One Diaper History

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Author: UnnkownThis is an absolutely true story of how my fantasy(like many AB/DL guys) of diapering and being put in diapers by my girlfriend came true.Like many AB/DLs, my fantasies of being diapered have been on my mind since childhood. Never did I have a girlfriend who I thought would understand it until I got to know Debbie, my most recent. She has a very pretty face and smile with average sized breasts and an athletic body. She has a strong libido and a very open mind when it comes to sex. She was also the first woman I felt I could trust on that level. I think we all have a sixth sense about that in a person. Even now that we've parted I am convinced she would never reveal my secret.One night while cuddling, Debbie asked about my sexual fantasies. It has come up before in relationships but never did I feel right about revealing it. I was naturally reluctant, but she insisted that I tell her. I told her that when I was five years old I was visiting a friend's house. When I was let in I saw him crying and being put in a diaper by his mom on the couch (true story).The sight of a boy my age being diapered against his will strike me as intensely erotic. It may have been my first sexual experience. I told Debbie that the desire for that experience has been with me ever since. I also said that I think diapers look very sexy on women and would jump at the chance to perform that service. I felt both fear of her reaction and relief that a long-held secret had been revealed to another human being.There was a tense silence while she digested the info. "That's surprising" was her reaction, but she kept on asking more questions about the attraction of diapers trying to understand it. Finally she asked jokingly if I preferred cloth or 'Huggies'.When I told her to just forget the whole thing she said "You'll have to work on me." She would occasionally joke about it with me in private, asked if I was in diapers when we talked on the phone, etc. which meant the concept of diapers had at least stuck in her craw. It was a start.Finally I decided to offer to diaper her as a way to broach the subject. One rainy afternoon as we left work, I gave her a choice of treating her to a movie or taking her to my place and putting her in diapers (am I romantic or what!). I thought the option out would make it less aggressive. After thinking for a moment she said "let's go to your place." I felt the blood run from my head straight to my dick.I offered to blindfold her to ease any embarrassment we both might feel (and to increase the intensity of the experience for her). After that, I picked her up and gently put her on the bed. She started to giggle. I slipped her blouse over her head and laid her back on the bed. Slowly I took of the rest of her clothes until she was on the bed in just her panties. I fetched an 'Attends' disposable diaper and unfolded it beside her. "O...my God" she exclaimed, in reaction to the sound, and I noticed her cheeks blush under the blindfold.I was half-hoping that the reality of doing this for real to a person would be a turn-off and dispel the fascination I felt from seeing it on internet sites. Then maybe I could put it behind me and develop a normal sex life! I rolled Debbie on her stomach and sprinkled powder on her shapely bottom, massaging it slowly all over, spreading her legs slightly as I smoothed it on to her rosebud and between her legs.She was starting to breathe heavier and I knew she was getting as aroused as I was. I positioned the diaper and pushed one side under her hips. I rolled her over onto her back on top of the diaper. She could feel the soft padding under her bum and she blushed again. "Bottoms up!" I said and I positioned the disposable under her. I spread her legs a bit and sprinkled a generous amount of baby powder on her. Her mouth was open slightly now and her breath was quicker. She wasn't talking or giggling at all and I knew this was no longer a joke for her.I slowly and tenderly rubbed the baby powder into every nook and cranny of her and noticed that her juices were flowing already, to the point that there was a damp spot on the diaper beneath her. My dick was throbbing. "It looks like you might actually need this diaper after all, "I joked. She managed a faint giggle and blushed even more. No doubt the blindfold was increasing the anticipation of what was being done to her.Finally I spread her legs wider apart and brought the diaper up and over, taping it gently but snugly around her hips. The whole experience must have had some effect on her. She was biting her lip and rubbing her cheek on the pillow. "Oh....this feels so...familiar!" she gasped. "I can actually remember the feel of a diaper!" I asked her if it was too snug on her. "It feels really good!" she exclaimed. She instinctively drew her legs closer together, squeezing the folds of the diaper against her pussy and gasping. I almost came right there.I began to gently rub her through the diaper amid her protesting moans "Oh no.. not in a diaper!" she cried and shuddered with a huge orgasm. She seemed both emotionally and physically spent for the time being. I took off her blindfold and gave her a lengthy kiss. I asked her if she wanted to sleep and she nodded dreamily. I lay beside her in bed and she turned on her side.As I drew the cover up over her thighs I noticed the wetness stripes of the diaper had turned a faint blue between her legs. I think she enjoyed herself. Debbie loved to be spontaneous and never discussed in advance when (and if) she would put me in diapers. I also didn't know if it would be a turn-off for her to diaper a guy so I didn't bring it up. Even when we made love I didn't offer to repeat the experience on her. I decided to let her initiate. That way I would know if she wanted it.After a couple weeks she started to make hinting comments about my diaper treatment. She said she probably wasn't an AB/DL, but she loved the attention and being totally cared for that she felt when I diapered her. When I offered to diaper her at bedtime one night she agreed without hesitation. I gave her a warm bath, carried her to the bedroom, and proceeded to powder and diaper her for bed.She was so soothed that when I pulled her to me and cuddled her, she fell asleep almost immediately. The next morning she said she had one of the best sleeps she ever had. I guess so - she literally slept like a baby. Although I never said anything, I was disappointed she had never wet her diaper.One morning after a night in diapers, I was gazing admiringly at how well the disposable hugged Debbie's every curve, and how erotic the folds of a diaper are between a girl's legs (it is a work of art). I raised myself up to Debbie's drowsy little face and began to kiss her. She let out a little moan and her lips relaxed. I gave her a puzzled look. Her eyes were closed and she had blushed. Guessing at what happened; I put my hand between her legs and felt spreading warmth on the diaper. She was peeing herself; not tentatively, but in full force. She loved spontaneity and I knew she would always keep me guessing.Debbie also loved massages - giving and getting them. I sometimes would put her in a diaper and then give her a full-body massage with baby oil. Seeing her so relaxed in nothing but a disposable diaper with the scent of baby oil in the air was almost better than sex. One night in April (I will never forget), she was giving me a back massage just before bed. She was straddling my butt, and using some aromatherapy massage bar (a chick thing). Then she moved down onto my legs. She put her fingers into the waistband of my underpants and slid them gently down off my butt.She massaged my bum tenderly for a bit then stopped. There was nothing happening for a moment and then I felt the cool soft sprinkle of baby powder on my butt. I turned my head to ask what was going on. "Shhh... just relax" she said with a gentle smile on her face. After she massaged the baby powder into my bottom, I felt my underpants sliding down my legs and then off completely.I started to tremble; was it really going to happen? While still on my stomach with my face toward the wall, I could hear the unmistakable rustle of a disposable diaper being unfolded. Debbie had found my stash. It was true; I was about to be put in diapers. Debbie slid the edge of the diaper under my hip and gently rolled me onto my back. I was afraid to look at her - was she disgusted? She had a playful smile on her face and seemed to be curious and excited. She spread my legs wide apart and kneeled on the bed between my thighs in just her panties. She sat back on her heels and fetched the baby powder. I told her she didn't have to this. "But I want to do this!" she protested. With the same care I had taken with her, she lovingly smoothed baby powder around my penis, scrotum, between my legs and my inner thighs. Her soft warm hands put me in orbit. "My great white wonder" she said, giggling. She put the powder down and grasped the front edges of the diaper. Gently but firmly she pulled the diaper up between my legs. Before taping the sides she put her hands on my diapered crotch and said "There, doesn't that feel nice?" I couldn't respond.I was so choked up with the overwhelming sensations of the soft padding of the diaper, the aroma of baby powder and her soothing touch. She fastened the tapes snugly and leaned back to admire her work. She laughed and said "Awww...you look like a big baby boy. "She kissed me tenderly and then lay beside me on the bed. She turned out the light and cuddled my head against her breast. "I don't know that I want to do this a lot, but it's nice right now" she said. She patted my diapered bottom and gently rocked me to sleep.On one other occasion before she left the city for six months, I got a surprise. We woke up one Saturday morning and Debbie was in a playful mood. We made out for awhile and I told her I had to go to the washroom. Straight out she said "Would you go in a diaper?" I couldn't believe it. Whether I could relax enough to pee my pants in front of a girl was irrelevant. I stammered out an "OK." She diapered me with powder and the whole routine, but taped the diaper really snug. "You're a big boy, and I don't want you making a big mess!" she said, giggling. I was rock hard and could not relax enough to pee, especially with her expectantly watching the front of my diaper. I told her it was going to be difficult to go being so 'excited'. "Maybe I can make things more authentic" she said. She lay on her side on the bed and pulled me close to her.She nestled my head in the crook of her arm and gave me one of her soft round breasts. "If you drink like a baby, maybe it'll help you pee like a baby." I lay there in heaven, suckling and nibbling her breast while she ran her fingers through my hair. She reached down and held her hand to the front of my diaper. "Just let go" she urged. It was hard to give up all that toilet training, especially in front of a girl while lying on my back. Eventually my need for relief outweighed all other concerns and I could not hold it any longer. My bladder released and a flood of warm pee rushed into the waiting diaper. "Wow.. good boy!" Debbie exclaimed with a giggle. She held me closer. "That's it...let it all go" she urged.When I was done, we made out passionately. Debbie had become pretty turned on with all the breast suckling I had been doing. She also confessed: "there is something so erotic about you wearing a diaper while sucking on my breast, more than if you were doing it without a diaper on. Maybe it's a maternal thing." It's all true stuff. I wish I could say that the above narrative was fiction, because it would be less haunting now that she's gone. Sometimes it's harder to do without when you've had the experience than to never have had it at all.Oh well, if there's one woman out there like that, there's got to be more, especially since this fetish is gaining in popularity and it's not as taboo to confess these desires.