Night Diaper
NIGHT DIAPER
A few thing about myself I'm an average young person who is in his own battle between him and his abdl side. A few day ago I did something I dreamed of for years. I ordered an ABDL Diaper from the internet. I did this using Ebay and gift cards.
I was so nervous because I had no idea how I was going to get it from the mailbox without my parents noticing. Because I ordered the sample pack it was a lot easier to get than I thought. I ordered Bambino Magnifico because of the thickness and refastenable features.
I setup texts from USPS to no exactly where my package was because he last thing I wanted my parents to know was I wanted to wear diapers. I got the text from USPS saying it arrived and my parent told me to go receive the mail.
I went out and took everything except my package, later I went outside to get it and bring it upstairs with no one noticing. My heart started racing a bit more because I had no idea what to expect.
In a cramped bathroom I tried diapering myself but it was almost impossible in such an enclosed area. I later decided to diaper myself later when it was late. I hid the diapers and hours passed until it was finally late night. No one in my house was up except me. I decided to take out the diaper and diaper myself in bed and as I put it on it was super comfortable.
I was watching Netflix while relaxing with sweats and a thick diaper. As time passed I fell asleep while I was still wearing my diaper forgetting to take it off. When I woke up my first reaction was oh crap I hope nobody came in my room this morning.
Then I realized my sheets where still on top of me I was still in the same sleeping position holding my pillow by my side. Even if someone where to have come in they wouldn't possibly know I had my diaper.
And that was that. This lead me to what I'm doing right now. Writing my first story about my diaper experience. I'm going to be honest, it was not as thrilling as I expected it to be. I don't know if these decisions are going to affect who I am as a person and how I end up being.
I don't know if this is a long phase I will one day forget about. Sometimes I just wish I was more normal. Not having this attraction to diapers and living a normal life. This may be even be my secret I take to my grave.
I have had this secret since I was seven and quite frankly I don't know how to stop. I have never told anyone but writing this to tell those who would read it makes me feel a bit better. The future is scary and I don't know what's gonna happen next and I'm honestly scared of it.
But right now I'm gonna diaper myself and see how I feel. This could just be a long phase of my life or a kink I will have forever. I find myself writing this as it gives me a bit more closure to my future endeavors. Until next time I might be a normal kid and I might just end up somewhere else.
Thank you for reading this story and I hope for those going through what I am you make the decision that's best for you.
Written By: Random