My Life
MY LIFE
Hi my name is Tom. And I will tell you some stories from my life. I live with my father. My mother died when I was born so I always was only with my father and his best friend Bill.
Bill was like other son to him. Bill's father and mine know each other from school. They was a best friends and also they started a business together.
And everything go well till Bill's parents died in car crash. Then Bill became part of my family for my dad. This is just for clearing some things about you will read.
My dad was awesome man but he never have time for me so in the house was always Bill who takes care of me when I really need. Bill was for me and still is like a father or big brother. But more like real dad.
First years of my life was good, I was a normal kid. I was going to school and everything was normal in my life. Till I had my twelve birthday. This stories are about my life after that.
I live in nice suburbs of San Francisco. We had two houses. One was big where I live with my father and second smaller for Bill. But Bill was most of time living with us in our house.
Bill's house was his but he was there only when he want be with his friends of stuff like that. I had a big room with a bathroom and also I get a room connected to another smaller room when I used to have my toys.
And the best thing was that school ended so summer started. I was happy that my summer holiday started. And I had a lot of activities to do.
But on this day - the first day of summer my life changed. I woke up in morning and something felt strange. My bed was wet. This never happened to me before. I wet myself in night.
In morning Bill came to my room like most days to woke me up. Then he noticed that I was wet. So he told me to go to the bathroom. While I was in shower he cleaned everything and also some how my bed was dry.
He waited till I took a shower and dressed up. Then Bill just told me that it will be ok. He told me when he was a kid he also sometimes wet his bed. Then he told me that I just need go to bathroom before I go to sleep. So I promise him that I will do it. And after that we don't talk about accident.
Then I go for my friends and we play some games and play outside. I was thinking that everything was good. Bill told me before I go to a bed I must go to the bathroom. So I was and then I went to bed.
But in morning when I woke up I was wet again. So Bill cleaned everything again. I didn't know what to do so Bill went with me me to his friend who is a doctor. They said that I am ok, that kids my age have night incontinence.
So after a week or two Bill was angry with me so he talked with my dad. And dad agree with his idea. Bill told me that until I stop wetting myself I will be wearing diapers for night and also I will get a spanking in the morning.
So he went to a one stop shop for ABDL community. He bought a changing table, some furniture for storing diapers, baby powder and wet towels. Basically all stuff you need for a diaper change.
So then he installed everything in the smaller room where I used to have my toys. My toys were put in boxes and then to the attic. So I have diaper room connected to my room. From now it would be your diaper room.
Then Bill come to me and told me that I will be wearing a diapers from now at least for nights. And I just agreed.
I was really humiliated. And angry at myself. I must wear a diaper. Twelve year old boy must wear a diaper. I before used to wear a briefs like normal kids, but now I will be in diapers.
I feel so embarrassing to be naked on a changing table and being first time put in diaper by Bill. Then it happened. He sent me to the diaper room and told me to get naked and go to the changing table.
Then he took a diaper and put it under my butt and then he used baby powder on me. After he finished I was in a diaper. He also bought for me some one-colored onesies like for babies, but bigger.
So this will be my new pajamas. And also they work good for hiding the diaper under normal clothes so nobody knows that you are wearing a diaper. Than I went to bed. I fell asleep and it was ok.
Morning when I woke up my diaper was wet. But bed and everything else was dry. Bill come in my room in morning. He told me to go to the diaper room on the changing table.
Then he took off my onesie and diaper. He put the diaper in the trash and then he used wet towels to clean me. After that he told me to turn back. Then he spanked me with is hand.
After some minutes he stopped using his hand and started spanking me with a hair bush. After a some hits I felt pain and he noticed it so he spanked me harder and continued spanking me till I start screaming from pain and cried.
Then told me to go shower. After a spanking and shower I dressed up and went to go play outside with my best friend Mark.
So then this repeated for the whole summer. Every night I was put in a diaper and in the morning I get a spanking. But then summer ended. School started and I was still wetting myself.
So everyday before I go to school I got a spanking and after that go to shower and after that dress up for school. Bill always took me to school. And after four months of school something changed.
When I woke up in the morning one Saturday and my diaper was dry. And after six months of wet mornings and everyday spanking I was dry. My diaper was dry and I didn't get spanking.
Bill hugged me and told me if I will have full two weeks of dry diapers then I will not need them anymore and I can again wear a normal pajamas and normal briefs like all my friends.
So I woke up all dry for two weeks and then I had my old life back. No more diapers and spankings. I had a real talk with Bill and thanked him for taking care of me.
He was happy that I am not wetting myself anymore. And as a gift he bought me new briefs because old ones were a bit little for me. He then put a lock on diaper room and he put key into his pocket.
Then years go and go. I changed a lot when I was fifteen. I grow. I was little bit muscular, skinny teenager. I had something like six pack so I was good looking boy. I had green eyes and brown hair. I look like some teenage idol or model. At least my classmates told me that.
I had lots of friends and I was popular in my class. But I had only one best friend Mark. He looked like me because we was doing many sports and fight arts together. We loved capoeira and karate and swimming.
I was thinking that everything is awesome. I was good in school and had good marks and even I was good in capoeira and swimming. I trained a lot with my best friend Mark and we was even good at school. We was always smart kids. And I was thinking that nothing can change my life.
But something happened after all. Something changed it again. I was home alone. My dad was again in some business trip and Bill was with his friends. So I told myself that it would be a good idea try some alcohol and stuff. And so I did it. And then I go to bed.
In night I had a nightmare. I only remember scream of voices in dream. Voices just scream my name like some cult in horror movies, Tom, Tom and louder and louder.
I woke up from the nightmare and I find out that my bed was wet again. After almost two years of normal I wet myself again. I clean everything by myself and didn't tell anybody about it. I was assuming that it was just normal one-time thing.
But for sure I go to Bill's house for the key to the lock on the diaper room. I went to the diaper room and put a diaper on myself. I told myself that it will be ok. And after that I go back in Bill's house to put the key back in his house. After that I clean everything.
After I clean everything, like put stuff in the washing machine and so on, I go back to bed and everything was ok. When I woke up again in the morning my diaper was wet. So I took a really fast shower and then dress up. Then I put wet diaper in the trash while I go to the school.
Than we had another holiday for two weeks and I was in home with Bill when it happen again. I woke up and my bed was wet. Bill noticed that immediately when he come into my room. I know what he will do.
First thing he told me to get naked while he went for the key for the diaper room. Then when he returned he told me to bend over the changing table. Than he takes his belt and started spanking me. He spanked me like never before.
He spanked me with his belt and also with the hair bush. This time he didn't stop when I started crying but he continued spanking me. I was crying and begging him to stop but he just hit me and hit me again.
After probably fifteen minutes he stopped. Then I was just crying so he hugged me for awhile and then sent me to shower. I was scared because he never spanked me like this before. But when I get done from the shower in my room everything was clean and also my bed was dry.
He told me that this spanking was real because now I am no longer a kid and I need to feel a real spanking. My butt was still red and I feel pain from the spanking. I thanked him for taking care of it and than we was ok.
But then I peed myself in the day. This never happened to me before. After that Bill just put me in diapers for the rest of the day and said that I will need wear them again for all day.
After that Bill told me to put all my normal underwear in to the box because I will not need them now. I did what he asked. Next he put the box with my underwear in to the attic and told me that I will get them back when I will stop wetting myself.
So I was in diapers for holidays. But Bill made sure that I also wear onesie's so nobody, not even my friend, could notice my diaper. Holiday was fun. I played games with my friend and we also got to play outside, but only near my house in case I would need to change a diaper.
So I was 24/7 in diapers but it was ok. Bill changed me twice, sometimes three time in day. Before sleep and in morning and sometimes before lunch or after lunch.
Then school started again and I was worried that somebody will notice my adult diaper. Because when I was home I also wear onesie's and then normal clothes. In school I must wear school uniform and I was worried that diapers I wear at home will be visible under my school uniform.
Because I always wear - Attends - diaper for adult boys or man. They are not expensive and work good but they look like real diapers which are used in hospitals for old people. And Bill has a friend in hospital so he buys them from his friend and for that reason in home I wear them. So I talk about that with Bill.
And he goes and buys for me some other diaper, pull up diapers called dry nites. So I can also wear them in day to school or my after school activities like capoeira or karate. So he told me that I will be wearing dry nites in day and normal Attends in house.
So I agreed because dry nites look like normal briefs so they not visible and easy to change. So I agreed also that I will get a spanking. Real one every Friday till I stop wetting myself.
So I go to school and I always must have two diapers in my bag because he can't change me in school. And he don't want to send me to the teacher for my diaper change. He told me nobody will even notice that I wear a diaper. So in my class when I wet my diaper it just happens. I can't control it. I didn't do it knowingly.
When it happens I just notice that the diaper is bigger. I know that I wet too much in my diaper and then I go fast in my P.E. locker in the changing room for to the bag. I have diapers there and I fast change myself. It worked good for weeks. Nobody noticed that I wear them. Not even Mark.
Mark and I had a lot of after school sports activities together and we are often changing our dress for sports activities. And if he didn't notice it was good. I was only worried when we go to the swimming pool together.
I was worried that he notice my diaper after changing it from my swim suit, but he didn't. After swimming we go to showers and then we dress up. And I was thinking it was ok. Everything was ok.
I only didn't like Friday. Friday evening spanking from Bill. Because he spanked me hard. I always end up crying like a little kid and my butt is red every time and it's hurt a lot.
So I was in diapers 24/7 like for one month when it got better. I wasn't always wet. Sometime I was dry like for 3 days and then I was wet again. But as before I got a deal with Bill.
If I will be for three full weeks dry at night and also day I can again wear briefs. But this didn't happen. Sometime I get wet in night and other time in school. And in school I stop being careful and something happens.
Mark noticed that I went too often to the changing room even when we don't have P.E. class. So he was thinking that I am using some drugs or steroids as he told me later.
So one time when I had a full diaper and went to change myself I didn't notice that he followed me. I took a whole pack of dry nites in my bag for P.E in my locker so I will have some diapers with me.
I got to the changing room. I first undressed myself and put dry nites on the floor next my clothes. Then go to shower. I shower myself fast and go back to my locker to dress up.
And then I saw Mark standing in from my locker with my dry nites in his hand. I was so embarrassed. My best friend just discovered that I wear diapers. I didn't know what to do so I said to him that this my big secret. I wear a diaper. This is the reason why I go so often to the locker in changing room.
Mark was just quiet and still had my pack of diapers in his hand. He then just opened them, put one diaper out and others put back in locker. He handed over me one diaper which he had still in his hand.
Mark said if you need to wear them here you have it. Just get dressed quickly, next P.E class will start in five minutes and all older boys will be here. So I got dress and we walk together from changing room.
Than we didn't talk for the whole day. And I know I messed it up. Worst thing was that it was Friday so not just I will get a spanking I probably lose a best friend.
But when I got home Mark stopped me and told me that he needed to speak with me. I was worried and scared what he will tell me so I just go with it and wait for him and we go home together. He lives near me so we had same way.
Look Tom we are best friends, I was thinking you were using drugs or something like that. You was going too often in the locker room and you was for some weeks faster then me in swimming and capoeira so I was thinking that you were using drugs. I didn't know you had incontinence, I am sorry for how I reacted.
You are my best friend and after what happened I need some more information about that. So I found out all information about dry nites and incontinence. I start thinking about it. And also I must find you to talk with you but even you must admit it was weird to see a best friend with diaper in his locker.
I never see you with diapers in your locker. Never before. Now I understand everything and I am really sorry if my reaction was a little weird.
And as proof of that nothing will change our friendship. I wanna stay this weekend in your house and also I will wear a diaper just to prove to you that nothing will change our friendship, not event this. So we stopped in the park and we talked a lot.
I told him everything what happens to me. I told him that it started when I was twelve years old and that it stopped. And also that this time I wear diapers like 24/7 for like one or two months.
I told him about spanking and everything. And then he talked about stuff he read about incontinence online. Then we go back home and we become even better friends.
After we arrived home together we go to Bill and told him about everything and he was ok with it. Even with the part of both of us in diapers for the weekend. He had just one condition we both get a spanking.
If Mark wants to be in diapers he must also get a spanking. Mark was scared of a spanking but agreed. Because when we was like sixteen in this time Bill had something like 25 years old so he was strong.
So after we talked about everything Bill told us to go to the diaper room and get ready. So we go to the diaper room and we undress and I put all our clothes in to the closet. Then we was just sitting in chairs and we waited for Bill.
Bill came to the room and told us that first he will be spanking me and Mark. Will need to kneel in to the corner like some little kid for bad behavior and I go to changing table. So Mark go to the corner and I to the changing table and turn over.
Then Bill starts spanking me. Bill took his belt in hand and started spanking me. As always he also used the hair bush and his belt and he hit me. He continued hitting me till I started crying. He hit me and hit me over and over.
But this time he spank me so hard for fifteen minutes when I was just lying there on changing table and cried like a little kid while he spanked me. I start begging him.
After some last hits with the belt Bill stopped spanking me and told me to go off to kneel in the corner while I was still crying like some little kid in the corner.
He told Mark to go to the changing table. So Mark went to the changing table and he start spanking him. Bill hit Mark first with his hand, then with hair bush and then with belt. He started slow but then he gave him same spanking like he give to me.
Mark cried like a little baby. He probably got the first spanking like that in his life. He was screaming from pain and begging Bill to stop but Bill knows that Mark needed a good long spanking like me. So he spank with belt and hair bush hard.
After the spanking Bill put Mark in a diaper while he still cried. After Mark was in diapers, he put me in diapers. And then sent us to bed. Mark fell asleep immediately and I too.
In the morning Bill woke up us. We both was wet. Bill asked Mark if he is ok. But Mark just hugged him, thanked him and tell him he is ok. Even better than ok. That it was amazing for him. Then we go to shower.
After showering Bill put us again in diapers and we was just having a best time. Bill changed us twice in the day and also twice on Sunday. We also go to shower. Then we was just in diapers for rest of day.
In morning we go dress for school and Mark also wanted to wear dry nites in to school like me. I was happy that I had my best friend. We was the only kids in school in diapers. But I know that it will be ok.
Mark the next day wear at school his normal underwear. He told me that he would like to again come to my house for the weekend. I and Mark had like another weekend full of diapers, spanking and fun.
Another weekend we was at home just in diapers so Bill don't need to clean after us so often. Mark even liked spanking. He still cried like me but I think he likes it a lot. Then in Saturday morning happened something even better.
After a shower we was put in diapers by Bill and go play some games on PC. We had a good time and then we talked about us and I asked him if he will be my boyfriend. He just kissed me and say yes.
So for rest of the weekend we was just talking about the future and many other things. And I was feel so good when he was with me. And then we just fell asleep.
In Monday morning we almost over sleep. So we just really fast dressed up and go to school. When we was in school everything was normal. I wet my diaper before lunch so go fast change myself and then I go to lunch.
But then in lunch time we was together and we forget that whole class was there too and we kissed each other. Some of our classmate started laughing at us but we didn't care. After that day we was almost always together and everything was so good.
And we was together like boyfriend for three months when something happened. The school year was ending and we should have a summer holiday.
And Mark asked my dad if he can live with us for summer holiday because his parents went to Europe for some trip and he wants to stay here. So my dad called Mark's parents and they agreed, but only if Bill takes care of both of us because my dad will go to Japan for business. And Bill say yes. We was so happy.
So Summer started and when Bill was changing my diaper he told me that he noticed that I was like for a whole week dry in night. And he asked me if I am wet in day. I told him that in days and I told him that I am still wet in day.
Then for some days I was dry even when he checked us in the day. He told that I will be still in diapers for the rest of the holiday and if I will not wet myself the whole time then it will be ok.
So then I talked about it with Mark and Bill and they agreed to watch over me. Only Mark's diaper was now always wet but he used them because he likes it. He don't have the same problem like me. Mark told me if I will be dry the whole time they will tick off days from calendar.
Mark had just one condition, Bill will spank us not just in Friday but also in Wednesday for the rest of holiday. Mark told him that, he liked it and also that it can be useful for us. If we still got spanking.
We are still not adults, we are teenage boys and we wear diapers. So we need someone who will teach us some respect and order in our lives. And if I will be dry for rest of summer without having wet diapers Mark even promised me something else. That we can put our relationship in next level. So I was hope for that too.
And Bill after Mark's speech just agreed with him. So I and Mark will be in in diapers for 24/7 in summer and also we will be spanked every Wednesday and Friday evening before a bed time. Like I was whole school year.
But Mark was super boyfriend and we was together for three months and he kind a liked wearing diapers and getting a spanking so he feels like a little kid.
This summer was the best summer in my life. I and Mark was most of time just in diapers and having a lot of fun. He wears them and also use them. I was still wearing them but my diapers was always dry. And Mark also promised me if I will be dry for rest of summer he will stop wearing them too.
So summer was near to end and I did it. I was dry for the whole time. So Bill come to me and told me it's time for me to stop wearing diapers and also for Mark. So we both go to shower and then we dress up.
Bill locked the diaper room and we was happy. It's over, no more diapers and no more spanking. Even when we kind of liked spankings.
I was so proud of myself. I did it. I wasn't a diaper boy anymore. I could finely wear normal underwear. But when Bill give me the box with my underwear all of them was too small so I needed to buy some new briefs. So we go to the mall with Mark and we buy new briefs and also other clothes for me.
After shopping we go home and I was happy like never before. I wasn't a diaper boy anymore. Bill was happy too because we wasn't using diapers anymore so he had free time for himself. We still had like one week of holiday. So I spend that time with my awesome boyfriend.
Then we noticed we should be in school, because school started. We instead of going in to school for first day of our last year in high school decided to stay in my room. And then we had dinner with father and Bill.
My dad still didn't know that I was gay and I had a boyfriend. So I, Mark and Bill prepared dinner and it was kind of weird because Bill already knew everything about us.
So I started the conversation with dad and told him about me. I told him I was gay and also told him I got a boyfriend. And he was at first kind quiet but then he told me it's good that I told him and that he is proud of me and then we had a really good time.
After that I was like sixteen and I was starting the last year of high school and I had plans with Mark.
After high school we go together in university. And when we was half way through our last school year Mark told me something. He would like to wear diapers again if it's ok with me.
He told me that when he was wearing them some how he liked it and he felt special like never before. And also he would like to get spankings again. So I told him that I am in and we went to Bill and told him about that.
Bill told us that if we wanna go back in diapers we need to put all our underwear into the box not just me but also Mark if we wanna be wearing diapers for 24/7. And also we will get spanking every Wednesday and Friday like in summer.
So Mark went to his house. After awhile he brought a box full of his underwear and also I did the same. Then Bill put the boxes in our attic.
After that he bought for me a bigger bed so Mark and I can sleep together. And also he bought more diapers. He was with us in shop for adult diaper lovers and bought for us some clothes like jeans for diaper change so we can change our self in university when we get there.
And also some onesies. Then he bought a cane, like four of them, for better spanking. Then we go home and we put our stuff in my closet. Then we go to the diaper room and enjoy a spanking and diaper change.
Now when he spanks us he still uses the hair bush, belt and cane. He uses the cane for like twenty hits before end of spanking. Spanking with cane hurts the most but he told us that we are bigger boys and we want spankings.
Also we want to wear diapers for 24/7. So we was for rest of the year always in diapers and we wear them as normal underwear. We wear them even in our sport activities. And nobody know about that.
Only one who know that we both wear diapers is our swimming coach. He saw us in diapers when we was in the changing room. But after he talked with Bill he was ok with it and promised that he will not tell anybody. Only we need still need to be fast in the pool so he can send us for school competition and we must win. And we get there and we win. At home Bill still spanking us and we like it.
After school ended we went together in university. Now Mark and I are twenty years old and we are together for four years. We are still at university like for two years and we still like wearing diapers.
Now we always have in school a bag with stuff for diaper changes so even we are in school we changing our diaper together in one of the empty classes or in bathroom.
We still live in my house and we still love spankings. When we are in the mood or even when we don't want spankings Bill just always gives us a good real spanking while changing our diapers.
But now we use also cute ABDL diapers. We still wear also dry nites or Goodnight and Attends at home. We are just best diapers boys and we like it.
Written By: Tom