ABDL Trip To The Cabin With Daddy
MY STORY (UNIT 1)
(This story may have bad English, and does talk about abuse/suicide)
UNIT 1 - childhood
Age 0-3
I am not really sure what happened at this time, all i can remember is that when I was in mommy's belly, daddy did a crime to where he had illegal sex somewhere (he did say that he learned his lesson).
At age 3 my grandma merryman said that grandma Sullivan and my mommy hided me from him one time at my aunties place (I do not know the reason) but they thought that I smelled some of aunties medical marijuana.
All I know was that police were involved, so it must be something big. My extreme interest (one out of six) in veggie-tales started when I was birthed as well.
Age 4-6
Here was where things really started to change for me. At age 4 I am diagnosed with autism. Which is not surprising because how I did things at the time. I had almost every symptom you can think of. The family members were a bit scared because of how weird I am, and other people did not believe them.
At the age of 5 a lot of changes happened, daddy forced mommy to move out, he even packed her bags for her. I actually remember that day because I was playing the first kingdom hearts and I was in deep jungle.
I actually did not notice that mommy leaved. Daddy says that it is because he thinks she is neglecting me (even though I was fed and cleaned) and the house was never clean, all because mommy was always playing games on the computer (she even says she has a slight addiction to video games). He also did not want us to be considered as "trailer trash" whatever that meant.
So we then moved to his parents house. He has full custody of me because he makes more money. Mommy also moved back in with her parents. Daddy did not stop me from seeing her though, cause he allowed SOME time for me to see her. I did have more time with daddy anyways.
At this time daddy has been talking to another woman named Monica (he also have been talking to other girls with yahoo), but Monica was when we were still with mommy.
At age 5-6 I liked to play the PS2 and computer, watch cartoons, and also be in the hot tub (however these are not the extreme interests).
Grandma Sullivan says it "calms me down." What is a bit weird was that I get hot easily, and I prefer colder areas, but the hot tub and bath/shower is an exception.
Daddy still talked with mommy with yahoo as well, and seems that daddy is very suicidal. One thing that he said really was weird to me, it is "the only reason I am still alive is because of Xander."
Age 7-9
At age 7, me and daddy moved again, and for an unknown reason, we moved in with Monica, and it seems that she has 2 daughters of her own, Audrie and Mariah.
Apparently Monica's previous husband Joel physically abused all 3 of them. I did not know this at the time, although this may explain why both Audrie and Mariah fought a lot, but when I was around, they stopped.
This happened whenever I was around anyone in both families, and once I leave, they started fighting again. I think this was when daddy's controlling truly began, because we were not allowed to go into each others rooms without a parents permission (it may be because that Audrie accidentally hit me one time on my cheek and daddy thought it was on purpose).
Both daddy and Monica worked, so they had to have someone to watch us, and her name is Michelle (we usually name her Elle, because it is easier). We all like her around.
When she came for the first time, she gave each one of us a gba game because we all have Nintendo DS's. Mine was called Super Mario World, and Mario is my second extreme interest.
This only happened when i was in kindergarten, and i think Elle stopped afterwards, because Monica opened her daycare, and daddy can work from home because he is an IT. This started when I was 8.
At this time, daddy found out that Monica was pregnant, his name is Gavyn, daddy actually said that he may kill himself after hearing that, I did not hear this though.
One day in 2nd grade though, Gavyn was born, and dad said that I am now a "big brother." Daddy has a controlling issue with who I can be with (I cannot be with Monica, and Audrie without him around, and can only be with Mariah and Gavyn without him). Me and Gavyn's relationship was forced by daddy, but we liked each other pretty easily.
At age 9, was where my extreme anxiety of tests started. In 3rd grade one day, the class was testing in science, and I finished it as fast as I can, because I wanted to read the magic tree house books.
Later I got a 32% on that test, and daddy yelled at me, and grounded me for a MONTH. He is SCARY when he yells. For any future tests I did my absolute best to stay above 70%, which is his lowest he will accept. Any lower and I freak out and have something called a "meltdown" even though my skin does not melt.
The baddest thing was that in elementary we have at least one test every 2 weeks. I am not sure if daddy is contacted by my teachers every time I have a low score on a test, but ever since I was birthed, he records EVERYTHING that I do, and he "manipulates" family members, and even my teachers as well.
My third extreme interest is Bakugan, which was popular at this time. I did not really watch the show, playing the video game was all I needed.
My favorite Bakugan is Leonidas (I actually had a Ventus one in real life). I am not sure what attribute I would be, either Pyrus, Ventus, or Aquos.
Age 10-12
4th, 5th, and 6th grade, science was difficult for me, and daddy realized it and actually tried to help me instead of yelling at me about it, but it got worse.
He even said to my 6th grade teacher that "he wants me to like and appreciate science." So basically he is forcing me to like it.
The only reason I was failing it for 3 years was because I was not writing notes at all. Instead I was playing with the caps of my pens (I was playing Mario).
People nearby were questioning it, but none of the teachers noticed. One girl, Sarah, told me to write down my notes a lot, even though I did not want to. There were a couple of other students, but I do not remember their names.
Eventually I actually invited all 3 of them to see my therapist, and even the therapist was against me, saying that they are "only trying to help."
Eventually they stopped, and said that I will write them when I want to. Daddy suggested a stress ball, but I do not use it at all at the time.
Elle was actually living in the house at the time, and my main way of interacting with her was with homework, and a few video games like Guitar Hero (which is too difficult for me, even on easy mode).
She even said to daddy one time that "I can tell that he is crying because he was struggling with his math homework." I am not sure why I did. Monica also have me help in her daycare.
Eventually daddy thinks that Monica is jealous of Elle because she gets more attention from us, so eventually she wanted her to move out. This caused daddy seeing Elle secretly, and even when Monica was gone, he says to come to the house for a while. Daddy wanted me to keep a lot of secrets, or "what happens in the house, stays in the house."
From a young age I tried to everything i can to make him happy, ONLY him, and people in contact with him, so I did.
I usually visit daddy's parents every Friday after school, and sleep there, then dad would come get me to take me back to the house. The reason is for daddy to see Elle in secret, and he does this a lot. What was not known at the time is that Elle is actually Monica's cousin.
There, I was 12, and I now have my fourth and fifth extreme interests, the fourth is Ninjago, but only season 1 and 2 were available, but I like it a LOT.
The fifth extreme interest is the AB/DL lifestyle, but more DL at the time. It started when I looked at the contents of someone's purse in my room. And eventually I found what seems to be a Depend's pull-up.
I put it on in the bathroom and peed in it, and that was the moment I became a DL. However, because of daddy, I was thinking that if I did something wrong, they would contact him and I would be severely punished, so this was the only extreme interest that I hid as best I can, which was to wrap up the used one in a towel, and hope people would not find it.
Eventually when it would not hold anymore, I put some toilet paper on top of it to cover it up in the trash.
One time grandma Sullivan asked me if I was using her Depend's, I lied and said no. I also started to take and use Gavyn's pull-ups as well however, despite me not wanting to be seed by anyone.
At this time, Gavyn does not care, but as I got older, I did not want to risk it.
This was the time that daddy started to abuse me (as a lot of other people say). It was mostly emotional and verbal, but a mild amount of physical and sexual.
Sometimes when I did something wrong or inappropriate, I would get smacked in the head and be called stupid or retard (Monica asked his parents to stop this, and it took several times).
Daddy also "corrupted" me and Gavyn by allowing us to swear whenever Monica was not around. And he allowed me to watch adult shows at physically 12 years old.
Eventually Gavyn wanted to do a couple of weird things. Monica noticed that I was touching my privates when I was around daycare, in school, or in public, and she thinks it is because of daddy.
My 6th grade English (resource) teacher noticed this as well while the only other student in there my grade, Jacob, was taking a picture of it with the teachers phone (I did not know).
Daddy did eventually explain to me the only appropriate places to do this (my room, or a bathroom).
UNIT 2- teenagerhood - coming soon
Written By: Xander