Emily's Diary
EMILY'S DIARY
Dear Diary. Hey there, It's me again, of course, I mean who else would be writing in you? This is a rewrite of my first diaper experience. My old diary is worn out and I wanted to be safe and make a new copy. Anyway, here goes.
May 15th Age:7 yrs 10 months
I had the most WONDERFUL experience today. Let's start at the beginning. Earlier today we got the call that the photo shoot in the country side was a go. Problem is the set is 3 hours away and the nearest bathroom is at a diner 45 minutes away.
So my mother suggested the other day that if, and only IF, I got the job she would have me wear a pull-up just in case I had to go. Of course, I agreed to it, thinking that it was needed to get the job done.
A few days had passed when my mother got the call and as soon as she got off the phone I ran to the shower to get cleaned up. I asked my mom to put my clothes on the bed while she waited on me. She must have bought them earlier cause they were already in my room.
After my shower was done I walked into my room to see my shirt with the laces, my pants with the velvet on it and even my socks and shoes. As I turned my head to my pillows I found the pack of girls Pull-ups size 3T-4T. Being small for my age helps a lot I guess when it comes to this stuff. Thankfully I am able to fit in them anyway.
I gently pulled up the diaper up my bare legs while listing to the crinkling of the Pull-up. As it reached my hips I gave it a final tug to make sure it was on all the way. They felt weird at first. It was soft in between my legs, softer then my panties. I took a moment to feel them and pressed them against me, again they felt weird. I just let that feeling be as I finished getting dressed.
On the way to the shoot I was told it was ok to pee, poop, or do both in them. Just not to let it show on my face. As a test, she told me I was not to use any restroom until we stop for breakfast. I cried a little bit because I didn't want to act like a baby let alone get treated like one. But when nature calls, it screams.
Just an hour into our ride I started to fidget and squirm. My mom took notice and looked at me and said, "use the Pull-up, that's what we got them for". I tried so hard to hold it, but it only took a pothole on the road to loosen my grip and start peeing.
As soon as I started I could feel my pee spraying into the diaper and all over. I held my hand over my front thinking the pee would show up. Amazingly, after I was finished peeing, my pants were dry.
What's more is after about 5 minutes the once dry and soft diaper was now warm and squishy. My mother instantly took notice to this and asked me "was that so bad? You can get changed when we stop for breakfast."
Once we arrived at Denny's my mom gave me the Pull-up to take into the bathroom to change myself with. I went inside the stall with the big door and locked it. I slid off my shoes and pants and decided to feel the squishiness a little bit more before I changed.
First I grabbed the front of the diaper and moved it all around. I then did the same with the back, I loved it. It ended with me sticking my hands down the front of the wet pull up so I could feel the inside. Before I could do anything else, I opened the stall real quick and checked to see if anyone was in the bathroom. I then made a fast run to the sink to wash my hands.
Right when I got done a girl a little bigger than me seen my saggy pull-up and asked where my pants were. I ran back into the stall to quickly change. When I left the bathroom I saw her sitting at a table near the door to the restaurant. As I walked by she pointed at me, but I ignored it.
As we left the restaurant and I walked by the table, the girl looked at me and said loudly "See you little diaper baby". This made me blush more and feel uncomfortable.
Once we got to the photo shoot I was given a frilly dress to put on. It was a little small as this scene was meant for a 5 year old, not a small 7 years old. Every time I bent over or lifted both my arms up, my diaper would become visible and whenever that happened everyone seemed to take notice. This made me feel good because everyone awed at the site of a little girl in potty training, rather than a big girl that was wearing a Pull-up.
Towards the end of the show I ended up wetting myself again, this time in front of everyone. Instead of "ewws" or disgusted looks, everyone seemed to pause and wait for me to finish before smiling again a mother passing by even made a cooing sound at me to make me feel better.
After we were done, I returned the dress, and got my own cloths back on. Having a van sure is nice for this type of thing. Before we left I was given another Pull-up to wear on the way home. About 10 minutes in I fell asleep. When I awoke I secretly peed myself again before mommy could notice.
When we got home that was the end of it. I was told to take the diaper off and put my pajamas on. When I was getting dressed though I took a few more
Pull-ups out of the bag and hid them under my bed in one of my totes. I can't wait until I'm home alone *giggle*.
May 29th.
It's been a whole week but finally I will have the house to myself for a few hours. Mommy has a doctors appointment and dad will be at work. Dad left in the morning as usual and a few hours later mommy left. I rushed to my room and pulled a pull-up out of my tote. I quickly undressed myself starting with my shirt and ending with my socks.
After I was naked I opened the Pull-up, put both my legs through, and slid it up gently. As it got to my hips I gave it a final tug to make sure it was nice and secure. As soon as it was on I jumped onto my bed and began feeling it all over. It was great and I wished the moment could go on forever.
After 30 minutes I had a sharp pain in my stomach and I thought "hey if peeing myself felt good, how would poop feel?" I ran into the bathroom and lifted up the toilet seat. Keeping the Pull-up on I sat down and pushed. This time it felt hot and squishy but not in a good way. I could feel it everywhere, almost like sitting in a mud puddle.
After a little bit it started to come out in between my legs, then it started to smell. It was awful. I pulled it off and tossed it in the trash and tried to clean myself with the toilet paper. It was starting to make a mess so I jumped in the shower to finish cleaning.
After I was done with my shower I dried myself off and went back to my room to put another Pull-up on. This time I put on a shirt with it as I was getting cold. I remember I had to clean the bathroom and get that poopy Pull-up out.
I went in, bagged everything and stopped at the back door. I remembered I was wearing only my shirt and diaper at the time and was a little scared someone might see it. Then I though because it was still early no one would be out. I opened the back door and ran out to the side of the house. I forgot that it was trash day and the trash cans were out by the curb so I opened the side gate and made a mad dash outside.
After I tossed the trash in, I looked around and didn't see anyone so I decided to play a bit in the yard. After 5 minutes I could hear my neighbors screen door slam shut. This freaked me out as I turned my head I seen Mr. Hilts walking out so I ran back to the side of my house.
Once in the side my heart wouldn't stop beating fast. I then sat on the floor and without even thinking I began to fill up my pull-up. Being scared enough for the day I decided to head back inside and change into my normal clothes.
After I got dressed I got my wet Pull-up out and put it in the trash. I then took the trash from the kitchen out and spent the rest of the time inside the house till mom got home. Boy that was a scare
June 7th,
Today I am home alone again. I waste no time getting into a Pull-up and taking off all my clothes. I like It better when I am wearing my Pull-ups only. I sat in the living room watching TV when the funniest thing happened. I leaned over to lie down and hit the VCR remote. This started the movie that was inside. Right, when I did I could hear my mom pulling up in the driveway. Scared I ran into my room and put my pants on and ran back into the living room.
I wasn't able to take off the pull-up until late afternoon when my mom was making dinner and my dad ran out to the store. I got up off the couch and felt in between my legs, my diaper leaked so I had to change out of it quick.
I hid the wet Pull-up in my closet until morning when I was able to toss it into the outside trash. I put my pants at the bottom of the dirty clothes pile and put some shorts on, telling my mom I was hot. After that, it was dinner, a movie and then bed.
June 8th
Was able to go to the park today where I meet a 4 year old girl that was still in diapers. She wasn't from around here. Her mother told me that they were just visiting her grandma for the day. I wanted to try a real baby diaper out badly.
I asked the girl's mother if I could have one of the diapers for a stuffed animal back at her house. The mother said it was ok and gave me 3 of them, I was shocked. She told me it was to thank for keeping her hyper daughter busy for a while.
When they left so did I. when I reached the house, I put the diapers under my shirt and armpit and walked straight to my room. I hid them with my last Pull-up and waited for the perfect time to use them.
June 10th
My mom got a call today for another photo shoot at the studio, it was fun. I wore different dresses and even a child's bikini. As a bonus, I got to keep the bikini and we got a box of sunscreen. My mom said with this check she would get a pool for us. Boy, I can't wait.
June 20th
Today we get to set up the pool the people delivered for us. Because of my size, my mom got a 3ft inflatable pool to use. She knows I'm a good swimmer and allows me to swim whenever I want to! After it's filled up I am definitely going swimming.
Written By: Roland
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