Broken Trust
BROKEN TRUST
Hello. My name is James and I am 15. My friends and I created a band called Sonic Screech. We played in school fund raising events and are well known in the area. My band consists of a drummer, 2 guitars, and me as singer. We occasionally add other people for piano specials and base guitar. It's me, Kevin, Justin, and Dan.
We meet for practice every day besides weekends because that's my private time for admiring my beautiful girlfriend. Her name is Stephanie. She is 14 and I am her true love she says. Our relationship is outstandingly strong in bond and we hope to be together forever... or at least I hoped...
My band always told our secrets to each other. We trusted each other to the maximum. Whatever we want no one to know about, we tell the band members. The secret is safe with us. But when trust is 100% in a friendship, you never expect the harsh, unrelenting bash of a lie.
Justin, however, had always kept a secret hidden from the knowledge of the band, even though he knew the band wouldn't care much. He had been homosexual and a diaper lover. It was a shock to me when I first found out. Of course he could have told me instead of what he did. (I'll tell ya soon) I somewhat suspected. Here is why:
1) He never had a girl friend in his whole life. Everyone in the band has had a girlfriend or many girlfriends. He is probably better looking then most of us but never has had a girl.
2) He loves Halloween... a little to much. When Halloween comes around, he is more excited then a child in a candy shop. He always dresses like a girl for Halloween. He has been a girl for Halloween every year! Not kidding. He remains a girl for about 3 or 4 days. His explanation,"Halloween, to me, last for as long as I want!" Ya okay...
3) Okay this is the last one and this is the main reason. He told me he was gay but as soon as I was going to tell the band, he laughed and said "Ha! You fell for it! I am playing truth or dare with Dan! This was a dare the whole time!" I laughed a little too. I never asked Dan if they really were playing but right before I left the room, I saw Justin shed a tear... weird much?
So, back to the point. "The Event" happened a week ago. Justin calls my cell and says,"Hey dude. Wanna go camping this weekend? It can give us some peace and quiet in the woods to right a sick song then play. You in?" I replied, "Sure man. Is Dan and Kevin coming?", "Nah, they are going upstate to a new race track. Since they are doing something we should too!"
I asked my beloved mother and she said sure. "I got the okay to go" I said. "Sweet. Meet me over here in like an hour." Oh and by the way this "event" takes place during summer vacation...just so ya know. I pack my threads (cloths) and hurry on over to his house. I rang the door bell and he opened the door. "Sup bro. You ready for camping?" I relied "Ready as I will ever be." I was so wrong.
He leads me to the den and we chill for a couple minutes watching MTV on the tube. "I am going to get us some lemonade" he said and ran to the kitchen. I was thinking, at that point, maybe we will come up with an excellent song during the trip. Yea, we were going to make a masterpiece! I was excited to tell the truth. But now while I sit in my leaking depends on the ground typing on the laptop, I felt no excitement what so ever.
He comes back with the lemonade. "Man am I thirsty." I explained. "So am I" Justin relied. I sip the lemon flavored liquid and it was refreshing! "Ahhhh." I said in relief. Instantly, I get a severe dizzy spell and trip over the foot stool. I hit the couch and couldn't move.
I was paralyzed and unable to move at all. He had slipped roofies into my drink. (Roofies are a powder drug that dissolves into your drink and makes you paralyzed for a while. Used for surgery mainly and also used by criminals to abduct women.)
He comes over calmly and puts me straight up on the couch and says "It will all make sense soon enough." and kisses me on the lips. What in the name of god was he doing! He puts in a video cassette and it was some sort of hypnotic video. I can't remember a thing until morning.
I woke up dazed and tired still. I suddenly look down to see my self in baby clothes and a diaper! "Oh my god!" Is what I wanted to say but I didn't. Instead all that came out was a bunch of baby noises. I look to my left and see Justin all baby and such crawling up to me. He hugs me and kisses my again. I began to cry... inside.
The hypnotic video made me null and void of all control of myself. I was basically watching my self as a gay baby but I had some what control over my mind. It's hard to explain. "Your awake honey! Your going to be my new adorable boyfriend!" He said excitedly.
I was just about screaming at the top of my lungs in my mind but in reality I just smiled and kissed him back. I tried to control myself but I couldn't. I had no control what so ever." We are going to have so much fun!" He said and takes me by the hand and walks me to the play pen he set up in the den.
He turned on Barney, got out some toys, and kissed my again. At this point I wanted to forget this cause I just hate being mad at my friends. So I tried to take control of my voice to work out this problem without making this a big deal. Of course I failed.
"I want to tell you a few things. I am gay and totally proud," Ya think?" I also love to wear diapers and so do you now!" I laughed and hugged him tightly. It burned my soul and I couldn't stand it any longer. Just before I thought I had seen the bad part of it, I unloaded everything in my bowels and bladder. What am I? I was so confused and lost far beyond any kind of sense.
"Oh no! My little cute baby boyfriend has messed himself" I was laughing now. Just the sound of him narrating the situation made me laugh a little. But wait, I had control! I am able to control when I agree with what a baby would do! This I could use to my advantage!
He cleaned me and I snuggled by him. I did this intentionally to keep control. I said "Let me free for at least 3 minutes!" He looked at me and smirked. "Fine. I'll let you have 3 minutes cause I love you!" He hands me three pills and I swallow them and burp very loud. Ha. He laughs and I begin to talk.
"You don't have to do this... we can stop this and never speak of this again!" He looks at me for a while and says,"I love you and this will probably be the only opportunity to do this I will ever have! I will erase your memory after all this if it makes you feel better!"
I laugh. "Are you serious? This is insane! I am not gay! I have a girl friend! If your gay then it's okay. I am fine with that but don't convert me just to benefit yourself and ruin my life!" He just says, "3 minutes are up honey!", in a very happy tone. "Why..." All control was gone, again. All I did was pass out.
I woke up in a blanket with Justin. It was four in the morning and Justin woke up with me. I started to cry and I wet myself. Justin cleaned me all up. I wondered what fun could he have by cleaning me? It was so confusing. All of this was so new to me but probably years old to him. I still didn't want to flare up at him. I was annoyed but not angry really. We kissed and went back to sleep.
These kisses were not just lips anymore he was getting a little rougher. Last time we kissed, I think I felt tongue. Yuck. Nothing but puke, I hope you know what I mean. Just plain disgusting.
Well we kept at the same routine for the next week. Pooping and peeing in our pants, watching nothing but Barney and Blues Clues. If I acted good I got to listen to some Eminem! So I was insanely happy when he put on some Slim Shady.
"Well. This is the end of your stay...I hope we can do this again sometime." Justin says while crying. "Thank you so much. I am pissed and if you apologize I won't tell." He apologized and I began to walk to the door.
But in an instant I thought of all the things he did for me. The care and affection he had for me. He took care of me completely and loved me at the fullest extent. I actually like it a little so I turned around. I still cannot believe why I did this but asked if I could stay longer. He bursts out tears of joy and hugs me.
We made out in the middle of the room. The only thing that was different about this kiss then the others was that...that (crying a little)...did it intentionally... I loved him now. By then end of that day, I had made 3 calls. One to my "ex-girlfriend", one to my mom and one to my band practice garage phone and left a message.
Me and Justin now plan to marry later in life and we are a happy couple. We have a Mommy now to clean us. So now we poop, pee and other baby acts together. Now I don't need hypnotism and our love will be everlasting. Thanks for reading. Stay in diapers and live life to the fullest. <3
-If you want a sequel, just email me.
-If you wanna guess what the three calls were about, email me!
-Stay in diapers as a favor!
Written By: James
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