Diaper Fever

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Author: Bryan ParkJesse Hardin stopped trying to pay attention to his teacher, and rested his head on the desk. Mr. Talbot seemed to drone on and on. He was teaching on one of his favorite subjects, the Battle of Waterloo, and Jesse was having a hard time getting excited about it. He was so hot!!!!! He felt like the heat was coming off of him in waves. If he got any hotter, he was sure that he would burst into flame. Well, he would have to make a beeline for the nurse's office as soon as class was over. Until then, Jesse would have to hope that Mr. Talbot wouldn't notice his disinterest in short, narcissistic Frenchmen.It seemed like an eternity before the bell rang. When it finally did, Jesse grabbed his bag and ran for the nurse's office as fast as his aching body would let him. Half way there, he began to notice a weakness in his bowels. This was rapidly accompanied by painful cramps. Jesse realized that he was in acute danger of soiling himself. He ran for the nearest bathroom, but just as he reached the door, an extremely violent cramp hit, and Jesse felt poop slide out of his ass and into his pants. He tried to stop it, but it was no use. It kept pushing its way out until Jesse could feel the weight of it in his pants. Just then, the bathroom door opened, and Dale Rodgers, one of the meanest boys in school, sneered at Jesse.:You going in there to wank yourself off, Hardin?" He mocked. "I bet you've been in the boys shower room again, checkin' out any bare ass boy you can find."Jesse prayed that he would go away before he had a chance to smell the contents of Jesse's pants. No such luck, he was sniffing the air even now. Jesse wished that the floor would open up and swallow him, but today just wasn't his day.Dale got a look of delighted disbelief on his face. "Hardin, did you shit in your pants? God, you really are a pervert." And he laughed all the way down the hall. Jesse knew that the whole school would know by the end of the day. He ducked out a side door, and retrieving his cell phone from his bag, he called his chauffeur to come get him. Hodges was reluctant at first, knowing that the master should be in school, but Jesse was adamant that he was very ill. He waited in the side entrance to the school. Just as Hodges pulled into the parking lot, another cramp hit, and this time Jesse didn't even resist He allowed himself to mess even more. This time, his bladder joined in the betrayal, and Jesse felt hot urine wet the front of his designer jeans and run down his legs. He jumped in the car before Hodges could get out, and made sure the divider window was up. He spread his coat out on the seat to protect the leather, and prayed that there wouldn't be any more accidents until he got home.As soon as the limo pulled up in front of the house, Jesse was out and in the house. He made it to his bathroom without anyone seeing him, which was a relief. How was he supposed to explain this to the servants? They would be sure to tell his mother, and that was the last thing that Jesse needed. He spread some towels on the carpet in the bathroom and began to remove his soiled clothes. He was so humiliated! Seventeen years old, and using his pants like a toddler. He ran the shower and climbed in. The cool water was heaven on his overheated body. He cleaned himself up, then lay down in the shower and let the water rinse the bad feelings away. The whole ordeal had left him unusually horny, and he began to stroke himself while thinking about Chris Howard. Chris was a really handsome guy in his English class. Chris was really popular, head of the football team and all that goes with it. The strange thing was that he was really nice, and Jesse didn't have the opportunity to experience much of that. He had to make an effort not to stare at Chris in class; everybody at school knew he was gay, and Jesse didn't want to get his ass kicked.He began to fantasize about Chris changing him after a really messy accident. First Chris would wipe him down with warm, wet washcloths. He would pay special attention to Jesse's genitals and his asshole. Soon Chris would have Jesse squirming on the ground, begging for more. With a wicked smile, Chris would start to flick his tongue over the head of Jesse's dick, and begin to suck on it. As Jesse started to moan louder and louder, he would take Jesse down his throat until Jesse's pubes were in his face. Then he would suck for all he was worth until Jesse came with a shout, sending spurts of boy juice down Jesse's throat.The mental images were so vivid that Jesse came in no time. He watched as his spunk was washed down the drain. Then he got up and turned the shower off. Grabbing the towel he had hung on the shower door, he dried himself off. He put his soiled clothes in a plastic bag. Getting dressed, he took some aspirin and laid down on his couch and watched TV. Soon he was drifting off. About two hours later, Jesse woke up to the feel of hot water running over his stomach. He realized that he was having another accident, and swore to himself. What the hell was going on? He had exercised perfect control since he was three years old, and now this. He changed his clothes again, and going into his mother's room, he reached into a secret hole in her desk and extracted a set of keys. They were the keys to her Porsche, and if she found out he had taken it, incontinence was the least of his problems. He would have to be careful.He got away from the house without being seen, and made his way to a drugstore where he was sure no one would know him. He studied the incontinent supplies that they had to offer, and finally chose some Attends briefs. He forced himself to take them up to the counter, where the clerk gave him a strange look but took his money and bagged his purchase for him. Jesse got out of there like a bat out of Hell. He threw the diapers in the seat next to him, and made for home. He parked the Porsche in the garage, but just as he was going in, he noticed some scratches on the side of the car. OH, SHIT!!! Someone had keyed the side of the Porsche. His mother was going to need one of the diapers, because she was going to shit a gold brick when she saw her precious baby. Jesse felt like sitting down on the garage floor and bawling like the toddler he had obviously become. His mother was on a business trip and wouldn't be back for several days, but Jesse didn't know if that was enough time to fix the damage.He went back into the house, replaced his mother's keys. and took the bag of diapers to his room. He opened the package up, and laid one of the diapers out on his bed. He knew how to put the diaper on because he used to help a girlfriend watch her little brother. He sat in the middle of the diaper, brought the front through his legs, and fastened the tapes on the sides. The diaper was snug, and Jesse was surprised to find that he liked the feel of it. He put his clothes back on and went to fix himself something to eat. He was still burning up and achy, so he just made some chicken soup. He settled down in front of the TV, found a good movie on cable, and was soon fast asleep.; He woke up a second time to the feeling of urine spurting against his lower stomach, but this time the diaper caught the flow. He let his bladder empty into the diaper, then feeling a bowel movement, he emptied that into the diaper as well. He showered again. When he was done and was dressed again, this time in pajamas and a diaper, he fooled around with different tasks until it was time to go to bed. He dreaded this time of day, Jesse felt like he couldn't hold on much longer. The not knowing why was killing him. The past few weeks had been hell, and Jesse couldn't take much more. He slid into a deep sleep, induced by fever and exhaustion.In the middle of the night he had a dream. He could feel masculine hands touching his body, he felt warm breath against his ear. Sweet lips made their way down his chest and abdomen, then began to suck his penis. It seemed so real, and Jesse was enraptured. He felt the pressure begin to build in his groin, until he burst with pleasure. In his dream, his lover swallowed all that he had to give, and sucked Jesse dry. Then he started to probe at Jesse's manhole with his own penis. Just as he was about to gain entry, Jesse woke up.Jesse was so caught up in the dream that he looked around for his partner, but he was alone. Alone. He had felt that way ever since... But that was too painful to even think about. Jesse went to take more aspirin. He went to the medicine cabinet to retrieve the bottle, only to find it empty. He went to his mothers' room in search of some more, but when he got there, the first thing he saw was her sleeping pills. Suddenly, all the pain and loneliness of the past few weeks came together and Jesse took the bottle without thinking. He emptied the pills into his hand and took them all, washing them down with water. Then he fell asleep in his mother's bed.Diaper Fever Part TwoJesse woke up to a very bright light in his face. A whole bunch of men in white coats were gathered round, and Jesse realized he was in a hospital."Shit, I can't even manage to kill myself," He said to himself.He felt like Hell, and he assumed that the doctors had pumped his stomach. He rested his eyes, and was soon asleep again. The next time he woke up, a doctor was standing by his bedside. When he saw that Jesse was awake, is face took on a stern cast."You are a very lucky young man," The doctor said. "One of your maids found you in the knick of time. Another two or three minutes, and you wouldn't be here"Lucky me, Jesse thought sarcastically.The doctor went on to explain that they had indeed pumped his stomach, and Jesse would be fine. Since it was obviously a suicide attempt, the doctor would be forced to have Jesse committed to an in patient psychiatric hospital for evaluation. Jesse wasn't ready to hear that. He wasn't ready to bare his soul to a bunch of other teenagers, they would only mock and condemn him. The doctor promised to get in touch with his mother and let Jesse know what they decided. Jesse felt his stomach ache at the thought of his mother's involvement in this situation. The doctor then explained that Jesse was also sick with a disease, when he said the name, Jesse didn't even try to remember it. The disease attacked the sphincter muscles of the bowel and bladder, causing incontinence. The doctor had no way of telling Jesse how long the incontinence would last. Jesse felt the soggy weight of his wet diaper and wished that the pills had worked He wished even harder when a nurse came in to change him.True to his word, their doctor tracked his mother down, explained why Jesse was in the hospital, and recommended a plan of treatment. He knew of a spectacular facility that did wonders with young people. He could have Jesse admitted in the morning. Mrs. Hardin, once she got over her initial shock, assured the doctor that anything he recommended was fine with her, as far as she was concerned, Jesse was just seeking attention. The doctor sternly reminded her that her son had almost died. Mrs. Hardin advised him to do what he saw fit, and to let her secretary know the details, then she hung up. The doctor was left with no doubt that she was at least part of the reason that Jesse was suicidal. He'd want to kill himself, too, if he had a mother like that. Well, his part of the job was done, it was up to the shrinks to figure out what made Jesse tick. He called the facility and made arrangements to have Jesse admitted as early as possible tomorrow. Jesse woke up the next morning in a state of dread. There was no way this was going to work, as soon as the other kids on the unit found out that Jesse was gay, it would all be over. Since Jesse was not very masculine, it was only a matter of time. The nurse came in to diaper him, and Jesse finished getting ready. A car from the hospital was coming to get him. He sat down to wait. About an hour later, a slender young guy walked into the reception area that Jesse was waiting in. He asked the nurse at the desk something, and the nurse pointed right at Jesse. Jesse got his first good look at the man, and his heart almost stopped. It was Corey Howard, Chris' brother!!! He looked exactly like Chris, or rather Chris looked like him. The same silky dark brown hair, the same athletic body, the same liquid brown eyes, the same red lips that formed a bow. He had been the bane of Jesse's freshman year. Corey obviously recognized him, yet it was evident that he had change. A lot. He greeted Jesse with a warm smile."Hi, Jesse." He said. "You sure have changed a lot."Jesse blushed. "Thanks."Corey spoke with the nurse at the desk, and then they were out of there. Jesse asked about stopping by the house to get clothes, but Corey assured him that had been taken care of. They drove to the psyche hospital in silence, until Corey broke it by saying, "Jesse, I'm really sorry about how I treated you when we were in school together. I was pretty messed up back then. Things have really changed for me, and I realize how much I must have hurt you. Can you forgive me?"Jesse was floored. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Corey use to tease him about being gay, making passes at Jesse just to mock him. The fact that Jesse had a wild crush on the older boy had made it hurt all the more. He didn't say anything, and Corey accepted his silence."Well," he said, "maybe we can talk more about it in group. I'm a tech at the hospital, and you'll be in my group with Darryl. Darryl will be your therapist, he's a neat guy."They pulled up in front of a huge red brick building, and Jesse wet his pants, he was so nervous, He prayed that he wouldn't leak. Corey led him through the reception area, to an office. The name plate said Darryl Sims, and Corey knocked on the door. A deep voice urged them to come in. Corey grinned at the older man seated at the desk. "I've brought your next victim." he joked. The man smiled warmly at Jesse. "Pay no attention to him, he's full of hot air. Welcome to Shady Meadows, Jesse. We hope that we can help you here."Jesse felt his heart lurch. If he had had a father, Jesse would want him to be exactly like this man. He shook Darryl's hand, and sat down to fill out paperwork. Corey left to tend to things on the unit, but he promised Jesse he would be back. Jesse couldn't get over how much he had changed. He had become the sweet, caring person that Jesse had imagined him to be all along.Darryl led him through the paperwork, and assured Jesse that he would have no problems on the unit. He told Jesse that several of his patients had suffered from incontinence. The techs would help him with changes, and the rest of the kids would prove to be supportive. He just had to give them a chance. He tried to get Jesse to open up a little bit, and Jesse felt so comfortable with him that he did. He told Darryl that he was gay, and waited for the censure. Instead, Darryl looked him in the eye and assured him that on this unit, people were not downed for their choice of love. Jesse began to feel that this might work out after all. It had to be better that the isolation that he had felt for the past several weeks.Corey came back to take him to his room, and once there, Jesse saw the suitcase that Hodges had dropped off for him. Corey had already gone through it, that was hospital policy. Corey apologetically told Jesse that since he had used drugs to try and kill himself, he would have to be stripped searched. Jesse flamed beet red. The fact that he was wearing a wet diaper made it even worse. He started to take off his clothes, and Corey searched through them while Jesse took his diaper off. Corey instructed him to spread his butt cheeks, while Corey slipped on some latex gloves and probed the recesses of Jesse's ass to make sure there was nothing hidden there. Corey was very gentle, and Jesse wanted to die when he got hard as a rock. Corey dismissed his embarrassment, saying that it happened anytime he did it to a guy. He went into the bathroom and washed his hands, then diapered Jesse on the bed. Then Jesse finished getting dressed. Corey explained what the hospital schedule was like, and then said that it was time to eat lunch. He took Jesse out in the hall, where several kids were gathered, and Jesse was introduced around. All the kids were really nice. One was in a wheel chair, paralyzed from the waist down. He turned out to be Jesse's roommate. His name was Kevin, and let Jesse wheel him to the cafeteria. The two boys sat at a table with Corey and a few other kids and munched on hamburgers and fries. The food was actually pretty good. When they had finished eating, Kevin got a strange look on his face and let out a grunt. He smiled at Corey."I've got a surprise for you, Chief." It was what all the kids called Corey. Jesse noticed that they were very fond of him.Corey tousled Kevin's hair and said, "I guess I better get you back then," He wheeled the boy back to the unit. Greg, another tech, answered Jesse's unasked question."He's incontinent, Jesse. He was in a accident, a drunk driver hit him and his mother head-on. His mother was killed. He was very bitter when he came to us. He's made a lot of progress. You're lucky to be with him."Jesse spent the rest of the day getting to know the program and the other kids. True to what he had been told, no one made an issue out of his incontinence, which was pretty obvious. Anytime he need a change, Greg or Corey would change him. He got to know the techs on the other shifts as well. That afternoon, as Jesse tried to nap for a few minutes, there was a knock on the door. It opened to reveal Corey. He came in and sat on the side of the bed."Jesse, there's something I want to talk to you about. I really feel bad about what I did back in school, and I thought maybe if you knew why I did it, you would understand." He had Jesse's full attention. "You see, Jesse, I'm gay."Diaper Fever Part ThreeHe had been able to fool everybody. All through high school, Corey had had it all: popularity, girls, athletic ability, looks. But every time that Corey had been with a girl, it had been as functional as going to the bathroom. There had been so many times when he had feared impotence. He had used images of his team mates to keep himself aroused. Part of the mask was making fun of homosexuals, and that had been the deal with Jesse. He had pulled the wool over everyone's eyes until shortly before the end of his senior year.A few weeks before graduation, one of the members of the football team invited Corey over to study. Eric was someone that Corey had been friends with since Junior high. True, he had always used every available pretext to touch Corey, and Corey used to find Eric staring at him in the shower room. So Corey was a little gun shy, but he went anyway. Halfway between the Norman Conquest of England and the Elizabethan Age, Eric had leaned over and touched his lips to Corey's. When Corey didn't rip his tongue out and choke him with it, he deepened the kiss, using his tongue to explore the mysteries of Corey's mouth. Then, without a word, he got up and slowly undressed himself. When he was completely naked, he gently stood Corey up and undressed him. Both boys were totally enraptured, seeing each other up close. Eric leaned over for another kiss, and as he did so, the tip of his penis grazed Corey's. Desire shot through both of them like a brush fire, and Eric begged Corey to take him up the ass. Corey was so horny that he was trembling, and at that point it was easy to agree. Neither of the boys worried about protection, it was the first time for both of them. Eric lay across the width of the bed, so his feet were planted on the floor. He tucked some pillows under the small of his back to raise his ass off the bed. Corey took Vaseline and massaged some of it into Eric's hole, while Eric moaned with pleasure. Then he rubbed some on his own erection. Standing between Eric's raised legs, he pressed the tip of his penis into Eric's hole. Bit by bit he pressed, warning Eric to breath as he went in. Corey was overwhelmed by the heat inside Eric, by the velvety softness. He felt himself pop into place, and let Eric have a minute to adjust to his size. Then he began to rock back and forth. Eric wrapped his legs around Corey, and Corey wrapped his arms around Eric's chest. Corey continued to move his hips, gently at first, but harder as the pressure grew. The feeling of clutching the other while being joined at strategic spot sent both boys over the edge in no time. Corey pulled a out and sat down on the floor, his legs were shaking so bad that they wouldn't hold him up any longer.As soon as he caught his breath, Corey knew his cover was blown. His illusions lay in shards at his feet. He got cleaned up and dressed, and ran like hell. He lay that night in bed, the tears running down his face. Eric tried to get in touch with him. He begged Corey for the chance to pursue whatever they had together. Corey had nothing to say to him. Two days before finals, it was announced at school that Eric had taken a gun to his head.The next few days were a nightmare for Corey. He managed to get through finals and graduation by the skin of his teeth. The Sunday night after graduation, Corey stole some sleeping pills from his mother's medicine cabinet and took the whole bottle. His little brother Chris found him passed out in bed, and when he found the bottle of pills, he panicked and called 911. Pleading with Corey not to die, he rode with him to the hospital, where they were met by their mother's sister, their Aunt Brenda. She had been Corey's favorite aunt, but in his denial he had distanced himself from everybody but Chris.She was the first person that Corey saw when he woke up. He blinked his eyes, and saw the tears running down her face. "Corey Matthews," she said, "if you ever try anything like that again, I'll finish the job myself." Then she burst into (incomplete)