How I Got Into Diapers And Found My Caretaker
HOW I GOT INTO DIAPERS
AND FOUND MY CARETAKERS
Well hello everyone. My name is Jordan or Energy Wolf or just Energy. But today I am going to go in to how I 1st got into wearing diapers and being a ABDL. Then 2nd how I found my big/caretaker.
So anyway's it all started when I was in middle school. My age was 14 yrs old. How I got into diapers was my dislike on underwear/boxers and a bit of depression. I'm not going go into detail about that but why it happen. And why I wore diapers was because my dad passed during 5th grade. I got over it during 8th grade.
Then I need something beside games to make me happy. 1st it was the Brony community around 9th grade 2010 age 13 that keep me happy. So I'm like "ok I wondered if there are other communities out there similar to this" and of course there was. That's how I found the Furry community.
I did weeks of research to confirm a lot of the lies I heard so I would not be disgusted. After all that research I did for myself I found the Furry community very very loving, open, and caring for each other. That was 2012 age 15.
Finally we get to ABDL. Umm this started off with me finding a website called babyfur.me and then I would talk to abdl/babyfur with a open mind about ABDL's. They just explained in a simple way of doing this is just a way to relax from a stressful day. Some people like to put on a diaper and cuddle a stuffed animal, some others like to drink a beer or sleep or play music.
My response was "ok, that makes sense, we all have different ways to relax". He went on to say that that is like the main source of why people are in the Babyfur community. I said "ok that sounds awesome".
Then he finished off by saying "have you tried a diaper on before?" My normal normie self would say "no, never, not since I was one year old". Then told him I had to got to bed because I had school next day and left that convocation in the dark.
About a two yr later 2014 age 17 I started wetting the bed. Did not think too much about it then. I started wetting my pants for 7 months straight. I did not have the money to get diapers so I stole them for a month before I started making money from waking dogs and dog sitting.
Then I went down to my Walgreens Pharmacy and bought pull-ups first. I love them so much. I was acting like a baby for like a month. Everyday when my mom and brother went to work and it was so stress relieving. Like that guy said and I could never sleep normal again.
I could not sleep without a 30" tiger that I named Mr. Tigy. As long as I'm holding him or he's next to me I know I'm a happy little baby. I have had Mr. Tigy for 3 years. And a purple Joker theme stuffed bear named Fluffy I have had for 4 years. I got him at Six Flags Magic Mountain.
When I leave my house to go to friends houses I take Fluffy to my ABDL friends or my caretakers house that used to live in Las Vegas. He moved to Georgia. I still love him as my big and he still loves me. I'm a year older than him but I'll never adult so he will always be the daddy.
Umm let's go back to the diaper. I got more to say on that. So a year goes by of me wearing diapers only on weekends. My mom did not like it when she found my diapers 5 different times. So long story short me and her always fought about diapers.
Why she did not approve of it? She just said I was too old for it and it was a phase. Well in 2017 I reminded her that in 2014 that my lifestyle that I do to relive stress and just relax of wearing diapers and cuddle stuffed animals that I have been doing it for 3 almost 4 years.
When I talked to her she said that I should never be afraid to tell her anything. Weather it's things like this or anything. I don't understand why she went from a no phase to I understand. I'll never understand her. But yeah I wear super open around her now. She sees it everyday. It's a normal thing to her now.
Finally how I met my caretaker/big. I met Kyle on facebook. We talk almost everyday. Even now while I'm typing this. We both know a lot about each other. Very well, so my plan is to get a full time job, save money to live in Georgia. Even though I know he would make me get a job if needed. But I know for now he will let me be full time baby.
But yeah. How I met him was not that long. Just long story short, we both love each other and I'm his baby boy and he's my daddy for ever. I never want to lose him. That's it, da end. If you have any other question don't be afraid to email me.
Written By: Jordan Wallace
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