let see if you will come out in the wash too, just stand still for me,” as he tried to shoot me with the water gun, but it was empty, I began to Laugh at him. “it empty!” I said, pointing at him, “Ok, then I guess I need something to wash off while you are in the bath.” He said, putting his fingers in the mud, “what are you going to do?” I asked, taking a step back. “I said, stand still!” he replied, then with the mud, he wrote on my chest. “I Need a Bath!” then put two muddy strips on my cheeks, wiping his hands off on my back, “there now You look like a mud monster.”

I just stood there looking down at what he had just done to me. It’s kind of funny, I didn’t care, I knew how I was dressed and how I looked, but I didn’t care anymore,

“is it bath time then?” I said, looking back up at him, Yes, it is.” David said, offering me his hand.

1,2,3 splash as I jumped in the mud that Rickey and I had made while having a water fight. Then looked at David and said, “I’m a mad monster!”

“come along it’s time for you to have a bath, William you can play some more tomorrow with your friends,” David said, taking my hand.

“I’m still a mud monster!” I told him, as we walked back to the hotel Entrance, “You’re not walking through in those shoes!” David told me, “sit down here while we take them off,” I sat on a bench as David took my Shoes and socks off, then wrapped them in my T-shirt.

As we walked through, we Bumped into Alex with her Dad, “you missed bingo night,” Alex said to me. Then looked at David and said I wished you got me a water gun too, bingo wasn’t that good, looks like you had much more fun.” She said, looking me up and down.

“yea we did, perhaps you can get a water gun tomorrow Alex,” I said.

“I was watching you two running around; it was much more entertaining than the bingo. Alex’s Dad said to me.

I did really know what to say to him, so I looked up at David to help.

“Well, it’s someone’s bath time,” David said, looking back down at me, “are you going to say good night, little mud monster.”

“Good night,” I said, looking at Alex and then at her Dad.

“Good Night, Little mud monster.” Alex’s Dad said back at me.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Oct 17, 2020 at 10:26 AM
Content: Chapter 22 Being put to bed by David

"Ok then, buddy, let's get these wet shorts off you," David said as we went into my bathroom. Then undoing my shorts and letting them drop on to the floor and sitting me on the toilet seat in just my diaper. I watched David start to run my bath, putting bobble bath mixture into the water, Stirring the water, making it foam up with bubbles more and more.

Looking at me with a smile, he said. "A couple of drops of my magic potion will turn you back into a nice smelling, Little, instead of a mud Monster." He said, dropping Lavender oil into my bath. "are you ready to be transformed back into a little boy again, mud monster?" He asked, "or shall we turn you into a living statue, then stand you outside for all to see?"

"Living statue?" I said questioning. "What is a living statue?" I asked.

"well, sometimes, when we have Little boys that don't stay in bed, at night, and get up and run around the hotel. Well, then we take them outside and cover them in quick-drying cement, them by the morning they have turn into a statue." He said,

"No! don't want to be a living statue!" I told him looking at my bath, then I looked back at him, not knowing what to say, the thought of what I have got myself into came flooding into my brain.

He was going to give me a bath and put me to bed. I looked down at the floor and realised I was sitting in just a diaper that he had helped put me in before dinner, it was swollen with the water from the water fight but was still clinging to me.

Feeling self-conscious that I was still in a wet diaper. The sound of my bath running, and that I was sitting on the toilet. I felt my self-needing to go, I started to undo the diaper tapes ripping them off the diaper and letting it drop to the floor, then sat back down and let my self-go.

"that's a good boy," David said to me as I was peeing in the toilet, picking up my diaper and putting it into the bin. And my shorts in a washing bag for the laundry, I just looked away, "you, you, don't have to bath me." I said, then looking back at him, I continued "I can do it all myself."

I think he could see that I was uncertain because he said, "It, ok, Buddy. In a moment I will help you get into the bath, then I will wash you, starting at your head then I will work down your body until you are clean. You can play with your bath toy for a while, if you like, after your bath I will put you in a fresh Diaper and your spiderman Pyjamas, your mum, has left out for you. I will then tuck you into bed and read you a bedtime story," he reassuringly told me. "just relax, and let me look after you, there is nothing to worry about." I remember how gentle he was, cleaning me up after I had spilt ice-cream over myself.

I looked at him and nodded, he is going to babysit me, anyway, I thought. Still, now he had told me what he was going to do, it all sounded so lovely, "yes relax William." I told myself, "I don't have to worry about anything tonight, relax and enjoy being looked after."

"ready buddy?" He asked as he picked me up and lowered my body into the bath, the warm water felt so nice around me. The smell of Lavender just made me relax moor, as David started to wash my hair, gently massaging my scalp. He washed my face and neck, then put the sponge over my eyes; he rinsed the soap out of my hair.

I closed my eyes and started to relax, sitting in the warm water with the bobbles cracking and popping around me, with the smell of Lavender in the air, as David washed and rubbed every part of my body.

"I know you are tired buddy but try not to fall asleep on me in the bath, come on, sit up for me, I need your help to wash your feet.

I open my eyes and sat up for him, giving out a yawn as I did.

"Do you know the five little pigs?" David asked, I just looked at him and nodded. "ok, I need to make sure that I get each toe, so can you repeat after me?"

I just looked at him and sighed, David Smiled back at me as he lifted one of my feet out of the water. Then went to town scrubbing the mud off my knees with a nail brush, "little boys that are constantly in shorts always get dirt in their knees." He said, then swapping back to the sponge he moved down my leg and started to massage my foot with the soap, cleaning each toe. As he did, he made up a version of the Five Little Pigs "This Little Piggie went down the town!" he then stopped and looked at me to repeat what he just said. I wanted to say, "down the town." but what came out was "Round town." Smiling at me, he then moved on to the next toe and said, "this Little piggy has Agoraphobia!" then he stopped and looked at me with a big grin. "Aggrohobia." I said, smiling back at him.

"This little Piggy went to the Steak house." "sack mouse." I repeated, I thought I must be too tired to speak, but it didn't matter, I was enjoying playing with him, my head was starting to feel kind of foggy, but that didn't matter either."This little piggy was a Vegan!" David said, still smiling at me. "Pigeon," I replied giggling.

"and this little piggy needed his diaper changed!" "Dipeee!" I repeated back. "Again, again," I said, offering him my other foot.

Smiling at me he started to sing as he washes my other leg and foot "One, two, three, four, five, Once I caught a fish alive, Six, seven, eight, nine, ten, Then I let it go again. Why did you let it go? Because it bit my toe! Which toe did it bite? This little toe on the right."

"there, all nice and clean now, shall we, pull the plug before all the dirt gets back onto you?" he asked,

my head was feeling foggy, something had happened, I was feeling tired, but that wasn't it. I was feeling so relaxed and, I was enjoying every moment of being looked after as if I was still just a little kid.

"Ready," David said, offering me the plug chain to pull. I got hold of it. And looked at David not sure what I was meant to do.

Looking back at me, David started to sing again. "Half a pound of twopenny rice," as he boobed the end of my nose, "Half a pound of treacle," as he tickled the back of my neck. "That's where all the water goes." As he put his hand over the top of mine. "Pop! goes the Plug." As he pulled the plug out of the bath.

As we watch the water Disappearing down the drain, David came out with, "My Little has gone down the plughole, My Little has gone down the drain.

The poor little thing was so skinny and thin, he should have been bathed in a jug!" I just looked at him then said, "Noo me not go plug ho, mee still hear."

"ho, yes so you are little guy. Let's get you all nice and dry." Picking me up and standing me on the floor, then Wrapping me up in a towel he started to dry me, has he did, he began to sing." Rub-a-dub-dub, Three men in a tub, and who do you think they be? The butcher, the baker, the candlestick-maker, all put out to sea."

I had no idea why I was enjoying so much, I looked at David and gave out another yawn, as I did, there was a knock at the door "room service." Come, a voice from the other side.

"well, how is that for timing?" David said, rapping the towel around me, and laying me on my bed, he then went to get the door.

"a bottle of warm milk, and a chocolate chip Biscuit, sir." The voice said behind the door, "yes, that's right." David said. Taking the tray and closing the door. Then he put the tray down, on my dresser.

I looked at him curiously, but he just said, "come on then, bottom-up."

I lifted my bottom as I felt a diaper go under me. I went to grab Barny bear, "hold on kiddo, let get your Pyjamas on and you all comfortable in bed."

Putting Barny to one side, I watched as he did up the tapes, feeling the diaper coming snug around my body. Then he put my red Pyjama shorts on and helped me with my Spiderman t-shirt, "ok, now you can have Barny." He said, passing me my bear. I was still feeling foggy in my head, and feeling of being a small child, as I held Barny,

"Would you like a Biscuit?" David asked, offering me the biscuit. As I started to eat the biscuit sitting crossed legged on my bed, he began to read to me. The tell of Samuel whiskers, I began to get into the story, Samuel who was a kitten, had decided to hide up a chimney, when David put the book down, "now you have finished your biscuit William, you can lay down in your bed, I pushed myself down and put my head on the Pillows, I was so comfortable.

Dave put Barny under my arm then went to get the bottle of warm milk, putting the tit in my mouth, "Now you drink all your milk up for me like a good boy." As I moved my tongue over the tit, some warm milk, filled my mouth.

David continued to read to me, as the warm milk continued to fill my mouth as I suckled on my bottle, soon I had drunk all my milk, and David swapped the bottle for my pacifier.

There was still a Lingering scent of Lavender in the air. David's soothing voice as he continued to read the story, the feeling that I was just a small child now, seem to be ok. I had been turned in to just a little boy, and I was enjoying it, as I closed my eyes, knowing that I was going to be looked after from now on.

I don't know what happened at the end of the storey as I had fallen fast asleep.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Oct 19, 2020 at 6:04 AM
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Kyma said:

Great story , keep it going!

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 9, 2021 at 5:03 PM
Content: sorry for the long wight every one.

I am going to try and write the next chapter.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 14, 2021 at 2:12 PM
Content:
Chapter 23 Trying my new dress on.

I slowly open my eyes, As I laid on one side with Barney’s head holding my pacifier in my mouth, I slowly turned over suckling on my pacifier. I heard my diaper make a wrestling noise as I slowly moved in my bed.

I put my hand down between my legs to feel the diaper that David had put on me last night, I was still feeling like a little toddler, and I was enjoying it. And although in my mind I know that at some point all this is going to come to an end, and I would have to go back to work. I pushed that thought right to the back of my head, right now I was just a little, and that is how I wanted to stay, I wondered if it would be possible to remain like this when the holiday was over.

Just then I heard the door unlock and my mother walk into the room carrying some bags.
"good morning William." She said with a big smile. "Good morning, Mummy." I replied behind my pacifier. "are you ready to get up, sweetheart." Mum asked. I pushed the bed sheet off and sat up, smiling back at mum, not wanting to take my pacifier out of my mouth.

Putting the bags down mum came over a sat next to me, "It looks like you have had a really good night’s sleep, William. Did you enjoy David babysitting you last night?" "yes, Mummy I had so much fun, Ricky and I had a big water fight, outside before bedtime and David help me have a bath, and he read a bedtime story." I feel so lovely being a Little I don't want it to end not never ever, ever!" I explained.

"Well, sweetheart, you never stop being a mummy special Little boy even when the holiday is over," Mum exclaimed. "Now I have your new dress for tonight, do you remember you said that you were going to dress up for this evening. I would like you to try it on, so I know it fits you," she said to me.

I jumped off my bed. And as I stood up, I could feel the weight of my diaper. Taking off my spiderman t-shirt I went to look in the bag to see my new dress, "not so fast mister, let's get you in that shower and out of the night-time diaper first before there are accidents." Mum said. To me, pointing to the bathroom. I looked at mum and gave out a sigh "ok!" I replied, walking to the bathroom. Pulling my shorts off. Then I managed to rip my wet diaper off and let it drop to the floor with a thud.

"Put that in the bin please William." I heard mum say to me from the bedroom, I picked the diaper up and put it in the bin, as I did, I noticed the bath toy that David had got me yesterday, I picked it up and took it into the shower with me. Sticking the bath toy on to the wall, I began to play with it changing the wheels on it, making the water go in different directions.

I jumped as I heard My Mum say "Ho William, you are meant to be getting showered not play with your toys." "I, I, Humm, Sorry," I said, dropping the showerhead. "it's ok sweetheart, Mummy is here to help you, I know you cannot help yourself, now you are fully regressed," Mum said to me as she picked up the sponge then rubbing soap into it, the next thing I know Mum was washing my body, covering me in soap studs.

"Mum!" I explained. "No, try again, what do you call me?" Mum replied. "Hum Mummy! I can do that myself!" I complained.

"No William you are just too Little now to take care of yourself, you would just spend the whole day playing with toys, you know I right, you are a Little boy now, and you need to be looked after," Mum replied as she rinsed the soap off me. Then wrapping a towel around me as she dried me.

"let's get your diaper on you," Mum said, to me as if it was just part of my morning routine now, as we walked back to the bedroom. Mum had put a towel over the top of my bed. "up you pop sweetheart, I knew what was going to happen now, so I laid on my bed with my legs apart, and my knees bent, grabbing Barney bear on the way.

"That a good boy William." As she Sprinkled baby powder all over me and rubbed it in. "now lift up for me, Sweetheart." Mum said as she slid a diaper under me. I started to think to earlier in the week when Mum used her Mummy magic to do up my diaper and how snug it felt. "Mummy," I said, "don't forget to use your mummy magic to do it up." "Ok then William," mum replied. "stick fast Stick true." She said as she stuck the taps on, and I felt the diaper become snug fitting if not a bit tight around me, I looked to see what mum had chosen for me to wear today. But all I could see was a blue t-shirt.

"Sit up for me please William, I've got you some snap crutch onesies, to wear over the top of your diapers, I've got you one blue one, a red one and a green one, but after the holiday I let you choose ones that have cute prints on them" Mum explained, as she pulled it over my head then put my arms in, it looked like a regular t-shirt. However, it was tight around my body, but it seemed to stretch.

"there now lay back down for me please. "Mum said to me. I was not sure what she was going to do, I guessed she was going to put a pair of my shorts on me, but Instead, she pulled my t-shirt down over my diaper. And pop, pop, pop, she had done the snaps up between my legs.

"there you are all done," Mum said to me as she clipped my pacifier clip to my t-shirt. And put my pacifier into my mouth. "now let get your hair combed" she continued, sitting me up and started to comb my hair, I just sat on my bed suckling on my pacifier and enjoying all the attention mum was giving me.

As Mum was combing my hair, she said to me. "I have your dress for this evening. I would like you to try it on for me." I just looked at her a smiled behind my pacifier. "you are mummy's good Little boy this morning," Mum said back to me helping me off the bed and walking me over to the shopping bags, then mum pulled out a dress that had all the Colours of the rainbow.

"arms up then William," Mum said to me as she slipped the dress over my head, then did it up from behind. I just could not stop looking down at myself, I was in a dress! I wondered if this is how I was going to be dressed for the day. "now let's have a look at you. "mum said to me turning me around. Then smiling and said "yes! you are going to look so pretty, once I have done your hair and makeup, go and have a look in the mirror."

I went into the bathroom and looked at my self-wearing a dress, for some reason I kind of liked it, I liked the way it moved on me as I twisted around. So, I was twisting my body one way then the other watching the bottom of my dress rise then drop back down as I did. "What do you think then William?" Mum asked. "I like it, Mummy." I said to her "Thank you, can I go and show Alex and Ricky?" Mum's face lit up "most boys wouldn’t want to be put into a dress, but not you, William, you just go with it and not only that you want to show it off to your friends.”

Then giving me a hug, she said, “I really do like the way you are now so full of life and fun."

Then with a giggle, I went to get a pair of socks and my shoes, "Hang on you." Mum said, "let's get you out of your dress and into a pair of shorts," "I not going to be wearing my new dress?" I asked. "That is for this evening we are going to do your hair and makeup, and Alex is going to do your nails as well yours and Ricky's, your friends will see you in your dress then," Mum explained, turning me around and unzipping the dress letting it drop to the floor, then lifting me out.

I put my pacifier back into my mouth and started to suckle as Mum put my dress on a hanger then hanging it up. It looked so colourful hanging there. Mum went to the shopping bag and pulled out a pair of shorts, I also got you these just in case you decided to back out from wearing a dress.

Rainbow-coloured shorts, sitting me back on my bed, mum quickly finished dressing me.
Looking down at myself, I Said to mum "I think I like the dress better. "

"come on William it breakfasts time, you will have your dress on this evening, let's go and find your friends." Mum said to me, passing me, Barney, "but first, I haven't heard you say your special sentence to me." Mum said with a smile.

"My special sentence?" I questioned. "Yes, you know what I mean, My Little Peter pan," Mum replied. Giving out aside, I said, "Ok." Putting Barney back on my bed than standing with my legs apart and my hands on my hips. "I am your special Peter Pan, I will never be able to grow up, I will always be your forever boy," I replied, looking at Mum, then grabbing Barney again.

"Good boy, but there is one more statement I want you to add from now on because you look so cute saying it." "What is that?" I asked, "I what you to say that you believe in ferries at the end." Mum replied, let me write it down for you so you can remember it. Then wrote on a piece of paper. (I am Mummy's special, Little Peter Pan, my body cannot grow up, I will always be a Little boy, and I believe in ferry's.) passing me the paper, she said, "now let me hear you say it, nice and clear for me no mumbling." Reading at what she had written. I that looked back at her with a grin, and said "IT!"

"WILLIAM!" I heard mum say, "readout allowed in a nice clear voice now before you go down for your breakfast, or you will be doing it in the dining room with everyone watching."
Looking back at the piece of paper I read out allowed. "I am Mummy's special, Little Peter Pan, my body cannot grow up, I will always be a Little boy, and I believe in ferry's."

"Good boy, you will be reading that every day from now on so you will never forget that you are a Little," Mum said to me taking me by the hand as we went off to the dining room and to find Alex and her family.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 15, 2021 at 6:40 PM
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charliewilson said:

i started the stowry two days ago.. after the 2nd chapter i was really in it and i had to stop myself from reading so it will last longer... i honestly think it’s amazing. you describe the situations so that i can truly imagine how it happens and the story makes sense and is not jumping too far.. it’s a pretty soow but continues process which makes it even better.
Well Done and i hope there will be more chapters soon and it goes on way beyond the holidays

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Thank you. I am glad you are enjoying the story,

There still more to come.

Yigs siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 15, 2021 at 6:44 PM
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Jayme said:

I'm enjoying this story. Thank you for taking the time to post your wonderful story here

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 16, 2021 at 10:41 AM
Content: Chapter 24 A Disturbance at breakfast

We were sitting in the dining room; Rickie was with Jo sitting facing a wall, and Alex’s and her family had joined us.

Suddenly Anne appeared, “good morning everyone.” she said with a smile.

Just to let you know that you are off to the beach today so you will need to take beach clothing to change into David is getting some games and other equipment for you both and Rickey I thought it would give you all time to rehearse your song for this evening as well.

Now because I want everyone to be safe and have a wonderful time, I have put a new staff member with all three of you, now I want you to show him what good children you can be as it's his first day, this is Robin.

Robin was young and looked like he had just finished college. “good morning, everyone. Then he looked at Alex, smiled, and then looked at me, and his smile turned into a Look of confusion, he looked at mum and said, “Anne told me she was going to put me with the 10- to 13-year-olds, is William with you?”

I started to feel awkward around him, so I put my pacifier in my mouth and tried to hide behind barney. “This is William,” Mum said to Robin with a glair. “But he isn’t old enough to be in the group,” Robin stated.

I started to become very self-conscious of the way I now looked. I was used to people thinking I was still a child that just come with my condition. But now strangers thought I was just a toddler. And that I had been put in the wrong group. Maybe I should be placed in the crash with the other babies.

Mum glared at him, “Have you read my son care notes?” she asked, then before Robin could say anything mum continued, “my son is 12 years old, but he has a condition that makes him look younger than he is.”

“Ho, I am sorry!” Robin stated, “I haven’t read them yet, I am so sorry, William.” I look down at the floor hugging Barney “It Ok.” I said, hoping that he would just go away.

Then he turned to Alex parents and said I understand that your son is transgender does he like to be called a boy or a girl.

Alex just looked at her parents with her mouth open. I could see that Alex’s mum was amount, to lay into Robin, However Alex’s Dad put his hand on his wife's hand, and that looked at Alex and said: “KILL!”

Alex Stud up and faced Robin “DO I LOOK LIKE A BOY?” she asked him. I am a Girl, and William is not a baby he is a Little. Why don’t you go over there and upset Rickey as well?

A very red face Robin started to apologise to Alex saying that he had never met a transgender child before.

Alex then explained that she was born in a boys’ body, but now she is a girl.

I could not understand why anyone would think that Alex was not a girl. Her hair was long and put back into a ponytail, and she has a summer dress on.

Suddenly Mary appeared with David “Alex, are you Ok.” “yes, I find I was just explaining the difference between a boy and a girl to Robin, then pointing a Mary, Alex said to Robin. “this is a female.” Then pointing at David, she said: “And this is a Mail.” Then pointing at herself, I am a girl I am made of Sugar and spice and all things nice, then pointing at me and said and William is a Little boy. He is made of Slugs and snails and puppy-dogs tails.” ”Hay!” I said, “I not made of that.”

“I think it might be best if you help us to finish packing the bus, Robin.” Marry said.

Seeing that Alex had just wiped the floor with Robin and was now enjoying the remains.

David had knelt next to me, “Hey, Buddy, what happened.” He asked “Robin was mean to Alex and me, he said that I was a baby and Alex was a boy. And I, not a baby I am little.” I replied. “Ho I see well Robin is very new in this job role so can you help me, Jo and Mary?” “Maybe?” I replied wondering how I could help David,”

“Can you help us show Robin what he needs to do to be a career?” David asked. I looked over at Alex, who had now sat back down at the table and was getting Praised for how well she handled the situation.

“Maybe, if Alex and Ricky help as well,” I replied. “I am sure your friends will be helping you,” David said.

Then Mum asked about what I was going to need for the beach, David explained that they had a lot of beach toys and games to play, I would need my changing bag of course and apart from some money that he would look after for me, sun cream, so I will not get burnt, some beach/ swimming shorts and a towel,

Once mum and I was back in my room, mum had me laying on my bed while she checked my diaper was still dry, then I sat crossed legged, holding Barny, Suckling on my pacifier. As I watched Mum pack my changing bag with everything I was going to need,

I took my pacifier out of my mouth and asked, “Mummy, why did Robin think I was a baby?”

“It just the same as always sweetheart, how many people think you are 12 back home, the people that don’t know you, might think that you are a toddler now, because of the way you look. But it does not really matter what they think, your happiness is what matters, and it looks to me that you are incredibly happy.”

I sat there looking at Barny, then putting my pacifier back in my mouth I felt the relaxation wash over me as I moved my tongue over the tit, sucking it into my mouth, I was feeling happy now, and why should it matter what other people thought of me, I am a little. It makes me happy, being a little, and mum seems to like looking after me as well, looking back at her as she explained to me everything that she had put in my changing bag.

Soon I was holding her hand walking down to the reception to meet the others. Still, something had changed in me, I just did not want to talk, I had also held on to Barny, mum has said that If I am taking Barny to the beach, I would need to leave him in the bus so that I did not lose him.

Although mum and David spoke to me, I was not really taking in what they were saying. I just held Barny close to me and smiled and nodded behind my pacifier.

The next thing I know was David picking me up and putting me in a minibus, but this seat seemed to hold me more than usual. David was showing mum how he straps me in.

Once everyone had been strapped in, I waved at mum as we set off to find the beach.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 17, 2021 at 12:26 PM
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pierrylouys said:

Great chapter I think William is liking his new of life !! And I hope his packed some little swimmer because if don’t William gonna be swimming naked or with his diapee

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Don't worry William has swimming shorts.

But we have a chapter before we get to the beach.

Three mysterious children. In a mine bus.

And William gets recognised in a toy shop.

Pluss what ever my imagination thinks off.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 18, 2021 at 11:32 AM
Content: Chapter 25 Fun on the Bus and going to the toy shop.

As I sat all strapped in, I realised that I was in a Child's Booster Seat. Still, it was so comfortable, and I did really care I had Barny with me, I was feeling content sitting there, suckling on my pacifier, looking out of the window and half-listening to Ricky and Alex chatting about something.

"William, you are very quiet, is everything OK buddy?" I heard David say to me, suddenly everybody was looking at me, nodding my head. I looked at Barny, so I to look at anybody else.

Then Rickey piped up and said it looks like our Little has dropped into little space, it's OK William, if you are in little space, you are with all your friends." I just looked at him and smiled. I did know if I was in little space or not, but I know I was safe, and David was there to look after me.

Rickey then reached over the best he could as his car seat straps stopped him from moving too much, and with his index finger pointing at me, he said "Boop!" Smiling back at him, I replied with a "Boop!"

"David can I use Williams water gun if he is in little space?" Alex asked. "No Alex, we will stop on the way and get you one, William may want to join in the water fight when we get all set up at the beach," David replied.

"But William is in little space he won't be able to handle a water gun" Alex stated. Letting the pacifier fall out of my mouth, I said, "Water gun, water fight, at the beach."

"Ho Alex!" Rickey said, "look at what you have done, you brought William out of little space, Robin, can you please help William back into little space?" he asked. Then looking at me. "he said. It's OK William, Robin will help you!"

But I didn't want Robin, I had forgotten all about him. "NO!" I Shouted. "NO, No, No! I don't want Robin! Robin mean and, and I don't like him, No."

"Hay, it OK I won't hurt you." I'm here to help, look after you," Robin stated. "But, but you were mean earlier, and, and I don't know," I said, looking at the floor.

"Perhaps we could start again," Robin said. "Mine name is Robin, and this is my first day as a career, what is your name?" he asked. "My name is Reginald Farty Pants," Ricky said putting his hand out to be Shook, "but all my friends call me Farty. And this is my better half," he continued with a mischievous grin looking at Alex. "Alex put her hand out and said "my name is Elizabeth snotty nose. But my friends call me Snotty, and this is out Little pointing to me.

Buy this time I was giggling at Ricky's and Alex's made-up names. I was trying to think of one for myself, just then Rickey came out with. "yes, we call him Little Willy, everyone knows about our little Willy, don't they Snotty?" I was in fits of giggles now only stopping to look at Robin to say "Willy!" then I went back to giggling.

"Ho yes Farty everyone knows about our little Willy." Alex said, "do you think Robin would like to hold our Willy, Snotty?" rickey asked Alex.

Buy now David and Jo were only just holding it together, "That is enough, you three." Mary said, or we will be going back to the hotel. You all will be in time outputting the decorations up for this evening, I'm sure there are lots of jobs we can find for three very mischievous children to do."

"SORRY MARY!" we all said together, as Jo pulled the bus up outside toy town. Do you want to come in with me to get a water gun Alex?" Mary asked?" "Yea Toy shop!" Ricky replied, "yes, please." Alex replied, undoing her set straps. Then Mary helped Alex out of the car, and they headed off into the toy shop." But Jo and David just sat there.

"can we go into the toy shop too?" Rickey asked, "you want me to get you out of the bus, put your rains on so you can look at toys?" Jo replied. "PLEASE!" rickey replied. "and what about you, William; you don't want to go and look at a toy, do you." I could fill my bottom lip coming out, "Please" I said.

"Little Willy does need some more toys for his room," Rickey added, looking at me, smiling. "and, and Farty, too," I replied, joining in.

"OK one toy each," JO replied. "Yea, Toy shop!" we both said together. "I'll show you how to put a harness on," Jo said to Robin as he got out of the car.

"my name isn't Rickey!" Rickey stated, "its Reginald Farty Pants!" he continued, chuckling out aloud. "Farty pants!" I said, joining in laughing. "Yes, that right Willy. See even our little Willy knows my name." Rickey tormented Jo and Robin.

You two need to stop the made-up name game now and think of something else to play" David said in his stern voice, or there will be no Toy Shop.

By now Jo had got Rickey out of the car and was busy showing Robin how to do it up.

I had hold of David's hand and was quietly suckling on my pacifier, while we waited for them.

Soon Robin had hold of Rickey's rains as we walked into the toy shop.

"What kind of toys would you like to look at," David asked me. I could not remember the last time I was in a toy shop, there was so much to look at with toys aimed at different ages. The shop had two floors, upstairs had music Instruments,

David could see that I was looking at the instruments, so we headed upstairs.

A lady voice came from behind me, "Hello, my name is Fay, and how may I help you today." I help tight on to David's hand,

"We are looking at your instruments," David said to her.

Looking at me, Fay asked, "would you like to try one out?" I nodded and pointed to the Piano, soon I was sat in front of the key bord and fay had got some music out for me to play, I looked at her and then at David, "Its OK buddy you can play something." David said reassuringly.

I moved my tongue over the tip of my pacifier sucking the saliva back into my mouth, As I tried to relax putting my fingers on the piano keys, and started to play,

Soon I had forgotten where I was as I played; I began to enjoy myself. But after a bit, I started to become aware that people were watching me play, and soon the piece of music I was playing had finished. I looked at David, everyone was clapping, "You are excellent, William," David said, smiling at me. Behind him was some guitars, I hadn't brought mine on holiday, Pointing at them I said behind my pacifier "Guitar!" Fay got the one I was pointing at and gave it to me, everyone was still watching me as I played, I was really enjoying myself,

And again, everyone clapped when I finished and handed the guitar back to Fay. By now, Rickey and Alex were waiting for me, I got off the piano stool, that I was sitting on. And went to hold David's hand, but just then I heard.

"Is that really you, William?" I turn around, to my horror, I saw Jack from HR, one of my work colleagues standing there. I just froze looking at him as I did, I felt myself, wet my diaper.

"Wow, William, you look even younger when you not at work."

"hum, hum yea I guess," I said looking down at myself and putting my pacifier under my t-shirt. Up to now, the fact that other people could see that I was wearing a diaper did not bother me because no one knows me, but now it did. Not only that, but he had seen me sucking on my pacifier.

By the time I returned to work, everybody is going to know that I am a Little, a little baby boy, who wets his diaper and sucks on a pacifier. I wanted to run away and hide.

"I just shopping for my Nephews birthday. Jack said. "I didn't expect to see you here." He continued. "love the outfit, by the way, it makes you look even younger," looking down at what I had on, at rainbow-coloured shorts, and a bright blue t-shirt.

I did not know what to do or say, just then I heard David say, "are you, OK, buddy." Looking up at him I said I need to go back to the bus, I, I, need to go now, then I just run out of the store back to the bus with David running after me.

David opened the bus, and I jumped in and sat right at the back where Robin had been sitting. I pulled my legs up in front of my self and Wrapped my arms around them.

David sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulders as he did, I pushed myself into him, then started to cry.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 21, 2021 at 4:58 PM
Content: Chapter 26 Fun at the seaside.

Slowly I felt myself calming down, Rickey and Alex were already strapped into their seats. I could see that they were waiting for me, and Jo and Mary were talking about contacting Anne to see about getting me back to the hotel. "Sniff, sniff, I, I, sniff, I'm sorry everyone." I said, sniffing, "Hear you are." Jo said, passing me a piece of kitchen paper than giving David the role, I used the kitchen paper to dry my eyes, getting some more paper of the role. David put some around my nose, "Blow for me, Buddy." He asked me.

As I blow my nose, Rickey said "EWUUU!!!" which made me laugh, folding the paper and place it around my nose again, David instructed me to blow once more.

"There that looks better." He said, looking at me, taking the paper off David and looking at Alex, I said, "hear you are snotty," with a smile.

"William!" I heard Alex say, "That's Disgusting." Giggling, I looked at David to find out what I should do with the used paper.

Taking the paper off me, he asked "what happened?" before I could reply Ricky chimed in saying, "yea what did that man say to you? why was he being mean to you?"

Looking at Barney, I thought about what had happened, "he, he, is someone, I work with." I said, not really thinking things through, "I didn't really want anyone like that to see me like this, but now everyone is going to know that I am a Little." I stated.

"But William, you are only 12 years old," Jo said, looking confused. "You are too young to be going to work." I looked at him, then back at Barney, thinking. "well, humm, Well, mum helped me get a job because I'm so good at computers and programming, it takes some people time to get used to having a 12-year-old boy working alongside them and solving problems."

"But what about School?" Robin asked. "Ho Mum home schools me, I, I'm just and Child genius really, I'm planning to take over the whole world one day." I replied, smiling at him. "anyway, I never got a toy, and we are meant to be going to the seaside." I said, trying to change the subject.

"If you still up for going William?" David asked. "I can arrange that we go back to the hotel if you still feel upset." "No!" I replied, "Please, let me come to the beach, Please, I'm looking forward to the beach and playing with Rickey and Alex, please don't send me back to the hotel, I will be a good boy for you, please let me stay." I pleaded, then looking at Rickey, I said "we are the A-Team!" then sitting back into my booster seat, putting my arms through the straps and looking at David to do them up for me, I said "Please!"

"OK, kiddo." David said has he did my straps up, then he put my pacifier back into my mouth." I instantly closed my eyes and started to suckle, feeling the Sensation of relaxation wash over me.

Giving Barney a hug I started to think about what was going to be said at work, now everyone there was going to know I was a Little.

Hear on holiday, it was OK, everyone thought I was only 12 years old also they all accepted me as a little, looking like a little kid was okay.

But at work they knew that I was 22 years old and I only looked like I was 12, and no one knew about me being a Little, but now, now what will happen, will I be able to keep my job.

I decided that it was no point worrying about it now, this was the last day of my holiday. I would not let anything else spoil it for me, looking around the bus at Rickey. At Alex, that had started to teasing Jo telling him that he had set, the sat nav wrong. We were going the wrong way again.

Then I noticed Robin looking at me, So I made my self-go cross-eyed. Then giggled, Putting Barney up to my ear I Pretended to listen to what he was saying.

"Barney!" I exclaimed, "what a good idea! Barney said that Robin should do everything we say, do you think that a good idea, Rickey, Alex?" I asked. Looking at them. "What for the whole day, Barney?" Alex said, joining in. Putting Barney back to my ear, I again pretended to listen to Barney's suggestion. I said, "Barney said if Robin what's to be a hired help he needs to be treated like one." Looking at Rickey with a Mischievous grin. "Yea you are right Barney, we are all going to have to treat Robin as our hired help for the day," Rickey replied grinning back at me.

"What are you three planning now." Mary asked "nothing!" we all three of us replied together.

"It did not sound like nothing to me." Mary replied, looking at us, "Barny only said that if Robin wants to be a carer, we need to treat him like one." I said,

"I hope you guys do Accept me as a carer I only want to support you. I don't have as much experience as your name carer's, but I am willing to learn." Robin said.

Jo and David just looked at each other, then Jo looked at Robin and said, "Handling these three will give you some experience."

Soon we were parking up at a beach, it was an in a cove with cliff each side, and a long stretch of sand, the waves were not big either. As I looked out of the window, the sand seemed to glisten in the sunlight.

I looked around. There was a seaside café and only a few other people there to see who else was there. Still, no one from work no one that I know or know me anyway I would be OK I thought I am safe, I can relax.

"Seaside, Seaside!" Rickey started to chant "last one in is a rotten egg." He said pulling at his seat straps,

"hold on Robin said I'm just getting your harness." "NO! I don't have my harness on when I go swimming, Robin." Rickey stated.

"You will have your Harness on until we get all set up, and I have got you into your swimming trunks, Rickey," Jo said matter-of-factly. "otherwise, you will be in the sea in the clothing you have on. Remember what happened last year, Ricky," Jo continued looking at him in the Rear-view mirror.

"yea." Rickey said, looking at the floor "but that was not my fault!" he then stated.

"What happens?" I asked Rickey, "last year when Alex was still a boy, he had his swimming trunks on under his shorts, so he was the first one in. I run in after him, not thinking that I needed to take my diaper off first. They are good at keeping liquid in but not good at keeping liquid out, "he stated, with Alex laughing, "you looked so funny in you wet clothing and your diaper so full that it was hanging out of your shorts running with water." She said, still laughing at Rickey.

"Well not as funny as you look now you have turn into a girl" Rickey Retaliated. "RICKEY! That not Nice apologise to Alex will you be in time out." I heard Jo say from the front of the car.

"I am sorry, Alex," Rickey said, "I, I did mean it." "well let's see how funny you two look this evening." Alex said William's mum and mine are going to be getting everything ready for us, for when we get back."

"I know, why don't you take Rickey and Alex for a walk, Robin, while I get William changed into his swimming shorts." David said as he undid my booster seat straps, "let me take off your shoes and socks now buddy that way you are not going to get sand in them," David said to me putting my socks inside my shoes as he took them off my feet, then lifting me out of the bus, he gave me a hug. He said, "I am going to miss looking after you when you go home." "put me down!" I said, trying to pull away. "where do I get changed," I asked him. Putting me down, I felt the warm sand on my feet, David pointed to a changing room "it just over their kiddo."

“Yea Robin, you can help me take my dogie for a nice walk,” Alex said winking at Ricky. Ricky only replied with a “Garr,” then said to Robin “I’m a dogie, woof!”

I could see Rickey Pretending to be a dog with Alex throwing a stick for him then Ricky running off to fetch the stick with Robin running after him holding on to the harness tightly.

"I can do it, David," I said, picking up my changing bag and heading off to the Public toilet. Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was David "I thought you pinky promise me that you would hold my hand and not wander off."

"Sorry, David, I forgot," I said, offering him my hand. "That OK buddy, but no wandering off I need to keep you safe," David told me, as he took hold of my hand.

I looked up at David and smiled, David watching Alex and Rickey running Circles around Robin, David just said: “well at least Jo and Mary are here.” Then looking down at me he said let get you sorted before you decide to play pretend to be a dogie as well, and chase after Rickie.” Smiling I looked back up at David and said “woof, Woof.”

Unlocking the changing room door, he led me in, putting the changing bag down on the changing bench as David locked the door behind him. I then took my shorts off and put them on the bench next to my changing bag,

"it looks like you are in big headspace at the moment Kiddo." David stated, "What is Big headspace?" I asked him.

"Big headspace is when you are not feeling little, this morning you went into little space and everyone could tell, you were happy just as you were, you did want to and would find it hard to speak, and you had very little hand-eye coordination." He said getting my swimming short out of the changing bag, then he continued.

"Then you started to come back up when you thought that Alex was going to use your water gun instead of getting her own. You seem to be in that mindset most of the time, not entirely in little space but not in big headspace either.

Buy this time I have removed my snap crotch onesie t-shirt and had got a fresh diaper out of my bag, not thinking that I would be going into the sea.

"No, you don't need a fresh diaper, Buddy." David said, "you probably want to go swimming in the sea, so just put your swimming shorts on, remember to wipe your self-down after you have taken your used diaper off." Getting the wet wipes out than pulling the screen across.

I looked down at myself and at the diaper that mum had put on me this morning, then I started pulling at the tapes that were holding it around my body. After fiddling with them eventually, I ripped one of them off. This seems to make it easier to get to the other tapes, then removing the diaper and putting it on the bench. I grabbed the wipes and wiped myself.

"How are you doing Buddy?" David asked, "do you need any help." "No," I replied, "I nearly done!" pulling my swimming shorts on, then pushing the screen back.

"Good boy, you have done that all by yourself," David said, to me as if I was still a toddler. "I not a toddler at the moment, David" I stated, There was a mirror over the sink, so I went to look at myself, there staring back at me was my old self. Tiding up and zipping up my changing bag, David put it over one shoulder then came up to me he ruffled my hair and said, "you are still my little guy!" "Get off," I said, pulling away smiling at him, offering me his hand, he said. "Hold your caregivers' hand like the good Little boy that you are." Feeling very self-conscious about holding his hand, I asked, "do I have to?" "It's my hand or the rains." David replied, "OK if I must." I complied, holding his hand.

As we joined the others, Ricky and Alex had also got them self-changed and were playing in the sand. Looking up at me Rickey said we are building a fort. Just next to them was Robin and Jo also digging in the sand,

Then Mary turned to David and said, "I think I am the only adult hear." Looking at her, David replied. "yep, I guess you are!" then looked at me he said letting go of my hand, "you can go and play with your friends now."

We soon built a big fort with lots of castles, and all three of us were destroying it with our water guns, which turned into a free for all. With Mary telling us how much trouble we will be in if we get her wet.

David, Jo, and Robin joined us in the sea and making up games about swimming between their legs, after a bit Jo said, "we got Waboba balls!" running off to get them.

"what are Waboba balls?" I asked "they are balls that bounce on the water. David replied. Soon we were playing catch as the balls bounced over the water. I soon worked out that If I threw the ball the right way, I could make the water splash up as the ball bounced, getting someone wet.

"OK children!" Mary called "it's time for lunch."

As I run up the beach, we tried to push each other into the sea, but soon we were sitting on the soft, warm sand eating our lunch and watching the waves lap into the sand, after I had finished eating a lay back on my towel, closed my eyes, and let the sun dry my body,

Listening to Rickey, Robin and Jo, chat, as Rickey was doing handstands, he had challenged Robin to see who could do the longest handstand. Alex helped Mary tidy up the picnic I thought, poor Rickey, he just cannot be still for a moment. Then I started to remember, him walking back to his room in just his diaper after I had dared him to spill his drink all over him. And what he said to me. "sometimes you just have to go with what is happening." Just go with it I thought, what would happen when I went back to work with everyone knowing that I am a Little. They will be talking about it for months, I am just going to have to go with whatever will happen.

"I win! I Win, I think I need to go toilet, Now though." I heard Ricky say to Robin and Jo.

"OK let help you to the toilet." Jo said, grabbing Rickey arms, "quick Robin get his legs." I heard him say. "No, No, let me go." Rickey complained. "you want us to let you go." Jo asked Rickey. "yes, yes, let me go." Rickie shouted. "OK then, One," Jo started to count, swinging Rickie by his arms and legs, "Two!" as Robin joined in, "No!" Rickey shouted, but it was too late, "Three!" Jo and Robin shouted as they let Rickey go. Splash! Rickey went into the sea. "Now you can stay in the sea until you make some seaweed." Jo told Rickey, "seaweed?" Robin questioned, "yes." Jo replied "Rickey is going to wee in the sea. Seaweed. It will save one of his diapers for later." Jo replied and then looked at me.

"do you need to make some seaweed William?" Jo asked. "No!" I said, looking for David for protection. "I have a better idea, and it's already for you, I made you a nice comfortable bed so you can have a nap, come try it out for me," David told me.

I looked at what he had done, it was a shallow ditch in the sand for me to lay in. "lay down for me, and I will get you all tucked in. he said.

"you are going to buried me in the sand," I said, looking at him. "Yea buried, William!" Rickey said, running out of the sea. I know lets buried all three of you, and the first one that move Loses.

Before long Alex, Rickey and I were buried in the sand. Jo, David and Robin were trying to find ways to get us to move, Rickey soon got bored and decided it will be more fun to see if he could get me and Alex to move.

"would you like to go and get some ice cream, Rickey?" Jo asked. "yes, please, Jo." Rickey replied. I really wanted as ice cream, but I could not move before Alex did.

Soon Jo returned with Ice cream for everyone, "I'll just leave yours and Alex hear for you" Jo said, as he put it on the sand on top of me and the same with Alex.

"Sit down here with me, Rickey," Jo said to him and then he fed rickey his Ice cream, in front of us, with Rickey telling us how nice it was.

I could see my ice cream starting to melt, so I said, "OK, Alex, you win." Moving my hand slowly so not to get sand in my ice cream.

"Let me help you," David said. holding my ice cream so I could stand up, "go and rinse off in the sea" he said, I went into the sea and rinsed the sand off then came back out, "would you like me to feed you or can you manage?" David asked me. "I can manage, thank you," I said, taking the ice cream off David. Then sitting cross-legged, back on the sand to eat my ice cream.

I had just finished eating, and I was enjoying just sitting on the sand, letting it run through my fingers, with the warm sunshine on my back. I wished I had my pacifier to suck on, but that was in my changing bag. I did not want to get sand on it. I wonder why more people did not suck on a pacifier, and how many more, Littles there where.

But just then I noticed that I was wetting myself, David must have new by the look on my face, "It's OK William don't worry just go into the sea, so you rinse your shorts off." He told me.

"watching me, standing in the sea up to my waste, has I finished weeing. Robin suddenly said, "poor kids having to still be in diapers at their age, especially, William there having to go to work wearing one it must be so embarrassing for him at times." Looking at him I said "I am still here! And It's not that bad." I replied, getting out of the sea and drying myself "have you ever tried one?" I asked. "No, I haven't been in a diaper since I was like 3," Robin replied.

"How are you going to know how to look after us if you don't know what it is like to wear a diaper?" Rickey Asked, as Jo was cleaning the spilt ice cream from his face drying himself off. "I know Rickey he needs to wear one of mine," I said with a smile. "Yes, you said you wanted to learn to be a carer, hear your opportunity to find out what it's like to be in a wet diaper", Rickey replied.

Reaching over to my changing bag, I pulled out a diaper. "hear you are," I said to Robin "and there a changing room just over there." Pointing with my diaper and Looking at him.

"You are serious, I, I, I don't know." Robin said red-faced, looking at Jo and David, "it's up to you, Robin, you don't have to." Jo said to Robin. "But if you don't, we will call you KFC from now on." Rickey tormented. "KFC?" Robin questioned. "Yes, Kentucky Fried Chicken!" we all replied as Alex was joining in.

"OK I will," Robin said, taking the diaper off me and heading to the changing room. "I think that all three have had your fun now with him," Mary said to us. "now no more."

"yes, Mary," Alex said, looking at the floor. "Yeah OK, then," Rickey said. "I guess," I said, still smiling at myself.

"Good now you can all help take this back to the bus." She told us, pointing to the picnic things.

Soon we were helping to pack the bus up when Robin reappeared, he had put the diaper on and had changed back into what he had on this morning. "how does it feel," I asked, "it a bit strange," he said. looking down at himself, "but is also surprisingly comfortable." He continued "What is going to be stranger is when you wet yourself." Rickey replied, but at least you have put it on." How about you are trying out my booster seat," I said, looked around for David. "Is that OK?" he said." You seemed so comfortable this morning sitting in it."

"David can Robin try out my booster seat," I asked. "What did I say, William?" Mary said in a stern voice. "No, it OK. He wants to see what it is like." "Hook Kiddo," David said, strapping Robin into my booster seat, "This is comfortable!" Robin said, "I can see how you fall asleep in it." He continued.

"Yea now try and get out," I told him, Alex, Rickey and I enjoyed the sight of Robin not being able to get out of the booster seat. "Now you are getting a taste of what it is like," I explained. "I am totally dependent on David to do his job as Ricky is with Joe, and Alex is with Mary, we would be stuck without them." I continued. "We need them to keep us safe and to help us in making choices, to be there if we get overwhelmed."

"I hope you are taking all this in, Robin," Jo Said, "You are getting the best on the job training you ever get." Mary Exclaimed.

Looking down at me, David asked me if I was ready to get changed out of my swimming shorts before we start to head back, offering me his hand. "Yeah OK, I said." Holding his hand.

"Are you going to undo the straps before you go and help me out?" Robin asked. "No," I said. "you have to sit there now await for David to come back to let you out, with everyone around being able to see you in a child's booster seat," I told him, "I know you can look after Barney while I get changed, Jo can you pass Barney to Robin to look after for me," I asked. "Yes, of course," Jo said, passing Robin Barney, as David and I headed off to get changed.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 24, 2021 at 2:19 PM
Content: Chapter 26 Fun at the seaside. rewrite.

Hi everyone I have done a rewrite of this chapter, I have a weekend off in lockdown and I am enjoying some little time so my imagination has gone made, why there are 3938 words on this chapter now, sorry, but it, not my fault I not allowed to go outside to play.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 24, 2021 at 7:47 PM
Content: Chapter 27 The trip back to the Hotel.

"Have you enjoyed your day at the beach kiddo?" David asked as he closed the changing room door. "Yeah!" I replied, wrapping a towel around me and taking my swimming short off, I went to set on the toilet, "I give you some privacy then." David said pulling the screen in front of me; I pulled the towel over me shoder as I sat the letting my bows empty, then cleaning myself afterwards the song the babies done a poo came into my head. Rapping the towel around me again, I went to wash my hands.

And I started to sing "baby's done a poo, the baby's done a poo It's not a big surprise 'cause that's what babies do, but this was not just your regular pebbly one, Oh no, something really bad, really, really bad I mean really, really bad just came out of his bum."

Smiling and looking while during my hands as David, was spraying the air with air finisher. Looking back at me, he asked me if I would like him to help with my diaper and getting dressed?

I stood there for a moment with the towel wrapped around me looking at my changing bag with the clothes that I had on this morning; I could do all this myself I thought, I was not sure if I wanted to put a diaper back on, but then I remember how it felt when David did it for me, That and I might not have another opportunity to have David to diaper me I thought to myself and being regress into little space again by him.

Looking back up at him, "Yes, please David" I replied, moving my changing bag to one end of the bench the lay down on the rest, I then looked at David. Without thinking about it, I put my thumb in my mouth and started to suck on it.

"you want to go Little again? Don't you" David stated, gently tickling my tummy. I began to wiggle and giggle, "are you going to let me put your diaper on you like a good Little boy?" David asked me, get a diaper out of my changing bag, then he turned back to me saying. "It looks like you are going to be team husky Little one." showing me the blue husky carter printing on the diaper, "it will match your blue snap crunch," he said smiling at me.

"Bottom-up." He continued, Letting the towel unwrap and fall on the changing table, as I lifted my bottom up and closed my eyes to enjoy the feeling of David, diapering me, "ok you can put your bottom down now kiddo. David instructed me.

Then the smell of Lavender, baby powder filled the air as David Sprinkled it all over my body. "Hold still for me buddy, so I can rub it in for you starting at my Shoulders and working his way down my body, rubbing the powder into my skin.

I could feel my self-starting to become even more Little again like David was casting some magical spell over me, and the more I relaxed into it, the more, Little I felt.

Next, I felt the diaper being brought up between my legs then being made tight around my body. "here you are Little guy, all done" David announced.

Still sucking on my thumb with one hand, and with the other, I reach down to feel the soft plastic and listen to the creaking sound it made has I moved my fingers over it. Being in a diaper is comfortable, I thought to myself, and having a caregiver like David putting it on me is the best. No, I thought, being a Little that, that is the Best.

David brought me out of my thoughts by asking me to sit up for him so he could put my snap crotch onesie over my head.

Opening my eyes, I saw David, holding my t-shirt, ready to put over my head. So, I sat up, taking my thumb out of my mouth, putting my arm through the sleeves as David pulled it down over the top of my diaper. Looking back, at me, he asked me if I was going to count with him. I just nodded as I laid back down on the changing bench and lifted my bottom up again for David.

"ready!" he asked me. "One," he said, snapping the onesie together, "one." I replied, "and number two!" David said, smiling at me. "Number Twos." I replied, "I hope not David said I just put that diaper on you," He replied pretending to look shocked, giggling I said smiling at him, "number ones and number twos." Laughing back at me, David said, "yes that right and this is number," and then waited, looking at me "Number threes!" I told him excitedly, as he did the last snap up, and I put my bottom back down on the bench and sat up.

"Hear you are, Little one," David said to me clipping my pacifier cord on to my snap crotch and putting the pacifier into my mouth. I began to suckle, feeling even more relaxed as I moved my tongue over the tit.

David put my shorts on over my legs, then lifting me down off the changing table, he pulled them up.

Looking in the Mirror I could see myself as a toddler again as if his magic spell had worked and he had transformed me back into a toddler, but now, this was how I wanted to be.

I turned to David and said, "thank you." not letting my pacifier fall out of my mouth. "you're welcome," David said to me, "you been an incredibly good Little boy for me." He continued packing away my changing bag.

Then offering his hand, he said, "hold my hand while we go to the bus." I put my hand in his and as we walked back to the bus.

Alex and Rickie were already strapped into their seats and where practising This Is Me for this evening.

Robin was still holding Barny, strapped in my booster seat.

"Barny!" I said, letting my pacifier fall out of my mouth. "Hear you are," Robin said, passing Barny back to me, taking Barny from him. I hugged him; David put my pacifier back into my mouth, "It looks like William is little again." I heard Rickey say to Alex, "I think Robin is now ready to get out of the booster seat as well," Jo said, "what do you think guys, then William can have his seat back." He continued.

"Yea let him out." Alex said. "we need to practice our song with William." Soon I was strapped back into my booster seat."

"The best thing happened, when you were changing William," Rickey said. "Jo was helping me get changed too, and some people came up and started talking to Mary saying how much they enjoyed watching us play, just as Alex was coming back from getting herself changed, and they thought that Robin was being looked after,"

"I have not been talked down to like that for years. I just had to sit there in your booster seat, in a diaper holding your bear. As they talked over me as if I was not there, as much as I wanted to be included in the conversation, they either talk down at me or talked over me. All I got from Rickey and Alex was welcome to our world." Robin told me. I just sat in my booster set looking at Barny.

Then taking my pacifier out of my mouth, I looked at Robin "Now you understand why I was upset with you at breakfast," I told him.

"Just Imagine when you do wet your diaper, that you are made to have a stranger change you." Rickey continued, "not only that but that stranger that you have never met before tells you that they are going to support you for the day. but then, does something like talking on their phone and not give you the support you need."

"I am sorry for the way I treated you both at breakfast, I understand now why you got so upset with me," Robin said, looking at all three of us. Jo started to drive off back to the Hotel. And we began to practise our song.

"What other songs do you know William?" Robin asked. "you are so talented; can you play the guitar and sing?" he continued. I just looked at Barny. "Do you know "fly away to Neverland"? By Travis Van Hoff" I ask.

Will you sign it for us, please William?" Alex asked, "yeah, please, William." Rickey continued. "Well, if I had my guitar with me, But I don't." Would you like me to stop so you can get the one you tried out this morning?" Jo asked, "Alex and Rickey got a toy each, but you never got one."

before I could say anything, both Alex and Rickey said, "PLEASE JO, please stop at toy town so William can get his guitar." "I, I don't want to go into the toy shop again!" I said, remembering what had happened this morning. "It's ok, William. I will run in and get it for you if you like." I heard Robin say. "But! But I don't think mum gave David enough money to buy a guitar." I said, looking at David, don't you worry about that William, is it the one you played this morning, the one you would like to get?"

"Ho yes please." I said, "it is a better guitar than the one I have at home." I continued. "Well, that settled," Jo said, pulling into Toy town. "Here's the deal," David said to me. "If we get you a guitar you have to play it this evening."

"Ho go on, William, say that you will," Alex said to me. "Yeah, William, you are excellent." Rickie continued.

"Ok, ok, I try, can you google the lyrics for me please David?"

I soon read the lyrics with the music score, and Robin had come back with a grin on his face. "I told them who it was for; they were worried about you because of the way you run out of the store." They are happy you are ok, and that gave you a case to keep it is as well."

Opening the case, there was the guitar. "they made sure that it was all tuned up for you." Robin said as Jo set off again and everyone was watching me.

Giving out a sigh I got the guitar out, and said, "it goes something like this."

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"Are you going to sing this evening?" Mary asked me, "Hum will I been thinking of a song we could all do, but this will only really work if we do what we are planning, you know, get dressed up like we said we would." I said looking at Rickey and Alex. "well still going to get dressed up, Alex said, "and I have everything ready to do your and Rickey nails." She continued, looking at both of us. I will as long as William does," Rickey said, looking at me, "ho I am getting all dressed up mum had me try on my outfit this morning before breakfast, I thought I was going to keep it on all day, but Mum said no it for this evening." I said, smiling to myself.

"It's not the rainbow shorts you have on now?" Jo asked me, looking down at my shorts, I said, "no these are if I back out, but I not going to, I want to get all dressed up in what mum has got me."

"What's the song you are thinking off William?" Mary asked, "do you know. Kings & Queens by Ava Max." I asked, "one moment." As he got the song up on youtube, David said, "I thought that we could do that song together as well each of us can take a line each like we are doing with, this is me from the showman." I explained.

The next thing I knew we are practising the song and working out who will do which part of the song, we had just finished running it through as we pulled up at the Hotel, with Mum and Alex's Parents waiting for us.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jan 24, 2021 at 7:53 PM
Content: My Big Has just told me that its time for my bath. And I have to go to work in the morning.

I also have a new module. Starting at school, so I will not have time to work on my story for a bit.

Sorry everyone, but it looks like I am going to have to try and be an adult. Even though Adulting is hard,

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Feb 9, 2021 at 8:45 PM
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Jayme said:

I have to agree Adulting is hard... Why can't we just be happy all the time?
This is another great addition to your fantastic story, I eagerly anticipate the next chance to read more.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Feb 10, 2021 at 2:50 PM
Content:

ToddlerTag said:

This is one of the nicest stories I’ve read so far. Being able to step in Williams shoes made me happy and near emotional such a sweet boy. Thank you so far and look forward to more as time allows you. My best ToddlerT

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Thank you.

I just got home from school.

I have to do a swot analysis for my homework. My teacher suggested I did it on Thorntons chocolate shop. Or maybe a toy shop.

I thought of going it a ABU but there to many vanillas in the class that are not going to understand about us Little ones.

So I going to do my homework or at least try. Then my big is going to cook my dinner and give me a nice bubble bath before bed.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Feb 28, 2021 at 10:56 PM
Content: Chapter 28, A new look for the three of us.

"Did you have a good time, sweetheart," Mum asked, opening the door to the bus?
"Yes, Mummy! Look at what I have got!" I replied excitedly, showing mum my new guitar, "and we practise a new song to sing tonight, we are going to sing Kings & Queens by Ava Max." I announced.

"Are you looking forward to it, Alex?" Alex's mum said, looking at Alex and then at Rickey and me.
"Yes, Mum," Alex said, "this is going to be so much fun," she continued. "I cannot wait to see Rickey and William all dressed up; which one is going to look the prettiest, do you think?"

"Well, you are going to look like a very handsome man in your outfit Alex." Mum replied." We have got everything ready in a dressing room." Mum continued, lifting me out of the car seat and giving my diapered bottom a pat. "Are you still dry?" she asked as she put me on the ground.

I looked down at my shorts." I, I don't know Mummy." I replied, then looking back up at her, I said, "I don't think I'm wet." "It ok Little one. I will check you when we get you into the dressing room.

By now, Jo had got Rickey into his harness, Mary was unpacking the bus, and David had my changing bag and Barney.

"Come on then, you three rascals." Alex mum said as we headed into the hotel. Holding mums' hand, I thought we would go to my room, but instead, we went to the back of a room decorated in a rainbow theme; there were tables all around a centre stage.

Anne was supervising her staff, getting everything ready, saying that this must be the best last night ever.

Opening a door, she said, looking at Alex, Rickey and myself. "this is your dressing room for the evening. We have arranged for dinner to be brought in, and we have everything ready for you."

The room was long, with dressing tables down one side, and on a rack was the dress that I had tried on this morning, along with another dress that I guessed was Rickeys. At the far end, a boy's outfit that I assumed was Alex's. There was a table with the nail art set.

All three of us stood there, taking it all in. "Why are the mirrors covered over?" I asked Mum. "Because we want to take a photo of all three of you when we have finished getting you all dressed up, we are going to catch your reactions when you see yourselves, now one of you will have their nails done by Alex first, and the other will have their makeup done, then we will swap you over," Mum explained.

I don't want you to cut my hair short, Mum." Alex said panicking. "No, don't worry, Alex, we will just gel it back and put it into a ponytail. Her mum replied. Do you want to go and get set up with your nail art?" ok, Alex said, running over to the table, then looking and Ricky and me. "who is first?"

Rickey and I looked at each other; this is real. I thought It's going to happen we are going to be dressed up as girls. I could feel my heart beating through my chest, up to now; it was just all talk, but now it was real—neither one knew what to say.

Then, Mum broke the silence by saying, "Why don't you have your nails done first, William, and will do your makeup, Ricky and get you into your dress."

"Humm, Herrr, ok, mum", I said, still looking at Rickey. Then I jumped as mum put her hand on my shoulder. "Do you what to try that again, sweetheart." She said. Looking at her, "Try what again?" I asked, "Hum, ok, Mummy," she replied, looking at me, "Ho Sorry, Mummy," I replied. Rickey had sat down and was looking through the makeup and at the colourful eye shadow. "I want to look pretty." He said, looking at mum handing her a makeup brush.

I headed over to Alex, who had got some brightly coloured nail varnish out.
I sat down at the table and looked at my fingernails; I wonder what they will look like when she has finished with them.

Rickey was being told to get undress so mum could help him into his dress. I cart back out now, I thought, putting my hands on top of the table; I started to watch Alex as she got herself ready.

"There are several ways we can do this, William." Alex started to explain. "one is quick and easy, and the one I hope you let me do on you will take longer but looks so much cooler." she explained. "The quick way is I just paint each nail a colour of the rainbow, or I could sponge the colours on.

"I haven't done this before; I'll let you decide," I replied.

Putting a towel under my hands, "first, I need to make sure that there is no greece on your nails," Alex explained, wiping each finger off with a wipe. "Now I am going to paint your fingers with some latex, so the paint won't stain your skin, and it is just your nails that are painted.

I watched as she painted my fingers with latex taking care not to get any onto my nails; once the latex had dried. Alex put a base coat on each nail, turning them white while it was drying; I asked Alex if people treated her differently from when she was a boy. "I get boys coming up to me and chatting me up, offering to do things for me, or they want to take me out," She stopped, and I could see her thinking, "it's a bit awkward at times. I don't want to lead them on because, at some point, I would have to tell then that I am transgender; I guess I just have to be careful who I go on dates with. It's ok with you and Rickey because you both seem to be more interested in just being friends, that and getting into mischief." She explained as she painted Red, yellow, blue and purple on to a sponge.

Alex explained that the other colours would appear as these colours mixed when she put them on my nails. She then gently rolled the sponge over each nail, making a rainbow appear on each nail.
"That is so cool, Alex," I exclaimed. "Thank you."

"would you like me to make them sparkly?" she asked, "Yea, ok," I said, excited. Alex then went over each of my nails with some nail glitter. "Do you think people are going to treat me differently? Now everyone knows that I'm a little?" I asked, looking down at my fingernails as she painted glitter on them. "I guess you just need to accept that this is how your life is from now on." She explained; I'm so much happier as a girl; I hope it the same for you, being a little.

Now I just need to finish with a top coat so that it won't come off," Alex explained. "Rickey really helped the other year when he said to me that sometimes it more fun just to go along with what is happening," Alex explained.

At the same time, she painted a clear varnish, making them feel glossy and shiny, "there that will make your nails last for a while, and it won't matter if you get them wet or nock them. As I moved my fingers, the glitter sparkled. "almost done. I just need to peel off the latex. This is the part I enjoy," she said. As she peeled the latex off, my fingers it was like she was peeling a layer of skin off, but as it came off, so did the paint that had gone on to my skin, and it made my nails look really neat.

"Look mummy, look at my rainbow nails," I said, turning around. To see Rickey in his dress and makeup. "do I look like a girl, yet William?" Rickey asked. "not a word William." Mum said, "we are going to take a photo of all three of you when we are done." Mum explained, coming over to look at my nails.

"you have done an excellent job there, Alex; well done." She said, getting her camera out and taking a photo of them.

"Now you two can swap over Rickey can get his nails done, and we can do your make up and get you into your dress William," Mum informed us.

Seeing Rickey in his dress and makeup made me smile. "Do I look ridiculous?" Rickey asked. "No." I replied, "you kind of look well like a girl," I said. "William, I told you not to say anything; you both get to see yourself in the mirror when we have finished."

"I feel a bit weird in this dress," Rickey exclaimed, looking down at what he had on.
It was pale blue with Red and Orange stripes going one way and Yellow and Green stripes going the other way.

"I will be in mine soon, Rickey, do you like my nails?" I said, showing them off. "Yea, do you like my makeup," Rickey replied. "Yes, I do hope mum does something like that on me",, I said, sitting down.

"Go on, Rickey, go and get your nails done with Alex," Mum said to him. As Rickey went off to Alex, Mum looked at me. "right, let's get you into your dress, take off your clothes for me, please, William." Before I knew it, I was standing in just my diaper, "let me check you before we go any further." Mum said to me, putting her fingers into my diaper and feeling the material." You are still dry, good boy." She announced as if everyone needed to know, "Mummy!" I complained, looking over at Rickey and Alex. "I don't want you to leek, William; you would be so upset if you got your dress wet." mum told me, sitting me down and putting plastic pants on me, then white stockings. Pulling them up and over the top of my plastic pants and diaper. Then a pair of shiny black shoes that did up with a buckle at the side.

"Arms up, please, William," she said as she put my dress over my head and did the zip up at the back. "There you are." She said, adjusting my dress and looking me up and down. "now let's do your make up."

After mum had wiped my face. Saying that makeup goes on clean faces much better. She set about putting the foundation on and blending in the highlights. Now I will do a rainbow design on your eyes, so I need you to sit still for me so that they look good, plus you want to look like a young lady, not a boy in makeup.

Soon Rickey was back, showing his painted nails off to me and say that he hoped his makeup was as good as mine.

Mum suggested that we had a practice of the songs while Alex mum helped Alex get changed into her costume.

"What have you got for me?" Alex asked, "I haven't seen mine yet." Looking at her costume still on the rack.

Getting it down off the rack, Alex's mum said, "let's go in the toilet and get you changed into a boy while the girl's practice." looking at rickey and me, smiling.

We had just finished running through. This is me. When there was a knock on the door. "Who is it," Rickey said in a hi pitched voice. "It Jo, I just checking if Rickey is ok." Rickey looked at me and gave me his mischievous grin. "Ho Rickey is not hear it's just us girls!"
"Can I come in and have a look," Jo replied. "I hope you been good." He Continued.

"Ho Wilma, a young man, what's to come into our dressing room, whatever next?" Rickey Replied in the same hi pitched voice. "Ho No!" I replied, joining in, trying to make my voice hi pitched. "Ho, No, whatever shall we do? "Humm, I stopped, as I tried to think of a girl's name for Rickey, then I came out with. "Ho Richelle, what shall we do, Mummy? Could you please see if that young man at the door is really who he says he is?

Mum just looked at us, both smiling, then went to the door. "Yes, young man, can I help you," she said. "I just wanted to check if everything is ok?" Jo asked. "ho, I think so, is everything ok, girls?" Mum said, turning to us and opening the door so Jo could see, "waw, look at you two all dressed up. He said. Just then, Alex came out of the toilet with her outfit on.

He had a kind of suit on, but it was covered with rainbow colours, and her hair had been slicked back into a ponytail. Some makeup had given her what looked like stubble.

"What do you two think?" Alex asked, "do I look like a boy that is going to pride." I think you all look terrific; I am going to get the others?" Jo said.

"We still need to do the reveal and take photos." Alex mum said. "so be quick." "We just need to put William and Ricky's wigs on," mum said.

As Jo headed off to get David and Mary. Alex is mum busied herself, putting Rickey's wig on him. It finished the transformation for him. He looked like a young girl now; Alex's mum asked him if he had thought about what he would like to be called. and what about pronouns? "I kind of like Richelle," he said, and he felt that changing his pronouns to female could be fun. "While I am dress like this, I might as well go all the way", she said. "From now on, everyone is going to call you Richelle and use hers instead of his." Alex mum exclaimed.

And what about you, William?" Mum asked, combing out my wig that she had just put on my head and fixed with hair clips. The wig hair came down past my shoulders, "you would have been called Eileen if you were born a girl." "I liked Wilma," I replied, and yea lets do this all or nothing right Alex," I said, looking at her.

"Ok, all or nothing then, my name was Alex when I was a boy. So I guess I don't need to change it." "What about Alen," Richelle said.

"Ok, Ill will be Alen," he said. as David, then Mary and Jo came into the room. "Ho, hello, I guess you are here for the big reveal. My name is Alen. These are my co-performers, Richelle and Wilma." Now, where do you want us?" "Come on, girls, stand either side of Alen." Mum soon had us standing in front of the mirror with Alen in the middle and Richelle at the other side of him. and I was at the other. Everyone else was standing at the side of the mirror with their cameras ready. We should have done a before photo Mary said. perhaps we can do one in the morning before they leave." Jo replied.

"Ok, everyone ready!" mum said, "on the count of three, 1,2,3!" Then she pulled the curtain down and off of the mirror.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Feb 28, 2021 at 11:00 PM
Content: Hope you enjoy reading this chapter.

I managed to get a lot of my university work done so I let my self have some little time this weekend.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: May 24, 2021 at 1:49 AM
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Shingo said:

Reading this, made me go and read a psychologist report from when i was little, idk why exactly i wanted to read that after reading a bit of this but i just go read this while the song FUSHIGI by. Hoshino Gen playing on the back of my head, and just reminiscing that time when i was such a brat not because i wanted it, but because the attention deficiency i have, also won't even stop moving for even a second unless cartoon/tokusatsu like Scooby-doo, or Popeye, or Power Ranger shows up and also ps1 is one of the exception i will not move for more than hour maybe than usual less than 5 second before running around the house again XD

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I hope I do ADHD Justice as I am using my experience of going to school with a friend that had that condition.

Glad you are enjoying this story I do keep writing it but I not completely happy with the next chapter and my time lately has better that I haven't been managing to write as much.

Hugs siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: May 24, 2021 at 9:28 AM
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Aquaris233 said:

I just realized something. In chapter 16 (I think), Alex asks William about ABDL but in chapter 17 William knows what a sissy is. Don't you generally need to have some knowledge of what ABDL is in order to know what a sissy is?

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Aquaris233 said:

Chapter 22 was just too good. I'm tired now and Ill be going to bed. Thanks for the good story. I've been reading it for over two hours from the beginning lol. Quite a few errors but it is amazing. I can also tell that you are improving as you aren't making as many errors so keep up the good work.

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I'm glad you are enjoying the story. I am using my own experiences and imagination as I write. what I would like to happen to me and not happen to me all the best parts of being a Little and the worst. so sometimes I kind of forget some of the details. I'm no JK Roling LOL.

and I agree I would like to do a rewrite of the first 3 chapters the Call to Adventure, Williams Helper (his mother.) and the threshold of adventure I feel could be a lot better. but I like this with my painting every one seems to like them but I know where it not just right.

I don't know if you do if you would need to know about ABDL to know about Sissys.

I played dress up as a teenager and loved being in a dress, putting on makeup and having my nails done, but I had no idea that I was a Little. that took another 20 years and a mental breakdown, for a psychotherapist to tell me about my inner child, and Peter Pan Syndrom.

I love that I am a Little my life is so much better now I know I am meant to be a man child.

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Timestamp: May 24, 2021 at 11:38 PM
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So this is what it feels to diagnose myself, well for me i felt more empty than ever since i read those description since i just feel like most of it except for narcissism thing on that website's later explanation is true for me, all the "symptoms" or they might be doing... Not working yet but still

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Hum I confused. Please explain. Thank you

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: May 25, 2021 at 5:12 AM
Content:

Shingo said:

Yeah, i should i think, so i search Peter Pan Syndrome just after reading the some of the site that offer explanation, i found myself is having most of the criteria, and i only took screenshots from 1 website

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I not to sure if this is the right place to talk about if you have Peter pan syndrome, the Adult baby section would be a better place to do that kiddo.
Do worry no one up set with you. But if you put your post in the right place you are going to get much better and helpfull support ok little one.
That's a good boy.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jun 3, 2021 at 12:25 PM
Content: If you are a good boy. I will try and do something over the weekend but no promises. Ok Little guy.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jun 6, 2021 at 10:46 AM
Content: I stuck on a home work question from school, and I need to do my home work first before I can do story telling.

I have to right three smart objectives it sounds simple but it not.

Why is Adulting so hard.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jun 7, 2021 at 12:38 PM
Content: Chapter 29 The Revealing

A flash of lights met my eyes as everyone was taking photos of us. Soon my vision adjusted, see myself fully for the first time standing in front of me was a pretty young girl; then I realised that it was me. I was looking at myself in the mirror. I began to feel very self-conscious; what had I got myself into, why had I agreed to being dressed up as a girl for the evening.

I turned around to look at Mum, who was still taking photos of me; I looked down at myself and at my rainbow dress, my nails glittered in the light as I smoothed the front of my dress down. I wanted Barney to hold, and I also wanted my pacifier. I looked back up at mum. “How does it feel, Wilma? Do you like it?” Mum asked. ‘Wilma!’ I thought to myself as I turned and looked at myself in the mirror again; Mum really has turned me into a girl, I thought to myself.

I turned back to mum and said, “Yes, Mummy, I really look like a little girl.” I replied, I never thought that I would be dressed up as a girl by my mother when this holiday had started. But now, not only was I wearing a diaper, but I also looked, just like a girl; it was all very different to the way I was at the start of the holiday; I really wanted to suckle and to hold Barney. “Can I have Pacifier, please, Mummy and where is Barney?” I asked. “Ho, sweetheart!” Mum replied. I don’t want you smudging your lipstick with your pacifier, and Barney is in your room. Can you try and manage without them.” I took a deep breath and looked at myself again in the mirror, “Ok, Mummy, I try.” I said, “that’s a good girl.” She replied,

I looked over at Rickey; he was the same; he also looked like a girl. And Alex in her outfit also looked like a boy. Rickey, by now, was spinning around, making his skirt lift up. “Weeee, Weee.” He was singing at the top of his voice. “I’m a girl! Weee!” as he spun around and around.

Alex was looking at me, watching Ricky. “I think you are going to have some boys chasing after you, Wilma”, she said. I had not thought of other boys seeing me and thinking that I’m a girl. “OK, you three, now you are all dressed up and ready to go. Do you think it’s an idea that you rehearse your show?” Mum said to us. This made Ricky stop spinning. And soon, Alex’s mum was helping my mum with rehearsing three songs.

Just as we finished there was a knock on the door, it was David with Jo, Mary and Anne can we come in. Mum opened the door. “Ho, who look at you three,” Mary said. “We are going to have a hard time judging who is dress the most colourful. Can I get a photo of you three together?
“OK, Alen, “Said as we stood next to each other.

“No, I think we can do better than this” the next thing that happened was a lot of activity, with a table being move and turn on the end, and the sheet that was covering the mirror was draped over the top of them. Then Anne got us to stand next to each other with Alex’s arms around our waist and one of our arms each over his shoders. And the other on our hips. “Pretend that this is going to be the cover photo for your next top hitting music album,” Anne told us. Everyone that had a camber was taking photos of us as if we were pop stars.

“OK, then you tree, are you ready to face your audience? What is your band called?” Anne asked us. We all looked at each other; we had not thought of a name, “What shall we call ourselves,” I ask the other two.

“The Three Little Rascals,” Jo suggested to Anne. “OK,” Anne said and was off before we could say anything. “Jo!” Rachel said to him angrily. You are not in the band; you don’t get to decide what we call ourselves.” “Yea Jo.” I continued, looking at him.

“Sorry, Kiddos, but Anne needs a name to call you three,” Jo replied.
“Ho, don’t worry, Jo. you will be sorry.” Rachel replied, still angry at him. But soon, we were standing at the doorway to the room that had been decorated, but now it was full of people; the only empty table was one with reserved written on it.

Rachel began to bounce and flap his hands. “I hope she quick this is starting to be too much for me,” Rachel told us; Alen tried to help by getting him to do some breathing exercise while Jo went out and signed to Anne to hurry up. Then she announced us. And everyone started to clap. This just made Rachel worse. Alen told me to go on and sing something as he and Jo help Rachel back to the dressing room.

I took a deep breath and went out, standing in front of the mic. Hi, everyone, we are the three rascals; my name is Wilma; this is one of our favourites; hopefully, the other band members will be joining me soon.

This is a song by 4 Non-Blondes, and it’s called “What’s Up.” I felt myself relax, and I started to strum my guitar and sing. “22 years, and my life is still Tryin’ to get up.

That great big hill of hope for a destination

I had just fished the first verse when I saw Rachel come up to the mic, and we smiled at each other. Then as we started to sing the next verse, I heard Rachel voice joining in.” And I try, Oh my God, do I try, I try all the time in this:-” Then looking straight at Jo, he almost shouted, “INSTITUTION.” We looked at each other, Smiling. Seeing Ricky/Rachel standing there joining in the song and having fun made me feel so happy. Together we carried on singing.
Then before we continued, I heard Alex/Alen joining in as well. “And I pray, Oh my God, do I pray, I pray every single day, For a revolution.”

“When I’m lying in bed, Just to get it all out, what’s in my head,” at this point, Ricky/Rachel and Alex/Alen stopped singing, turn and looked at me, as I sang, “I am feeling a little peculiar.” That they repeated, pointing at me. “A Little Peculiar.”

Then Alex/Alen stepped forward and sang. “So I wake in the morning, and I step outside, And I take a deep breath, and I get real high, And I scream from the top of my lungs.

Then Ricky/Rachel, and I gave each other our mischievous grin. Also taking a step forward and shouted.

“What’s going on?”

This when on to the end of the song when looking at Mummy I sang. “22 years and my life is still Trying to get up that great big hill of hope, for a destination,”

Everyone stood up and started to clap again, but that did not matter. Alen and Rachel looked at me, and as the clapping dyed down, I nodded at Alen, who turned to the mic, and I started to sing.

“I am not a stranger to the dark, hideaway, they say.”

Then as we had rehearsed, Rachel sang.

“Because we don’t want your broken parts.”

Then me.
“I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars.”

Back to Alen, “Runaway, they say, No one’ll love you as you are”
Then all three of us sang, “But I won’t let them break me down to dust.
I know that there’s a place for us. “At the top of our voices “, For we are glorious!”

Then Back to Alen. “When the sharpest words wanna cut me down.
I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown ’em out.”

Then to me, “I am brave, I am bruised, I am who I’m meant to be, this is me.”

Rachel: “Look out ’cause here I come, and I’m marching on to the beat I drum. I’m not scared to be seen.”

Alen: “I make no apologies,”

All three of us: “This is me!”

Alen: “Another round of bullets hits my skin.”

Rachel: Well, fire away ’cause today,”

Me: “I won’t let the shame sink in.”

All three of us: “We are bursting through the barricades and Reaching for the sun (we are warriors). Yeah, that’s what we’ve become.
I won’t let them break me down to dust. I know that there’s a place for us.
For we are glorious.”

Alen: “When the sharpest words wanna cut me down.”

Rachel: “I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown ’em out.”

Me: “I am brave, I am bruised

All three of us: “I am who I’m meant to be. This is me.”

Again every one clapped; as the clapping died down, Rachel said, “thanks you, thank you, we are here all night.” Then Ann came on stage and thanked us, calling us the Three Rascals.

Alen and I went to sit down with mum and Alex/Alen, Mum and Dad. With Rachel. Jo came over and asked “you did really well, Rachel. Did you enjoy that?” he asked, “grinning away “yea, this is so much fun.”
“I have some food for you in the changing room, and if you are OK, I let you stay up for quiz night,” Jo informed him.

“can I do quiz night with Wilma and Alen?” He asked Jo. “If your head lets you, you have had a full day at the beach; I don’t want you upset in the morning,” Jo replied as he left to have something to eat away from everyone.

After dinner, Alen and I asked David if Rachel was coming back to join in the quiz. After a bit, David came back and informed us that Ricky needs to go to bed, and he asked mum if she would be OK helping Jo with getting Ricky changed.

Alen and I made up a team up for quiz night, calling our self ‘the rascals’

Halfway through, we were sent off to get everyone some drinks for the table; as I was standing at the bar, a boy came up to me and said that he enjoyed our show and was I stopping for the disco.

“Disco?” I Question, looking at Alen. ”Yes, there is a disco after the quiz.” Alen said, then looking at the boy, Alen said with a grin, “Do you want to have a dance with my sister?” “ALEN!” I replied, looking at him in shock. “Humm, if that is OK.” The boy said, looking bright red. I turned to the boy and said, “I, not his sister, and I’m hum, well, I'm really a boy.” “Ho, I sorry the boy said you look so pretty though I did realis you were a drag queen, you are really good.”

When We got back to the table, Alen was greening away as he told everyone that I had just been asked to dance by another boy. "Why don’t you?" Mum asked me who by now had joined us? “NO, I replied. I dance with Alen, but it would be too weird to dance with another boy.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jun 7, 2021 at 12:53 PM
Content: Sorry It was a while coming, hope you all enjoy it.

this is me at university doing my coursework.

I am in my school uniform to trigger me into a schoolboy headspace. the things a Little as to do.

I have a few more chapters to write and then I think about writing about the fountain of youth.

Hugs

Siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jun 12, 2021 at 7:58 AM
Content: Chapter 30 All good things

As we all sat at the table chatting, my mind started to wonder about Jack from HR, who had seen me in the toy shop.

What is going to happen on Monday when I go to work? I wondered to myself; I guess I will get the sack, now Jack has seen me dressed like a little kid and everyone is going to be laughing at me.

I mean just look at yourself, William. Looking down at my dress and painted nails. If I turned up at work looking like this, everyone would be laughing at me, I thought to myself.

I still need to tell Mum, but she is busy chatting. I gave out a yawn. I was starting to feel tired; I began to want to suckle on my pacifier again.

Soundly I felt the back of my legs getting wet; I looked down at my dress; I had wet myself looking up at mum in horror and then over at Alex, who had been watching me.

Are you ok, William? I shook my head and looked down then back at Alex? “Wet!” I said to her, then looking back at mum. Alex interrupted Mum by saying. “Excuse me, sorry, but I think William needs your help.”

This stopped mum talking, and she looked at me. I just sat there looking down at my dress. “What is the matter?” she asked. Looking at mum and then back down at my dress, letting the tears roll down my face. I managed to say, “I, I’m, I’m, Wet.”

“Ho dear William, Letts get you back to your room; say good night to everyone because little girls that wet their dresses don’t get to stay up for Discos.”

By now, I didn’t care about the Disco; I just wanted to get out of this dress and suckle on my pacifier. “Good night, everyone, and thank you for helping me dress up for the evening.” Then looking at Alex, the looking at my fingers, I said, “and thank you for doing my nails.”

Getting up, mum stood behind me so that no one could see my wet dress. As we were leaving, Anne came up to us with David; “we need to have a word; something has come up that you need to know about”, Anne said with a worried look on her face. “ “Can all that wait until tomorrow morning?” Mum asked. “Right now, I need to help William get to bed, as he is an exhausted little boy.”

Then looking down at me, she said to me. “Can you say thank you and goodnight to Anne and David, William?” looking up at them, wondering what it was that they wanted to tell us, I said, “Thank you, and good night.”

“Good night William.” They said back to me. “I will be back down once William is in bed,” Mum said to Anne. I could guess what had happened; Jack had put me on Facebook or something.

As we walked back to my room, I told mum about Jack seeing me in the toy shop and playing with the baby toys and then with some musical instruments and how everyone there stopped and watched me playing.

“I guess that Jack has put me on social media,” I told mum as we got into my room.

“Let’s get you to bed, and we will face it all in the morning when I know more from Anne.” Mum told me, “You are a good boy for telling me all this, though; now let’s get you out of that wet dress.” She said, unzipping me from the back and letting the dress fall to the floor.

Stepping out of my dress, I went into the bathroom and tried to take my shirt off, but the long hair of the wig was getting in the way, and it held where it was done up between my legs; I tried to take my wig off, but that was stuck on my head too.

Defeated, I just stood there not knowing what to do. Not thinking I put my thumb in my mouth too suck. Then mum came into the bathroom. “Do you need some help, sweetheart?” I looked at her a nodded. “Can you use your big boy words? please, William.” She asked me. Taking my thumb out of my mouth, “Yea, yea, yes pl, pl, please, mu, mu Mummy!” I sniffed.

Sitting me down on the toilet seat, mum gave me some toilet paper and told me to blow my nose. And to dry my tears. As she set about taking the hair clips out of my wig and taking it off, “I just going to put this away so you can wear it again another time.” She told me, holding up the wig, now un pop your snap crash onesie and take it off for me, sweetheart.

I look down where mum had been pointing; I had forgotten about the poppers that did up between my legs. Pulling then apart, I pulled it off over my head. The wet diaper sagged now between my legs; ripping the tapes, it fell onto the floor; so I picked it up and put it in the bin; as I did, my nails glittered in the bathroom light. They felt really smooth to touch as well, I looked up, I still had my make-up on, but the tears had made black lines as they had rolled down my cheeks.

“That a good boy William.” I heard my mother saying to me from the bathroom door. I turned to look at her; I thought she would have been more cross with me than this. “You do look a sight!” she said, smiling at me, “shale we wash that make-up off you, then you can have a shower before bed.”

I sat down back on the toilet seat and, without thinking what I was doing, put my thumb back into my mouth, as I was looking at her, this just made her smile even more, “you are so adorable!” she said, then with some make-up removal cream, mum set about washing the make-up off.

“There you are, William,” she said as she finished washing my face. then started to look for something, “I can’t seem to find any nail varnish remover William.” She told me. I looked at my nails. “I kind of like them, Mummy can I keep them a bit longer?” I asked. “I think you are going to have to, William; I get you some tomorrow, now into the shower with you.” She exclaimed.

Soon I had been showered, put into a fresh diaper and a new pair of pyjamas. When I asked where my Spiderman pyjamas had gone. Mum informed me that I had been wearing that set for the last full night, and it was time for a fresh pair.

These were Captain America theme with his shield on the front of a red T-shirt. In blue shorts.

“I am very sorry, Mummy,” I said, sitting up in bed as she passed me, Barney. “What are you sorry about, Sweetheart.” She asked me. “I am sorry for wetting my dress, and I’m sorry about Jack,” I said, looking a Barney.

Then Mum bid something she had not done for years. She kissed me on the forehead.

“Don’t worry about your party dress; it will just need a wash, then you’ll be able to wear it again another time. And as for Jack and work, well, we’ll just cross that bridge when we come to it.”

Then putting the pacifier into my mouth. Mum said that I had nothing to worry about. “Remember you’re now just a Little boy, William; you don’t need to worry about any grown-up things; that’s my job. Your job is always to tell me the truth. Now close your eyes and go to sleep like a good boy that you are.”

As I pushed myself down into my bed, suckling on my pacifier, I could hear my fresh diaper crinkling underneath me and with Barney bear under my arm. I thought that mum was right. I am just a little boy now, and mum will look after me, as I closed my eyes.

I slowly opened my eyes to daylight coming through the window and mum standing at the end of my bed looking at me; I still had my pacifier in my mouth.

“Good morning sleepyhead, you looked so adorable there suckling on your pacifier with your teddy. But it is time now to get up, sweetheart; how is that night-time diaper holding up?” Mom asked me as she pulled back the bedsheets. Then putting her two fingers underneath my diaper. “You are a little wet; I don’t want you to have another accident. So, I’m going to put a fresh one on you now.”

Before I know it, mum had taken my pyjamas off me and had me in a fresh diaper.

“Don’t forget your mummy magic,” I said as I laid there, letting it all happen to me. “OK.” mum said, sticking the tab down. “Stick fast stick true. There now that not coming off until lunchtime. But now it’s your turn, William.” She said, helping me out of bed. I looked at her confused, “your special sentence and don’t forget the bit about believing in fairies.”

But then I noticed my fingernails still with the rainbow nail varnish that was glittering in the sunlight.

“I’m peter pan, my body doesn’t grow, and I believe in ferries,” I muttered, holding up my fingers, so the glitter court the sunlight.

“WILLIAM!” Mum said to me, pulling my hands down, “do it properly!” she said angrily. Then finding the piece of paper that she had written out for me yesterday. “Now you stand with your feet apart and your hands on your hips and say your special sentence, nice and clear, for me.”

I read what she had put, then put my hands on my hip and in a clear, lowed voice so the whole hotel could hear. I said, looking straight at her.

“I am Mummy’s special, Little Peter Pan. My body cannot grow up, I will always be a Little boy, and I believe in ferry’s.”

“And again, for not doing it right the first time.” Mum said to me with her arms folded.” “Do I have to?” I mooned. “Yes, William not only say it but believe it.”

Again, standing in front of my mother in just a Diaper that mum had put on me tightly around my waist, with my legs apart and my hands on my hips, I sang,
“I am Mummy’s special, Little Peter Pan; my body cannot grow up, I will always be a little boy, and I believe in FERRY'S!”

“That’s a good boy!” mum said, ruffling my hair. Then getting the green snap crutch onesie out. “Arms up.” She instructed as she pulled it over me and down my body, over my diaper and clipping the Pacifier cord onto the collar, fasting my pacifier to it. Then pulling the back of the onesie up between my legs, she did the poppers up for me.

“Now, would you like to choose what shorts you would like to wear?” Mum said to me. As I looked to see what I had, I noticed that my dungaree shorts were back from the hotel laundry. Putting them on, mum helped me do up the shoulder straps and put my socks and shoes on.

“Now I have some news for you, William,” Mum said, sitting on the end of my bed and sitting me on her lap.

Then Putting my Pacifier into my mouth, she said. “Do you remember that Anne and David wanted to have a chat before you went to bed yesterday?” I looked at her and held Barny to my chest.

“Well, it was because Jack had put a video of you playing on the piano then posted it on your works Facebook page.” I could feel my self-sucking hard on my pacifier,

Getting her phone out, mum soon found the video for me to watch. There I was playing some tune on the piano with a crowd watching me; I looked like I was about 4 with the way I was dressed and my pacifier swinging from my t-shirt. Still, I was so engrossed in playing I had no idea what was going on around me, but that was not the worse part; as Jack moved around, he focused on the top of my diaper that was coming out of the top of my shorts.

“MUMMY!” I cried. Throwing my arms around her. “Now everyone knows! Wha What going to happen to me!?”

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jun 12, 2021 at 8:05 AM
Content: I hope you all enjoy this chapter.

Do you think William will get the sack from his work because he has been outed as a Little?

Or, will he keep his job as a computer programmer?

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Jun 12, 2021 at 10:53 AM
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Shingo said:

And here i thought lthe last chapter is the one that's gonna reveal it all XD

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Just as you thought it was safe.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Nov 3, 2021 at 11:45 AM
Content: Yea kind off.......
editing and and uni and Adulting.

I only Little. * socks on thumb!*

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Nov 21, 2021 at 5:40 AM
Content: Sorry for the long wait between chapters, but uni work comes; first, I'm sure you all understand.

Chapter 31 William accepts that he is a Little.

I don't know how long it was that I sat on my mum's lap, hugging her. As I did, she rubbed my back.

"I am just a Little boy, art I mummy?" I said harf as a statement, and harf questioning it. Thinking that at the start of the week, I was a 22-year-old computer programmer, and now I had no idea of my age, but I sat on my mum's knee, having my back stroked and loving every moment.

"Yes, you are Mummy's Little forever boy," she replied.

Looking at her, I asked, "Will I stay like this now? I mean, what about?" my mind was full of questions, but I didn't seem to be able to put them into words.

I felt so much happier being treated as a child, and I know mum was happy seeing me like this and was going to look after me, but could this work out in the long term.

Mum smiled at me then put my pacifier into my mouth. "I thought that you were a little for some time, William." She replied, "I just needed you to accept it as well." She continued ", this holiday seemed like the perfect opportunity, and you took to it so quickly." Then bopping me on my nose, she said, "seeing you do, I'm a little teapot; after being out all day playing with your friends, I know this was the right decision."

Remembering standing in front of everyone singing I'm a little teapot did make me smile.
Mum was right. I was happier this way, I am a little, and it's Ok.

"When we get home, there are going to be some choices to make." but right now, we need to get down for breakfast," she said, lifting me down onto the floor.

Then holding hands, we went down to the dining room with me holding barney bear under one arm and mum hand in the other, suckling away on my pacifier.

On the way down to breakfast, I felt different in a good way; I felt safe holding mum's hand, but it was more than that I felt right, comfortable, content; I was me.

Alex hugged me. Are you ok, William? Hugging her back, I just nodded. I did want to talk, the way I was feeling was as if I was under some magical spell, a spell that had turned me into a toddler again, or I had made a wish that came true I was so happy and so content. I did want to speak just in case it broke the spell somehow. So, I suckled on my pacifier, hoping that no one was going to make me say anything.

"You still got your nails," she said. Look at them and smile, then back at Alex and nodded. "I have enjoyed the holiday, William, and I think Rickey has two." Alex continued.

As I sat at the table watching mum cut my breakfast up into bite-sized pieces for me and putting my tea into a Sippy cup. I sat Barney on the chair next to me. "Now eat nicely for mummy, William." mum said, putting my plate in front of me. I looked at Mum and smiled in appreciation.
"What do you say, William?" Mum said to me. I had to speak. I did want to, but I know mum wants me to say thank you. Holding my pacifier with my teeth so that it wouldn't fall out of my mouth, I said, "Tanks."

"William!" Mum said, pulling my pacifier out of my mouth, "say thank you nicely, and you are not going to be able to eat anything with that in your mouth."

"Thank you, Mummy!" I said. It was ok I was still under this wonderful spell; I just didn't want to stop feeling this relaxed.

Soon Rickey had joined us with most of his breakfast around his mouth. Looking at him, I said, "you are meant to eat that, not use it as a face mask." "Yea, I know," he replied. "You should have seen us last night with Jo trying to get my wig off." Do you know how to get nail paint off?" he asked, showing us that he also still had his nails painted.

"I need to get nail polish remover for you two," Mum said, Interrupting us. "I want to keep mine on for as long as possible," I informed him. "I like the way the light shines off them, and they feel so smooth. I continued. "Maybe I'll keep mine on as well and show them to my sister," Rickey replied.
The next thing Alex had got her mum's phone and was taking photos of her work. Then Photos of Rickey and I and then all three of us, then one with Rickey holding my Sippy cup pretending to feed me. "I think you got enough Photos now, Alex." as her mum took her phone back off her.

Then Rickey saw My pacifier lying on the table and Barney on the seat next to mine.
Picking Barney up and sitting next to me, he pretended to try and put my pacifier into Barney's mouth. "NO, Rickey," I said, grabbing Barney and my Pacifier off him. "That's mine!" I said, frowning at him. "I'm sorry, I was just playing." Rickey replied, "Noooo." I said, putting the pacifier back into my mouth and hugging Barney. "Ho Rickey, don't you know, you never take a Little's plushie from them."

"Why don't you three go out and play for a bit," Mum suggested.
Soon all three of us were running about outside and using the Climbing frame, swings and the slide. I had left Barney with mum to look after for me.

Ten more minutes, William mum called out to me. Ok mummy. I call back from the top of the Climbing frame. I was hanging upside down with Rickey.
It was time to come in and say our goodbyes; all three of us hugged and hugged, and Pink promised to be back next year. I did want to leave David wrapping myself around him so he would carry me. He was my caregiver.

Mum got me to let go of David by letting David put me into the car, Mum had the car all packed, and I realised that I was going back home looking like this. But I didn't care. I had been turned into a toddler, and I like being this way, so what if people see me. I was under a spell. I had been turned into a small child, so it's ok if other people see me like this. I thought to myself. It seemed to be the only way I could explain why I felt so happy now.

Mum opened the back car door, and there was a bustier seat really for me. Before I could think of something to say, David had put me into the seat and was strapping me in. "Humm mummy, will I ever be able to be grown-up again?" I asked. Really, I didn't want to do something that would break the spell.

Smiling at me then ruffling my hair. She clipped my pacifier back onto my t-shirt. "I do like you better like this; you are so adorable and carefree," she replied.

Then she turned to thank David for everything and started talking. I looked down at myself. The holiday is over now, and I knew that at some point, something would happen, and the spell would be broken, and I would be grown-up again.

As we started to head off, I hugged Barney and closed my eyes, then asked, "Mummy, How was this going to work back home? And. what about work, Mummy?"
"Well, we need to talk things through, William." handing me my mobile phone; I had forgotten all about it. "Did you have it all the time?" I ask.

Yes, I want you to be relaxed on your holiday and you having your phone on you meant that you would only be checking your emails. And once you started to become more and more Little, I know you having tec would be a bad idea.
Turning my phone on, I looked at my message and emails—the moment I did, though, I could feel the spell breaking.

There was a lot about the video of me. But there was one from HR my boss was asking to see me on Monday first thing.

Mum and I talked a lot about being a Little and what we could do if I lost my job on Monday.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Feb 4, 2022 at 2:00 PM
Content: No I sorry work and university I do have the last chapter planned out though it just time to do edit it and what have you.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Feb 5, 2022 at 2:46 AM
Content: Yea sorry but our Hero has reached that part of his journey.

When he returns home with one last battle. After being transferred from the journey.

I hope you have enjoyed reading about William and his journey of self accepted.

I do have some more stories but this time I going to plan better. I do t like William call to his adventure at the start ir could be a lot better.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Mar 12, 2022 at 8:03 AM
Content: Chapter 32 Monday morning meeting with HR

I slowly woke up as Mum came into my room and opened the curtains filling the room with the morning rays of the sun, Barney was still under my arm, and my pacifier was on the pillow. I squeezed Barney as I put my pacifier back into my mouth and began to suckle, then putting my hand down between my legs, I felt my diaper under my pyjamas; the feeling of just being a kid came washing over me, laying there my tongue over the teat of the pacifier that was in my mouth and looking at Barney bear I gave out a sigh; it was Monday morning; this wonderful feeling of being a child again was going to be over soon,

“Good morning, William,” mum said, “it’s time for you to get up!” Handling me a Sippy cup of tea.

Sitting up cross-legged on my bed, I took my pacifier out and put it on the bedside cabinet, then taking the Sippy cup from mum. “Morning, mum.” I said, not thinking, “Humm do you want to try that once again, sweetheart.” Mum replied sternly. “Looking at her, and I replied, “Humm yes, OK,” I said, thinking how I could put it in a more childlike way. “Hum, Good morning, Mummy; thank you for my Sippy cup of morning tea,” I replied. Then I took a drink, looking at her, wondering if that would add please her. As I did, I felt my diaper swelling as it absolved the liquid. I was wetting myself. I didn’t know I needed to go; it was just happening.

Mum was getting my suit ready for me. Because of my size, I still looked like a schoolboy in it. I might as well be in a school uniform, I thought to myself, looking down at my now wet night-time diaper. Mum must have noticed as she asked if I was still dry; looking up at her, I said. “No, I think I’m wet, looking back down.”

“Well, up you pop and into the shower, and we will get you all cleaned up.” Mum continued pulling the sheets back.

I got up and put Barney on my pillow. Then I took off my PJs, shorts and T-shirt, leaving my wet diaper hanging between my legs, walking into the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror and realised what I had just done in front of mum I had walked through in just a wet diaper as if it was nothing. And she hadn’t said a word about it. Pushing the diaper down off my waist, it fell to the floor with a thud, just as mum followed me into the bathroom and handed me a bin liner.

“Put your wet diaper in this, please, William.” She said. I picked up the wet diaper and put it into the bin liner. “I am going to have to be in a diaper at work, won’t I, Mummy,” I said, realising that wearing a diaper was going to be part of my life now.

“It would be better if you did, William. Just think how you would feel if you had an accident and need to come back home because you were wet.” Mum replied, she was correct; wetting myself at work wouldn’t be good, I thought to myself then I started to wonder what was going to happen when I met the head of HR.

Come on, William, you are lost in your thoughts,” Mum said to me as she put me into the shower then started to wash my body for me. The warm soapy sponge being moved over my body was so nice. I could have washed myself but letting mum do it for me felt really good, “let’s get you dry.” Mum said to me, rapping a towel around me. “And into a nice fresh diaper, but first, can you tell me who you are?” she asked as we headed back into my bedroom.

“Who I am!” I Question, looking at her. “Yes, are you my little Peter Pan? Mummy’s forever boy?” she asked, taking the towel and putting it on my bed and finding a fresh diaper. I just stud there naked in front of her. “I thought that this was just going to be when I was on holiday, I muttered.

“Come on, William feet apart and hands-on-hips, then head up and say it nice a clear.” Mum instructed me.

Giving out a sigh, I know that it made her happy, so I stud there without anything on, with my feet apart and my hand on my hips, then in a clear voice I sang “I am Peter Pan; I cannot grow up; I will be a forever boy.” Mum looked at me smiling. “And do you believe in fairies?” she asked, knowing she wanted me to say that I believed. I shouted, “I believe in fairies!” “Good boy!” she said to me, ruffing my hear “now up out pop and let’s get this diaper on you.”

Soon I was looking in the mirror to see if the diaper was noticeable under my suit; I was sure that you could hear it crinkle as a walked; with my size and not having facial hair, I still looked like I was going to school. I didn’t like being in a suit; I didn’t liked how it made me feel. And for some reason, I didn’t like being in long trousers.

I gave a sigh, checked I had everything, and clipped my I’d badge on. It was time to adult up, I thought to myself.

Mum asked if I would like her to drive me to work, to which I agreed; I was starting to get worried about what was going to happen; I could catch the bus in, but I would have to wait until the school bus had left so that I wouldn’t end up at the local school having to explain things. This had happened before, and proving that I was 22 and no longer went to school to well-meaning Bizzy bodies would make me late. I didn’t want that today.

As we pulled up to the office, mum told me that she would be in town and call her to let her know what happened, and she could pick me up again if I needed her to.

With my heart in my mouth, I walked into reception; the receptionist looked up from her computer “Hello William, did you have a good holiday?” “Yes, thank you,” I replied, avoiding eye contact. “Have a seat in the waiting room, and Mr Edgecote will see you soon,” then, with some hidden laughter, she said that there are some toys to play with while I wait.” I gave out a sigh, still avoiding any eye contact with her; I replied, “No, thank you, I just sit here and wait for Mr Edgecote.”

Mr Edgecote was the CEO of the company. This had gone much further than a meeting with HR, and everyone in the company thought that I was just a kid, a little boy that liked to play with toys; I was finished. It had taken a lot of work to be taken seriously. And now all that had gone, thanks to that video of me playing in the toy shop, looking the way I did. Looking down at myself, I thought I was stuck in this body, looking the way I did, and now this will be my life being treated as if I should be in primary school.

As I looked around the waiting room, there were new children’s toys that you get in Dr’s waiting rooms; I started to want my Pacifier and barney bear; I kept looking at the toys in the corner of the room. I wanted to play with the colourful woodblock on the frame; they just needed to be pushed around like a rollercoaster; I started to think that there were people trapped on the rollercoaster. It was up to me to move the rollercoaster around to the end so that they could be rescued and taken to the hospital in the toy ambulance that was there on the floor.

I had just finished loading the last person into the ambulance when I looked up; standing there watching me was Mr Edgecote. Quickly getting up, I wondered how long he had been standing there watching me, “don’t stop on my account Kiddo.” He said, sitting on the floor next to the toys “so have you rescued them all?” he asked, looking back up at me. “Hum, yea, I guess,” I replied, sitting around down on the floor cross-legged and taking a bear out of the pile of stuffies having a stuffy to hold seemed to cram me down. Then he took a stuffed monkey out of the pile of stuffies, sat it on his knee, and opened a file he had brought in with him. He portended to have the stuffy read the file, look at me, then back at the paperwork, then he lifted it to his ear and portended that the monkey was saying something in his ear. “Monkey and I have been looking at the work you have been doing for the company,” he said, getting up and sitting at the table and interacting that I should do the same.

Sitting the monkey on the table next to him, He reached over and asked his assistant to bring through some drinks and a plate of biscuits.

He asked me how long I had been working for him; it had been about three years; he asked me about my condition and if the arrangements made my life easier at work. I had been given a smaller desk in my office cubicle because of my size.

I looked at him, confused. “So, you not going to fire me?” I asked. Chuckling, “No, Kiddo, I like you and the work you put into the company. I definitely not going to sack someone just because they happen to be a man child, that fact that you are a Little, not only that but confident to be in public being yourself. I am happy that you are working for us, and it explains a lot; I like the way you can see a problem and the way it can be solved.”

Soon Mr Edgecote’s assistant came in with the drinks; one of the mugs of tea had two handles on it and the plate with party rings biscuits. He said, putting the mug with two handles in front of me; use both hands; you don’t want to spill on your nice suit. “Thank you, Karen,” Mr Edgecote said to her, then continued “, I would like you to meet your new colleague.” Holding up the monkey. “it won’t tell me what its name is, though!” then, looking at me, he asked if I knew what the monkey was called. Looking at it, the name Michael came into my head. “Monkey Michael!”

“Monkey Mickael.” Mr Edgecote repeated to Keren, who had a “REALLY!” look on her face. But then decided to play along by saying, “would you like me to show Monkey Michael to your office.” Picking it up, “these two BOYS! have things to talk about, Michael; let me take you to the canteen for a banana.” Then she left us alone, taking the monkey with her.

I looked at Mr Edgecote “is everyone going to treat me like this now. Like I some kind of toddler?” I asked. “Now we know that you are a Little, everyone is going to look after you, William.” He replied, closing the file with the paperwork.

“Your work for us has been outstanding, William. I wished you had let us know sooner about being a Little; we knew about the hypogonadism, and that is why you look young, but this explains your ability to problem-solve. I would now like to offer you your department as head of communications. I have wanted to set this up for some time now, and it will take the pressure off HR; you will have an assistant to help you.”

I sat there stunned with my mouth opened. After what felt like a while, Mr Edgecote said, smiling, “William, close your mouth; you are not a codfish.” “I, I, you, you’re Promoting me?” I said in disbelief. “What, what, what would I be doing as head of communications? “I continued to ask.

Mr Edgecote answered, “The Head of Communications is responsible for the comprehensive planning and coordination of the company’s communications. Reporting to the other departments and me, like marketing HR, will help you to pick out a team along with your assistant; I think this needs to be someone that could double as your caregiver when you are at work. I have done a lot of research on having a Little on the work team, and I asked about my conditions; I know you can do this, Kiddo. All you need is someone that understands your mindset and can look after you while you are at work.”

I just looked at him, not knowing what to say, then looked down at the floor; I wanted to suckle on a pacifier but not have one; I must have zoned out, lost in my thought because I found that I had started to suck on my thumb, taking it out then looking back at my boss embarrass. That he saw me sucking on my thumb.

But he was just smiling at me, then Mr Edgecote asked if I would like to see where I would be working if I took this promotion. I was still shocked that I had not been sacked and that I was being offered a promotion. I nodded and stood up, then followed Mr Edgecote out through reception. The receptionist took one look at me and said, “aww! That’s so cute.” We both looked at her. Then she made herself look busy on her computer, getting into the lift with Mr Edgecote; I asked why she thought we looked cute; Mr Edgecote replied, “It’s probably because you are still holding on to your stuffed bear.” I was still holding on to the bear. “It’s OK, kiddo, I understand.” Mr Edgecote said, looking at what floor the life was on.

I followed Mr Edgecote to a sweet of empty offices. There was one with an office room within an office room. The office room had a great view over the city, the suite of offices with its kitchen and washrooms. “Don’t worry; we will help you get it all set up. Why don’t you try your desk.”. Mr Edgecote suggested I loved everything about it. My assistant offers were just outside mine. I could have the blinds down or up and see everything where my team would be in each office.

I was sitting at my desk on a leather swivel chair. “Am I dreaming? I ask Mr Edgecote is this for real.” Smiling at me, Mr Edgecote replied, “Yes, it’s real, and no, you are not dreaming, but we do want results. More customers and bigger profits. I like to reward hard work, but when the company doesn’t get results, I have to let people go that are not pulling their weight. If the company wins, we all win if the company loses, then we all lose.” his face had turned from smiling to being severe.

“I, I need to talk to mum,” I said. Looking at him. “Yes, of course, it’s a big decision.” Mr Edgecote replied, “why don’t you take some time to think it over and get back to me later today.” then he ruffled my hair “if you need to have a change before you go, the toiles are just here, and I am planning to have this room set up for you as a changing room.” he said indicating to the washroom.

“But first things first, let’s get you signed up if you are going to take this challenge,” he said getting some paperwork out of a drawer in my desk. On the top page, he put down a number. “That’s my direct line; you will need to read through your new contract and sign it if you are going to take this job on.” He said, putting the paperwork on my desk.

I want to suckle, and I want Barney bear. “Is it OK if I get mum to read through as well, and I will let you know later what I am going to do.” I asked.

“Yeah, of course, Kiddo, all this must be overwhelming for you. I’ll I will leave you to now, and we will talk more later this afternoon.” He said as he left me in what could be my new office looking out over the city. What had just happened, I thought to myself. I got out my phone and called mum.

“Hi William, are you OK?” mum asked, answering the phone. “Humm, yea, kind of, can you pick me up please?” I asked, “so what happened?” mum enquired. “Have you been let go?” she continued. “No, I replied. I had a promotion offered to me, and I got to think things over the rest of the day. I just need to get home and get out of this suit.” I replied, “OK, William, I’ll call you when I am outside.” mum replied.

I put my thumb back into my mouth; it helps as I start to come myself down. Could I really do this? I thought to myself. There were a lot of questions that started spinning around my head; how my assistant would have to understand me and why I am like I am. And so would my team. The more I thought about it, the more I liked it.

Lost in my thoughts, as I looked out of the window at the city, I put the stuffed bear on the window shelf so it could look at the view as well. I then sat on the office chair and spun it around and around. What would Rickey and Alex say if they saw all this, I thought?

Picking up the contract of employment and started to read it through, and then My phone rang. “Hello, William specking.” “Hello William, it’s the front desk reception; your mum is here to pick you up.” then I could hear mum in the background talking to the receptionist. Then the receptionist came back on the phone. “I’m sorry, I meant to say your Mummy is here to take her Little Peter Pan Home.” “Really!” I replied, putting the contract of employment into a folder. “Please tell mummy I am on the way down,” I said, hanging up and heading back to the lift with the contract.

Soon I was back in Mum’s car on the way back home, telling her everything and how I could improve on the business, and about the office and how I could set it all out.

When I got home, I was able to take that uncomfortable suit off and sit on my bed, suckling on my pacifier and holding Barney. The next thing was mum waking me, “come and have some lunch, and then I will change you.” She said as I stretched. I had no idea that I had fallen asleep.

“I have an idea on who could be your assistant, but I’m not sure if he has another job already.” mum told me as she sat me at the table and put a bib around my neck. Giving a plate of chicken nuggets with smiley potato faces. “I have ordered you a highchair, so you will find it easier to eat, but in the meantime, I want you to sit upstate, sweetheart.” But I’m too big for a highchair Mummy.” I replied. “Ho no sweetheart this Highchair is made for Littles like you, and it could double up as somewhere for you to work at home too.” “next you be getting me a cot as well.” I replied, “well funny you said that they have cots as well, they have everything a caregiver needs to look after their Little.” She said, showing me the catalogue. “OK I said, but don’t get anything else like that for now, please, Mummy; I’m still getting used to being a Little. And I need to read through this contact with you.”

After I had finished my lunch and we had read it, though, I sat on the floor suckling on my pacifier that mum had clipped to my t-shirt when I had got home and taken that suit off. I had barney, and I put on How to Train Your Dragon film.

“I am going to take the job.” I announced, letting my pacifier fall out of my mouth. Then I got my phone. I call the number that Mr Edgecote had left me.” It’s a dream come true my team will know that I am a Little and I am going to have a plushie corner in the meet room, with bean bags instead of chairs, and to get on my team, you have to come in dressed in the most childlike clothes you can get. Then spend the day playing games and playing with toys and let everyone treat them as if you were still a child, you know, talking over them, making choices without asking. That way, they will have some idea of what it is like to be me. And ones who enjoy being a kid again get on the team.”

I would need an assistant quickly if I took this on, but I had a month to get set up.

In my best hand weighting, I signed the contract and phoned Mr Edgecote. “Hello, Mr Edgecote, thank you, sir; I have signed the contract, and I will be in tomorrow to start,” I announced. “That great.” Mr Edgecote replied. “I have someone that will be helping you get set up, and HR will help you with recruitment and all policies. I will be parsley supervise you until I am happy with the department.” He continued, “I will see you tomorrow.” He said as he finished the call. I smiled at mum as I put the phone down on the floor. Looking down at me she said to me “come on Mr Bigshot, let’s get that diaper changed.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Mar 12, 2022 at 12:27 PM
Content: Hi and thank you my wonderful readers.

I so enjoy writing and for some with dyslexia is saying something.

I know i said that this would be the last chapter but my imagination keeps on giving so I think that there will be by probably at least two more chapters to go.

Williams revenge. I hope will tie some loose ends up for you. And My life. Will compet the story.

Don't worry though I have ideas for other story.

Hugs to you all.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Mar 18, 2022 at 4:43 AM
Content:

LittleJJ said:

Awesome job can't wait to see what happens next!

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Mar 23, 2022 at 1:39 PM
Content: Chapter 33 William’s Revenge.

I was on my way to work, dressed up in my suit and with my new contract employment. I was the head of communications.

I pulled at my suit; it was so uncomfortable being in long trousers with a collar and shirt it just didn’t feel right. Pluss having to catch the bus with children on their way to school was not good. I always got funny looks when I didn’t get off at the stop for the school; I could feel my pacifier underneath my shirt; mum had clipped it on me this morning, saying that it would be there if I needed it. But I was on the bus, so I wasn’t going to get it out, even though I wanted to.

“Good morning. William.” the receptionist said. “Morning.” I replied, “Mr Edgecote wanted me to give you this.” As she passed over some paperwork. “Also, your temp assistant from HR is in the meeting room waiting for you.” She continued indicating to the meeting room that I was in yesterday. “My temp Assistant?” I replied, confused, and went into the meeting room.

Sat at the table was Jack. I froze in the doorway; seeing me, Jack stood up and came over. “Look at you, William, way to go; congratulations on the promotion; you deserve it.” He said, sticking out his hand; shaking his hand, I said, “hmm, thanks. So, you’re my temp?” I asked him. “Yea, Mr Edgecote asked me to be your assistant as he thinks we know each other. It was either me or Michelle.” He replied. “So, you’re my assistant, and I’m your boss, right?” I asked. “Humm, yea, being ahead of a department means you have your own staff team,” He replied. “Yes, yes, of course.” I replied, “It’s well, the first day and all that; let’s go up as we have a lot to get done.” I said, turning to the lift.

As we stood in the life going up to the office. Jack looked at me “hum, there is one thing, though,” he said. “How what’s that?” I asked, thinking he would be asking for time off already. “Well, will you need me to, hmm? Well, you know, to change you, I, I don’t really.” He stopped and looked to the floor, uncomfortably, good; I thought you made me feel uncomfortable, so now it’s your turn.

I was going to have to think about this. I could get him to change me, but did I want that? I wasn’t sure. “Well, I think it is one of the things we will have to discuss when we get into my office,” I replied, continuing looking at what level the lift is on. My office, I thought My Department, I was going to need Jack as there was so much to do.

As the doors opened on my floor, I walked into my office, put the paperwork down on the desk, and sat down apart from this desk and the chair I was sitting on. The Office space was empty; Jack just stood there looking at me. “Have a seat I said to him.” Smiling, Humm, there isn’t anywhere to sit? He replied, questioning. “Well, sit on the floor,” I replied, getting up and sitting on the floor crossed legged, looking at him. So, he did the same. “I want to tell you how uncomfortable you made me feel on my holiday; you filmed me while having fun in a toy shop and then posed it on social media. Now everyone knows that I am a Little wither I wanted them to know or not; when I found out that it was online, I thought I would lose my job over it.” I told him.

Jack’s face went pale. “I am so sorry I didn’t realise that you would be upset. I tock the video because you were so good at playing musical instruments. I didn’t recognise you at first because of the way you looked. Then I showed a few people at work, and Michelle said I needed to post it because you looked like you were having so much fun. Everyone liked you,” he continued, “as soon as Mr Edgecote sewer the video, he wanted us to support you. saying that he thought there was more about you than just hypogonadism, which I read up on last night and about Littles.”

“Mr Edgecote got Jenny, the head of HR, to pull your file. The next thing he asked me was if I would be your assistant. He was going to offer you this promotion. Michell’s face was a pitcher when she heard what was happing. I think she is mad that she did get promoted.” He explained.

“So you read up about hypogonadism,” I replied. “So you know I am stuck like this, looking like a child, Well, as for changing me, I will do that myself, but one of your jobs will be to remind me that I may need to change,” I explained. Then, Looking at him, I thought maybe he needed to understand what it is like. “Have you ever thought what it is like?” I asked.

“No.” With a look of confusion, he replied, “well, perhaps you should find out.” I said, reaching into my backpack and pulling one of my spare ones out, “hear, put this on for the day.” Offering the diaper to him. Looking at the diaper, then back at me. Hum, well, OK,” he said, taking the diaper from me. “The restroom is through there,” I informed him, pointing.

I sat back in my chair, feeling good about myself; I looked at the receptionist’s paperwork. My new login details gave me access to department heads; I opened my laptop and entered my new code. And my computer came to life on it was my new ID badge to print off. Loads of other stuff, the instructions on the paperwork gave me access to my schedule and showed that the was a meeting with the heads of department in about 50 mins.

Jack came back in and asked if the diaper was noticeable underneath his trousers; I looked at him. I said, “what if I said yes? Everyone will notice,” his face went pale. “What if one of your colleagues took a photo of you and put it on your Facebook page?” His face when from embarrassed to frightened, “that is what it was like for me when you put me on social media.” “I am so sorry!” he burbled.

“Don’t worry, it’s not noticeable, But I have worked hard at my job to be taken seriously; I know that they call me the Kid for IT; I did mind that because everyone knew I was good at what I did. Now I have my first heads of a department meeting, and I will need my new ID badge printed. Do you have access to one of though card printers in HR?” I asked, “Yes.” he replied, “Good, I just sent HR an email asking them to print one-off for me. Can you go and get it for me please, along with some paper and pens, as many Colours as you can manage to get, and some whiteboard markers, Please.” I’m going to read through the agenda for the meeting; when you get back, can you work on making a list of things we are going to need? From office supplies Thank you,” Then, with a mischievous grin, I said, “unless you like sitting on the floor.”

“Please!” He said, looking down at himself, “I said Please and Thank you nicely.” I replied. “No, I meant, the diaper.” “What about the diaper?” I asked, “I don’t want it back now” I continued.

Looking down at himself, he muttered, “OK,” as he went off. I sat back in my chair, Payback, I thought to myself with a smile, and wished that Ricky was here to see it, getting my pacifier out from under my shirt and beginning to suckle as I read through the agenda.

Before I knew it, Jack was back with my ID badge and a trolley of stationery supplies. “Thank you, Jack,” I said, letting the pacifier fall out of my mouth, then clipping my new ID badge onto my shirt. “I got a message from Janny; I am to tell you that we don’t have time to do colouring in as you have a meeting to go to.”

I just smiled. “You will have to get used to all that,” I replied. “That is why we need to make this department the best. I leave you to make that list for me, and if you want to do some drawing, you could do a mind map with the whiteboard makers of how you see this department could run, then we can compare notes when I get back.”

“But we don’t have a whiteboard yet,” Jack replied. “We have this big window,” I told Jack, smiling. “Yeah, kiddo, you can; drawer on the walls it’s OK.” I continued ruffing his hair as I headed for the lift.

On the way to the meeting, I thought how easy it was getting Jack to put a diaper on, but I soon forgot all about it as I walked into the meeting.

Everyone congratulated me on my promotion; each department head had to report to Mr Edgecote on their team’s different projects. Mr Edgecote spent some time explaining how my department would be working and when it would be going live; he asked everyone to help if I asked.

He also asked how I thought my department would be a benefit to the organisation? I explained how I saw communication working. I think I impressed them by the looks on their faces and the smile on Mr Edgcote’s face.

Getting back to the Office, Jack had put a mind map on the window and was still working on it. “I don’t know about you, Jack.” I said, walking in, “but I am getting hungry.” I don’t really want to go down to the caffeate to many people that will just want to talk to us and make a fuss.” Sitting down in my office chair, looking up at Jack’s maid map he had done, “that looks good,” I said. “thanks” Jack replied, “We could order pizza in but then we have to get it from reception before anyone else you know what they like around here,” I continued with a grin. “Or we could go out for lunch,” he suggested

“hum, yea, hear the things you will need to pay; I don’t have enough cash.” I then explained why I did have a bank card, as it was nearly always questioned because of how I looked.

Jack smiled, “Yea, I can see that, especially with your pacifier hanging out like that.” I looked down; my pacifier form was hanging earlier on the clip. I must have done that meeting with it hanging there on show, and no one had said a thing to me.

Jack brock the Silence, saying it’s OK, William; as soon as Mr Edgecote told us that things like this may happen and not to make a fuss over it, you know pacifier, Soft toys, I see one of them has made its way up here already.” I looked at the bear that I had sat on the window shelf from yesterday, overlooking the city.

Then turning to me and asked what it was like to suckle on a pacifier, I explained how it helped me cram down, “Could you get me one to try out?” Jack asked, “hear at work.” I will ask Mum to get you one if you like; now, what will we do about lunch.” I said, tucking the pacifier away.

“Tell you what I pay for the pizza if you get me a pacifier to try out,” Jack said. “OK, I will pay you back tomorrow,” I told him.

Then he asked me if I needed a change before we went, looking at him, “And what about you, have you used your diaper yet? I asked. “Tell you what, I will need a change after lunch; we can find a changing room,” I said, pulling at my trousers and making them less uncomfortable. “Wish I had shorts on,” I said as a though away commit.

“Then, looking at Jack, how was putting the tops back on the markers? “I don’t drive!” I informed him “it’s OK, I do,” Jack replied. I got that list of things I think we will need.” “Great bring it with you,” I said as we headed out of the office.

Soon we were at pizza for you, looking at the menu. “Are you OK?” I asked Jack, who was not sitting still. “I need to go to the toilet,” He informed me, “well just go then.” I said I replied, “How?” he asked. “Just lean forward and relax; it will just happen,” I told him. “Easy for you to say you’re a Little; wetting yourself comes second nature,” he replied. But then he leaned forward, and the look of relief started to appear on his face. Just then, the waitress came up and asked to take our order. I could see Jack’s face go bright red with embarrassment as he continued to wet himself in front of her.

We told the Waitress what we wanted, and she went off with our order. Non the wiser what Jack had just done. “Ho, wow, that felt!” Jack said as he put his hands between his legs to check that his trousers were still dry.

“That was the first time, I have wet myself, since I don’t know.” I just chuckled, “come on, let’s look at our shopping list,” I said, pulling at my trousers again,

“Why do you keep pulling at your trousers?” Jack asked. “Well,” I replied, “I find long trousers uncomfortable. The hole being in a suit is uncomfortable for me; I would much rather be in shorts and a t-shirt.” I replied.

“Then why don’t you,” Jack replied. “What when I am at work?” I questioned. “Yea, we have to dress smart professional, but you can get some smart shorts,” he replied; he was right; I could get myself some smart shorts to wear, but then I thought I would have Mum pick out the most brightly coloured ones for me.

Jack had written a list of everything we were going to need to set up the office, something we needed to order through offices supplies, so the company got a discount, but other things we added we need to get somewhere else. I told him I wanted colourful Bean bags to sit on in the meeting room and one of the walls I would get painted with blackboard paint, so we would need some colours chock.

“OK, so are we going shopping then?” Jack asked, “I guess, but what about money?” I questioned. Jack replied, chuckling to himself, “you’re the one that going to approve my expenses, sir.” He was right again; I was. “As long as you pay me back, I don’t mind getting things. “He informed me, being called Sir had taken me back for a moment; I had never been called Sir before.

After lunch, Jack asked were a changing place. I told him that there was one in the shopping centre in town and that is where we could pick up what we needed as well.

Going into the changing room at the shopping centre, I gave Jack my changing bag; everything you need is in here, I told him, then left him to it. After I had changed as well, Jack then thanked me for the diaper and told me he kind of wanted to know what it felt like for a long time.

There was a clothing shop next to the changing room.” We could get you a pair of shorts in there if you like.” Jack suggested, so we went in and found a pair of boy’s navy smart shorts with a Belt. I tried them on, “Yea, they work,” Jack said to be holding up a pair his size.

“I think you look a very smart young man in those shorts.” I heard the sales assistant say to me, then turning to Jack, they said, “we have a special on school uniforms.” Jack looked at me, not knowing what to say. I just grinned at him and winked, then I said in a winding voice. “Do I have to?” Jack looked at me, not knowing what to say, then looking at the sail’s assistant then back at me. “You’ll either get your new school uniform with mum or with me.” He replied firmly. “Why don’t you get your school uniform now with your older brother, as he is getting you these nice new clothes?” the sales assistant asked. I looked at Jack then back as the sales assistant. “Hum, mum said to just get me some new shorts though, she usually gets our school uniforms; we don’t want to be in trouble again.”

“Yea, you are right; I don’t want to be in trouble.” Jack said to me, then looking back at the sales assistant, “we will just get the shorts for now.”

Then back at me, you can keep those ones on as he gave the sales assistant his card and the other pair of shorts, he was getting for himself along with polo neck t-shirts, putting them through the till, after the sales assistant had helped Jack Fold up my trousers and put the rest of the shopping in a bag they turned to us and said, “have a nice day.”

Jack turned to me and said, “You enjoyed that.” “Ho yeah,” I replied. “Well done for playing along.” I continued,

“This is going to be a very interesting month. “Jack replied.

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Mar 23, 2022 at 1:51 PM
Content: I was thinking about wrapping things up, but my imagination just keeps ongoing. Lots more to come.

William and Jack become good friends as do Williams's Mother and Jack's Wife, Jack has to come out as a Middle and a DL. Michell wants in on the act and tries to become William and Jack Nanny, Mr Edgcote become more of a father figure to the and becomes Sir to Jack and William, Jack spends more time with William and meets up with Rickey.

But all this will come as I have time to write.

Hugs

Siysiy

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Author: siysiy
Timestamp: Apr 11, 2022 at 1:52 AM
Content:

richnappy said:

Great story

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Thank you