Caitian XAdmitted to the Adult Baby Hospital -- (Author) caitianx

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Apr 22, 2025 at 3:23 AM
Content: 1). At the Doctor's Office...

Doctor: "Caitian X, it is now time for you to have others take care of you."
Doctor: "Since you are now elderly and you have Autism and Cerebral Palsy,
I am prescribing admission to the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR Adult Care Home for adults like you with lifelong disabilities who emotionally are still a child."
Caitian X: "Sigh..."
Caitian X: "I am trying my best to remain independent, but it is becoming a lot harder for me."
Caitian X: "I suppose you are right."
Caitian X: "I will comply with your request."
Doctor: "This is good."
Doctor: "I just e-mailed the admission order to the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR Adult Care Home."
Doctor: "They specialize in caring for elderly physically and developmentally disabled elderly adults like you who need 24/7 around-the-clock care/monitoring."
Doctor: "From here we will have you transported to the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR Adult Care Home."
Caitian X: "Okay."
Caitian X: "I will wait here."

(Caitian X's Primary Care Physician, Dr. Egenolf, left the examination room at the Family Practice, leaving Caitian X alone by himself."
After a few minutes Dr. Egenolf's Nurse-Practicioner entered the examination room.)

Nurse-Practicioner: "Let us start getting you ready to be taken to the Physical/Developmental Disability Elder Care Home."
Nurse-Practicioner: "Let me get you up onto the Examination Table."

(Caitian X was assisted with climbing up onto the examination table and into a lying-down position.
Dr. Egenolf's Nurse Practicioner assisted Caitian X in completely undressing to just his very wet and messy diaper.
She then changed Caitian X's diaper, cleaning him up very well and then re-diapering him.)

Nurse-Practicioner: "Now you are nice and clean and ready to go."
Nurse-Practicioner: "The Ambulance is almost here."
Nurse-Practicioner: "I will place all your clothes into this belongings bag."
Nurse-Practicioner: "Just lie quietly here."
Caitian X: "I know...I am not going anywhere."

(The Nurse-Practicioner left and Caitian X was alone lying on the examination table wearing nothing but a plain-white large/extra-large adult diaper.
After a few more minutes, a pair of EMT's entered the examination room with a gurney.
They carefully transferred Caitian X onto the gurney, and they also picked-up the bag of Caitian X's clothes/belongings, and folded-up his 3-wheel rollator walker frame and placed them on the shelf under the gurney bed.
The EMT's placed a blanket upon Caitian X.
They then wheeled him out of the examination room and through the corridors of the Family Practice Office, and eventually brought him outside of the medical office building to the waiting ambulance.
Carefully they placed the gurney with Caitian X in it into the ambulance, then they closed the rear doors.)

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Apr 22, 2025 at 3:14 PM
Content:

Angelapinks said:

I guess we each of us never know when our time will come for others to look after our needs. It is never a good time to admit we need this care for the rest of our time on earth. Good luck to you and hoping you can have a good experiance in the Adult Care home.

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This is fantasy for now, but in the future for me, it could become real.

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Apr 22, 2025 at 3:28 PM
Content: 2). In the Ambulance:

(Caitian X was mute and quiet lying on the gurney in the ambulance that would take him to the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR Care Home/Hospital for physically and developmentally disabled elderly child-like adults.

He stared up at the roof of the ambulance as it started to move.

One of the EMT's was with him.

He took Caitian X's vital signs, Heart, Respiration, Temperature, etc.

Caitian X did not really want to lose his independence.
But it was time.
He started to cry.
He looked down and noticed that the EMT had placed locking leather wrist and ankle restraints on him that were secured to the gurney.)

EMT2: "Caitian X, these restraints are for your own safety."
EMT2: "Just relax and enjoy the ride".
EMT2: "It will be around 1 hour before we arrive at your new home."

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Apr 26, 2025 at 1:57 AM
Content: 2). a). Still in the Ambulance...

(EMT #2 opened the bag of Caitian X's belongings and pulled out Caitian X's plush Giraffe, "GA-GA".

He placed it next to Caitian X's head to comfort him.)

EMT#2: "Here Caitian X, I have your lovey friend."
EMT#2: "I guess you need him."
Caitian X: "Yes."
Caitian X: "I need him."
EMT#2: "It will be another 40 minutes before we arrive at your new home."

(Caitian X closed his eyes.)

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Apr 27, 2025 at 1:35 AM
Content: (A little while later, the ambulance turned into the driveway of the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR Care Home/Hospital.
The ambulance then drove up to the front entrance.
EMT#1 got out of the cab and walked to the rear of the ambulance and opened the doors.
Then both EMT's carefully brought Caitian X out of the ambulance and then into the front lobby of the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR Care Home/Hospital.
They then unlocked the restraint straps and assisted Caitian X into a standing position, wearing nothing but his diaper.
Since Caitian X also had Cerebral Palsy besides Autism, Colpocephaly, and Agenesis of the Corpus Collosum, he stood quite crouched, with his feet and his legs twisted inwards.
The EMT's then left Caitian X there in the lobby with just his belongings which included his 3-wheel chrome rollator walker frame and his chrome Loftstrand Crutches.
They took the gurney with them when they went back to the ambulance.
After a few minutes they drove away.
Caitian X stood there.
His diaper was quite wet.
He suddenly felt his bladder spasm forcefully, and he wetted his diaper for a 3rd time since leaving his doctor's office earlier in the afternoon.
He felt his pee-pee run down his legs onto the linoleum floor of the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR Care Home/Hospital.
In a loud voice...)

Caitian X: "I MADE A PEE-PEE! I MADE A PEE PEE!".

(The indoor lobby doors opened and a pair of male nurses came out.
Male Nurse#1: "We have been expecting and preparing for you."
Male Nurse#2: "You are Caitian X?"
Caitian X: "Yes. I am Caitian X."
Male Nurse#2: "Caitian X, you are very wet, are you not?"
Caitian X: "Yes. Me very wet."
Male Nurse#2: "Come with us and we will bring you to your nice warm bed and we will change you into a clean comfy diaper."

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: May 3, 2025 at 5:21 PM
Content: (The male nurses grasped Caitian X on either side of him and guided him in hobbling forward on his crouched and intwisted legs from the lobby and through the double doors leading to the rest of the GENTLE TEDDY BEAR CARE HOME/HOSPITAL.
The corridor walls were covered in lots of colorful children's television program characters:
Daniel Tiger's Neighborhood
Donkey Hodie
Carl the Collector
Sesame Street
Elinor Wonders Why
Thomas the Tank Engine
This first floor's theme was all PBS KIDS television programs.
Caitian X was not alone.
In the corridor there were several pink and blue Geriatric Chairs with wide spill-proof wrap-around trays locked-down to keep their occupants from getting out of them.
Elderly disabled adults, men and women in KAFO/AFO Leg Braces quietly playing with LEGO DUPLO or MEGA BLOX.

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Jun 6, 2025 at 3:35 AM
Content: The other disabled adults were preoccupied with their play and did not notice Caitian X going by, escorted by the orderlies.
Caitian X was led through another locked and alarmed door by the orderlies.
They brought him to a room with a solitary adult-sized steel crib.
The walls were covered in PAW PATROL characters.
The orderlies assisted Caitian X in getting into the crib.
They then changed his diaper and they secured thickly padded thumbless medical restraint mittens on his hands.
The final layer of security over the velcro wrist straps was a layer of medical bandage tape to prevent Caitian X from accessing the straps and removing the mittens.
The orderlies then locked the sides of the steel adult-sized crib and then left the room, locking the door behind them.
Now Caitian X was all alone by himself.
It was the beginning of his first day in the care home/adult baby hospital.
Caitian X pawed at his crotch.
It was diapered.
The orderlies had also put on a clean pair of plain milky white plastic pants over the diaper.
Caitian X kept up pawing at his crotch with his restraint mitten encased hands.
He was masturbating.
He did not know why he was doing it, but he was doing it as his first activity in the care home/adult baby hospital.

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Jun 7, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Content:

Lynnie said:

I enjoyed and know that in many ways it can happened to a certain extent. And if one has these disabilities and at that age, with family is not around or cares, it might be the place. Currently I have a caregiver that knows what is best and has since told me 4 is perfect for me Thank you Caitian X.

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I live independently in real life for the time being in my own home here in Derry, New Hampshire.
Except for what I saw in the Nursing Home downtown where my Mom and Dad ended-up before they passed away, I really have little knowledge of what goes on in a Nursing Home.
I have seen Demented elderly adults tied-down to Gerri-Chairs and their hands securely encased in medical restraint mittens to not hurt themselves or others.
I just have my imagination of what my future being institutionalized might be like (with a bit of Adult Baby embellishments).
I have disabled friends who got institutionalized, and their view was it was "HELL ON EARTH", and I honestly understand their perspective.
No freedom...
No privacy...
Punishments...
Physical restraint and seclusion...
(Medical Restraint Mittens, Straightjackets, strapped-down to their beds with locking leather restraint straps, Anti-Self-Hitting Protective Helmets, securely locked from the outside barren padded seclusion rooms/cells.)
24/7 being treated like a toddler/preschooler...
Totally not even being allowed to be an ADULT in the institution.
The degradation...
The infantilization of the disabled...
Anyway...
The story will continue...

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Jun 7, 2025 at 2:47 AM
Content: After an indeterminated amount of time of pawing at the front of his plastic pants and diaper, lying on his back, his head on a soft pillow, masturbating, Caitian X felt tired.
Caitian X's thighs were splayed-apart and spasticly locked in position.
He mutely looked at both his medical restraint mitten encased hands that he brought close to his face to get a better look at them.
They were made of strong white canvas material.
He could feel that the fingers of both his hands were splayed-apart and he could not close either hand, the thick padding preventing this from happening.
Caitian X no longer had his eyeglasses.
Everything he saw was blurry.
Turning his head to either side he noticed that at the edges of the bedsheet-covered mattress there were foot-high thick "bumper pads" to prevent him from hurting himself.
Looking back up at the ceiling, Caitian X noticed that the steel adult-sized crib he was confined in had steel bars on top, about 48" or 4' above the "flat" bedsheet-covered mattress he was lying upon.
Lying there in his crib, Caitian X was thinking to himself:
"NO ESCAPE!"
"At best, all I can do is SIT UP!"
After a short time Caitian X "felt" his Cerebral Palsy related "Severely Neurogenic Bladder" overwhelmingly spasm and empty into his diaper.
Caitian X also immediately afterwards felt his "Severely Neurogenic Bowel" spasm and void a small amount of poop.
Caitian X reached-down to his crotch with his medical restraint mitten left hand and he mutely fondled himself again.
He felt relieved his bladder was empty and he smiled and let-out a soft little grunt.
When the orderlies diapered him earlier, they had pushed Caitian X's penis into the "down position" before snugly securing the diaper on him.
At this stage, Caitian X really did not realize it, but at "intake", he had been "classified" as a 24/7/365 "PERMANENTLY BEDRIDDEN" "ADULT BABY".
No release whatsoever from his "crib" for the rest of his adult life.
His "diet" was going to be "ADULT ENTERAL FORMULA" administered by "Bottle Feeding" around-the clock".

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Author: caitianx
Timestamp: Jun 7, 2025 at 3:55 PM
Content: ("Real Life Institutionalization" is as I have stated something I have never experienced as a disabled man with Cerebral Palsy, Autism, Colpocephaly, and Agenesis of the Corpus Collosum.
Fantasy and reality are two different things entirely.)
Anyway...
Caitian X was just lying there in his crib in his room in a wet and poopy diaper.
He could "feel it and smell it".
The odors were eminating from himself.
He straightened his legs as best he could.
He felt the squish of poop spreading out on his bottom.
Internally he was thinking this:
"When will the nice Daddys come back to change me?"
"It has been a while since they locked my in my crib"
"I AM DIRTY!!!!!"
"I AM DIRTY!!!!!"
"I AM DIRTY!!!!!"